When Xiao Zheng went home, Ma Yingjun was holding a box of ice bullies and watching TV, and Lin Huayin was nowhere to be seen. After changing his shoes, Xiao Zheng asked Ma Yingjun to watch TV quietly, and the latter came to Xiao Zheng with a chatter and said in a low voice: "Brother, my sister-in-law's face was not very good-looking just now, and when she saw me coming back, she went upstairs directly." I don't know if something happened. ”

"What did you tell her?" Xiao Zheng said worriedly.

"Let's just say you went to the neighbor's house for tea." Ma Yingjun said innocently. "I didn't say a word."

"And what did she say?" Xiao Zheng asked. "Aren't you all right when you go out? Why are you suddenly unhappy? ”

"I wanted to ask too, but my sister-in-law ignored me and went upstairs." Ma Yingjun said helplessly.

"Hmm." Xiao Zheng nodded lightly and pretended to be calm. "You should rest early, I'll go upstairs."

"Okay." Ma Yingjun nodded and turned down the volume of the TV.

After Xiao Zheng went upstairs, he saw the faint light in the house through the crack in the door, knowing that Lin Huayin had already slept, and he didn't dare to make too much movement, so he tiptoed into the house, and was about to go into the bathroom to wash, but found that Lin Huayin, who was lying quietly on the bed, turned over and said lightly: "I'm back." ”

The tone is light and emotionless. But he slowly sat up.

Xiao Zheng was startled, and said with an embarrassed face: "Haven't slept yet?" ”

"Insomnia." Lin Huayin said very frankly. There was no sleepiness in his eyes, but he looked low and indifferent. It seems that there are a lot of unresolved matters.

"What's wrong?" Xiao Zheng walked over with concern and asked. "Did you drink too much coffee? Why don't I make you a glass of milk? ”

"No, you don't." Lin Huayin shook his head lightly and said calmly. "Sit down, I have something to tell you."

Xiao Zheng saw that Lin Huayin was abnormal, and couldn't help but sit on the edge of the bed with trepidation, and said weakly: "What's the matter?" ”

Lin Huayin raised his head slightly, and said with a flat gaze: "I asked the doctor before how long it will take to detect whether she is pregnant." ”

"Hmm-" Xiao Zheng wondered. "What's wrong?"

"The doctor said it could be measured as early as a week." Lin Huayin said expressionlessly.

"At the latest?" Xiao Zheng vaguely guessed what Lin Huayin was going to say.

"The doctor didn't say the latest. Because everyone's physique is different. Lin Huayin said lightly. But I'm today—"

"You tested today?" Xiao Zheng suddenly became nervous. "What result? Pregnant? Is the method of inspection correct? Is it used for the first time in the morning? ”

Lin Huayin stared at Xiao Zheng calmly, and suddenly, she didn't want to tell Xiao Zheng the result. Or rather, she couldn't bear to tell Xiao Zheng.

In fact, even she hasn't been able to fully digest it yet.

"What's wrong with you?" Seeing that she was silent, Xiao Zheng couldn't help but become more and more nervous, and asked uneasily. "What the hell is going on? You're talking. ”

Lin Huayin stared at Xiao Zheng with complicated eyes, and after a long time, she finally decided to tell Xiao Zheng.

"I'm in trouble." Lin Huayin said with great difficulty. Although his face was still expressionless, his tone became extremely heavy.

Yes.

At noon today, she suddenly felt a warm current in her stomach. For a moment, she thought it was a sign of new life, but in fact, it was a sign of the presence of her great aunt - when she sat on the toilet and saw the familiar red, she was completely blinded. I can't tell if it's a fluke to relax or a loss.

She originally thought that she would be 100% pregnant, she couldn't accept that she was suddenly pregnant, and she was even ready to raise her little life alone. But gradually, after she and Xiao Zheng spent more than a long time, she gradually adapted to the life of living with a man, and gradually got used to the life of a man by her side. She even thought that living with this man was not too uncomfortable. At least life becomes fuller and less boring.

She was waiting, slowly waiting for the arrival of the little life. Slowly do a good job of psychological construction to meet this sudden life.

However, at noon today, everything went wrong. Just like the night that Xiao Zheng shouldn't have appeared, the mutation at noon today. Disrupted all of Lin Huayin's plans again. She was at a loss, and she didn't know how to deal with what was coming.

"You're here?" Xiao Zheng's face suddenly turned pale, and his lips trembled slightly. "What's going on? Can you be clear? ”

Xiao Zheng's brain seemed to explode, and he instantly lost his ability to think.

"I'm menstruating." After speaking, Lin Huayin became calm and said word by word. "That proves I'm not pregnant."

Not pregnant-Xiao Zheng was stunned. His eyes were confused and confused, "You mean - you are not pregnant with my child?" ”

"It can be understood that way." Lin Huayin said calmly. The mood is inexplicably complicated.

She had refused, but now, she found herself extremely lost.

"That-" Xiao Zheng opened his mouth, but found that he could no longer utter a word.

Not pregnant?

In other words, all the connections between himself and Lin Huayin have been broken because of this? Does that mean that there is no reason for me to continue living here? Does it mean that you should leave here on your own initiative?

Life had just entered the right track, and Lin Huayin gave him a fatal blow, leaving him at a loss, not knowing how to take a step and whether he could go.

Xiao Zheng has never been so confused, even if he dropped out of high school, was expelled from the army, and even wandered overseas, he has never been so helpless. Of course, he has never been so full and happy as he is now.

Yes, Lin Huayin is not gentle enough and not considerate, but it gave Xiao Zheng a feeling that is difficult to describe in words, as well as a home, a complete and popular home. How Xiao Zheng hopes that Lin Huayin will give birth to a healthy and lovely baby for him, give him a complete home, and let him live an ordinary but happy and fulfilling life. Recently, when Xiao Zheng even passed by the children's clothing store, he would take a few more glances and look for clothes for his soon-to-be-born child.

He had thought about all the accidents, even difficult births, but he had never thought that Lin Huayin was not pregnant. All his fantasies, all non-existent, are wishful thinking ...

Xiao Zheng's heart sank to the bottom, and his face was hard to see. Pale as paper.

"You didn't calculate it, why are you looking for me?" Xiao Zheng muttered and stared at the expressionless Lin Huayin, his voice trembling slightly. "You're not pregnant, why are you trying to marry me?"

"Why?"