Section 255 Falling in love and falling out of love

In the snow, the silent road, and the car body, there was the only point of light in the dark night with orange lights.

"I think we have to find an air-conditioned place......"

"I don't want to go, my feet are weak."

"If the air conditioning is gone, it will get colder and colder."

"It's colder outside, so I'm determined not to go out!"

“……”

In the sports car, a man and a woman are sitting side by side boringly, Jiaming has already removed the disguise on his face, and is looking forward and back to see if there are any vehicles passing by, Yahan took off her shoes, her legs in woolen socks were bent on the seat, and the frozen place on her body had not faded, at this time she gently rubbed it, looking at the ordinary appearance of the young man next to her who had not been seen for a long time, and praised with a smile.

"It looks much more pleasing to the eye, Jiaming."

"I also think it's more handsome like this...... But it's obviously not as handsome as this car......"

"I think it's a good car." Smiled and fell on the back of the chair that had been put down as much as possible, "I'm so sleepy, I want to sleep, don't turn off the light......"

"We're running out of electricity. It's going to be extinguished when the time comes, and I think we can stop a car...... Americans are very hospitable. ”

"So you chased us here from New York with planes and cannons?"

"Heh, don't make a fuss."

"No car!"

"You can walk over, there will definitely be a place to settle in front of you." Jia Ming looked at her, "I'll carry you." ”

"No, you're shorter than me......"

"......" pursed his lips, and Jia Ming showed a helpless smile, "I know I'm a little shorter than others, but I'm a little taller than you." ”

"You've been shorter than me since I met you." Yahan lay there. Looking at the roof of the sports car, "When did you grow taller?" ”

“……”

"I've always treated you like a child, but when are you no longer ...... Actually, it wasn't a long, long time ago......" She lay there quietly, her eyes misty, her voice soft as a dream, "we're still friends...... Gu Jiaming......"

On the side, Jia Ming smiled: "Of course...... Always best friends. ”

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“…… When I was very young. My dad is always working and rarely comes home, so in the villa, only my mother accompanies me, and now I can't remember what she looks like except for looking at photos. "Lying there, Yahan's voice is ringing, soft and soft." I was about eight years old when my mother died...... My father and mother are actually married, and they have no feelings for themselves, but of course I blame my father for never being with my mother well. After the funeral. My dad came home a lot more often, but of course it was still less than a normal family, and since then, I've been hiccuping all the time......"

"I don't know what's wrong, it's been hiccups for several years since I was eight years old. Do you know? It's like a cold, every ten seconds, I burp. I already have nephrotic syndrome, and my family has been looking for a doctor here, by the way, I can show it to you when I go back, and at that time, in order to send it to some hospitals, I also took a video to bring: a little girl in a princess dress sitting there. The mouth is open a little and it burps every once in a while, and it looks silly......"

Recalling the footage in the video, she was lying there, imitating the dull expression of hiccups, and the girl who had grown up looked mature and delicate, and that appearance was particularly attractive and unique.

"Of course, it's not always hiccuping, it's better to fall asleep, and you can endure it for a few minutes. However, people who have not experienced it definitely have no way to know the horror of that feeling, suddenly bounce on the stomach, suddenly bounce, it hurts for a long time, but it is probably a lot of exercise, and now my stomach has become very strong, and every time I look for a mirror, I feel very beautiful, haha......" She smiled, turned her head to look at Jiaming, "Do you want to see it?" ”

"Uh......" The two looked at each other for a moment, and Jiaming shrugged, "Uh, you continue to ......"

"Hmph." Yahan wrinkled his nose proudly and lay on his back in a more comfortable position, "Heart disease...... After examining the doctor, it was said that it was a heart disease, in fact, it was a mental illness, and it could not be cured, the key was in the heart, saying that it was possible that my father came back too little, and the problems caused by my mother's death, and then my father came back a little more, but it still couldn't get better, and I felt very strange to my father during that time...... A year later, my father married my mother. ”

"It's dark, it's thin, and the expression is very serious, that's how I felt when I first saw my little mother, the stepmothers in fairy tales are all bad people, and my little mother was like a black widow at that time, and I was scared and cried by her several times...... In fact, my father and my mother don't have any feelings, the two of them are like friends, not a couple at all. Since then, my mother took me every day, and then where to find a doctor, Beijing, Changsha, and even Europe flew around, I didn't talk to her, she didn't talk to me much, she just followed me all the time, more than a year later, one morning, I brushed my teeth and washed my face in a daze, and when I drank milk, I suddenly found that I didn't have hiccups anymore......"

