The cold wind blew through Ye Lingfei's tear-stained face, he knelt down on his knees in front of the tomb where his parents were buried together, inserted a pillar of incense in front of the snowflake monument, and then kowtowed three more times. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ//、qb5、\\

This tomb built in the mountains is much more luxurious than other tombs with only raised earthen bags, and the tomb is surrounded by pines and cypresses, and the tomb is all made of granite, and the materials for building the tomb alone cost more than 200,000 yuan.

In Ye Lingfei's original intention, his parents did not have a good life during their lifetime, and after death, they must repair the grave to the extreme to make up for his guilt towards his parents. But Du Shun's words changed Ye Lingfei's thoughts, Du Shun once said to Ye Lingfei, "People live to suffer, and after people die, they want to be quiet, don't toss anymore."

Du Shun's words made Ye Lingfei realize that even if he repaired his parents' graves well, what was the use, everyone was dead, and it was best to have a quiet place to bury.

Although Ye Lingfei later rebuilt the graveyard of the tomb, he only paved the grave with granite to prevent the mountains and rivers from washing the grave of his parents.

Yu Tingting and the beast burned yellow paper around the grave, while Du Shun stood behind Ye Lingfei and said, "Xiao Fei, when repairing this cemetery, the people in the village helped a lot. Everyone also feels sorry for your Ye family, over the years, people have worshiped your parents during the New Year's holidays. Well, there are also those who herd cattle, they don't come here to herd cattle, and the adults in the village don't let their children play here. Ahem, Xiaofei, how many years, forget about the past. Our village is so poor that we can't earn a lot of money in a year, and we have to support our family. In fact, everyone's life is also very hard. ”

Ye Lingfei stood up, walked around the grave, and then turned to the tombstone. He didn't speak, just looked at Nanyang Village, which was hidden in the mountains.

"Child, you have time to come back to worship your parents, my legs and feet are not very good, maybe I will go one day. I can't help you see your parents' graves by then. ”

"Grandpa Du, if you want, I want to take you back to Wanghai City, at least I can take care of you there. Once I am no longer there, I will also arrange for someone to take care of you, so that you don't have to live alone. Ye Lingfei turned to Du Shun and said sincerely: "I really want to take good care of you." ”

"Kid, don't worry, I'm used to living here." Du Shun shook his head and said. "Maybe I'm a quirky person who doesn't like to leave here. I have lived in Nanyang Village for more than 70 years and am reluctant to leave. Even if I die, I'm going to die here. ”

"Grandpa Du, you and my parents have a temper, when my father died, he said that he would be buried in Nanyang Village. When my mother died, she would also be buried in Nanyang Village. I still remember when I was dragging my mother's body alone, and the people in the village were afraid that my mother would implicate them, and no one would help me. Only Grandpa Du, you are not afraid of being infected by my mother's disease. Help me bury my mother. Now it seems that tuberculosis does not kill people, and if someone had been willing to lend me money to go to a big hospital for treatment, my mother would not have died. ”

"Kid, you can't blame those people, they don't have any money. Ahem, I was a lonely old man at the time, and I didn't have a few days to live. Even if it's infected, it's fine. They can't, who isn't afraid. ”

Ye Lingfei bit his lip and said slowly, "Grandpa Du." That being said, I can't forgive them either. The people in the village were hateful, my relatives were even more hateful, and I still remember my aunt taking my mother's money and leaving me aside. ”

"Forget it, kid, I told you. The past is gone. ”

Ye Lingfei didn't speak again. Instead, he opened his mouth and yelled. The roar echoed in the mountains, and at this moment, he finally released the resentment that had been suppressed in his heart for more than ten years. Sleeping here? The beast came out of the house with a broken beam, and he threw it into the weedy yard and sat down on the ground.

"Of course, this is my home, where can I sleep if I don't sleep here, you kid hurry up and clean up the house for me, and if you're lazy, I'll let you sleep in the room where the roof has collapsed." Ye Lingfei was shoveling away the soil in the yard with a shovel in order to level the yard.

"No, boss, if we continue to do this, we won't be able to finish it by night." The beast was sorrowful and said, "Boss, be merciful, let's go back to the city." ”

"Don't give me a word, if I finish tidying up the yard and you haven't cleared the house yet, I'll make you look good." Ye Lingfei glared at him, and the frightened beast hurriedly got up, ran into the house and continued to clean up.

