On the road.

There are a lot of people.

There are men, there are women, there are old, there are young. There are solitary people, there are pairs, and there are groups. They laughed, chatted, and sketched a floating picture of all beings. A sand is a world, not to mention the city center with a constant flow of people?

Shen Manjun was like an orphan, walking aimlessly on the street, she didn't drive, she didn't find a walking companion, she walked, cried, walked a long way, cried for a long time. She was tired of walking, but she didn't stop.

Once people stop, it is easy to recall, to recall the past. The good, the bad, the happy, the painful. will come and get into her head.

The last thing she needs at the moment is memories, and she is afraid to keep herself innocent, her brain innocent. She used everything she could to forget every day before today, even though it was painful and terrible. But she had to.

"Shen Manjun, don't you even take revenge for killing your father? He is your father, and even if he is wrong in all his ways, is he not false to you? ”

"Shen Manjun. Don't you know him? Isn't there enough he has paid for you and what he has undertaken? If it weren't for you, how could he have been involved in this turmoil and almost died? ”

“……”

There seemed to be two people talking in their minds, and they were unscrupulously destroying the painful Shen Manjun. didn't care about Shen Manjun's feelings at all, and sprinkled salt on her wounds with the most vicious and heartbreaking words. She couldn't breathe, almost suffocated.

She went from day to night, to the cold wind, to the stars and the moon. But she didn't know where to go. Or, where else can we take her in and give her a warm harbor.

"Is there no place for me in the land of the world? Could it be that you can't tolerate me Shen Manjun alone? ”

In the middle of the road, a large truck is speeding up. illuminated the entire street, and also blocked Shen Manjun's way forward.

She took a step, ignoring the red light, and walked to the middle of the road.

Dudu-

The shrill and loud sound of the car urged Shen Manjun, and it was obvious that the truck driver was frightened by Shen Manjun's sudden appearance.

Sou!

A black shadow appeared, hugged Shen Manjun, who was waiting for death with his eyes closed at lightning speed, and ran across the road.

"Damn! Are you blind? ”

The driver cursed loudly from the truck, and listening to his voice, it was obvious that there was still a little fear for the rest of his life.

Shen Manjun opened his eyes and saw Xiao Zheng standing in front of him with a worried face. He let go of his hand and stood in front of Shen Manjun at a loss, not knowing what to say or how to persuade.

She's looking for death.

Xiao Zheng, who followed Shen Manjun all the way, was like a mirror. But even so, all Xiao Zheng could do was to follow her closely, not daring to intervene, and was not qualified to give any advice.

"You're here?" Shen Manjun's face was gloomy, and he just asked very usually.

"I've been there." Xiao Zheng said softly.

"I wished you had always been." Shen Manjun was in a calm mood, as if she had experienced nine deaths just now, and she became much more peaceful at this moment. "Even if you leave everything behind, you don't want anything."

Xiao Zheng was in a complicated mood, and said bitterly at the corner of his mouth: "I will always be." As long as you need. ”

"Need?" Shen Manjun smiled dumbly and said dismally. "The only thing I needed was destroyed by you just now."

"That's not the path you should take." Xiao Zheng said in a low voice. "I don't want you to go that way either."

"Is there any other way?" Shen Manjun asked rhetorically. "What do you think I should do? And where can we go? ”

"I know. You won't forgive me. Xiao Zheng smiled bitterly. Kill me if you want to avenge your father. ”

"Kill you?" Shen Manjun said in a trembling voice. "How could I have killed you? How could I be willing to kill you? ”

Xiao Zheng was emotionally upset and said excitedly: "Since you can let me live, why can't you let myself live?" ”

"Do I still have a way to live?" Shen Manjun asked. "Where is my life?"

"You have!" Xiao Zheng said forcefully. "You have a great future ahead of you, and this is not your only choice!"

"Who am I living for?" Shen Manjun said in a trembling voice. "Tell me. Who else in this world is worth my life? ”

Xiao Zheng wanted to blurt it out, but after thinking about it, how could he be virtuous, and have the face to say such words in front of her?

But if you don't say it, how can you persuade it?

Tonight's Shen Manjun made Xiao Zheng feel scared. This woman is really going to die, in front of herself.

"Me." Xiao Zheng raised his head and said. "I'm sorry for you. I owe you my life. Can you take good care of yourself and save your life to come to me to pay my debts? ”

"Paying off debts?" Shen Manjun shook his head and said. "You don't owe me. You don't have to pay your debts. ”

Xiao Zheng said in a deep voice: "Just because you don't need me doesn't mean I don't have to pay it back." These are two things. ”

"And what are you going to do with it?" Shen Manjun said in a trembling voice. "Can you pay it off?"

Xiao Zheng stared at Shen Manjun's beautiful, but extremely desperate eyes, gritted his teeth and said, "It will take a lifetime to pay it back." As long as you live, I will always return. ”

Shen Manjun had tears in his eyes, and said contradictory and painful: "Okay." I'm alive. Live and wait for you to pay off your debts. ”

Xiao Zheng, you said it, you will repay it with your life. You remember, remember what you said to me.

Xiao Zheng suddenly stretched out his arm, tightly held Shen Manjun's jade hands that were blown by the cold wind, and said solemnly: "Live well." I don't owe anyone, don't let me find no one to pay my debts. ”

Shen Manjun burst into tears and was speechless.

She decided to stay alive.

She didn't know how painful the road ahead would be, or if she would be happier than all the women. But she had already decided to live. Live for Him.

How many women in this world live for a man?

Shen Manjun is.

is really living for Xiao Zheng.

Otherwise, she couldn't find a reason to continue living. Otherwise, she doesn't know what she has to live in this world.

But now, she at least has a reason to live. In order to collect debts. In order to give Xiao Zheng a chance to repay his debts.

In this way, can we offset the contradictions in our hearts? In this way, will you be able to live in peace?

"It's late at night." Xiao Zheng said softly. "It's time to go home."

"Which home?" Shen Manjun raised his head and looked at Xiao Zheng blankly.

"Your home." Xiao Zheng's eyes were calm, but he didn't indicate which home it was.

Where home is, only Shen Manjun himself knows. How did Xiao Zheng give her guidance?

"It's time to go home." Shen Manjun said softly. "It's been a long time since I've been home."

Since Xiao Zheng broke up with Zhao Laosi, Shen Manjun has never returned home. Now that Zhao Laosi is dead, it is time for her to go home. Otherwise, wouldn't the Zhao family be gone?

She can't let the Zhao family be gone.

She is always the daughter of Zhao Siye. Even if Zhao Siye doesn't care.