Chapter 951: Awakening in this life
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Xia Chuqing only felt as if she had had a very long dream. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info.
It was a nightmare, and in this dream, he didn't know if his soul was alive or wandering in the dark world as an ownerless lonely soul.
When the endless darkness enveloped her, he always hoped to see a ray of light, but the endless darkness and loneliness had been eating her, she ran hard, trying to break free from the shackles of the dark cage, but no matter how hard she tried, she could not escape the shackles of darkness.
Time seemed to have passed very long, he didn't know how long he had been in this darkness, but he felt a little tired, and he had an endless fear of the darkness, when suddenly, between heaven and earth, it seemed that a huge crack had opened all of a sudden, and slowly, a bright light swayed down from between heaven and earth, bathing him in that dawn, as if at once the darkness and loneliness in her heart were dispelled, making her feel an unprecedented warmth.
As she opened her eyes gradually, as the light of the dawn grew and finally began to brighten and become clearer, he saw a pair of beautiful, but cold, eyes that were attentive to her.
These eyes, which didn't seem to have the color of anyone, felt like a machine, making her not feel the warmth of the people she saw for the first time behind the dawn.
However, when her eyes rolled around, they landed on another pair of eyes next to her.
Such eyes, so familiar, seem to have appeared in countless dreams, as if imprinted in the depths of her soul, so that she can never forget, these eyes are full of sunshine, and at the same time with a warmth, and a unique feeling that she can receive, finally into the depths of her heart, the endless darkness and loneliness completely dispelled.
The pair of eyes were bright and bright, when her vision gradually became clearer, and after seeing the familiar face again, she finally found this familiar face from the depths of her memory, it turned out that this was the face full of sunshine that she had always loved in her heart.
However, when the memories suddenly came flooding out, she suddenly thought of some unbearable past, and then looked at the face she had loved in her heart, but she didn't know how to face it, and another voice seemed to suddenly appear in her heart telling her to choose to escape.
Suddenly seeing him, she seemed to be a little unsure of what to do, she wanted to grasp something, but she was a little conflicted, thinking that it might still be a dream that she didn't wake up from.
The instinctive reaction made her reach out to caress the familiar face, but she just moved her arm, but she felt that something was missing from her body, and his hand never reached that face.
This seems to be a real dream, why is there no hand, she is a little scared in her heart, she wants to hug him, so instinctively both hands are stretched out.
But the moment she stretched out her hands, she only saw her outstretched right hand, so close to him, she could even feel his temperature, but the other hand was always cold to the end, is this a half-dreaming and half-awake state? Then she lowered her eyes again and saw her left arm, which was empty where it was shoulder-high.
After the complete loss of her entire left arm, it seemed that at this moment, because of the fear in her heart, she felt that this was a more terrible dream, which made her emotions seem a little unacceptable, and he would rather return to reality immediately.
But at this moment, a strong big hand grasped her other hand, making her really feel the temperature and power, and at the same time, the other hand suddenly touched her cheek and rubbed it gently, so that she could really feel that this was not a dream, this was a terrible reality.
"Don't be afraid, don't feel like you're going to lose anything, you have him in your heart, he's always there......"
After hearing this voice, at this moment, Xia Chuqing's nightmare was completely clear, and when all the memories came out at once, she thought of her last consciousness, which was to stay on the aircraft carrier.
And now, she turned her head to look around, this was obviously not the aircraft carrier, the transparent glass around her, allowed her to see the facilities outside that she had never seen before, and the room she was in, there was a robot next to it, and next to the strange bed, there were some very advanced functional facilities.
The environment in which she was located had changed so much all of a sudden, that she felt a little uncomfortable, she felt as if she was still dreaming, she couldn't help but open her mouth, and it took a long time to make a voice say: "How long have I been asleep, where is this?" ”
Xu Linyuan saw that after Xia Chuqing woke up, she didn't seem to be very comfortable with the environment and facilities here, but she knew that if she told Xia Chuqing that she had only slept for a few months, maybe through her connected memories, there would be a barrier between them invisibly again, and maybe she didn't know how to face him.
