Stumbled...... Simple-minded...... It's like in a dream, and it's like being half-asleep. He tried so hard that he couldn't remember who he was, where this was...... I subconsciously want to touch my head, but I can't feel my hands and body, let alone touch my head, which is usually very simple. Confused, as if drifting, I can't open my eyes, maybe I don't even have eyes? …… No more headaches, he laughed at himself.

I don't know how long it has been like this, and slowly, time seems to have completely lost its meaning, just like the feeling of a person sleeping for half a month in a row. At this time, his consciousness gradually cleared up a lot, and he began to recall with great effort, who am I? Where am I? At this time, I was confused again, and my consciousness was a little blurry again. I thought about it again and again, and finally, my consciousness was no longer chaotic, and many messy pictures began to emerge slowly. A lively boy, a rebellious teenager, a silent youth, a good soldier, until that night of blood and fire and countless deaths! Then there is a cruel and seemingly endless pursuit and escape, life and death...... The trajectory of fate...... The picture is getting clearer and faster, and it is still the beautiful evening, the warm sunshine...... That lazy computer, that blob of light! That fire! That's me! Incomparably familiar pictures, clearer and clearer ideas. He remembered, his name was Zhang Yang!

After escaping for a long time, he didn't even kill himself by the country and the killer, and finally lost to a computer?! Is this fate or retribution? It's true that my hands are stained with too much blood, but I'm here for revenge! It's just to pay off the blood debt for relatives......

Now, I'm supposed to be dead, right? So dead? Didn't die that crazy night, didn't die in the revenge and flight that followed, and died in such a dramatic accident? Zhang Yang suddenly felt empty, those memories and thoughts, heartache and sorrow... Those reluctance and anger seemed to be far away from him for a while......

It's okay, just let me leave like this, my family is waiting for me there, right? After a short period of loss, Zhang Yang's heart miraculously revealed a trace of relaxation. The many events that had happened in the past two years and the seemingly endless escapes and killings had already exhausted his heart, so much so that his mind began to become distorted, so that his personality changed drastically. Perhaps such an end may not be the best outcome. Zhang Yang, who was a little self-deprecating, then became curious again, so what's wrong with me now? Is this the afterlife? Where am I going? Hell or Hell? That's a problem......

The initial loss, anger, and recollection followed by incomparable boredom occupied all of Zhang Yang's thoughts. The 27-year-old's life ended so dramatically? He had promised to live well with all his relatives...... Slowly, after countless memories of loss and anger, everything suddenly fell silent, and he couldn't even make a move to vent with only thoughts! Zhang Yang gradually calmed down completely. If fate is like this, why force it again? What can I do? This boundless chaos......

Time flies, of course, Zhang Yang can't feel it. Ten years passed in a hurry, and in his senses, it seemed as if it had passed through an eternity. Zhang Yang's thoughts seemed to be slowly assimilated into this chaos, and his consciousness gradually blurred, turning upside down, sometimes sober, sometimes confused. By chance, Zhang Yang couldn't help but think: Am I going to die here? From heaven and earth, to heaven and earth? There is life and there is death...... The fluctuations of thoughts are gradually calming down and calming down, as if they are really about to turn into nothingness......

Just when his thoughts were about to disappear when he was about to stagnate, Zhang Yang suddenly felt something! In this ethereal environment, Zhang Yang felt something! It's impossible! It's not scientific! What can you feel without a body?

It was a kind of perception, Zhang Yang guessed that it might be something about the soul, and he didn't understand it at all, but! He really felt it! Far away seems to be on the horizon, and it seems to be close to only a layer of mist! It was a ball of lightning! At the heart of this chaotic world! An electric glow that gives a feeling of slow flowing! So bright, so majestic, so inviting! It's already dead, so what's the scruples? Thoughts may not move. But what if there really is a soul? After a long decade of blank slate, any opportunity to change the status quo is worth trying! No matter how miserable it is, what can it be? It's nothing more than death. Come on! To that lightning! Zhang Yang felt that his soul rushed over without hesitation the moment he decided to rush, and then ......

