I don't write, I'm very tired. I didn't sleep last night.,I want to try to finish this book in one go.,But failed.,Now I feel like a Japanese devil who has run out of chakra.,In the face of a gang of eight roads, there is only the consciousness of being slaughtered.。

I tried hard last month, but the result was miserable, and the income was so small that it was expected, and it was in the early 1,000s.

I thought about it for many days, and finally came to the conclusion that I was probably not fit to write a book.

Choice is more important than diligence, and hard work is more important than talent. Unfortunately, I didn't choose the right industry, and I definitely didn't work hard and deserved to starve.

I graduated from university two years ago, because I didn't pass level 6, so I didn't meet the qualifications to apply for one of our local hospitals, so when my classmates went to graduate school in batches, or entered various hospitals with excellent grades, I chose to give up becoming a doctor.

In fact, I studied my major quite well, and I also worked hard to get a scholarship, and I gave up my major in college to pursue other jobs because I felt that there were infinite possibilities in life.

Like many of the stunned young people I wrote in this book, I always felt that I could have a day of prosperity.

In the past two years, I have sold insurance, worked as a reserve cadre in an enterprise, and worked as a teacher in a private school.

I'm an old book lover, I read a lot of books, and I think I'm no worse than others. Writing a book should be considered an impulsive choice in the context of long-term mental preparation.

On a whim that day, I planned to write a book, so I clicked on the urban category, pulled down, and found that the top 4 in the "Public Authors' New Books List" were all novels written in the entertainment industry. At that moment, I was stupid and possessed, and I felt that writing entertainment essays was easy and promising.

Now that I think about it, I made at least three mistakes: first, I don't know anything about the entertainment industry, and I think everyone should also see that in my book, there is basically no decent description of the entertainment industry itself, it is all side-knocking, in addition, I can quote the name of the singer. There are definitely no more than 30; Second. I was unprepared for the book, and I started writing it with just a few bits and pieces in my head; Third, I ignore the laws of the market - since so many people write, the relationship between supply and demand is in fact already fragile.

After a month. I've found another mistake of mine. At that time, the top 4 new books on the new book list were overtaken by me one by one. And they all threw themselves into the streets. So according to this urine nature, my book will not be too far from hitting the street.

It was a time of internal contradiction at the starting point, and the book was delayed for a long time before it was signed. In fact, when I signed the contract, I was already not enthusiastic about the book.

I knew I was in big trouble, and if a writer loses his passion for his work, the results speak for themselves.

But so many rewards for reading books made me unable to let go of this book. I gritted my teeth and managed to get the book to the shelves.

On the day it was launched, I told myself that since someone was willing to pay for it, it would be responsible for spending so much money.

As a man, responsibility is more important than little JJ. A eunuch with a sense of responsibility is still a pure man, and the writer who is lost by the eunuch is not as reliable as a eunuch. Some people have been castrated, but his little JJ will always remain in his own heart, and some people have no hindrance in morning erection, but in the hearts of others, he has become a eunuch.

However, it was much more difficult than I had imagined. I suddenly admired Tudou and Sanshao very much, although they are often blackly watered, but the irrigation can be filled with millions of words and the finale, which is also extremely remarkable! They are all pure masters, and I am a dead eunuch.

No outline, no passion, writing until yesterday, I'm exhausted. Actually, I can finish this book very quickly, and I can finish it with another 20,000 words at most, but I don't want to write it. I don't want to write a word. Instead of giving a finale with a perfunctory attitude, it is better to bravely face up to your own incompetence.

The book is actually poorly written, and it can be said to be poor. There are a lot of relationships between the characters that are useless, and the excessive plot that is useless is very long, the rhythm is chaotic, and the content is boring.

I'm grateful to those who are willing to pay to read books, and of course, you don't consider me a friend now.

I really feel sorry for you in my heart, and I can fully understand your current mood, because I have also been cheated by eunuch books. Do unto others as you would have them do to you. I really don't want to do to others, but I can't do anything about it. I can't even write another word.

