It's a very pure kiss.

In the darkness, the simple lips touched, there was no more movement, and each could feel the sound of each other's breathing, but Yahan's lips trembled a little, like the light wings of a butterfly, feeling hesitant and shy.

For a moment, the lips parted.

The air was quiet, Yahan's complicated face flashed, and when a smile gradually appeared on his face, tears had already slipped down, and his voice was soft and choked: "I'm sorry, I'm not trying to fight with Lingjing and Shasha, I'm just ...... Can't help but ......"

She still knelt on the sofa like that, but turned her face to the side: "I know your feelings for Lingjing and Shasha, and I know that you will definitely not be separated from them, you grew up with them, and I am the latecomer, but some things just can't help it, I have been angry with you for half a year, but the most bitter person in my heart is also me...... I don't even know how I can like a child who is more than six years younger than me, but in the past six months, I have cried for you more than the previous twenty years combined......"

"I wanted you to know, but you said everything...... But you know and don't tell me anything......" In her choking, she probably felt that such a sentence was really a bit strange, and she couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Anyway...... I didn't want to fight them, but I hope you'll be nice to me...... I can't care so much anymore, you treat me as a friend or a teacher, I ...... Hmmm......"

Before the words fell, her lips were blocked again, but this time, it was Jia Ming who took the initiative to hug her, and in the dark, there was a subtle kiss and a breathing that kept becoming rapid, and after a few seconds, Jia Ming sighed softly: "If you keep talking, I will feel that I am really rotten to the end......"

Yahan put her arm around his shoulder. Adjust your breathing to the rapids: "Better for me......" Tears welled up.

"Is that okay?"

"You...... If you say that again, I won't be able to hold back any longer......" she struggled to suppress her fierce choked voice, "Do you want me to cry out loud in front of you?" ”

Things have developed to this point, and naturally there is no need to talk nonsense, the snacks on the small round table fell to the ground, and with Yahan's soft cry of "ah", Jiaming picked her up lightly. At the beginning of their acquaintance, there was a huge difference in age, in terms of height. Jiaming has always given people the feeling of a child, so such a princess hug with a sense of dislocation is the first time for both of them, lying in Jiaming's arms, Yahan wrapped his hands around his shoulders and neck, and whispered: "I used to call you Brother Jiaming, and I dreamed that you hugged me." I think it's funny...... I didn't expect to have a time like this, I felt like a child......"

"For me...... It's been a long time coming......"

Jiaming replied softly, putting her body on the soft bed, but her upper body was also pulled and leaned down.

"Really?" A hand reaches into the soft-touch hair. Before Yahan was determined to cry to this guy, Jiaming smiled and stroked the back of her neck, "I mean your illness ......"

"Uh......" his body stiffened, and then he only heard Yahan whisper, "I heard the doctor...... Don't be too intense, just ...... okay"

"Hmmm......"

"Anyway...... That's it...... Don't you make excuses......"

"But your hands are around me, how can I undress you......"

Embarrassedly stunned, she embarrassedly let go of her hands that were holding Jiaming. Then she lay flat on either side of her body, her eyes staring straight at the ceiling, her chest rising and falling violently, showing her inner unrest.

"Looks like a frog just waiting to be dissected......"

"Don't tease me...... Yahan choked up, and for a moment, said in an inaudible voice, "I...... I haven't done it before...... Can you lighten up......"

"Hmm."

……

……

In the dark. Groping for kisses, groping for touches, she tried her best to relax her tight body, unbuttoned her clothes one by one by that hand, slowly peeled off the warm jacket with thick fluff, faded off the new pink sweater, and cooperated with him to pull the belt subway buckle, releasing the restraints on her waist, and when she felt it on her thighs, she subconsciously clamped that hand, and took a deep breath before letting go. As he slowly took off his trousers, he relaxed the retractor of the bra he bought for her at noon, and finally, in his hands, he removed the pure white bottoms he also bought, revealing his naked and pure body......

The boy gently pulled on the futon and covered the two of them.

