There's something going on at home.、The family talked about the present.、Today I posted a book friend wrote the same person.、Please forgive me.、

……

In a luxurious single-family villa in Pudong District, Shanghai, Li Xuan felt very tired at this time. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info although he held his chin with his hand and beat his spirit. But sleepiness began to eat away at his nerves.

Finally... He entered the dream.

Everything was like three years ago, that quiet afternoon. And the same as ever... Very quiet afternoon.

Unconsciously, in a daze, when he opened his eyes, he found himself lying on a chaise longue surrounded by a very spacious large room, typical of Chinese architecture.

At this time, the crystal chandelier overhead suddenly lit up. Then he saw a door in front of him being pushed open.

I saw Qin Fan walking in from inside. He was dressed in a black hot tunic and looked at Lee sitting in the room.

"Long time no see, Lee," Qin Fan looked at Lee with interest and then asked:

"Why are you covered in bruises? It's funny. ”

"Qin Fan, why are you here?" Lee asked blankly as he looked at the man in front of him and asked with some blankness

"I said Lee, what kind of person is your Taeyeon Nuna?" Qin Fan said to himself

"Huh?" Lee looked at Qin Fan with some puzzlement, not knowing what he wanted to say.

"You kept calling Taeyeon's name just now, is that the person?" As soon as Qin Fan's voice fell, he saw that the surrounding scene had turned into the corridor of an unknown hospital. At this moment, a door at the end of the hallway suddenly opened.

"How are you feeling these days?" A female doctor in a white coat inside the door asked with a smile like a woman sitting in front of her

"The method I gave you, did it work?" Speaking of this, the female doctor still had an intriguing smile on her face.

"I—" The woman with her back to Lee never looked back, but Lee knew the identity of the person when she heard the familiar voice.

"Well, how are you feeling these days?" The female doctor asked in a different way

"It's okay, but I'm done with my medicine now, can you prescribe me some more hormone regulating medicine." The woman continued a little shyly: "I'm going to Japan in a few days, please prescribe me some more of that medicine."

"How so? Have you finished all those pills? The female doctor was stunned when she heard this, and asked in disbelief:

"I'm prescribing you a month's supply, and it's only been less than a week, right?"

"Ah, that's... Sorry, I didn't pay attention," the woman said in a bit of a panic:

"Doctor, I'm prescribing some of those medicines. Please. ”

"This is not good, physical and psychological diseases cannot be treated by medication alone, once the hormone drug is produced, it will be terrible," the female doctor said seriously

"I... I'll pay attention, doctor," the woman opened her mouth to say something, but she couldn't.

"Have you recently had a crush on the opposite sex?" The female doctor obviously didn't want to continue to dwell on this topic, and asked casually:

"Well, it's just that I've only known him for a short time." The woman said a little shyly

"Okay, I got it. You're recovering well. Keep it this way, I've also heard about some things in your entertainment industry, don't put too much pressure on yourself. That's all for today," interrupted the female doctor, saying:

"Would you like a glass of lemonade?"

"I'm in trouble." The woman lay on her seat as if she was busy with something.

The female doctor casually brought the door to the door, but was stopped by a male doctor after taking two steps

"I said, is that really good? Drugs that regulate hormone secretion are not candy drug side effects you know, how can you let the patient come to the nonsense. The male doctor asked solemnly

"Please, Dr. Li, what do you think are the side effects of vitamin C lozenges," the female doctor covered her mouth and snickered

"From the beginning, I noticed. This patient doesn't actually have a gender dysphoria at all. It's just that I've been under too much pressure lately and need to find something to sustenance, so I thought about this and kept prescribing vitamin C lozenges to her. ”

Lee stood between the two, but the female doctor was still chatting with the male doctor as if she hadn't seen him.

"How... I—" Lee's eyes were full of disbelief, and he felt as if all his strength had been drained, and slowly sat down against the hospital wall.

"The so-called truth that is hidden is mostly cruel no matter what the occasion."

"You'd rather be hurt by someone than hurt someone. What a gentle person" Qin Fan suddenly appeared in front of Lee at this time, and gently clapped his palms and said with a playful face

"It's so good to be gentle, that's why you suffer this kind of sin."

"Rather than hurt others, I would rather be hurt by others. Do you really live with this thought? It's sad. ”

"Are you really a gentle and wonderful person?" Qin Fan looked at Lee who was sitting on the ground with disdain and continued

"So what?" I saw that the scene around me was transformed from a hospital to a bustling amusement park.

"Lotte Amusement Park? Su-young?! ”

"And then?"

