Because Ji Hong's mother was played with and abandoned by Ye Ban, Ji Hong was born without experiencing fatherly love, and later when she was very young, her mother left him again, leaving her alone, almost starving to death on the street, and finally fortunately rescued by the lonely wind shadow.

Before she entered the East China Sea in order to regain her mother's reputation and vent her anger, she had been following behind the Lonely Wind Shadow, and with the help of the Lonely Wind Shadow, she survived and developed a good skill.

Because of this, she is full of feelings for Lonely Wind Shadow, and deep down she regards Lonely Wind Shadow as her master and Lonely Wind Shadow as her father.

And yet—

Due to the fact that during the years she followed the Lonely Wind Shadow, the Lonely Wind Shadow either practiced swords in retreat or challenged everywhere, and the two spent very little time together, plus the Lonely Wind Shadow was arrogant and taciturn by nature, although she regarded the Lonely Wind Shadow as a reborn father, she never experienced the feeling of 'fatherly love'.

As for...... The feeling of home, for her, is like the moon in the water and the flowers in the mirror, which may only be experienced in a dream.

Her childhood lacked love and could even be said to be deformed.

This has led to her becoming an extremely insecure woman.

In order to hide all this, she wore a coquettish, charming, and ** mask to disguise herself and not let herself be hurt.

As the saying goes, what a person lacks the most, he desires the most.

This sentence is somewhat absolute, but it is also in line with psychology.

For Ji Hong, who has lacked love and a sense of 'home' since she was a child, what she desires most in her heart is not money and power, but to be cared for and have a home like ordinary people.

It's just—

Knowing that all this is impossible, she buried this most longing idea in the depths of her heart, not to think about it, but in order to be able to find her mother's reputation and vent her evil anger, she broke into the bright East China Sea, with all kinds of good skills and smart heads, climbed to the top step by step, and finally gained a firm foothold in the East China Sea and even the Yangtze River Delta, becoming a beautiful snake that shocked the southern half of the country.

Later, she met Pei Donglai, because of Pei Wufu's words, because of the proximity to Pei Donglai's purpose, she finally chose to join forces with Pei Donglai to fight against the Ye family, just so that one day she could let Ye Ban, the third-generation successor of the high-ranking Ye family, kowtow to the earthen bag where her mother was buried!

After Ye Ban took the initiative to call her, she knew that she could do this with just one sentence, but ...... She told herself that she couldn't do that - in this grievance, she was not alone, and Pei Xiandong came!

In this way, although she really wanted Ye Ban to kowtow to her mother's grave to admit her mistake, before meeting Ye Ban, she made a decision that she couldn't not consider Pei Donglai's feelings because of herself, so she chose to use a banter to tease Ye Ban.

Outcome...... When the 'father' who was once high in her eyes and hated in her heart was willing to kowtow to her mother's grave for the sake of the family's interests, and was even willing to take his dignity to feed the dog in front of those guests in the hall of the Oriental Club, and chose to kowtow to admit his mistakes, her heart was not happy at all.

Yes.

At that moment, she did not have the joy of finally fulfilling her wish.

At that moment, her heart was filled with sorrow!

Because......

Although she buried her desire for 'home' and 'love' deep in her heart a long time ago.

However, all this time, that desire has never disappeared!

From the bottom of her heart, what she longed for most was that Ye Ban could find out with his conscience and take the initiative to kowtow to her mother's grave and admit her mistakes!

Instead of being forced by her to go!!

But through the conversation with Ye Ban, she understood that her mother, the country woman who rushed to the Forbidden City with her thousands of miles away, but was kicked out of the Forbidden City without even stepping into the gate of the Ye family, in Ye Ban's heart, was just a passerby, or not even a passerby, just a plaything on a whim!

Ten thousand, or even ten million of her mothers, combined with their status in Ye Ban's heart, can't compare to the interests of the Ye family!

Ye Ban's heart didn't feel guilty at all!

Not at all!!

Some are just compromises in the face of dignity and interests!!

also buried her in her heart to her family, and the last trace of fantasy about her 'father' was wiped out.

And just now, when she told Ye Ban in a joking tone about begging for mercy to cover up the sadness in her heart, Pei Donglai said "The decision is up to you, as long as you feel angry, all grievances will be written off......

Pei Donglai is willing to stop pursuing what the Ye family did for her!

The stark contrast between Pei Donglai and Ye Ban was like a powerful hammer that hit the weakest part of her heart, making her, who had been wearing a mask to hide her insecurity, show her weak side for the first time.

She couldn't help but burst into tears.

Although the three words 'beautiful snake' once resounded in the southern half of the country, it has now become famous all over the country and is the object of discussion in many circles after dinner.

Strong and capable, coquettish and charming, can only be seen from a distance and cannot be blasphemed......

These have almost become the adjectives of those upper-class people for Ji Hong.

But seeing Ji Hong in tears, Pei Donglai did not show the slightest surprise.

Just as Ji Hong knew him in some aspects, his understanding of Ji Hong was incomparable to outsiders - he did not say anything to appease, but let Ji Hong stand there, his eyes closed, his body trembling, and his face washed with tears.

"Brother Donglai, can you make me so moved?"

Crying, crying, Ji Hong opened her eyes and scolded with a smile: "You will make me fall in love with you if you do this!" And I'm a very possessive woman, aren't you afraid that I will dig into the wall? ”

Ji Hong's words sounded in his ears, looking at Ji Hong's strong smiling face, Pei Donglai couldn't help but sigh in his heart - he knew that Ji Hong, who had strong self-esteem, put on a mask again, unwilling to show his vulnerable side.

