49. Beyond Chaos

The darkness knows no bounds. I fumbled for what I wanted to see, but I couldn't grasp anything, and I couldn't touch anything when I wanted to. I seem to see the blue sky of Beijing, the city of high-rise buildings, the circling viaducts, the busy highways, and the busy crowds...... It was all whistling before my eyes.

And the final picture is frozen in a muddy hall, there is a high chair in the hall, there seems to be someone on the chair, and it seems to be just a vague shadow, the shadow is so familiar, so strange, it seems that it was once close to me, and it seems that it has never been touched. For some reason, I soon felt hot on my face, and when I touched it, it was all wet, and tears flowed down my face.

I don't know how to get out of there, slowly floating out of the void, layers of draperies, the courtyard is deep and depressed, and there are a few beautiful women who are talking and laughing, looking down, I suddenly found that my belly was high and towering, and I suddenly found that I was actually pregnant with Liujia!

I was beating my stomach desperately, what was going on? How can I have children? Where is this? I walked in a chaotic way, stumbling all the way, feeling that people were constantly passing by, and some people even knocked me stumbling, but they were all busy with their own business, and no one seemed to see me.

I was anxious and sad, and I didn't know how to escape from here, when I suddenly saw a little girl and a young man in front of me wielding a knife under the guidance of an old man, and wearing splendid clothes.

"I'm going out...... I'm going out......" I said in my heart at first, and slowly began to mutter. Soon he was tired, and finally fell to the ground, and fell to the ground and fell asleep slowly.

I faced the darkness again, but I was no longer so blind and panicked, "I just fell asleep." I said to myself.

Beyond Chaos

"How's the concubine?" Zhu Di is still the same indifferent face that is as cold as ice and rejects people thousands of miles away.

Bao'er fainted because of Helian Yi's dystocia, and she has also returned to the palace from Zhengfu to serve. In the face of Zhu Di's inquiry, she was almost speechless---- she didn't know how to tell the already heartbroken king that his beloved concubine was still lying half-dead on the bed. After Zhu Di cut off the heads of Wen Po and several imperial doctors, everyone said behind their backs that this emperor, who had only been on the throne for more than a year, was cruel, and only Bao'er could see his cold despair and fear through his cruel methods. She knew that the emperor was afraid and scared all the time, afraid that this concubine Niangniang, who had been lying in bed for more than ten days and relied on soup and water every day to continue her life, would die and return to the sky at some point.

Zhu Di just asked, and didn't seem to care about the answer, can't he see the answer? He Lianyi on the bed was skinny and pale. After she tried her best to give birth to a thin girl, in the words of the imperial doctor, she almost lost the last drop of blood in her body and entered an endless coma.

No matter how Zhu Di threatened and ordered the Tai Hospital to cure her, she was still lying like that, benevolent and benevolent like her, and she didn't care about those who were killed one by one due to poor treatment, as if deep sleep was her final destination.

Zhu Di guarded her for the first three days, and it was not until the fourth day that the courtiers admonished that the country could not be without a king for a day, and the early dynasty could not be stopped, so Zhu Di left this room, but he came here to guard it immediately after the morning dynasty every day, and gradually took all the folds to be approved.

Bao'er knew in her heart that the people in the bed did not get better for a day, and the people who were awake did not have peace of mind for a day.

Zhu Di would sometimes close the door and not let anyone in, sit on the couch at the head of the bed, gently stroke Helianyi's cheeks and hair, and tell her a lot of past events, starting from their first meeting, these days have slowly finished all the memories, Zhu Di just looked at her blankly, sometimes whispering her name, over and over again, never getting a reply.

The newborn princess, because her mother fell into a coma as soon as she was born, and her father did not want to name her, and always said that when her mother woke up, let her mother take it, as if only by this little trick to hold the person in bed hostage, she would wake up one day---- she loved her child so much, and would never let the child not even have a name.

The princess's mother loved her like a treasure until she almost gave her life, and her father had always loved her before she was born, looking forward to the moment when he saw her, but when that moment came, it turned out that her mother was in a permanent sleep, which made her father's psychology change subtly, and he seemed to dare not see this princess. Sometimes the nurse brought the princess and wanted Zhu Di to be close and close, but Zhu Di always hugged it lightly, and handed it back after a shallow taste, sometimes he didn't even dare to look at the baby carefully, afraid of finding her mother's shadow between her eyebrows, and even more afraid that the evil thoughts in his heart would arise---- her mother because of her, he hated the child in his heart.

