Chapter 277: [Remembering You]
"Eighty-one years, four months and three days."
Lao Tian's tone was calm, standing there, there was naturally a chill on his body, and even the eyes that were staring at joker tightly were full of chilling eyes.
"Eighty-one years, four months and three days...... Joker's voice seemed to sigh, "Is it really all this time?" I don't remember it all that clearly. ”
"That's because you're not the one who was hurt." Lao Tian's hands were clenched, his bones made a clicking sound, his knuckles were white, and his face was also iron-blue.
"Do you mean ...... 'hurt'?" Joker smiled suddenly, and there was a deep loneliness and loneliness in his tone: "It's been so long, and the hatred in your heart still can't be reduced?" And also...... Back then, if you talked about hurt, were you the only one who was hurt? ”
"But you bastard! You killed Mingyue...... "Lao Tian suddenly roared, clenched his fists, and glared at Joker, he suddenly roared so loudly, but he hadn't finished speaking......
Syllable!!
A loud slap was slammed into Lao Tian's face!
With the strength of the old fields. Ability to be an S-class powerhouse. Even though some of the previous rìzi had a lot of damage because of the big battle with Chen Xiao in the local area. But after all, he is also a super-first-class top powerhouse.
But this joker said to fight. There was no warning. Lao Tian was almost unstoppable. I received this slap in the face!!
A few clear finger marks were imprinted on Lao Tiandi's cheeks. He wasn't too surprised. I don't seem surprised that this jokerr has the strength to hit himself. Just with an angry look on his face.
"Do you still think so?" Joker's tone turned cold: "Lao Tian." After so many years. Do you still think so? You selfish, mean, coward!! ”
Joker had already stood up. The flute in his hand was pinched in two by him. Lost on the roof. He held his right hand up. Looking at the palm prints on Lao Tian's face. Took a deep breath. Finally slowly put down his hand.
Lao Tian gently touched his cheek. Suddenly laughed. There was a deep bitterness and desolation in that smile. In his eyes. The anger dissipated suddenly. Then he sat down suddenly. He sat cross-legged on the roof tiles.
Joker and Lao Tian looked at each other for a while, and the excitement in their eyes gradually dissipated.
"Indeed, as you say, I am a coward, a selfish coward." Lao Tian sat there, his voice full of frustration and guilt.
"You've been lying to yourself for so many years." Joker's tone was very sharp, like a sharp needle, easily piercing Lao Tian's heart defense: "Lao Tian, I really hurt Mingyue back then, I went crazy and immersed myself in my sense of mission, and I put all my mind on the so-called test of the future road of the earth...... Indeed, there is something wrong in my land...... However, how did Mingyue die, at this point, you can put all the blame on me, you can do this, or you can hate me...... But ......"
Speaking of which, Joker: The voice became a little cruel: "But when it's the middle of the night when no one else is around, can you hide from your own heart when you're torturing yourself in your own heart?" Can you escape your own favor? You know the answer in your own heart! But you're afraid, you're afraid that you'll be tormented by guilt and go crazy, so for so many years, you've desperately pinned your hatred on me to numb yourself and alleviate the torture and self-blame in your own heart! ”
Bang!
At the end of the sentence, Joker clenched his fist and smashed his fist into Lao Tian's face, but Lao Tian still didn't dodge this punch, allowing the other party to beat him to a stumbling ground and his body crooked - not only did he not dodge, but he didn't even have the strength to resist.
"If you talk about hate, surnamed Tian, I have more reason to hate you!"
"......" Lao Tian's face swelled, and he looked up at Joker, and after a while, he laughed silently.
"Ten years!" Joker's eyes were very sharp: "After Mingyue left me, you have been by her side for ten years!" Ten years after leaving me, she died of grief...... The surname is Tian! You ask your own heart, is her death because of me!! Decade! Ten years! If Mingyue really ended up depressed because of the emotional hurt between me and her, how could she wait for ten years! If it were for me, she would have died a long time ago! I won't let you have ten years to accompany her!! In the past ten years, the hurt I gave her has gradually healed and forgotten! But why did she die of grief in the end? The surname is Tian, even if you don't dare to answer this question in your mouth, can you hide from your heart!! Can you hide from your inner question? ”
Joker's voice grew louder.
Under the other party's questioning eyes, Lao Tian touched the corners of his mouth, and tasted a salty taste in his mouth, and the punch of joker just now had broken the corners of Lao Tian's mouth. He wiped the blood, smiled bitterly, lowered his head, and closed his eyes.
"You're right, I can't escape the torture in my heart! You're right...... Mingyue's death, I have always insisted on blaming you, but in fact, I am running away from it! Only by this despicable practice can I alleviate the guilt and torment in my own heart. In the final analysis, Mingyue's death, this account should be counted on my head! ”
Bang!!