Everything went slowly in the dark room, and sometimes the touch on her skin almost suffocated, the apprehension and tension in her heart, the hot and hot sensation where the skin touched, where she tensed her body, and experienced the strange emotions provoked by a man for the first time in her life, and when the hand slipped restlessly between her legs, the desire came flooding up

Even if she clenched her teeth, some slight moans still flowed out of her throat irrepressibly, the body in the bedding was hot, she gently held the hand that was making trouble, but she couldn't stop any action, I don't know when, the intense emotions of the body suddenly exploded, and the limbs and internal organs lost their strength in an instant, and they could no longer make any movements. There was something in the chaotic mind that wanted to protest, and it was at this time that the legs that were originally close together were gently parted without the slightest resistance, and the body that she had felt but did not dare to take the initiative to touch, then gently leaned forward......

In a short time, the lowest suppressed pain came from between her legs, like steel, like flames, rising from within, and from the irrepressible moan of her throat, something filled her whole body, or rather, a ritual of great significance to her whole life, and it was finally completed.

The two bodies hugged each other without barriers, and she cried softly......

……

……

It may not have been a perfect sex, but if you judge it by what it meant and how it felt to each other, it was almost perfect, hugging each other in the same position from beginning to end, she felt every movement of the body on her, felt the whole process of the pain from the beginning to the waning, and finally clearly felt that he shot those things into her body. From her initial excitement to the uncontrollable to the end, she actually had a sense of blandness and warmth of an old husband and wife in her heart. This feeling is mostly due to Jiaming's comfort and accommodation to her.

Even though their bodies were tired, a feeling of satisfaction filled their hearts, and the two hugged each other and spoke for a while in an almost whispering tone before falling into a deep sleep. In hindsight, the first thing she said seemed a little silly, a little resentful, and a little self-pitying, that sentence was: "I won't fight with Lingjing and Shasha......"

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After saying this, I felt that I was really stupid, and added: "So...... You are not allowed to abandon me from the beginning, and you are not allowed to ...... after this time Just say you don't know me......"

Such words naturally made it difficult for De Jiaming to answer, but she hugged her hands tightly, buried her head in Jiaming's shoulders, and she whispered, "Will I be pregnant?" ”

"I don't know......"

"Do you want me to help you have a baby?"

"Well...... it may seem strange for some people to talk about children for the first time, but with the understanding of each other, there is no such problem, probably because they are both conservative people...... With a light hum and a nod, Jia Ming said with some hesitation: "But ......"

"I understand...... You don't usually like to interact with people, but you actually care about emotions a lot...... You want to be a normal father to your children......"

“……”

"But in that case...... I may not be able to give you a baby for the rest of my life......"

“…… I'm sorry. ”

"It's okay...... Yahan said with a smile, "I understand, and...... I'm not afraid of what others say, but when I give birth to a child, my body will be out of shape, I'm your mistress now, I don't want you to dislike me so soon...... Jiaming, do you say that everyone in the world who is willing to be a mistress is like me......"

"You're not."

"Best friend who can go to bed...... It's the same......" Yahan forced her sleepiness and murmured, "Some are for money, some are for love, from today on, Zhang Yahan is Gu Jiaming's mistress." ”

Unable to answer such a statement, Jiaming also knew that he didn't need his own answer, and with his hazy eyes open, Yahan found Jiaming's lips and kissed him gently: "I...... I don't care anymore...... Whether it's a friend or a mistress, if you treat me well, I'll be satisfied...... Dignity, other people's opinions, evaluations, I don't care about it, Jiaming, promise me one thing, okay? ”

"Huh?"

"We are both very young, we still have a lot of time, I am more than six years older than you, but I am only twenty-three years old, what is on the road ahead, none of us knows, but...... If one day you think it's okay and we're still together, let me have a baby for you, okay? ”

“…… Well. ”

"I'm ...... today So happy......"

Whispering, in Jia Ming's arms, Yahan smiled and fell into a sweet dream......