Extra: "Love After Marriage First, Qin Fei Gets Himself" (174)
Gu Yufei hesitated, and after all, he didn't go upstairs with Qin Muyan, but walked to the old man's side and patted him gently on the shoulder: "Grandpa, grandma will definitely see you." ”
The old man didn't speak, maybe he just saw the old man with his face full of vicissitudes, and he was lamenting the cruelty of time.
Qin Muyan walked upstairs and looked around before walking to the room where his grandmother lived, the door of the room was closed, standing outside the door, he tried to reach out and open the door, and with a slight turn, the door was not locked.
He pushed the door open and walked in, and saw the old lady sitting on her favorite bamboo chair, holding a plastic bag containing her own shoes.
"Grandma." He spoke softly and walked over.
But the old lady didn't seem to hear, just looked at the plastic bag in her hand intently, and didn't blink her eyes.
Qin Muyan looked at her for a while, walked up to her, bent down slightly, gently put his hand on her back, and whispered, "Grandma, could it be that I brought him too abruptly?" ”
The old lady slowly raised her head, her eyes were a little cold, and she looked at it before she said, "Let him go." ”
She closed her eyes, and there seemed to be no strength in her voice: "I don't want to see him." ”
Qin Muyan gently hugged her shoulder, lowered her chin on her shoulder as if she was a child coquettish, hugged her and said, "Grandma, let me tell you, this old man Gu has been thinking about coming to see you since he knew that I was your grandson." I know that you don't plan to forgive your grandfather for the rest of your life, but you are all old, so let go of those old things. I don't think you want your grandfather to watch you be depressed every day, what do you say? ”
"It's useless for you to say that." The old lady sighed: "Mu Yan, I don't care what you all know, in short, I don't want to see him, I'm already so old, I don't want to have any big fluctuations, I also want to live in peace, and wait until he dies to see your grandfather, he has been waiting for me for so many years, and because I have suffered all my life, that's all I have in my heart now, you let him go back, okay?" ”
Qin Muyan also knew that she couldn't force it, after all, it was her grandmother's own will.
He sighed lightly and patted her on the shoulder: "But he can't take a plane now, we have traveled a long way from G City, and we can't ......leave without resting and resting."
"Go, go now, go anywhere, even if you find a hotel to stay, let him go! Don't let me see it! The old lady frowned, and there was an irresistible coldness in her eyes: "Tomorrow is your grandfather's sacrifice day, don't let him dirty the day when I and your grandfather are reunited every year!" Tomorrow none of you will have to go, I will go to the grave and burn the paper myself!" ”
"Don't talk angry......"
"I didn't say anything! Let's go, let him go! The old lady pushed his hand away a little impatiently: "If you don't let him leave immediately, I won't have you as a grandson!" ”
Seeing her say this, Qin Muyan looked at it for a while, then smiled, and lay on her shoulder again: "Okay, grandma, you can do whatever you want, even if this matter is your grandson and my fault, you shouldn't be so reckless to bring people back." But you let us go, I only came back once, and you were in such a hurry to drive me away? ”
"Who chased you?" The old lady suddenly glared at him: "Dead boy, I'm asking you to drive that old man surnamed Gu away!" ”
"But he is Yufei's grandfather, Yufei is my wife, he is gone, he is so old and not at ease outside, Yufei will definitely go to accompany him, I will inevitably go too, are you willing?" He laughed.
The old lady frowned and looked at him, as if she knew that he did it on purpose, but she didn't want to scold him for anything.
"Okay, grandma, if you really don't want to see it, I won't force you." Qin Muyan hugged her and said, "Actually, the purpose of bringing him here, from the perspective of our Qin family, should not be, but from my personal point of view, I still hope you can talk about it well." ”
"Is it for you and Gu Yufei?" The old lady asked coldly.
Qin Muyan let go of her, sat down opposite her instead, and said in a deep voice: "I know that you have always disagreed with the matter between me and Yufei, when the news of our marriage just reached you, you fell seriously ill and stayed in the hospital. ”
"But grandma, there has been a relationship between me and her for more than ten years, maybe the one qiē of these ten years is no match for your hatred of Gu Zhanzhong for decades. But I still want to give it a try, I want to try to make you and your mother accept them, after all, they are my wife and daughter, even if I live abroad, Yufei doesn't need to look at your face at home all day long, I still hope that you will accept her from the bottom of your heart. ”
"Me and Yufei ......" Qin Muyan smiled: "When I first saw her, she was only eighteen years old and less than ......"