In order to consider Ji Hong's feelings, Pei Donglai did not debunk it, but smiled heartlessly: "As long as you think the hoe is sharp enough, dig it casually." ”

"Cut, the person chasing my sister can be lined up from the East China Sea to Yanjing, why don't you be a sister?" Facing Pei Donglai's ridicule, Ji Hong completely returned to her usual appearance, first wiped away the tears on her face, and then pursed her lips with disdain.

When the words fell, she sat on the sofa very indecently as if she had forgotten what she was crying just now, revealing most of her white legs, picking up her wine glass, and said, "My sister is happy today, you accompany your sister without getting drunk or returning." ”

"Who's afraid of whom?"

Pei Donglai not only did not stop Ji Hong from drinking, but also took the initiative to open the red wine and began to pour wine into the wine glass, in his opinion, the paralysis of alcohol may make Ji Hong feel better - as long as he is drunk and doesn't think about anything, it will be a new day tomorrow.

", whoever doesn't do it, who's LV (donkey)."

Seeing that Pei Donglai was pouring the wine full, Ji Hong picked up the wine glass and said very arrogantly.

"Bang-"

A crisp collision sounded, and the two wine glasses were separated with a touch, Pei Donglai and Ji Hong poured the red wine in the cups into their mouths one after another, not caring about the violent things at all.

"Whoever doesn't do it learns to bark."

After a cup of belly, Ji Hong filled up the wine as soon as possible and picked up the wine glass again.

With the sound of the collision of wine glasses, the two drank the second glass, and a bottle of red wine bottomed out, Ji Hong got up and walked to the wine cabinet, grabbed a bottle of red wine, and said, "Next." ”

"Whoosh!"

When the words fell, Ji Hong threw the wine bottle at Pei Donglai.

Seeing this, Pei Donglai got up and caught it.

It seemed that he was determined not to get drunk or return, Ji Hong took out all the red wine stored in the wine cabinet, a full twelve bottles.

Later, words like "whoever doesn't drink is ......" kept shouting out of Ji Hong's mouth, the collision of wine glasses kept ringing out, and the valuable red wine was poured into the stomach by Pei Donglai and Ji Hong like boiled water.

One, two, three......

One, two, three......

Soon, half of the twelve bottles of red wine that Ji Hong took out were drunk, and Pei Donglai and Ji Hong drank three bottles each.

Before Pei Dong came, Ji Hong drank five bottles by himself, so in a short period of time, Ji Hong drank eight bottles of red wine, and he didn't use his internal strength to force out the alcohol, just went to the bathroom a few times.

"East ...... Brother Donglai, can you still drink? ”

Ji Hong picked up another bottle of red wine, and looked at Pei Donglai with a flushed face, full of drunkenness, shaking his body, not caring at all that the nightdress had slowly fallen from his shoulders, revealing part of his hao. Milk.

"You're drunk."

Pei Donglai didn't go to see Ji Hong's exposed Hao. Breast, but looked at Ji Hong's face covered with blush and residual tears, and sighed.

"Who...... Who is drunk? ”

Ji Hong's face was flushed, and she looked at Pei Donglai with a little silly and crazy smile, then moved her body to Pei Donglai's side, and reached out to touch Pei Donglai's face: "Xiao Zhengtai, are you afraid to drink, or is my sister drunk?" ”

"You're drunk." While speaking, Pei Donglai took the wine bottle from Ji Hong's hand.

"This ...... Can this little wine get me drunk too? Ji Hong pinched Pei Donglai's face and snorted: "I'm afraid it's Xiao Zhengtai, you have to go back to pay the public grain in a hurry, right?" ”

Pei Donglai sighed and placed the wine bottle on the table.

"Xiao Zhengtai, you answer my sister honestly, is my sister good-looking?" Ji Hong twisted Pei Donglai's head, faced her face to face, and stared at Pei Donglai with a fragrant mouth.

"Beautiful."

"Do you want a sister?"

"You're so drunk......"

"Do you want to go with your sister? Bed? ”

"You ......"

"Do you want to, or don't you want to??"

“——”

"Silence means thinking, okay, sister will be cheap for you tonight."

When the words fell, Ji Hong hugged Pei Donglai in front of her, her fiery and sexually insensitive red lips opened slightly, and she kissed Pei Donglai.

"Smack!"

didn't wait for Ji Hong to kiss Pei Donglai, Pei Donglai stretched out his hand and was lightly afraid of the back of Ji Hong's neck, Ji Hong's body was soft, and her delicate body fell directly into Pei Donglai's arms.

Feeling the scorching temperature and softness of the delicate body in his arms, staring at Ji Hong's crimson face and the seductive carcass close at hand. body, Pei Donglai slowly stretched out his hand and gently wiped away the remaining tears on Ji Hong's face.

Rubbing, wiping, a crystal teardrop poured out from Ji Hong's eyes, slid down the crimson and charming face, and wet Pei Donglai's fingers.

Pei Donglai's body stiffened slightly, and he looked down at Ji Hong, but found that Ji Hong was breathing evenly, and knew that Ji Hong was acting unconsciously, so he leaned over and picked Ji Hong up.

Well?!

As Pei Donglai got up, Ji Hong let out a muffled moan, curled up in Pei Donglai's arms like a little sheep, and held Pei Donglai unconsciously with both hands.

In a coma, she hugged her very tightly...... It's tight...... (To be continued)