The doctor said...... My heart lacks a sense of belonging, and it is easy to identify one thing

No, in the years when I went to Cambridge, I wrote a big diary every day, insisted on rain and rain, sometimes everyone went out to play, and at night I had to go back to write a diary, and everyone called me a diary girl, haha......" She laughed cheerfully, and then the carriage fell silent, and in their ears, both of them seemed to be able to hear their respective breathing.

I don't know how long it took, Jiaming seemed to react, "um", Yahan turned his head and pursed his lips: "What about you, Jiaming?" ”

"Huh? What the? ”

"You've said you have something to say to me clearly."

After saying this, the car fell silent again.

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After a long time, Jia Ming spoke: "I don't know what to say. ”

Yahan on the side looked at him quietly.

"I thought about it for half a year, and then I have been thinking about it for half a month, since I was ten years old, I have three friends in the world, Lingjing, Shasha, and you, but ...... But ......"

He hesitated for a while, the lights in the car flickered a few times, and the power finally ran out, and then, falling into total darkness, it took a long time for him to grit his teeth and say: "But...... I don't know what I can say...... Anyway, some things I'm wrong and some things I'm not wrong, but even if it happens again, I can only be like this, I can't explain it, sorry...... These things, it's really hard to ......."

After a long time in the dark, Yahan's relieved chuckle suddenly came from there: "That's enough, Jiaming...... I'll be angry if you explain a lot. ”

"Huh?"

"This is the person I know, you don't care what anyone thinks, you always only do what you think is right, you can even go to the United States to kill so many people, but you never defend yourself...... I hate people who just want to defend themselves, because in this matter, in fact, I was wrong, because ......"

"Hmm, can I think you're complimenting me?"

In the darkness, Yahan's laughter was fleeting, and after a moment, her voice was soft and low: "Because...... Jiaming, I'm jealous, I'm jealous of Lingjing and Shasha, although they are also my good friends, but I'm so jealous, sometimes when I think about it, I'm so jealous that I can't even eat, I can't breathe, and I know how to cry...... For more than half a year, in fact, I was making trouble unreasonably, but you have been accommodating me......"

She took a breath, and her voice began to become cheerful: "I am thinking about my own affairs in the past few days, and I suddenly feel that women really can't be spoiled, just like before, you always say that I am like a child, always bullying me, and I am unforgiving everywhere, but I don't dare to say a word, I can only be bullied by you to death......"

"How can I have it?" Jiaming protested.

"Well, who is it every time you run to the office and throw me on the ground? Who's taking my couch? Who is calling me an idiot all the time? On Christmas Eve last year, I had a good talk with you, and you beat me with a quilt, always kicking my ass to take advantage, and forcing me to call your brother Ming......"

"Hey, I remember that time, you hit me first before I fought back, and you called my brother or something."

"If you didn't hit me, how could I call ......" Yahan paused angrily, and then cleaned up his mood, "Anyway, I was afraid of you when you were very bad, and when you felt guilty and said good things to me, I felt that I was right, if you scolded me at that time, maybe I would have been scared, and there would have been nothing like this for half a year...... It's all your ...... wrong."

This statement is naturally a joke of strong words, Yahan's heart was unsolved at the beginning, unless she was taken back to be raised as a sex slave, there would inevitably be a cold war for more than half a year. Jiaming pursed his lips and nodded: "It looks like I'm going to beat you more in the future, I'm good at this......"

"You dare! You have to be kind to me in the future, and in return for my forgiveness, follow ...... Well......" she thought for a moment, "it would have to be similar to the rustle of the spirit." ”

"And what are we now?"

"Teachers and students."

"Aren't you best friends?"

"What kind of friend do you want to be with me?" I don't know when, Yahan's head leaned over gently, put it on Jiaming's shoulder, and blurted out some ambiguous questions, and after a while, she smiled, "Well, it's okay, don't make any noise with me, I'm going to sleep...... Is it okay to borrow a shoulder to use it? ”

"Whatever you want." Jia Ming looked at the darkness outside the car window, and there were no cars coming from the front and back of the road, "But it's really cold at night, are you sure you want to sleep in the car?" ”

Without answering his too pragmatic question, Yahan just reclined his body into a more comfortable position, and after a long time, the voice that seemed to be quiet and faintly tinged with a touch of sadness sounded in the carriage.

"I'm out of love...... Jiaming ......"