Chapter 486, you don't understand love at all
In some areas, there is a custom of putting lanterns and making wishes during the Mid-Autumn Festival.
In the afternoon, there are not many people who put Kong Ming lanterns, and the most common people in the square are the old people playing chess games, hawkers, and young men and women who put lanterns in twos and threes.
When he first arrived here, Song Anyang first looked around, feeling that the atmosphere was very lively.
bought two lamps, Song Xiaoyang and Song Anyang wrote wishes, and Ruan Muchen and Pei Yue stood behind the two.
The atmosphere was originally quiet in the midst of excitement.
Suddenly, Song Xiaoyang glanced at Song Anyang, and his eyes swept towards the wish that Song Anyang wrote; He didn't say anything, just looked back.
Song Anyang felt that Song Xiaoyang was looking at her, so he turned his gaze to Song Xiaoyang, and when he saw that the girl was still writing, he opened his mouth and asked, "What's wrong with Xiaoyang?" ”
I don't understand Xiaoyang's estrangement.
Song Xiaoyang heard Song Anyang ask her, the original writing action stiffened slightly, raised his eyes to look at Song Anyang, his eyes had always been astringent and pure, but at this time they became complicated and treacherous, and the trace of disgust and hatred revealed in his eyes finally became a shameful smile.
"Sister, I seem to be in a good mood."
When Song Xiaoyang said this, he looked at Song Anyang, he was in a good mood, he had dinner just now, and he happily sat with the elders to name the future child.
When Song Anyang heard Song Xiaoyang's words, he felt that Song Xiaoyang's tone of speech was full of a strange smell of yin and yang, exuding a strong disdain.
Song Anyang stopped writing, looked at Song Xiaoyang, and asked, "Do you have something on your mind?" ”
Song Xiaoyang came back this time, Song Anyang felt very weird, always felt that she had something to say, but she wanted to stop talking.
If Song Anyang hadn't asked, Song Xiaoyang might not have said it so early, Song Anyang asked, and Song Xiaoyang immediately chuckled.
His eyes swept over the two men who were chatting, and his voice suddenly became sharp.
"What can I have on my mind, shouldn't I be my sister if I have something on my mind?"
Song Xiaoyang stared at Song Anyang.
She also had remorse in her heart, but at this time, her greater resentment was on Song Anyang and those unreasonable elders.
What happened to the same sex?
What's wrong with not being accepted by the world?
Do you have to force people to die and injure them?
Now everyone is satisfied!
Sister Susan is pregnant, and her brain is so traumatized that she can't even remember who she is.
Every day, under the reminder of others, tell her: her name is Susan, and the person she loves the most is Gu Xiao, who has been a childhood sweetheart since childhood.
But is that really the case?
Susan is now a fool at the mercy of others, living like a doll, and what's the point of living.
Song Xiaoyang lamented that she listened to the so-called moral and legal system recognized by these elders.
Sarcastically by Song Xiaoyang's sharp voice, Song Anyang's movements of holding the pen tightened slightly, and he stood in place and looked at Song Xiaoyang.
Song Xiaoyang saw Song Anyang's expression, only smiled coldly, took the Kong Ming lantern, and called Ruan Muchen to release it, without mentioning anything else to Song Anyang.
She promised her brother-in-law not to say anything, at least not until her sister's child was born.
Song Xiaoyang walked away, Song Anyang was originally staring at Song Xiaoyang's gaze, retracted it slightly, took the lamp, and went to light it.
After putting on the lights, several people chose to go back, Song Xiaoyang was used to walking around his grandmother's house, and Song Anyang was with him.
Originally, Song Anyang had already put down the matter of Susan and Cheng Yu, and he didn't want to ask more, but after Song Xiaoyang mentioned it today, Song Anyang always felt uneasy.
didn't dare to ask Pei Yue what happened.
But looking for a vacant opportunity, Song Xiaoyang was blocked in the room where Old Man Song usually kept his miscellaneous items.
There were boxes of milk yogurt, fruit and odds and ends such as oil and laundry detergent.
The floor is paved with ceramic tiles, and the air in the house is tingling with chill due to the change of autumn weather.
Song Xiaoyang originally just came to get the fruit, but when he saw Song Anyang gambling behind the door, his footsteps paused slightly, and he stood straight in place.
Without waiting for Song Anyang to ask, he opened his mouth first.
"I thought my sister only accepted the care of others, and never cared about others."
After finishing speaking, Song Xiaoyang took a few steps closer in front of Song Anyang, frowned, although he kept telling himself in his heart, don't say it, you can't say it.
But somehow, she still vomited out the unhappiness in her heart.
"Cheng Yu is dead, Sister Susan is sick and doesn't even remember who I am, stupid and stupid; She only remembered that there was a person she once loved, whose skin was as condensed as fat, and who smiled and hid his dimples; Sister, are you happy to know that Sister Susan is like this? ”
From the low voice at first, it slowly floated up, and finally became sharp and angry.
Song Xiaoyang used to say and do everything like a headless child, and he never had such a cold and resentful taste.
At this time, every word in her words was full of resentment towards Song Anyang, as well as regret for Susan and Cheng Yu.
Unruly love, perhaps there is the suppression of public opinion and morality; But the death of people and things can no longer be recovered.
Without waiting for Song Anyang to reply, Song Xiaoyang spoke again: "Sister, do you know that when you had something to do before, Susan would always stand up and help you speak; Cheng Yu said that she had hurt you, and in order to compensate, when you were in S City, it was Cheng Yu who always stood in front of you to help you, and she had stomach bleeding, and she never let you know. ”
"I don't understand, what did the two of them do to be sorry for you? You used to take me to rot, and you never thought about public opinion, why did you have to stand on the side of Old Madam Pei when it came to Sister Susan and Sister Cheng Yu? ”
"I now find that people like you don't know love! I only know how to look at other people's eyes; Stubbornness disgusts me. ”
When Song Xiaoyang said the last sentence, he was already gritting his teeth.
She didn't want to say this, and she didn't want to irritate her cousin when she was pregnant; She knew that her cousin had taken many fetal injections since her last miscarriage in order to protect the fetus this time.
She also knew that Song Anyang's fetus was going to be aborted, and it was estimated that she would never be able to get pregnant again.
But she couldn't help but want to say.
These words, for a Song Xiaoyang who can't hide his words, have been endured in his heart for a long time; But if my cousin also sees Susan's current situation, can she be calm?
A good person, half-idiot and half-stupid, living in a daze.
Who?!
Song Xiaoyang couldn't help choking up when he thought of Susan.
After listening to Song Xiaoyang's words, Song Anyang only felt as if something was rolling in his chest, as if there was a black cloud floating in front of him, the cold numbness on his back, and the feeling of cold and hot swept through his body.
Cheng Yu was wrecked the day before Song Anyang met Susan, perhaps at that time, Susan had already become a little abnormal.
As for what happened next, Susan's excessive nervousness and uneasiness may have stimulated her because of Cheng Yu's death.
Song Anyang didn't know when Susan began to become what Song Xiaoyang said.
But at this time, she clearly knew that if she had stood on the side of Susan and Cheng Yu from the beginning, there might not be the current tragedy.
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