Chapter 122: Confused

Liu Xinyu dragged his tired body into the elevator of the dormitory, it was already 4 o'clock in the morning, and Liu Xinyu had just returned from his trip. In the elevator, Liu Xinyu was a little confused, he didn't have the happiness of the ordinary newcomers and the joy of making money, he just felt very confused. The confusion about their dreams, the confusion about their own life, and the confusion of doing things involuntarily. Liu Xinyu likes music, and now he also likes acting, but in the busyness of this time, Liu Xinyu's heart was shaken. Liu Xinyu, who was never confused in the face of ANTI's counterattack, S.M's suppression, and fans' abandonment, was confused in the busy past few days.

Back in the dormitory, looking at the empty dormitory, Liu Xinyu's confused heart became even more lonely, he left home at a young age, is this all for this? Is this how your dream is? Liu Xinyu suddenly had the idea of escaping, he wanted to escape everything he had now, and he didn't want to consume his youth in these busy schedules. After having such an idea, Liu Xinyu couldn't suppress it, picked up his mobile phone, thought about it for a while, and dialed Kim Jaewon's phone.

"Hello? Xin Yu, what's wrong? Kim Jae-won, who had just returned home, asked suspiciously, wondering why Liu Xinyu, who had just separated, called him. Usually in his situation, he would rest in Liu Xinyu's dormitory, but today he would go to the house to get something.

"Brother, I have something I want to talk to you about." Liu Xinyu's voice was very depressed, and it was this depressed voice that made Kim Jae-won startled. Usually Liu Xinyu looks full of youth and vitality, and he is so low, even when Liu Xinyu is at his lowest, he has never had it.

"Xin Yu, what's wrong with you? Is something wrong? Kim Jae-won asked worriedly, now he is not worried about Liu Xinyu as an agent, but as an older brother.

"Brother, I feel very lost, my dream is not like this. I'm afraid that if this continues, I'll get depressed. I was so busy every day, and the moment I returned to the dormitory, I really felt lost. I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know what I'm going to do next, I really feel lost, I feel lonely, I left my hometown, I left my country, I came to Korea, I don't know what I'm for. Is it for a dream? But my dream is not to be so busy every day. Is it to make money? But I'm not short of money right now. I ......" Liu Xinyu said a lot at once, he didn't know what he was talking about, in short, he wanted to say what he thought at the moment, otherwise he was afraid that he would go crazy.

"Xin Yu, are you feeling tired? Is it because there are too many trips, if ......" Kim Jae-won asked with some concern.

"No, brother, although I'm tired every day, I can still stand it, I'm just reflecting on myself. Brother, I just want to sing well and act well, in my mind, an artist should be like this. Now I feel like I'm not inspired to create, or even sing, dance. Liu Xinyu said that he really felt like a puppet now carrying out those endless trips.

"I know, Xin Yu, don't think so much, in this way, I'll postpone the rest of the itinerary first, let's rest for a while, and then think about other things." Kim Jae-won said to Liu Xinyu in a loud voice that he was not thinking about the itinerary at the moment, he was worried about Liu Xinyu's state.

Liu Xinyu ended the call with Kim Jae-won, he was still confused, people are like this, sometimes it is difficult to come out after entering the tip of the horns. Liu Xinyu is like this at this moment, and he even has an idea of ending it all now.

At this moment, Kim Jae-won is busy dealing with the problem of Liu Xinyu's itinerary, fortunately, it is all some small itineraries, and it is not a big problem to push them off. However, the itinerary of several major TV stations is a little troublesome, but for Liu Xinyu, Kim Jae-won still called the other party. MBS's "Let's Play" and "Music Center", KBS's "HappyTogether3" and "Star Admiralty", SBS's "StarKing", and "Popular Songs" all invited Yoo Shin-woo. There are other itineraries, but at the moment, Kim Jae-won can only call one by one to cancel or postpone.

The next day, there was news in the industry that Liu Xinyu had been stopped from all his trips, and everyone was talking about it, but there was a statement that everyone recognized. That is, Liu Xinyu received 1 billion income because of his cooperation with S.M, but because Liu Xinyu's song copyright is his own, LOEN does not have any benefits. For this reason, the LOEN company fell out with Liu Xinyu, and now all his trips are stopped as punishment.

Although after the communication between the people of LOEN and Kim Jae-won, the news was immediately released, saying that Liu Xinyu temporarily stopped some trips for personal reasons, but it is obvious that many people do not believe it, mainly because Liu Xinyu did not respond. For this reason, Kim Jae-won, who had just stopped, hurried to Liu Xinyu's dormitory, and when Kim Jae-won entered the dormitory, Liu Xinyu's state startled him.

At this moment, Liu Xinyu was curled up on the sofa, his eyes were looking ahead without focus, his eyes were hollow, his eyes were bloodshot, and his body was still trembling. Kim Jae-won shook Liu Xinyu's body and said anxiously: "Xinyu! Xinyu! What happened to you? Xinyu! ”

However, Liu Xinyu didn't react, which made Kim Jae-won anxious, and rushed out with Liu Xinyu on his back, in the elevator, Kim Jae-won kept calling Liu Xinyu, Liu Xinyu's state at the moment really scared him. When he arrived at the parking lot below, he put Liu Xinyu in the car, Kim Jae-won started the car and rushed out, calling Liu Xinyu anxiously while driving.

The car was speeding on the highway, which immediately attracted a police car, but at this moment, Kim Jae-won didn't care about this, and drove the car directly to the nearest hospital, and then rushed into the hospital with Liu Xinyu in his arms. There was a burst of chickens and dogs, Liu Xinyu was sent to the rescue room, and at this time, the media who received the news also rushed to the hospital, and Kim Jae-won was receiving the teachings of the traffic police. Although Kim Jae-won is excusable, he still has to accept the punishment, but he will deal with it as appropriate. Although Kim Jae-won was worried about Liu Xinyu's situation, he still patiently accepted the teachings of the traffic police, and at the same time said that he would pay attention and pay the fine afterwards.

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