Fragment of the final chapter memory

On Sunday, I went back to the martial arts hall and cleaned up inside and out, cleaning up the old things. ^Nuo ^ Book ^ Net ^ Free Provision ^^ After so many years of life, the attic is full of miscellaneous items, using old cabinets, dishes and chopsticks, bedding, and old TVs: "Mom, it's time to throw away the things here...... When I feel tired, Ling Jing, who is wearing a hat and dressed as a model worker, shouts outside.

My mother was probably not outside, so she called Jiaming up and carried some things out of the yard to dry, and soon after, Shasha, who was wearing a ponytail and also wearing a worker's denim outfit, also came to help. In the past, I liked this little loft the most, and I had to live for a while every summer, looking out through the small window and listening to the wind chimes. At this time, the whole space, including the little chu-ng, was also occupied by cabinets or something, and she carried some things and patted the dust: "Taotao, when Yunjie Yunting comes over, maybe she will have to live in the attic, and they like this the most." ”

The large items outside were removed, the cabinets, bedding and the like were n-ng out, and some of the things inside also l-came out, there was a broken photo frame, I remember that it seemed to be used to hang her first certificate when she was a child, and there was an old TV set that seemed to be broken, which year I bought it, it seemed to be almost winter, and it was worth a lot of money at the time: "Jiaming, Dad finally bought a new TV set today, let's come over and see it together at night." "By the way, at that time, Jiaming seemed to have run away from home and was shot shortly, and after a while, they met Shasha.

"I don't know if it can still be used...... "After Sha Sha came up, she smiled and told the other party about the TV, and then the sisters squatted on the ground and tinkered, and put the wire into the chā seat, but it didn't light up, "It's a pity." ”

"Go down and take it apart to dry it, and then see if Jiaming can fix it, the quality of the previous TV is not bad."

Things are gradually emptied, and more and more familiar things appear. Mom was probably back, and there was a faint voice from the yard where Jia Ming was chatting with her: "Ah...... This is the previous ...... "......She cleaned the ground, she hadn't lived in the attic for a long time, the window she used to like to look at looked so small, the little wind chimes hanging there were old and rusty, and her fingers just shook when she plucked n-ng, and they didn't ring anymore. Sitting next to the small chu-ng that has not yet been covered, I am probably used to living in a big house, and the attic is a little narrower than the previous impression.

But a few kids definitely like it.

There were still a few boxes in the corner, which were her previous things, and since Jiaming and Shasha hadn't come up yet, she moved out. However, it was too long, and the box was not secure, and when I reached for it, it fell to the ground, and many of the previous things rolled out. A variety of collected trinkets. Rubber bands, beautiful buttons, origami stars, lavender bottles, beautiful *NV stickers with only a few sheets, etc., etc.

She smiled, squatted on the ground and put these things into the iron box used to hold moon cakes, and when she raised her head, she fell into another box and found something, and reached out to take it out, it was a small schoolbag, and a few words were sewn on it with red s-thread: Hongxing Primary School, Ye Lingjing.

Scold......

She took out other things, and the impression was deep and shallow, there was her schoolbag, and there was also Jiaming's previous schoolbag, the rustling ball bāng, although she couldn't play, but she also bought a bāng ball to pretend to be, and some of the boxes were transcripts, homework books and the like, I remember that Jiaming used to copy her homework, and he didn't have to copy it after the junior high school class, and he gloated about it.

There were a few stickers in the broken music box, and she was photographed by Sha Sha and Jia Ming at that time, when they were in junior high school, and the three of them lived in Sha Sha's villa every weekend, just like playing at home. There was an empty wine bottle in a box next to her, she picked it up and thought about it, and couldn't help but laugh in her arms, the wine bottle was found by Sasha from the villa and put it here, if there was no accident on the night of graduating from junior high school, the three of them didn't know what would have become of them later, at that time, the boy-like Shasha still wanted to help herself pursue Jiaming, but she didn't understand that she also liked Jiaming...... Oh, at that time, everyone was still ignorant, and the innocence first met Qiluoxiang, and then they were together like that.

The notice from the Sacred Heart Academy, the three of them rented a house, all kinds of things, but unfortunately the two-story building is not a permanent thing after all, even if it has commemorative value, it can't be committed to letting it stay there, and then the street was developed, and it was demolished. On the day du58 moved out, they took a photo in front of the house at sunset, which is still in the bedroom. However, looking at the bits and pieces in the box, I also remembered the scene when I first entered the room......

The original key, the keychain that she had just selected when she was in junior high school, and the small robot cat pendant on it, are now all three here. Jiaming's Nobita, Shasha's Yijing, she took the robot cat, although Jiaming later said that Shasha should be Nobita, he should be a robot cat, and he should be Yijing. Heh, whatever. I still remember that when the three of them ran to buy a keychain, it was five yuan a piece, and at that time I thought it was really expensive, and I was pitiful and cut the three to ten yuan, at that time they had a lot of plans, and the money was not enough......

