Looking out of the window, the leaves swayed in the light with dazzling spots, like a blurred painting, July in the north, should be dry and hot without a trace of wind, it was in this weather, he watched Sura walk into the ward again and again, it was very hot, her clothes changed very frequently, but most of them were simple T-shirts, changing her usual dressing style.

Fortunately, he liked this feeling more, there was an indescribable feeling, and it also reminded him that she had dropped out of school at the beginning, which gave him the illusion of going back to two years ago, and even the feeling that Sula was a family woman.

Su La came in with the fruit, raised her eyes and saw that he was awake, and smiled faintly at him, Dong Wenwen leaned there and watched her series of movements, and suddenly remembered that he had stood in front of her house with food and waited for her.

It seems that Sula is also moved by this, women, always like this, it seems that a bouquet of roses without temperature is not as good as a concerned hug, a word of concern, he clearly felt that if he hadn't brought food that day, he looked tired, Sula would not have left him.

It's okay to pretend, but he was really like a teenager at the time, and he didn't think about doing anything, thinking that she was alone in that place, so he took a business trip to see her.

He remembered the expression on her face, and he also remembered that when he put down something, she said very indifferently, "I didn't expect you to really come." The speed of speech was very slow and calm, and Dong Wenwen still heard a little warmth.

He looked at Sula's back and said, "I suddenly remembered the days with you in Suzhou." ”

Sula's hand on the fruit froze for a moment, and then continued to cut quietly.

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that that time is the most beautiful, he is obsessed with that feeling, often takes advantage of the business trip to stay with her for a while, feeling that she is indifferent from the beginning to accepting, and then to jealousy, in fact, from the beginning he never thought that it was love, with selfishness, and his desire was swollen, but he also wanted to feel the taste of liking, but he never thought that it would be more and more difficult to untie like a vine, and even said that he didn't want to untie it.

Even he didn't believe it, he was in love, and during the brief separation with Sula, he became longing, his mind was full of her shadow, and he couldn't wait to run back for the next second, as if he couldn't stay with her long enough.

When he got older, he thought that he no longer believed in love, especially after many years in reality, knowing how empty love is on the basis of bread, Sula is beautiful and stubborn, full of attractiveness, she can always make him happy, even if she doesn't do anything, accompany her to simply press the road.

Sula turned around, stuck an apple in a toothpick and gave it to him, and said with a smile, "Actually, I really wanted to be with you during that time, saying that it was to forget about the other person, saying that it was simply because you cared about me, I mentioned it many times, but you missed it." ”

"I used to think that if I became a family, would I be a woman who kept the way, but I thought about it for a long time, but I couldn't think of it, because I hadn't experienced it, so I could only be curious."

In Chenxi's ward, an elderly lady was sent in, in her sixties, accompanied by her family, a total of two sons, the sons were all dressed in suits and leather shoes, standing in the ward, constantly calling, the old man's eyes were slightly dull, and his face full of furrows was full of pain.

"Ji Huanlan's family, come and get the test sheet." The nurse said.

She looked at one of the men, put the phone in her pocket, and left.

In the evening, when the sons were gone, they asked the old man to accompany him, and the old man turned his face to see his son staggering out of the ward.

"Superman, I want to go out for a walk." Dawn said, looking at the night that was not yet completely dark, and said to him.

"Okay." Saying that, Deng Chao carefully carried Chenxi out of bed, put her in a wheelchair, put a blanket on her lap, and pushed her out.

"Today, in our ward, an old lady came in, next to me, did you see it?" Chenxi asked Deng Chao.

"Well, I see, what's wrong?"

"It's nothing, I just think the old man is quite lonely." She spoke faintly.

"Are you still working well today?" She asked.

"It's good." He pushed the morning light to feel the smell of the sun outside, and the lawn was full of life in the light, swaying in the breeze.

In the evening, when Chenxi came back, he brought porridge back, put it in a bowl, walked to the old man's side, and said with a smile, "Auntie, drink some preserved egg porridge, it's delicious." ”

The old man was lying on the bed, and the nurse smiled and prepared to take the porridge from Chenxi's hand, saying, "I'll take care of the old man." ”

The old man stretched out his finger and pointed at the morning light, and said in a very low and slow voice, "Girl,,, you feed me." ”

Chenxi asked the escort to put a pillow behind the old grandmother, sat up, and then smiled and drank the porridge that Chenxi sent to her mouth spoonful by spoonful.

She only knew that the old man had a thigh pain, but she didn't know what disease the old man had, the old man's face looked full of vicissitudes, with a smiling face, giving people a very peaceful feeling.

When Chenxi woke up in the morning, she saw that the grandmother sleeping next to her was being pushed into the operating room, she had been anesthetized in advance, and the whole person was in a coma.

"Is Dr. Liang already here?" He asked the nurse as he signed.

"I'm already waiting in the operating room." The nurse said.

"Well, that's good, my mother's operation, I can only rest assured if it is handed over to Dr. Liang, and there is ......" As he was talking, his phone rang, and after answering the phone, he handed over the operation list to the nurse, and said, "There are still things I have to deal with in the company, and my mother's affairs will be handed over to your hospital." ”

After saying that, he went out.

The old man's bed was empty, and Dawn looked at the empty bed intently, and suddenly felt a strong sense of fear.

"Deng Chao, Deng Chao." Chenxi called Deng Chao's name and watched Deng Chao hurriedly come over.

She held Deng Chao's hand tightly, looked at him and said, "Don't go anywhere, stay here for a day." ”

She couldn't speak, and always had an inexplicable sense of panic.

When the old grandmother was pushed back from the operating room, her right lower limb was amputated at a high level, the anesthetic had not yet passed, the old man was still asleep, Chenxi looked at it, her whole face suddenly turned white with horror, and she grabbed Deng Chao's hand tightly, Deng Chao could feel a layer of fine sweat on her hand, gently touched Chenxi's head, leaned her face on her waist, and did not let her eyes touch the old woman's bed again.

She couldn't imagine what kind of feeling the old man felt when he opened his eyes, treating an old man who was over half a hundred years old, she felt that no matter what the disease, it was not worth amputation, because it was definitely a secondary injury to the old man's weak body, it was better not to use the operation and enjoy the rest of the time.

The old man's body was very weak, and the nurse had already wiped the sweat on the old man's forehead twice, and the old man only frowned from time to time, but never opened his eyes.

Deng Chao didn't speak, hugged Chenxi out, and then sat on the bench outside the hospital, Ren Chenxi sat on his lap, he gently stroked the hair on her forehead, felt the fine sweat on her forehead, hugged her and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Chenxi didn't speak, wrapped her hands around Deng Chao's shoulders, and couldn't help sobbing.

"It's okay, with me, I'll be fine." Deng Chao said softly. R1152