The electric light, which was originally as quiet as a crystal ball, suddenly sucked Zhang Yang in! Then it began to go berserk, flickering violently, expanding and contracting, and then expanding and contracting...... Rumbling, countless electric lights flashed from all directions, dragging the light band that was so long that it could not see the edge, and violently hit the location of the electric ball, just a flash turned into a meteor and crashed into Zhang Yang's consciousness! At this moment, Zhang Yang felt as if he heard a loud rumbling noise! Afterwards...... All the light bands fused together, and began to spin rapidly, and suddenly the violent electric ball broke through the boundless chaos, and Zhang Yang's consciousness broke through the fog in a flash, crashing into a huge black vortex with blue-purple edges! Is it a wormhole? Isn't that scientific......

The only thing Zhang Yang could feel was the incomparably violent power and speed! Well...... Also, he felt like his thoughts were stretched.

In an instant, Zhang Yang's consciousness became blurred again......

The evening sun shone warmly, dragging out three small shadows in the green mountain forest, and the laughter and laughter of young people gently echoed in the forest, accompanied by the trickling stream, and the ups and downs of insects, swaying towards the small village outside the mountain forest.

A whisper from the soul sounded helplessly: This is not scientific......

Who would have thought that after a terrible thunderstorm, a guy who did not belong to this world would come to this small mountain village and stay for eight years......

The night in the small mountain village is so quiet and beautiful, and the clean and vast starry sky is like a quilt, covering the small village lying at the foot of the mountain safely. The cool breeze blew away the short and long insect chirps, and occasionally a cat ran by, causing a string of dogs to bark.

There is only one lonely soul in the lonely memories, silent feelings and quiet thoughts. Realize what is clearly hidden in the depths of the soul...... A touch of blue and white......

It's been eight years...... Zhang Yang can see, hear, remember, and think. Just no feeling. Is this a new life? Or is it a mythical crossing? Actually, whatever it is, it's just! Why should I only be a spectator? Why crammed into the body of a small child? Why can't you be autonomous? Why did the thunderbolt that kidnapped itself run into my soul? Am I still alive?

Yes, when Zhang Yang regained consciousness again, he found that he had become a baby. Meow a mi! It's too mysterious, is this reincarnation? Why do you still retain your original consciousness? What's the matter with that terrible thunderbolt...... The soul is light!! Zhang Yang felt that his tenacious nerves were about to collapse, and let an adult live the life of a baby again? This is no ordinary torture!

However, helplessness is helplessness. Gradually, as the baby grew up, Zhang Yang realized that he was just a spectator, a bystander, he couldn't control this body, he couldn't make a voice that belonged to Zhang Yang, this can't be regarded as alive, right? Ghosts? It's not like it...... It's going to collapse.

Zhang Yang slowly tried to control his body, but it was all in vain. However, by chance, he discovered that he could use his consciousness to control the objects around him. This discovery made Zhang Yang excited! Possession! What a superability! Telekinesis! These are all secondary, the main thing is that it won't be boring, right?

Zhang Yang began to use this ability tirelessly, of course, secretly. He also thought about whether the thunder and lightning power in his soul could be used, but as Zhang Yang carefully felt close to it with his mind, and slowly "touched" the edge of the terrifying electric ball in his soul with his mind, before he could study it carefully, a trace of free thunder and lightning burst out in an instant! At the same time, a thumb-sized electric shock-shaped scorched scar was made on the heart of this young body, and even a wisp of green smoke came out! At that time, Zhang Yang was almost scared to death, and he was finally reborn, and it would be too sad to be played to death by himself again. Of course, it also frightened the family, thinking that some god had sent down the punishment. Then again, it's a scary thing......

But fortunately, as long as Zhang Yang didn't touch the electric light, it was very quiet, and slowly Zhang Yang looked at it as if it was not threatening, so he gradually ignored it. Spring goes and autumn comes. After a long period of not communicating with people, his personality has changed a little. Many times, Zhang Yang needs to talk to himself in his heart so that he doesn't go crazy. Could this already be a precursor to mental illness???

In the past 8 years, Zhang Yang can only grow up with this child named Wright, speak strange languages together, learn knowledge together, watch him cry, watch him laugh, and watch everything in this world. At this time, Zhang Yang had no choice but to know a fact...... It's not home anymore...... No longer Earth...... Soul light! How did I cross over?! It's just a crossing.,This video-like life is too sad, right!?

Where is this? It's Orlando! A world of sword and fire, magic and monsters in the Middle Ages! Only then did Zhang Yang understand why he had a memory. This can be regarded as a gift from God, in this foreign land, only memory can let him know who he is...... Zhang Yang will cherish this memory, just like cherishing this second life, even if, it seems that it is not his own life......

It's good to be alive.

I didn't miss an appointment.