Chapter 50: Drunkenness and Sin
"Knock, Dangdang......" Another burst of music sounded in the back, Yang Guo had already tried to endure it, every few minutes, Qiqi would lie in her toy rocking chair and pull a doll, the music in front had not stopped, and the music in the back continued.
I bought this toy rocking chair yesterday, and I really made trouble for myself! Yang Guo had been interrupted by her several times in a row just now.
"Don't be noisy! Kiki, obedient! At the beginning, Yang Guo would turn his head to persuade with good words, after all, being a kind father has always been Yang Guo's pursuit!
"Ahem," Kiki coughed slightly, then continued to giggle. When she came back yesterday, Qiqi had a little cough, but Yang Guo felt that it shouldn't be a big problem, because the cough was not very serious or very frequent, so Yang Guo just gave her a little more boiled water.
Yang Guo really underestimated his daughter's active character. If he didn't turn his head, Qiqi was just playing with the doll in front of him for fun, and as soon as Yang Guo turned her head to look at her, she seemed to be encouraged, making more trouble, not only pulling the doll continuously, but also singing loudly by herself.
Of course, no one in this world can understand what she is singing, but no one can stand the voice that comes out of her extraordinary throat.
Therefore, Yang Guo would rather endure the sound of the rocking chair than turn back to provoke Qiqi and appreciate her ultra-high decibel divine comedy.
Exhale, inhale, exhale...... The inner family exercises in his brain came in handy at this time, Yang Guo closed his eyes, adjusted his breathing, and then entered a state of Xuan and Xuan, but he was not really meditating. In such a state, Yang Guo felt that only himself and the computer in front of him were left in the world, and other scenes and other noisy voices no longer knew where to go!
In fact, he didn't leave this room, he just self-regulated, and temporarily closed off his sense of hearing, which he couldn't use as a translator, so that he would no longer be harassed by noise.
After the world was quiet, Yang Guo found that in such a state, the speed of his own translation became faster again, and the efficiency increased by nearly 20%! I didn't expect the internal family exercises to have such a wonderful use, Yang Guo thought happily while typing on the computer.
Yang Guo is quite competent, every half an hour, he will be released from the state of concentration and go to take care of Qiqi. Qiqi may have had too much fun, and finally fell asleep after an hour, and Yang Guo could also breathe a sigh of relief.
When he was surfing the Internet at night, Yang Guo's buckle suddenly flashed, and when he opened it, he saw that it was a chat message from a classmate in high school.
Yang Guo remembered that this classmate went back to work in a large state-owned enterprise in his hometown after graduating from college, except for the last Spring Festival party, he didn't contact him again, and he suddenly found himself today, is there something wrong?
After Yang Guo exchanged a few words with him, he finally got to the point.
I saw him typing and saying, "Yesterday, I saw Yun Ran." ”
Yang Guo's body shook, he hadn't seen this name for a long time. Did she really go back to her hometown? Yang Guo hesitated for a moment, typed and asked, "Really?" How is she now? ”
The classmate continued to type, and he asked strangely, "You don't know?" Aren't you all in this together? ”
"We broke up...... Yang Guo paused for a moment before typing out the line.
"Broke up? How come, you guys have been so good in recent years? I saw you ...... last party," the classmate asked, full of surprise.
Yang Guo said bitterly: "It's hard to say a word......"
"I'm sorry......," said the classmate, "I didn't know that was the case. ”
"It's okay, you go on, how is she now?" Yang Guo didn't know why, he was a little eager to know about Lu Yunran's current situation, but he was also a little afraid, afraid to hear some news that he didn't want to hear.
"I saw her yesterday and I feel in good spirits." The classmate typed out this line.
He hesitated, but still said everything he saw: "But I just saw her from afar, in the Peninsula Cafe. ”
"It's just that there's a man sitting across from him."
Yang Guo felt that his throat was a little dry, his right hand was clenched into a fist, his fingers were a little white, and his nails were deeply sunk into his palm, and a trace of blood oozed from his palm.
"That's right." It took Yang Guo a long time to type these three words.
"I mainly want to tell you about it."
"However, since you broke up, Yang Guo, you don't have to think about it so much. There is no grass at the end of the world, right......" The classmate felt a little guilty, and hurriedly typed to comfort Yang Guo.
Yang Guo couldn't see what his classmates were saying behind him anymore, he only felt that his head was in chaos, and there were two voices arguing.
A voice shouted sharply, "Wake up! Yang Guo, you have to face reality. You don't have any possibilities anymore! ”
Another voice comforted Yang Guo: "No, you have so many years in the past, you have to believe that she will definitely come back!" ”
"Don't kid yourself!" The previous voice retorted, "You know in your own heart that there is no way she can go back!" Look, she's gone! You see, she's already with other men! Why are you still obsessed? ”
The second voice responded with a little pale: "How do you know she's started over?" Perhaps, the man just happened to appear at her table and was just a pick-up? Perhaps, that man is nothing more than one of her cousins......"
"Cousin? You've watched too many TV series, right? The previous voice sarcastically said.
The two voices intertwined in his head, and in the end all that remained in his mind was a roar, and his ears were buzzing and could not be stopped.
Opening the refrigerator, Yang Guo pulled out all the dozen beers that Song Zhiwen had put in it, and pried open the caps of all the bottles. Tilting his head and pouring bottle after bottle, some of the wine foam spilled out and melted with the tears.
Yang Guo really didn't want to believe that Lu Yunran had already come together with other men not long after he broke up with him, but reason told him that what his classmates said today was very likely to be true.
