Chapter 42: Heart-wrenching pain

"That's right..." Bai Yunyun's gaze at the back was also slowly withdrawn, and she looked at Mu Xuan and affirmed.

"What, brother, envy? If you have what it takes, why don't you get one of these titles? Zhang Yue looked at Mu Xuan's slightly suspicious eyes, and also said with a smile.

"Hehe, old sister, is there a sister who has you damaged your brother like this?" When Mu Xuan heard this, a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he said.

"Brother Mu Xuan, my sister supports you, get the richest man in the world out, let Yueyue take a look..." Bai Yunyun also came in at this time, and smiled at Mu Xuanjiao.

"Dizzy, do you think the title of the richest man is made by your family? There is only one person who is the richest man in the world, is it so worthless, and he can give it to whoever he wants? Whatever title you want? When Mu Xuan heard Bai Yunyun's words that were even more infuriating than Zhang Yue, he was speechless.

"Giggles... Giggles..." Bai Yunyun and Zhang Yue both looked at each other and said with a smile.

"Waiter, another bottle of 82-year-old red wine..." Bai Yunyun slowly straightened the color, picked up the wine glass, and was about to use the soft red lips to slightly cover a little, but found that the red wine in the glass was empty, so he said to the waiter.

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Bang···

With a muffled sound, the red wine stopper was pulled out by Mu Xuan, and a trace of fragrant fragrance slowly wafted out from the mouth of the red bottle, which was intoxicating.

"Brother Mu Xuan, Yueyue, come, let's have a drink..." After Mu Xuan poured red wine for the three of them, Bai Yunyun picked up the wine glass and said.

Bah···

"Yay, I wish our friendship a long time..." Bai Yunyun's frosty eyes also said with a hint of excitement.

After Bai Yunyun finished speaking, Mu Xuan and the three of them raised their heads when they picked up the goblet containing the eighty-two year red wine, and the blood-colored red wine in the cup was drunk.

At the moment when the three of them looked up, a subtle and beautiful meteor that no one noticed was silently streaked across the deep night sky, as if hearing Bai Yunyun's wishes, fleeting.

"Alright, now it's your turn to take care of me..." Bai Yunyun put down the goblet and looked at Zhang Yue and Mu Xuan, looking like a child, revealing a pure smile and said.

When Mu Xuan heard this, he also thought of the state in which he was trapped in memories at the beginning and couldn't extricate himself, or Bai Yunyun woke up himself and his sister who were intoxicated with it, combined with what Bai Yunyun said to Mu Xuan and Zhang Yue, Mu Xuan instantly understood the reason why Bai Yunyun said this.

"Do you want to..." Zhang Yue looked at Bai Yunyun with deep doubtful autumn eyes, then at Mu Xuan, and then at Bai Yunyun.

Bai Yunyun looked at Zhang Yue with a firm look in her eyes, and then nodded heavily.

Looking at the two with strange expressions, Mu Xuan also had some glimpses in his heart. Since Ling Kong's heart words can evoke important memories for people, Mu Xuan has also experienced it himself. That kind of memory is very different from my usual memories. Usually, I take the initiative to recall, intermittent and vague. Compared with active recollection, this kind of passive memory seems very real, and the feeling of recalling it is as real as experiencing the events of the past again. It feels weird. It was so difficult for Mu Xuan to extricate himself.

"Then you can enjoy your own moment, Mu Xuan and I will take care of you." Zhang Yue looked at Bai Yunyun with an incomparably firm look in her frosty eyes, and the worry in her heart could only be pinched in her heart, and she immediately said to Bai Yunyun.

Although Zhang Yue is Bai Yunyun's friend who talks about everything. But about Bai Yunyun's boyfriend, Bai Yunyun never revealed a word to Zhang Yue. Bai Yunyun didn't mention it, of course, Zhang Yue didn't take the initiative to ask. If Bai Yunyun wants to say it, she will tell herself without reservation. However, now, she does not, which means that it is not yet time to explain.

Or, that relationship hurt Bai Yunyun too deeply, so that she didn't want to uncover that scar again.

Zhang Yue just knew that Bai Yunyun loved that boy very much, very much. Of course, these can't be Bai Yunyun's confessions to Zhang Yue, but sometimes when Bai Yunyun is sleeping at home, the dream words that she unintentionally said in the middle of the night are heard by Zhang Yue, and after speaking, Zhang Yue sees that Bai Yunyun's dense eyelid hair is wet with tears and sticks together.

Zhang Yue's worry was also caused by this. I'm afraid that she will be trapped in memories and can't extricate herself, but it will be too late by then.

"Yueyue, don't worry..." Bai Yunyun looked at Zhang Yue, who was sad, and showed a seemingly reassuring smile, and said to Mu Xuan and Zhang Yue, who were looking at her with melancholy eyes.

Zhang Yue also stopped saying when he heard this, Zhang Yue and Bai Yunyun's four slender jade-like white palms were tightly clasped with each other, their eyes were facing each other, and the meaning of care in Zhang Yue's eyes was self-evident.

The reason why the three of them are like this is not that they are coy. Looking at the corner of the roof, dressed in white, his eyes were sweeping back and forth with his eyes like a fine light... It is to be known that this game not only brings people the thrill of memories, but also has quite a dangerous mixture.