My life was terrible, I didn't have much money left, my parents didn't have jobs, I had five years of college, and two of my tuition fees were paid in advance by my grandmother and a relative who used to owe a lot of money to our family. That relative is very close, and it is impossible to pay back the money owed to my family, and the money from the university can be regarded as making up for a little regret in his heart.

My mother was no more reliable than the one in the book, but whenever I felt that something was done, her first reaction was that it was God's work, and then she said that it was God blessed, and told me to work hard. I joked with her a few days ago that the boss of Wahaha only made a fortune selling popsicles at the age of 42, and she behaved hysterically and said that I was unproductive, how could I compare with a 42-year-old popsicle seller.

I couldn't understand the logic of this, thinking that my mother had read too little and had poor expression skills, or that my level was too low to understand what she was saying. But no matter what, she is my mother after all, and being a son should always be more responsible than being a writer, and you can't say that a eunuch is a eunuch.

I asked her what kind of house she wanted to live in the future, and she said that if she wanted to live in a very high-rise building, there must be an elevator and central air conditioning.

So now, a building with central air conditioning on the upper floors is my goal in life. Even this goal is the same difficulty for me as it is to go to the moon.

My father was very supportive, no matter what I did, he said he would support me, but unfortunately my father could only support me mentally.

My family is a relatively prosperous family in the local area, and my father's relatives are either rich people with a net worth of tens or even hundreds of millions, or civil servants who are quite mixed in the local area. Many years ago, after my father was dismissed from the civil service for some reason, my family seemed to have broken away from this big family. Now the children of each family have grown up, and every year the Chinese New Year is the most uncomfortable time in my family, my mother does not go out at all, and my father and I are quite shameless to eat everywhere, and then those relatives will ask you how you have been working lately.

In fact, I also had a moment before college, and in my junior year of high school, I got a city-level three-good student, which was awesome, but it was tragic again after college. Now those relatives are looking at my house with a smile, as if they are watching a play, a good show. As for my mother's relatives, see my novel.

In this kind of living environment, I think it's remarkable that I'm not crazy. Now I have a pair of parents on my shoulders, and getting married is not extravagant, I have grown so big, I haven't even had a girlfriend, and now I want to feed these three mouths first.

I say so much about family things, in fact, it's not exhibitionism, well, even if you have a slight exhibitionism, but it doesn't matter, anyway, you can't do me. I say this mainly to tell you that the current living environment no longer allows me to devote time to writing books.

I'm going to go out tomorrow to find a job, before the money in the card is spent, I have to have a new entry, 2000+ a month is always wanted, if I can't find a job within 3 days, I will take out part of the money in the card, practice the stall and sell it early.

I don't care what my relatives think, and I don't resent them. Everyone's money is earned by their own hard work, there is no reason to use it for our family to spend, besides, it is not good for them to spend it on us, who will do the things that are not beneficial?

Finally, I would like to talk about myself, and I would like to describe it with two more appropriate words: eye-catching, high-handed, and lazy.

It's a little exaggerated, but it's basically true.

One of the biggest takeaways from writing this book is that I spent a lot of time thinking about human nature and life, and I actually figured out a lot of things.

It's not too early, so let's stop here.

When I was determined to let go, the pressure was much less. Those friends who spent money but bought defective products, I'm sorry for you, but the money can't be returned, and if you are not happy, just scold a few times in the book review area. But to avoid being sad and sad, I won't go to see it.

The rest of the plot can be completed by making up for it properly, and this is the end of the book.

I wish all the writers who have the perseverance to finish the book a good fortune.

I wish all friends who watch the genuine version will never meet a scum like me again from now on.

I wish good people a safe life.

PS: I'm sorry, I won't set up a free chapter, if anyone spends money, they should throw it to the beggars on the side of the road. (To be continued.) For mobile phone users, please go to read. )