For the first time when he woke up, Xia Chuqing's true feelings were revealed, so that Xu Linyuan's heart seemed to be hugged tightly by something, although he knew that he had always wanted to try to forget the past in his heart, but after all, he had loved her deeply and had a deep affection for her, although time had made everything dull, but the real emotions that emerged in this blandness were more real and unforgettable, as if the subconscious was suddenly brought back to that innocent era.
So at this time, Xu Linyuan lied to her and said slowly to her: "Since the moment you woke up, your past life has become a dream, this is your ...... this life."
"My past life?" Xia Chuqing muttered with some doubts, and then looked at the unfamiliar environment around her, and seemed to no longer feel so difficult to adapt, and couldn't help but say: "Is I dead in my previous life, is this my present life many years later, how can I always feel that everything that happened in my previous life was just yesterday......"
It's just that when she said this, she suddenly saw the arm she was missing, and then looked at Xu Linyuan in front of her, and couldn't help but look gloomy, and said, "In this life, but he is an incomplete ...... in this life."
Zhu Weng told Xu Linyuan that Xia Chuqing woke up from a serious illness, and there may be some ups and downs in her spirit, so try to comfort her at this time and let her transition smoothly, otherwise there may be violent fluctuations in her spirit, which will make her surname change greatly.
So Xu Linyuan just held her only other hand at this time, and said: "Since you believe that the previous life was just yesterday, then don't you believe that in your own life tomorrow, everything will slowly get better, he will become complete again, you feel that there is something missing now, but when you sleep and wake up tomorrow, you may find that everything you see today is not so disappointing, and tomorrow will be better......
"I hope so, but you ......"
Xia Chuqing heard his soft voice of comfort, it seemed that she was willing to anesthetize herself like this, and now there was no one else in this room, which made her feel that the other voice in her heart did not come out, and it seemed that she had returned to the most authentic side of herself all of a sudden, which would make her behave a little weak, and said in a low voice: "Pro, have you ever hated me?" ”
Xu Linyuan gently stroked her face and said, "Of course I hate ......"
Hearing him say this, Xia Chuqing's heart suddenly felt as if something was about to come up, but then she heard him say again: "I just hate why you haven't come back to me, why you have taken my heart and soul away for so long, but hate and hate, I found that I can't hate it at all, maybe just like now, my previous life has long been taken away by your previous life, and all we have left in this life is still that innocence......"
"But I don't think I'm qualified to have that innocence......" Xia Chuqing's mood fluctuated a little at this time, and her eyes couldn't help but flow like strings of thread.
Xu Linyuan helped him wipe away his tears and said in a low voice: "No, he still retains it in the bottom of your heart, no matter where we are at the end of the world, even if we become passers-by, he will always be there, nothing can be erased, it doesn't matter whether you have married a woman or not, maybe if I become her husband, he will not change......"
Xia Chuqing raised her head, looked at him in a daze, and finally thought of the teacher's words, and couldn't help but throw herself into his arms, crying: "However, we belong to two worlds, maybe there may not be an intersection in this life......"
Xu Linyuan interrupted her pessimistic thoughts, and said: "But I am now truly in front of you, even if it is two worlds, even if it is hell or heaven, it is only one step away, this step, I will take a leap without any regrets, and you, this life has been barrier-free, will you lose the courage to cross?" ”
"This life is barrier-free, this life is barrier-free......"
Xia Chuyan muttered these words, and thought about it carefully, she suddenly realized that all the hardships and pains in the past life seemed to have disappeared after waking up from that dream.
At this time, Evil Lai walked into the room, and with Evil Lai came in, there was also a rickety figure, which was Concubine Ming who hurried back.
When Xia Chuqing saw Concubine Ming enter the room, with a warm and relieved smile on her face, she couldn't help but suddenly think of what the teacher once said: "When you feel that you are in two worlds and there are demons in your hearts, the biggest obstacle in your life is not anyone, nor anything, but your heart, this is the biggest disaster in your life, and it is also the most difficult level, you have passed, it is the sea and the sky, if you can't break through, it is the infernal purgatory, which will become your biggest regret in this life." ……”
(To be continued) q