This is the old house of Ye Lingfei's family, I haven't lived in it for more than ten years, two of the three houses have fallen now, and the remaining house is also piled up with a lot of sundries, and it looks like it is going to fall down at any time. As for the courtyard wall, it has long since fallen, and the courtyard is full of broken stones. At this moment, Ye Lingfei was laboriously cleaning up with the beasts. Yu Tingting took a broom and swept the dust on the ground in the house.

This is not a small amount of work, the three of them have been busy from noon to now, and they have only cleaned up half of it, and there are still a lot of stones and debris that have not been cleaned up.

When Ye Lingfei was turning over the soil with a shovel in the yard, a man in his thirties carrying a shovel happened to pass by the door, and he stood at the door and looked into the yard. At this moment, Ye Lingfei just threw a shovel of soil out and saw the man. Ye Lingfei stopped and looked at the man, and the man also looked at Ye Lingfei.

"Ye Lingfei." The man shouted.

Ye Lingfei glanced at it indifferently, nodded, and said expressionlessly, "Li Gang." ”

"It's really you, when did you come back?" The man put down the shovel and greeted: "You kid is really, there has been no news in these years, I mentioned you to Xiaolan a few days ago." ”

At the mention of the name Xiaolan, the muscles on Ye Lingfei's face moved, he put down the shovel and sneered: "Li Gang, do you miss me too?" That's a big joke! ”

"Ahem, look at you kid. How to talk like that. Don't mention it back then, I know I didn't do it right, but I was young at the time, and now that I think about it, I always feel like I really shouldn't have done that to you back then. ”

"Some things can't be forgotten by forgetting, maybe with the passage of time, you and I have grown up. But there are some things I can't forget. Ye Lingfei looked at Li Gang's weathered and old face, and said slowly: "I have tried to forget, but I don't know why I can't always forget, especially not the way you bullied me at the beginning." You said that I am not easy to hold grudges, I remember that you robbed Xiaolan. ”

"Ye Lingfei, there are some things that can't be blamed on me." Li Gang looked at Ye Lingfei and sighed: "I have always looked down on you in the past, and I have always liked to bully you, and I admit that I was wrong in this regard." But in the matter of Little Blue. But Xiaolan likes me. If you don't believe it, you can ask Xiaolan. ”

"Forget it, like you said, the past is in the past." Ye Lingfei waved his hand and said, "Li Gang, no matter what, in short, I don't want to mention the past anymore, let alone see you again." ”

Li Gang glanced at Ye Lingfei, opened his mouth to say something, but held back. He turned around and walked past the gate of the courtyard with a shovel on his shoulder.

Yu Tingting walked out of the house. She walked behind Ye Lingfei and asked softly, "Brother Ye, is that Xiaolan your first girlfriend?" ”

"It's not." Ye Lingfei denied, "It's just a playmate of mine." ”

Yu Tingting didn't ask any more, and when she was about to go back to the house, Ye Lingfei suddenly stopped her.

"Tingting, I'll take you to a place." Ye Lingfei put down the shovel as he spoke, and pulled Yu Tingting out of the yard. A beast working in the house. Seeing Ye Lingfei leaving the yard, he complained, "Boss, don't you plan to let me work alone, right?" ”

Ye Lingfei pulled Yu Tingting to a mountain river in one breath, and now the river was frozen. Ye Lingfei let go and pulled Yu Tingting's right hand. One sat by the river. Yu Tingting gasped for breath and sat down.

"Tingting, didn't you ask me about the past, I'll tell you now." Ye Lingfei pointed at Xiaohe and said, "I have been bullied since I was a child, especially that guy just now. He always liked to bully me with people, and at that time my family had no money, and people were weak. As a result, they bullied me. I hated them to death. Often take advantage of their inattention to secretly retaliate. I once secretly picked his family's gourd. When my mother found out, she beat me up at the time. ”

Yu Tingting quietly listened to Ye Lingfei talk about what happened when he was a child, and when she heard Ye Lingfei say that she secretly picked the gourd in someone's field, she laughed.