A broken and beautiful alarm clock, a small piggy bank, there are coins in it when you shake it, the ticket of the Star Dream, a repeater that has become a part, an English tape, and a yellowed notebook, after opening it, there are stickers, briefings, and lyrics of some old songs, and some stars, huā flowers, and beauty *nv are drawn next to it, which seem to be used in junior high schools and high schools. There are also two books, which are the family income and expenditure books at that time, and they turn a page at random, which reads: July 3, 98, on holiday, Jiaming, Shasha eat ice bāng for two yuan, Lingjing eats jelly for one yuan, goes home to eat, no need to buy vegetables...... Concept band performances, revenue ......

There is also a photo below, three masked weirdos on the stage, cucumbers, bananas, eggplants, Jia Ming is too bad...... In fact, Kaoru occasionally makes a cameo, and the mask is a big durian......

There is actually an unopened Barbie doll, which is also well preserved along with the box, which is ...... Birthday present.

Oh, Uncle Liu......

At that time, Liu Zheng didn't have any talent for gift-giving, mainly because he didn't know what to give to the NV child, on the birthday of the first year of high school, he asked the younger brother to send this beautiful Barbie doll, which must be very expensive, and it is estimated that he asked the little brother to buy a very expensive and high-end birthday gift that the NV child likes...... Now that I think about it, my nose is sour......

All sorts, all kinds of things, piles and piles, a lot of things went to the new home, but there are also a lot of things that are still here, the three of them took funny wedding photos in the third year of high school, sometimes they dressed up Jiaming as an NV child, sometimes they pretended to be a boy with Shasha, and the photos were in the new home, but the lipsticks used to dress up or something still existed here. I used to be in the medical y-o box of the old house, and the scenery postcards and beautiful pebbles collected at that time, Jiaming said that he broke up, and went to Guilin alone to buy back the "gifts", air tickets to Vienna, notices...... Slowly take it out, there are so many boxes, I can't finish it, and after a while, the rustle came up, and I squatted next to it, quietly picking ......

The afternoon air was comfortable and leisurely, when Jiaming came up, the two big NV children were sitting on the floor of the attic, both wearing the denim clothes they wore when they were cleaning, Lingjing took off her shoes, and her white socks were stained with some dust, Shasha leaned on her shoulder, holding a Rubik's Cube in her hand to play, and Lingjing was holding a cardboard box, taking out the contents and putting them in the pile of items in front of her. The beautiful cheeks of both were stained with sweat and dust, but now the sweat stains were dry, and some marks remained, as if they had been tired from playing in the attic many afternoons ago, resting in this attic or playing chess together.

In front, large and small, many things have been placed, in the center are two school bags, embroidered with the names of Hongxing Elementary School, embroidered with his and Lingjing's names, a few balls bāngjiāo forked and placed next to them, and then various large and small objects, rag dolls, philatelic albums, glass pieces, paper cranes, homework books, music boxes, old photo albums...... The trivial and trivial variety, which cannot be counted, is like a hill......

He looked at the things and understood, then walked over with a smile, squatted down, and looked at them all the way, Lingjing and Shasha gently holding one of his hands. There had been a lot of time in this life, and he had experienced much more before he knew Ling Jing Shasha than now, but his memory did start gradually from the appearance of these things.

Soon after, Jiaming also sat down, leaning against the wall behind him, rustling down on his tuǐ, Ling Jing finished his things, holding an empty cardboard box and leaning on his shoulder, quietly, as if he was asleep in the eyelashes. At a certain moment, Jia Ming seemed to have discovered something and stretched out his hand.

"Ah...... So you're still here......"

The small wind chimes in the window rang lightly, and a touch of glow came in obliquely from the small window of the attic-......

If it's a movie, if there's some theme song or something, it can go off with the wind chimes. I once tried to add the last one to Xu Fei's "That Summer" or Luo Dayou's "Childhood" or Shui Mu Nianhua's "Butterfly Huā" or such and such songs, but in the end I found that they were not perfect, so I won't recommend the songs, if you like them, you can listen to them yourself.

Two years ago, when I finished the hidden killing, I actually had some ideas in my heart, and I promised to send it out, and when I turned this draft to read it today, I felt that I wanted to write something that really made the end, so I wrote these 3,000 words. Then I thought: This is the last scene of Jiaming, Lingjing, and Shasha in front of the reader's eyes. Later...... Maybe I really won't write about them anymore......

For the past two years, the book has been finished, but they are still spinning in my mind, and I see them often, but after this one, at least for this moment, I don't think there is anything more to say. They are still living in the rivers and seas, but as far as I am concerned, I can finally let go of them, and I don't need to carry them more and farther. Thinking of this, I finally felt a little sad, just like Wang Zheng's song "To You", they will have their own lives, and I can't give them more......

It's like a day not long ago when I found a photo album from the past, I haven't seen it in years, a long time ago, my parents, a record of my life, sometimes I feel like I almost forgot about them, but when I open it, I think: Ah, so you're still here......

The things that everyone cherishes, in fact, have always been there, and they must exist somewhere, waiting for you to find her.

banana

In the afternoon of June 18, 2012