Although Feng Siniang only said a few words and simply revealed the secrets buried in her heart, Zheng Qingyun and Xiao Li could also understand the pain she had had.

What kind of pain does it take to choose suicide in the good years? What kind of strength made her choose to live?

It takes not only courage to bring up the past, but also to have determination, the determination to say goodbye to the past. Zheng Qingyun knew that Feng Siniang was willing to speak today, because she had figured it out and decided to forget all the effects of this incident on her and try to live her life.

She reached out and held Feng Siniang's hand tightly, although it was hot on the kang, but Feng Siniang's hand was as cold as iron, she couldn't help but shiver, but she didn't let go, but held it tighter.

"Sister! Good sister, I know you are the bravest! ”

Feng Siniang glanced back at Zheng Qingyun and pulled out a smile that was not good-looking, "The person we saw that day was the stinky man who deceived me!" ”

Zheng Qingyun immediately remembered,

Xiao Li was silent for a long time about Feng Siniang's understatement, remembering that a few years ago, there was indeed a time when Feng Siniang was very decadent, that is, he was still young, so he never understood, now that I think about it, it was that time!

Listening to Feng Siniang say that she had seen that person some time ago, Xiao Li's face was as deep as a deep pool, and a cold look shot out of his eyes, and he asked in a deep voice: "What is the name of the person you are talking about?" ”

"Ha, do you still want to avenge me?" Feng Siniang pretended to smile relaxedly, gave Zheng Qingyun a "I'm fine" look, and continued: "Speaking of which, I can't complain about him, and if I want to complain, I also complain that I am very affectionate, I stupidly thought that he would marry me, and I didn't want to end up even feeding me the fetal pills by himself...... When I woke up, not only did I have no children, but I also didn't even want to have another child in this life......"

Originally, I wanted to force a smile to relieve the atmosphere, but unfortunately, in the end, the smile on Feng Siniang's face could no longer be hung up, thinking that at that time, the abdominal pain was like a twist, and the stable woman was scraping and cutting in her body, that kind of pain, she couldn't forget it for the rest of her life! She hates Zhou Yumin, this is indescribable!

The hatred is only fleeting, Feng Siniang has also figured out over the years, hating a person is too tired, a woman is already bitter enough, if she tries her best to hate a person, her life may not be able to go on, then the blood and tears she has shed, and the nights that Feng Ling has worked hard for her to care for her, are they all in vain?

People have never been afraid of making mistakes, but they are afraid of not repenting after making mistakes, and making mistakes on top of mistakes.

She is an understanding person, and she lives freely, compared to Zheng Qingyun, she is happy most of the time, although at this time because of the cuckoo's matter, she was affected, but she believes that she will soon be able to come out of the shadows, the same as many years ago.

Feng Siniang held Zheng Qingyun's hand back, and sighed earnestly: "In my life, I'm afraid I won't love anyone anymore, if you say love, you are the person I love, so as long as you live happily, I have nothing to resent!" ”

"Sister!"

"Siniang ......"

Zheng Qingyun and Xiao Li are facing each other, if they are unwilling to let go of their burdens for the rest of their lives because of the emotional injury of a failure, wouldn't it be worth the loss?

"Don't persuade me," Feng Siniang leaned back, looking lazy, as if the sentimentality just now was an illusion, "I know best what kind of person I am, but now that I'm older, no one wants to marry a young man, if I want to marry those bad old men who are jealous every day, I'm not happy, or so comfortable!" ”

Both of them know something about Feng Siniang's temperament, and of course they know that she is telling the truth, and it is not easy to persuade them for a while, so they have to let her.

Because of today's Chinese New Year's Eve, Xiao Li still needs to go back to the Overseer's Mansion to keep the New Year, and Feng Qing Xiaozhu is only left with Feng Siniang and Zheng Qingyun. Thinking of Feng Siniang's mood fluctuating like this today, Xiao Li was worried that something would happen, and after thinking about it, he finally hit Tan Yi.

Tan Yi and Xiao Li are classmates in the military academy, and they have a very good relationship, and they are now Xiao Li's deputy, but Xiao Li knows that Tan Yi's only mother in the family died of illness two years ago, and he is now alone. Last year, Xiao Li asked him to go to the Overseer's Mansion, so this year it is better to let him come here, and he can also take care of the safety of Feng Siniang and Zheng Qingyun.

At night, fireworks began to set off one after another in the sky over Wucheng. Colorful fireworks "crackle" in the air, reflecting the black sky in a colorful and colorful way, very gorgeous.

Tan Yi grabbed a handful of melon seeds, sat at the door of the hall, looked at the fireworks in the sky, and was very happy to eat the melon seeds.

Zheng Qingyun and Feng Siniang sat in the middle position, also sitting around the brazier, and there were small tables on the sides of several people, and the fruit plates on the small table were piled up, and there were some melon seeds and candy in them.

Zheng Qingyun opened a fruit candy, stuffed it into Feng Siniang's mouth, rubbed her hands, and sighed: "It's really cold this year!" ”

"Where's the cold?" Feng Siniang had sugar in her mouth, her speech was a little vague, and she glanced at Zheng Qingyun, "When I was in the capital, it was called cold, and when the wind blew, my face was frozen and hard!" ”

"Huh......" Tan Yi stomped his feet, took a long breath, looked at the white mist in front of him, and smiled: "I said sister, if you freeze your face hard, won't everyone be like a stone?" ”

Feng Siniang glanced at him and snorted: "Stinky boy, don't believe it, a winter like Wucheng is only half as cold as the capital at most!" ”

Tan Yi was speechless, shook his head and stuffed a dumpling into his mouth, and frowned: "Then I'd better stay in Wucheng honestly, so don't follow them to the capital!" ”

"Who is going to the capital?" Feng Siniang's ears were sharp, and after listening to Tan Yi's words, she hurriedly asked him.

Tan Yiden waved his hand nervously, "I can't say it, I can't say it, I will shoot this military plane!" ”

"You stupid boy, no one asked you just now, you said it yourself, and you can't say it now, you deliberately hung people's appetites, right?" Feng Siniang cried during the day, and at this time she felt a little more comfortable, and joked to Tan Yi, "Besides, if you say anything about shooting or not shooting, you also owe it!" ”

"Huh? I forgot ...... again" Tan Yi shouted, hurriedly spit out a few mouthfuls of saliva, and did not forget to mutter: "Bah, good luck, good luck!" ”

Zheng Qingyun smiled and watched the two of them jokingly arguing, while looking up at the various fireworks that appeared in the sky from time to time.

Although it was short-lived, it still filled Zheng Qingyun's heart with a sense of peace and happiness.

And at the same time as she looked at the sky, Xiao Li was also standing in the courtyard of the Overseer's Mansion, quietly looking at the sky, one after another, as bright as the glow of fireworks, her expression was distant, and she didn't know who she was missing......