"And—" Lee seemed to think of something, and held his head in pain and curled into a ball.

"Is it okay to be my boyfriend?" I saw that there were only two people left in the amusement park that was still crowded, and I saw a tall woman shaking a man with long hair in some sloppy clothes, and said coquettishly.

"I..." the long-haired man scratched a little embarrassed, because the long hair that had not been washed for a long time and was stuck together, said embarrassedly:

"That.. I'm going to ask Taeyeon if I'll let me go with you. ”

"Please, you're not a fool. How can you tell Taeyeon about this kind of thing, you're my boyfriend, how can you tell her when you accompany me to the amusement park. The tall woman still kept shaking the man's arm and continued to coquettishly

"Uh... This... Isn't that good? The man said with some embarrassment

"Let's go, let's go, you see I've already bought the tickets." As she spoke, the tall woman took the man's arm and walked briskly towards the ticket gate.

The picture turned, and at this time, the man and the tall woman had changed into a couple outfit at some point, and were sitting on a merry-go-round and snuggling sweetly.

"Ahh You... You're hurting me. The tall woman's face turned red, and she gently leaned on the man's arms and said coquettishly, and her hand couldn't stop beating the man's chest and said coquettishly.

"I... I was so scared just now. The man didn't pay attention to the tall woman's coquettishness, still holding the woman in his arms tightly. muttered

"Huh? What are you afraid of? Are you afraid of being discovered by your Taeyeon Nuna? Allah, I will not tell her. I promise! The tall woman reassured with some coquettishness.

"I just had a feeling as if you were going to disappear from me." The man still hugged the woman in his arms tightly, not letting go of it at all. "So I couldn't wait to jump in, I didn't want to lose you. You're not going to disappear, are you? The man asked, a little uneasy

"You... Do you count as a confession to me? The tall woman adjusted her sitting position, put her hands around the man's neck, looked at the man's eyes with some joy and asked in disbelief

"You... Do you love me? ”

The man didn't answer, just nodded heavily. As if to express some kind of determination.

Soon, it was getting dark. It's time for the amusement park to close.

The man and the tall woman snuggled up again at the entrance of the amusement park. Soon they separated.

The tall woman walked quickly to the amusement park parking lot, opened the car door, and as soon as she sat in, she couldn't wait to take out the mobile phone in her bag, and said with a happy face, like the person on the other end of the phone:

"You know what, I made it. He'll come over the weekend to rob the wedding..."The tall woman continued with a happy face:

"He has not only the background of the Chinese chaebols, but also the background of the Chinese military. Hmph, this is 10,000 times stronger than the little Zheng family. ”

"Then shouldn't I congratulate you first, I wish you to climb into the bed of the second generation of officials as soon as possible. Don't forget my sisters. The person on the other end of the line laughed

"Don't worry...", the tall woman said something excitedly, but Lee didn't seem to hear it anymore. He slumped in the passenger seat of a tall woman. Staring blankly at the roof of the car. , I don't know what I'm thinking.

Qin Fan looked at the blank Lee and said to himself:

"Who is to blame for this? By chance? Accidentally? Or is it fate? ”

Who is responsible for these things, and who is it? That's you, Lee! ”

"Isn't it? And it all started because you were a "gentle" person who didn't know anything about the world. ”

"I'd rather be hurt by someone than hurt someone else. That's why it ended up so miserable. ”

"If you were strong enough, would all of this still happen?"

"Don't... Say no more... Say no more!! Lee curled up on the co-pilot with his head in his arms, trembling uncontrollably, crying and telling Qin Fan to stop talking.

The "In the future" screen shifted to a press conference, where Lee stood behind the guest seat and looked at the man standing on the stage like a clown.... At this time, the guest at the table in front of him caught Lee's attention

"Shall we go?" A small woman said happily to the person next to her.

"Well, I'd better go first. This is something that we have to keep our distance from him when we are girls. Otherwise, it will not be good to set yourself on fire. ”

As she spoke, she saw the woman pick up her companion and walk briskly past Lee.

"Taeyeon, what do you think about this? Will Lee be as Lee says? What kind of person is that? ”

"Oh." The petite woman sitting in front of her answered absentmindedly.

"Hey, hey, what kind of reaction did I say, Pani asked us to keep our Girlhood at arm's length from him, what do you think?"