For a whole hour, although Qin Muyan's story of more than ten years was short, he still spoke for an hour.
The old lady looked at him silently: "You liked her for a long time, because you heard me mention the old feud with the Gu family when you were a child, so you have always avoided her?" The two of them have been delayed for so many years? ”
"No, it's my own problem. It's because I'm not mature enough in my thinking, not bold enough to act straightforwardly, and, perhaps, not brave enough to challenge this old vendetta that you have mentioned many times. Qin Muyan said calmly.
The old lady nodded: "When I went to the United States with your parents to see you, I could see that the relationship between you and Gu Yufei was not very good, I thought that this woman didn't know how to conceive your child, and at that time I thought that since you didn't like it, just break it up, anyway, she is surnamed Gu, and now that I think about it, the reason for it is because of me." ”
"There's nothing wrong with your resentment, it's just that I shouldn't have met her, I thought about it when I became brothers with Gu Nancy, but he really deserves to befriend, and Yufei is his sister, sometimes I also think, maybe this is really fate."
"I remember when you were there, you always liked to lie on the wall and go to the courtyard of Ji's house, or bring the little girl surnamed Ji to our house, give her food, and take her to play, at that time I thought that your child should probably walk with that little girl when he grew up, but I didn't expect that the girl surnamed Ji once ran away from home, and you never saw her again. For so many years, I have never heard you tell your family about your relationship problems, until Gu Yufei appeared, I also thought about it, maybe this is fate, but child, I really can't be happy. ”
"Do you really love your grandfather?"
Suddenly, Qin Muyan's inexplicable question suddenly popped up, causing the old lady's eyes to stagnate slightly, looking at him.
Qin Muyan looked at her with a smile as if she was just joking.
"Love? What is Love? The old lady said lightly: "I'm this age, where do I know what to love or not, Mu Yan, don't use the standards of your young people to measure the thoughts of my generation." ”
"But you've been young, too." He raised an eyebrow.
The old lady seemed to remember something, but she was only stunned for a moment before smiling bitterly: "Yes, I was also younger......
"But so what? I have waited for your grandfather all my life, guarded your grandfather for a lifetime, and regretted it for a lifetime, my whole heart is on your grandfather, if you have to ask, then it should be counted. ”
"Sort of?" Qin Muyan chuckled.
Seeing him laughing like this, the old lady frowned: "You kid, it's a long way to talk to me, you hurry up and get Gu Zhanzhong away for me!" ”
"Yes, I've been talking to you for so long, but I just don't get it." Qin Muyan smiled and stood up: "Then you, rest first, I'll go down~"
"Hurry up, hurry up." The old lady frowned and waved.
Qin Muyan smiled, walked out of the old lady's room, and after going out of the door, the smile on his face faded, and he glanced back at the door behind him.
He just couldn't bear to say any more.
In this hour inside, he saw with his own eyes the sadness and pain flowing from his grandmother's eyes, for decades, he has not been able to get rid of this pain, what is the use of Gu Zhanzhong coming.
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"How's it going?"
Seeing Qin Muyan walking downstairs, Gu Yufei hurriedly walked over, stood in front of him and asked in a voice that only the two of them could hear.
Qin Muyan also whispered: "I still don't want to see it." ”
Gu Yufei sighed and nodded, but his eyes obviously had already guessed.
The old man got up tremblingly and looked in their direction: "Mu Yan......"
Qin Muyan paused, turned his eyes to look at Old Man Gu, hooked his lips and smiled, and walked over: "Grandpa, don't worry, sit down first, I've been trekking in the car for the past two days, I'll find you a place to stay for one night and rest." ”
As soon as he heard him say that he wanted to find a place for himself to live instead of staying, Old Man Gu had already understood.
The old man held his hands on the cane and sighed silently: "She hates me, she should hate me in her bones." ”
Qin Muyan didn't say anything, just turned his gaze to Gu Yufei, and saw that her face was a little red, so he walked over, raised his hand on her forehead and touched it: "Why is it so hot?" ”