But Zhu Di didn't dare to blatantly hate this child, her mother was in that bed, she loved her so much, if she hated her, how could she face her mother?

Zhu Di remembered that when He Lianyi first fell into a coma, he would occasionally fall asleep, frowning, clenching his fists, and twisting his body in pain, at that time he would hug He Lianyi and say soft love words in her ear, so that she could slowly calm down, but now, the occasional palpitations are gone, she has been lying like that, sleeping like ...... Resemble...... Like a dead corpse. No one dared to say that. But it is.

"How many days has the concubine been in a coma today?" Zhu Di asked in a low voice.

Bao'er replied while wiping his increasingly sunken face with a warm, wet cloth for Helianyi, "It's been eleven days since I returned to the emperor." ”

"What did the Imperial Doctor say?" Zhu Di asked again.

Bao'er didn't dare to answer now, and stood to the side with her head down, standing dumbfounded.

"Dumb?" Zhu Di's voice was slightly angry.

Bao'er was stunned, because she was the personal maid of the powerful concubine and the wife of Sanbao, Zhu Di has always been very polite to herself, and she has never been so irritable as today. But Bao'er also knows that all the changes in Zhu Di are because of the person who fell asleep in bed. The Imperial Doctor said...... Guifei Niangniang suffered a hemorrhage during childbirth, exhausted the number of qi, and later used ginseng to hang back a breath, only to be able to save her life, and now she also survives on soup and medicinal juice every day, but the whole grain is the foundation of the human body, Niangniang's teeth are tightly closed, water and rice do not enter, if you continue to consume like this, it will always consume the last bit of energy in the body......" Bao'er glanced up at Zhu Di, and finally said the last few words with difficulty, "At that time, Xiang Xiaoyu died." ”

Zhu Di often exhaled and said to Bao'er, "Go out." ”

Bao'er was used to this, and went out with a basin of water.

Zhu Di sat at the head of the bed, looking at the face that looked a little unfamiliar because of his emaciation, "Ah Yi...... Ah Yi ...... Are you still there? ”

The person on the bed was still sleeping deeply, and it seemed that she couldn't even hear her breathing, if it weren't for the weak heat of putting her hand under her snort, Zhu Di would almost think that she had left this world.

Zhu Di exhaled a little painfully, yes, since Helian Yi fell into a coma, his heart fell into pain, and even his breathing seemed painful. "Ah Yi, you answer me."

As soon as Zhu Di's prayer came out, his voice choked. His tears fell on Helianyi's face, dripping down Helianyi's face and onto the pillow towel, it looked like her own tears, yes, she likes to cry when she is awake.

Zhu Di stretched out his hand and wiped away the tears on her face, as if it was really hers, and she used to help her wipe the sparkle from the corners of her eyes, but now she doesn't even have this opportunity. Her smile, every word and action filled his mind.

Can't see it anymore? Never to see it again! Don't you see it anymore?! She once promised herself that she would always be by her side and never leave her, but really never see her smiling face and her tears again?

Zhu Di shouted in his heart, he began to be scared again, he held Helian Yi's thin wrist and rubbed it on his face, "Ah Yi, I have never begged you for anything, now I beg you for one thing, don't leave me, don't leave me, okay?" ”

The answer to him was still the silence in the air. At this time, his heart seemed to sink to the bottom of the sea, and he felt hopeless.

"Why? Why? Why did God do this to us? Aren't we just getting better? I am the true son of heaven, the heir of the dragon, shouldn't I be the master of all things in this world? Let her live, let her live! As long as she can live, to hell with any throne and any country! I don't care about anything, I just want her to live. Even if I trade my life for her? ”

Zhu Di never believed in fate, let alone heaven, except for power and weapons, there are almost nothing he trusts in this world, but he is so pious at this time, he is praying, praying to fate and God that he never believes in, praying that he can exchange everything he has for Helian Yi's life for even one day, as long as she wakes up, everything is worth it.

Helian Yi's wrists are already a little thin, but she is still so beautiful, still so young, and the same as when she first met, she is still the same. At that time, she sat in front of the guqin, wearing a simple skirt, with loose hair in a bun, playing the song so seriously, after he walked in, her eyes looked at him a little confused, followed by her eyes full of spirit and intelligence. <