Ye Lingfei looked at Yu Tingting and suddenly smiled. He laughed and said, "I was a child at that time, who let them bully me?" ”

"And then?" Yu Tingting asked.

"No, this was my childhood. Blue was the same girl as old as me, she was the best-looking girl we had here, and we little boys loved to play with her. We often play in this river, and Xiaolan likes to sing to us the most. Ye Lingfei said, slowly humming a song, unconsciously, Ye Lingfei's voice became heavy, he said slowly: "I don't know when I started to like Xiaolan, I always like to listen to Xiaolan's singing, her voice is very good." ”

Yu Tingting didn't squeak, she listened to Ye Lingfei mention what happened when she was a child.

"I like Xiaolan very much, but I don't have the courage to tell her." Ye Lingfei said in a heavy voice, "At that time, Xiaolan was very good to me, I felt that Xiaolan liked me very much, but I didn't have the courage to say it." Later, Li Gang's parents and Xiaolan's parents engaged Xiaolan and Li Gang's marriage, and I remember that Xiaolan cried very sadly that day. ”

"Brother Ye, according to what you said, it seems that they are very young, and they have not yet reached the age of legal marriage." Yu Tingting asked suspiciously.

"This is our custom, although we are not of legal age, as long as the parents of both parties make a marriage and hold a wedding in the village, it is officially married. Xiaolan should have been seventeen years old at that time, and she and Li Gang held a wedding. Ye Lingfei said in a deep voice, "If it weren't for their parents' arranged marriage, maybe Xiaolan would be with me." ”

"Brother Ye, I don't know if I should say it or not." Yu Tingting said softly, "I think Brother Ye didn't understand that girl at all, and he didn't even know love at that time, your love for Xiaolan is more of a like." ”

Ye Lingfei's eyes widened at Yu Tingting's words, and he shouted loudly: "No, I have always loved Xiaolan, and I have been thinking about Xiaolan all these years." ”

Yu Tingting met Ye Lingfei's fierce gaze, did not flinch, and said very firmly: "Brother Ye, don't be angry when I say it. I feel that the reason why Xiaolan is crying is because she is getting married. But this doesn't mean that she likes you, as a girl, if she likes you, she will tell you sooner, after all, she is going to get married, and she won't tell you if she wants to get married. ”

"Perhaps, she is afraid that I will be sad." Ye Lingfei said uncertainly.

"Brother Ye, don't deceive yourself. You know in your heart what's going on, Xiaolan doesn't like you. As for you saying that you love Xiaolan, I think it's more of a regret in your heart, you always thought that if you were rich at the time, you would be with Xiaolan. If you say that you want Xiaolan all these years, it is better to say that you have been thinking about this matter all along. Ye Lingfei, can you remember Xiaolan's appearance? ”

Yu Tingting asked Ye Lingfei with these words, Ye Lingfei thought about it for a long time, and couldn't remember Xiaolan's appearance. He said with difficulty: "I remember the little blue singing, I remember the red ribbon. ”

"Brother Ye, don't deceive yourself, you said you love Xiaolan, and you don't even remember what she looks like. You remember her singing, her red ribbon, you just have regrets in your heart all the time. Brother Ye, ask yourself, do you really love Xiaolan? ”

"You're a child, you know everything." Ye Lingfei was told by Yu Tingting about the sore spots, and suddenly yelled, "I love Xiaolan." ”

"I'm not a child anymore, although I've never been in love, but I know the heart of a girl. I don't think the girl you said ever liked you. I had a male classmate call me and say he liked me. Brother Ye, you know what, just because I smiled at him, he thought I liked him. When I was studying, it was normal for me to smile at people because that was my classmate. Yu Tingting looked directly at Ye Lingfei, "I think Xiaolan is the same, she treats you well because you are her playmate." ”

Ye Lingfei's lips trembled, and he didn't say a word for a long time. Yu Tingting's words moved Ye Lingfei, although Ye Lingfei didn't want to admit that it was true, but Yu Tingting's words were like a sharp knife, and suddenly slid away the hidden reason in Ye Lingfei's heart, at this moment, Ye Lingfei understood that what he was thinking about all these years was not Xiaolan himself, but his unwillingness to be robbed of everything in the past, as for Xiaolan himself, it was not so important to him.

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