013 Grievances (1)

"I ......" Tang Muyan didn't know if it was because of the cold or because of nervousness, he was a little shivering at the moment, and the words that had been circling in his mind hundreds of times were stuck in his throat and couldn't speak.

"It's so late, let's go back early." Pei Mochi thought that he would go to the cloth factory tomorrow day, and he had to get up early, so as not to blame his father, so he wanted to go back to rest early, so he didn't investigate why Tang Muyan was here, but just told her to go back early, and then lift her legs and leave.

After waiting for a long time, where could Tang Muyan let him go easily? At this moment, he couldn't care about being reserved, and hurriedly said: "Cousin, I'...... I was waiting for you......"

"Wait for me?" Pei Mochi had to stop again, glanced at Tang Muyan, whose face was red from cold, and was a little unbearable, "What are you waiting for me to do?" ”

Tang Muyan didn't answer this time, but just handed over the sachet in her hand, and a light fragrance drifted away from the sachet in her hand.

Pei Mochi couldn't help but hesitate for a moment, he had never liked to wear these things, and was about to refuse, but Tang Muyan seemed to know what he meant, and immediately said, "Cousin, you must accept ......"

After a pause, he felt that what he said seemed to be a little compulsive, and when he saw Pei Mochi frowning, he explained: "Tomorrow is your birthday, I ...... I don't have anything to give...... I had to embroider this sachet myself, and it should be given to you...... Birthday Gift ......"

"You have to accept it." After speaking, he stuffed the sachet into Pei Mochi's hand, looked at him deeply, then took a step back, turned around and trotted away.

Pei Mochi silently looked at the sachet in the palm of his hand, and his heart was mixed.

At the moment when Tang Muyan turned around, he could clearly see a very terrifying scar under her fluttering bangs. It was caused by his naughtiness when he was a child, knocking her down and hitting the cornice. If it weren't for his mistake at that time, Tang Muyan, who would not have been harmed, has always been inferior and cowardly, always combing heavy bangs to cover his forehead.

He has felt guilty about her over the years, so he is more tolerant and tolerant than his two younger sisters. Xu is like this, which actually caused her to have a misunderstanding, and her eyes are becoming more and more different.

Pei Mochi is not stupid, he can naturally tell the difference, but he only regarded Tang Muyan as his sister and never thought of accepting her. Thinking that if she didn't find out, she wouldn't know, and one day she would find out that she didn't belong to her heart, and she could avoid hurting her.

It seems that he is thinking simply.

It's just that he can't cut out his emotions like this, how should he deal with it? Do you want to bind your life by this guilt?

The sachet in his hand did not have any temperature, but it made Pei Mochi feel like he was holding a hot potato, he raised his head and looked at the swaying flower branches above his head, stretched out his hand to catch an osmanthus flower that was shaken off by the night wind, and put it in his mouth, an extremely bitter and bitter taste spread between his lips and teeth, like the taste in his heart.

Tang Muyan gave the sachet to Pei Mochi, trotted all the way, and did not go back to his yard, but went to Pei Yuling's residence.

Although Pei Mochi took her sachet, Tang Muyan still read the word rejection from Pei Mochi's momentary hesitation. She liked Pei Mochi, so she carefully made the sachet and wanted to give it to him to please him, but his expression without the slightest joy told her that he didn't like it—he didn't like the sachet she made, and he didn't like her.

I thought about it again and again along the way, and the grievances in my heart gradually expanded, and for a while, tears flowed like pear blossoms and rain, so I was not sad.

I didn't bother to go back to the room, and I wanted to come to my cousin Yuling to talk about my thoughts. When she arrived outside Yuling's courtyard, she didn't rush in, but first took a handkerchief to wipe away the tear stains one by one, and then wiped off some of the makeup on her face, and then walked in.

"Our young lady slept next to her second aunt tonight and didn't come back." Pei Yuling's maid Xia Qing had already fallen asleep with her son, but she was woken up by Tang Muyan's knock on the door, and she couldn't help but feel a little angry in her heart, so her tone of voice was not very gentle.

Tang Muyan, a sensitive person, naturally also noticed Xia Qing's dissatisfaction, and for a while thought that Pei Yuling didn't want to see her deliberately let Xia Qing find an excuse, so he couldn't help but have some sneers on his face, and he was quite disappointed to leave Pei Yuling's courtyard, standing alone on the main road outside the courtyard, looking at the dark sky with some blankness. She got a grievance from Pei Mochi, and the person who didn't tell about it is now being snubbed by a mere maid, which makes her sad, and she feels uncomfortable for a while, and tears crawl all over her face again.

If her father and mother were still here, how could she end up like this? is not as good as the Pei family, but it will not run into walls everywhere, and people will not be treated everywhere.

She clenched her fists, wiped away the tears on her face, bit her lip and said secretly: One day, these people who despise her and snub her, she will definitely double the slightest!

In fact, Tang Muyan thought about it a lot, because Pei Yuling was indeed in his mother's second aunt's room at this time.

The second aunt was too loose in her hair, leaning on the bed, holding a long-handled pipe in her hand, took a puff, spit out a circle of smoke, and glanced at her daughter Pei Yuling casually, "What grievances have you suffered today?" ”

Pei Yuling was sitting under the lamp at this time flipping through a book of "Study Tours", listened to his mother's words, put down the book in his hand, looked at his mother, and stopped talking.

"What? What else can't you say about Heniang? ”

"Mother......" Pei Yuling opened his mouth to call, but he couldn't say the words in his heart. She was even a little ashamed—ashamed that she was jealous of her sister's favor, ashamed of her own little eyes.

Knowing the daughter Mo Ruomu! As long as the second aunt glanced at Pei Yuling, she knew that she must have suffered a loss from Master Pei, so she said, "But the master stuffed the dead girl in that room with silver money again?" ”

"Yes."

Seeing Pei Yuling nodded, the second aunt also had an angry face on her face, she was also an aunt, and she gave birth to girls, why did the lord hold them all the time, but it was her own advanced person, not only did she not have a good face, but even her daughter was looked down upon.

On weekdays, I just stuffed money into that room in private, but now it is becoming more and more excessive, and I am so biased in front of my daughter, and I teach people how to look at Yuling? Could it be that Yuling is her own life?

The more she thought about it, the more angry she became, the second aunt straightened up and threw the cigarette pipe in her hand to the ground, and said angrily: "Don't pay attention to that little hoof, she is a fox like her mother!" ”

"Mother...... Why do you say that sister...... "Yuling also regretted that she was such a small belly, and she knew that her mother would be angry because of this, so she didn't say it. It's just that she was depressed for a while, and she made her mother unhappy with her, which is really her fault.