The extreme pain is sandwiched with good memories, and in order to escape the pain and let the good stay, it will make people fall into it, make people subconsciously unable to extricate themselves, and do not want to wake up. The perpetual cycle is in a dreamlike world, both virtual and real in the past. I believe that this is an illusion, but I am also affected by this false feeling of being there, and if you are addicted to drugs, you can't give up.

If a person is really in this state of indulging in memory, it is a state of mental suspended animation in medical terms. Obviously, these doctors are also for this.

At this time, Bai Yunyun slowly raised her head...

It was an ordinary man, it was an intoxicating man with an incomparably firm look in his eyes, and there seemed to be many stories in it, a man next door who was always in front of him, a man who was unusually handsome and rejected all suitors and was ignored by himself countless times, the man who was finally willing to help him block the machete with his hand, the stubborn man who was covered in blood and still scolded himself for escaping...

At this time, memories are emerging like a tide, Bai Yunyun's tears are flowing down like water, and a pair of cold eyes that have entered the bone marrow are slightly narrowed, which makes people feel extremely heartbroken.

Heart-wrenching...

Bai Yunyun's real feeling at this time, heartache, it turns out that it really hurts, it turns out to be like this.

'Fool, I've almost acquiesced to you, don't you know? Why are you so ruthless, let me stay alone, bear this boundless pain, you are gone, and you will not let me go? You give me back))))' Bai Yunyun shouted crazy in her heart at this time.

The shouting in the heart can arouse the true feelings of people's hearts the most, but it is a bit hurtful compared to shouting loudly.

Do you remember the first time you wrote me a love letter, I pretended to take it indifferently, and then threw it away in a corner you don't know, do you remember the second time you confessed, I don't write a love letter this time, I'll dictate it to you, lest you don't even read it. You chased me through most of the school, and you don't remember the third time... You say, do you remember? Bai Yunyun roared heartbreakingly.

'Do you remember the first time you dragged me here, you were happy, like a little boy, with a charming smile all night, but at my iceberg-like face... Bai Yunyun said with great regret in her heart at this time.

If I could do it once, I'd give you the answer you wanted.

Bai Yunyun opened her slightly narrowed eyes and looked at the sky full of stars in a trance.

"Sister Yunyun, if the memory makes you so painful, and there is no memory that makes you happy, why should you go back and experience the pain again? Let him pass the past! You regret that you didn't give him an answer. You want to give him this answer again. You know, memory is immutable, you can't make another you, you don't create another him. Sister Yunyun, don't deceive yourself, okay? Mu Xuan looked at Bai Yunyun, who was so sad at this time, and his heart also hurt slightly, and he said slowly with a solemn look in his eyes.

Mu Xuan's melancholy eyes stared at Bai Yunyun's every move, such a heartache and infatuation with tears streaming down his face, no matter which man he was, there would be incomparable pity in his heart.

Everything about Bai Yunyun was also penetrated by Mu Xuan's brain, the kind of feeling that wanted to refuse and respond, wanted to recall but didn't dare to recall, was also revealed in Bai Yunyun's slowly raised head, cold and flickering eyes, and was detected by Mu Xuan, since that kind of pain was greater than the happy memory, Mu Xuan didn't want Bai Yunyun to think about it, so he persuaded Bai Yunyun like a tearful person.

Zhang Yue was speechless, looking at Bai Yunyun like this, there were tears flashing in her deep eyes.

Bai Yunyun heard Mu Xuan's faint words, and her slowly rising jaw also paused, and then her cold complexion also changed.

An even stronger sense of remorse rose in Bai Yunyun's heart...

Mu Xuan's faint words were like a rivet that shot out quickly, and it was accurately nailed to the place in Bai Yunyun's heart that she regretted the most. That kind of memory is undoubtedly there are too many things that Bai Yunyun wants to change, and if the Wheel of Time and Space comes again, she thinks it will never be like this again.

Bai Yunyun's heart was full of endless regrets, regretting that he was too arrogant at the beginning, regretting that he had put on that indifference that was thousands of miles away, and regretting that he didn't give him the answer he deserved.

Indeed, there is a memory of regret and pain in that memory, as Mu Xuan said. Suddenly, Bai Yunyun fell into a kind of self-blame...

After Mu Xuan's words, when Bai Yunyun wanted to go through that journey that she regretted incomparably, a kind of loneliness rose in her heart.

As Mu Xuan said, Bai Yunyun really wanted to change something. But facts are facts, and she clearly understands that he doesn't have that ability, no. It is true that she can go back to that established past, but she doesn't want to be rejected by herself again and again in her memories after he is gone. I don't want to see his desperate pupils.

Thinking of this, the delicate face that slowly raised and faced the sky slowly descended in the eyes full of nervousness of Mu Xuan and Bai Yunyun...

There was still deep self-blame written in the godless cold eyes.

Seeing this, the worry in Mu Xuan and Zhang Yue's hearts slowly faded away when the nervous expressions of the two disappeared...

PS: Ask for recommendations, ask for collections, sit in front of the computer every day, just been scolded by my parents, and my heart is also endlessly lonely.

Is there such a girl who makes your heart ache?