At this point, he punched Joker in the face again, this time on the right cheek. Similarly, Lao Tian did not dodge or resist.
Both cheeks were high and swollen, and Lao Tian touched his chin and spat out a mouthful of bloody spit.
"I hate it!" Joker's tone became indifferent: "There have been many times when I really wanted to kill you bastard!" I must admit that the reason why I hate you is not just because of your stupidity and selfishness, and not just because you made Mingyue sad and died...... I ......"
He looked at Lao Tian wordlessly, was silent for a while, and then slowly said a bitter word in his mouth: "It's more because of ...... I'm jealous of you!! The surname is Tian! ”
Lao Tian still didn't speak.
"Mingyue once loved me and even had a daughter with me. But then she fell in love with you! I hurt her, she was sad, she was depressed, but in the end she got through. But you hurt her, and she died for you...... You know what that means? Illustrate...... She loves you more than she loves me! You bastard!! I hurt her, and she'll be sad. But you hurt her, and she died for you! ”
Lao Tian's body was shocked, and he silently raised his eyelids......
She ...... Love me more, deeper......"
It seems that for many years, a thought and an answer that I have not dared to touch or touch in my heart have suddenly been forcibly placed in my heart! has never dared to look directly at such a fact, but was suddenly forced to face it......
"That's why I hate you." Joker sneered: "Because I'm jealous!" Because in Mingyue's heart, you are the one she loves more! ”
Lao Tian's face was like ashes, and he raised his head: "Do you want to kill me?" You are welcome to do it at any time. ”
"Hah!" Joker laughed wildly and pointed at Lao Tian: "Kill you!" The surname Tian, if I wanted to kill you, I would have done it decades earlier!! But what about killing you? End your suffering, it's too cheap for you! Surnamed Tian, I will wish you a good life, a long life, no, a few hundred more years!! Let you never dare to face the torture and guilt in your heart, this is the greatest punishment for you! ”
Joker was gasping, because of the excitement of emotion, his chest couldn't help but rise and fall, the two men looked at each other, it took a long time, Jokerr finally sat down, he sat next to Lao Tian, the two even leaned on their shoulders, at this time from a distance, as if they were two close friends, how could they have thought that they were a pair of enemies who had hated each other for nearly a hundred years?
After a long time, the two men sighed almost at the same time.
"Actually...... We're all ridiculous. Jokker's voice finally regained its calm, and there was a hint of self-deprecation in his tone: "We are all old, and clinging to the past shows that our hearts have become old. Only the old man would indulge in too much memory. ”
"Don't forget, I'm hundreds of years older than you." Lao Tian said lightly.
"That's why we're ridiculous. Two old men, arguing about who the woman in the original place loved more...... Isn't it ridiculous that almost 100 years have passed and we are still arguing about this? ”
Lao Tian turned his head to look at jokkerr and looked at it quietly for a while: "Actually...... I've always wondered how different the two of us are, back then, how could I be good friends with you? ”
Joker didn't speak, but suddenly took out a wine bottle from under the black sè's robe and handed it to Lao Tian, Lao Tian took it, unscrewed the cap and poured it, and then handed it to Joker, who took it and poured it.
"Will our hatred continue?"
"Yes, until one of us dies first."
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Chen Xiao still gently hugged the phoenix, and the phoenix lay in Chen Xiao's arms, her head resting on Chen Xiao's shoulder, and seemed to have fallen asleep. The phoenix who lost her ability was just a weak girl, after a hard day, after such an intense day, she was already tired, and finally fell asleep in Chen Xiao's warm arms.
Chen Xiao hugged the phoenix, and she didn't know what it felt in her heart, but that subtle sense of satisfaction finally diluted the other worries. Even, he wished that this day would be so dark forever, and this night, it was better never to pass.
At this moment, Chen Xiao suddenly heard a subtle sound, as if some dead branch on the ground in the distance had been trampled off, and a slight breaking sound was made.
Chen Xiao turned his head and saw the hazy moonlight shining in the woods under the night.
A girl with a delicate face stood there, her eyes were clean and clear, and her innocent eyes even made people feel a little distressed.
The girl just stood there quietly, looking at herself quietly.
Chen Xiao shouldn't remember this girl's name, let alone remember it, because this girl suddenly entered her life and changed everything about herself.
In fact, if it weren't for him standing in front of him, he wouldn't have remembered such a person in his heart at all.
But at this moment, looking at the girl in the distance, Chen Xiao's heart suddenly moved......
Then he suddenly laughed, as if it was just a habitual action, a subconscious expression, and then naturally smiled and whispered.
"Why are you here?"
After saying this, Chen Xiao was stunned.
I...... I recognize this girl?!