And, even if it's just a misunderstanding, it will happen in the future! It's just a matter of time. Whether Yang Guo accepts it or not, Lu Yunran will eventually put on a white wedding dress and become someone else's bride. How many times has Yang Guo felt that he had let go, but in the end, his heart was still like a knife.
Everything in the world is the most tiring love word. And borrowing wine to kill sorrow is even more sorrowful! Yang Guo sat in the corner of the living room, the empty wine bottle was thrown to the ground, his head was dizzy, his whole body was uncomfortable, and there was a burning anger in his chest!
What bloody "You want to be happier than me" in the movie is all made up by the screenwriter! Yang Guo pointed to the void and scolded angrily, his voice slurred.
If you have loved unforgettablely, how can you leave so lightly and with six words? If you have loved with all your heart, how can you be willing to let her throw herself into the arms of others? Will she be happy? I don't believe it! Labor and management do not believe! Your uncle's TMD doesn't believe it!
Yang Guo was already incoherent, and suddenly hugged his knees and head, and cried profusely, just like a little girl who had been wronged.
Crying and crying, drunkenness came up, Yang Guo tilted his head, and lay on the floor in a daze.
In his sleep, Yang Guo seemed to be in rags, crawling in an endless desert, the scorching sun above his head evaporated every bit of water on his body, and he only felt weak in his limbs and a dry mouth. But as far as the eye can see, there is yellow and clear sand, where can I find an oasis, where can I find a water source? The heart is full of despair.
I don't know how long it took, Yang Guo suddenly felt a palpitation! How long has it been since I experienced this feeling? Even in a dream, Yang Guo will never forget it.
Kiki!
Yang Guo suddenly opened his eyes and sat up straight! His head was dizzy, Yang Guo felt a splitting headache, and he really wanted to drink water. But he couldn't care about that, and he struggled to his feet and ran in the direction of his bedroom.
Running too fast, Yang Guo didn't notice that there was a wine bottle under his feet, so he stepped on it directly, and his bones slipped, Yang Guo only felt that his left foot suddenly slid forward, and his whole body couldn't control it and fell backwards.
When he was drunk, Yang Guo's control over his body was not as good as before, he could have twisted his body in the air and landed steadily, but now he could only fall to the ground like an ordinary person.
"Ahh Yang Guo felt a strong vibration in his chest, and a stream of fluid almost choked into his nostrils, if it wasn't for his body being really strong, if he fell down like this for an ordinary person, the bones in his whole body would fall apart.
When he slipped just now, it seemed that the sole of his right foot was scratched by a bottle cap, but Yang Guo didn't bother to check the injury, he pulled a chair and climbed up, limped open the bedroom door and walked in.
The bedroom was quiet, and Kiki seemed to be sleeping obediently in bed. But Yang Guo firmly believes in his intuition, which is telepathy from the blood connection! Something must have gone wrong with Kiki.
Lifting the mosquito net, Yang Guo reached in and touched Qiqi.
It's hot! Yang Guo felt that the temperature of Qiqi's little arm was much higher than usual. Touching Kiki's forehead again, it's really hot! It was as if there was a small stove underneath the skin.
Got a fever? Yang Guo picked up Kiki, his hands trembled, and he called out to Kiki softly, but Kiki was already unconscious! Yang Guo panicked, feeling like he was going to lose something, and he even thought of the sugar pills he fed her yesterday.
So hot! Got a fever?
This temperature can't have exceeded 40 degrees, right?
If it exceeds 40 degrees, wouldn't that burn your head?
Could it be a viral infection?
It can't be the virus, right?
No, no, don't scare yourself!
But what if it really is? Polio! Kiki......
Yang Guo didn't dare to think about it anymore, and his head was a mess. He walked around the room with Kiki in his arms, as anxious as an ant on a hot pot.
Gotta get to the hospital! Yang Guo finally thought of this key.
He didn't wear any shoes, so he opened the door and rushed out. Running to the elevator, Yang Guo turned back again, came to Song Zhiwen's door, and slammed the door hard. Song Zhiwen drove his father's car back these days!
In the middle of the night, almost everyone fell asleep, the whole building was quiet, Yang Guo suddenly slammed the door with his fist roughly, and the sound of "bang, bang" echoed in the entire corridor and corridor, as if the ground was shaking. Fortunately, there are no other residents on this floor, otherwise it will definitely make noise to others.
"It's coming, don't knock." After a while, Song Zhiwen came to open the door with his pajamas rubbing his eyes, and he was also startled when he saw Yang Guo's messy hair, red eyes, and the smell of alcohol all over his body.
"Lao Guo, what's wrong with you?" Song Zhiwen pointed to Yang Guo's feet and asked. Yang Guo was barefoot, and his right foot made a blood mark on the smooth tile.
"Come with me, Kiki has a fever, it's serious." Yang Guo snorted rough air in his nostrils, pulling Song Zhiwen and about to go out.
"Wait!" Song Zhiwen hurriedly stabilized Yang Guo, the situation was urgent, and he didn't dare to delay, and said, "I'll go get the key now." Do you hurry up and put on your shoes and bring all your documents? ”
Yang Guo was completely panicked now, he put his shoes on his feet without wearing socks, and when he left, he was in a trance, and even the door was closed by Song Zhiwen for him.
Song Zhiwen hurriedly put on his clothes and comforted Yang Guo: "Don't worry, Qiqi must be fine." ”