"yes, I think Parney is right. Yes, you should keep your distance. Otherwise, it would be terrible if we were implicated. ”

"You also think you should keep your distance?" The woman asked again, a little confused

"yes, don't you think so?" The petite woman tilted her head and looked at her suspiciously

"Yes, we do it for the team. He's just an inconsequential fan in his own right. Taeyeon, you're right, if it implicates our girlhood, it will indeed have a negative impact, and I'm doing it willingly. ”

"Everyone will be afraid, especially after cherishing it desperately but still can't keep anything." Qin Fan joked with a smile, and as soon as the picture turned, he came to a bustling street again. Dongdaemun is where I went on my first date.

"Little Crystal, it's good you're here. I'm glad I had you by my side. Lee saw Zheng Xiujing not far away, like a drowning person, like a life-saving straw, desperately ran forward and hugged it tightly.

"Who are you?!" The woman ignored Lee and shoved him away.

Lee didn't notice for a moment and was pushed to the ground, looking at Zheng Xiujing with a face of disbelief.

"I... I'm your superman OPPO, Xiujing, your joke isn't funny at all."

"My Superman OPPO is dead, and now all I have in front of me is a selfish and poor worm wearing a Superman OPPO skin. And I'm getting married, please don't pester me again. Thank you! With that, the woman glanced at Lee in disgust, who had fallen to the ground, and turned her head and left.

"Don't look at it like that... Don't look at me like that... Xiujing, I'm not dead. I'm still here..."At this time, Lee cried more like a child, but Zheng Xiujing quickly walked away and gradually disappeared from Lee's vision.

"This is the way you choose to live, this is the future you choose."

"Why are you crying when it's your choice? Why shouting? ”

"Wouldn't you rather be hurt by someone than hurt someone?"

"It's amazing to be so gentle."

"However, you seem to have chosen Taeyeon, Suying, Suyeon, and Sujing at the same time, but you actually gave up."

"If you refused Xiuying at that time. Will it ever turn out like this? ”

"Shut !!" Lee raised his head abruptly and looked at Qin Fan angrily.

"What a stupid person, if you really love them, you should abandon them, shouldn't you?"

"Don't say it... Stop it!!! Lee stood up abruptly and swung his fist at Qin Fan.

"Actually, you're not a gentle person at all, you're just a selfish wretch with a mask of hypocrisy." Qin Fan easily clenched the fist back with one hand, and said with a disdainful expression:

"Either get strong and change everything, or keep being the one who is hurt. All the injustices in this world are caused by the lack of ability of the parties. Do you want to be stronger? Qin Fan said indifferently:

"Yes, I do... I'm willing to be strong. Tell me what it takes to make me stronger. Lee was already a little crazy, he clutched Qin Fan's sleeve and kept begging with tears.

"Even if you don't save them when you die, even if you hurt others. Even if it takes the lives of others"

"Even if you don't save them from death... Even if it hurts someone... Even if you take the lives of others..."Lee recounted Qin Fan's words word by word.

"That's it, Lee sometimes has to give up one to protect the other."

"You don't do it, it's not "gentleness", it's just weakness. Qin Fan still said to himself:

"You don't have the courage to give up, you don't have the consciousness to give up. Are you still prepared to continue to be the one who was hurt? Are you still willing to continue to be such a person? ”

"No... No... I don't want people like that. Lee muttered as he looked down at his feet

"Are you willing to accept me, then?" A voice came from behind him, and Lee immediately turned around, and then he saw a man standing behind him.

It was a handsome and incomparable man, his facial features were like the most magnificent works of art, and he couldn't find even the slightest flaw, and he revealed an extremely sharp and powerful aura.

The man, dressed in a black tunic suit, was standing less than three meters behind Lee.

"You... Who the hell are you? Lee was speechless in surprise when he saw the man's appearance, and trembled and pointed at the man speechless for a long time.

"I'm everything you've lost." The man stepped forward and pulled Lee up, put his face to his ear, and continued:

"I'm everything you can't have!"

"You... Who are you. Lee felt like he had collapsed. He shoved the man away from him.

"I'm Li Xuan..."The man took two steps back and chuckled:

"You are my weakness."

"OPPO...", a slightly coquettish voice pulled him out of his memory.

"You're awake, Yun'a." The man stepped forward and gently kissed her on the forehead.

"Well... OPPO I'm hungry. The woman narrowed her eyes in enjoyment, and coquettishly coquetted at him in a peculiar little boyish voice.

"Breakfast is ready, yes Yuna."

"Uh... What's the matter, OPPO" The woman snuggled into the man's arms and looked at him with her watery fawn open

"Let's go back to Korea." The man looked at Jiang Jing outside the window and muttered:

There are only two kinds of human existence: "beautiful life", or "living for beautiful people", right, the other me? (To be continued.) )