Chapter Seventy-Seven: Farewell Without Saying Goodbye

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After Kim Taeyeon left, Lee sat on the sofa and looked at the photos on his phone.

Suddenly stood up.

Lee quietly walked to the kitchen, washing, chopping, and stir-frying.

Ordinary meals.

Lee suddenly felt ridiculous.

"No matter how beautiful it is, it's just a beautiful dream, it's time to wake up." Lee thought silently.

Thinking back, when he and Kim Taeyeon wanted to come to their mobile phone, they didn't make a phone call, but they just deleted all the contact information about themselves in the mobile phone.

Chinese number, Korean number, kakaotalk.

Not only to delete himself, but also to delete Kim Taeyeon.

From now on, Kim Taeyeon will still be a shining star on that stage.

From now on, Li Xuan will still be the rational rice far away in China.

From now on, a qiΔ“ restore fΓΉ as it is.

"It's time to go." Lee looked at the three dishes and one soup on the table, as well as a bowl of packed rice, set up chopsticks, and walked towards the door with a hint of souvenir.

"Please, hear me, can you keep me?"

But why, why is there an unwillingness in my heart, there is always an expectation, expecting Kim Taeyeon to be the person he is destined to be.

"The person who is destined is that no matter how far you go, you will eventually meet again."

Lee suddenly remembered what he had heard.

"Well, if she can come back now, I won't leave!" A word popped up inside Lee.

But ten minutes passed, and Kim Taeyeon still didn't wait.

Lee laughed self-deprecatingly.

What the hell are you doing?

A slut is hypocrisy.

"Taeyeon, goodbye!" Lee pushed open the door and bowed to the empty house.

"Smack"

The door was closed.

Lee left easily, but he didn't know that the phone in the room rang the moment he closed the door, but he didn't hear it.

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One step, two steps......

Lee thought that he could wake up very freely and leave in style, just like Kim Taeyeon said, he would be a handsome person.

But there is a feeling called reluctance in my heart, which slowly spreads.

Lee didn't know how long he would be able to last.

One year, or two years?

One day, or two days?

hehe

One second, or, two seconds?

Resisting, Lee walked out of the apartment and slowly quickened his pace until he ran aimlessly, thinking that he could escape from his reluctance to Kim Taeyeon.

Gradually, however, his eyes blurred, and Lee felt something he hadn't seen in a long time cross his cheeks.

Still, are you crying......

"Smack"

There are also people throwing banana peels in high-end neighborhoods.

Lee fell headlong to the ground, his palm cut and covered in sand.

Instead of getting up, Lee just fell to his knees and cried quietly.

I didn't cry, I just slowly shed tears, and I kept breathing deeply, as if trying to suppress my crying, but in the end, my breath was disrupted and became rapid.

"Mom, that uncle is lying on the ground like a dog! Ha ha! ”

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"I've got something! Emergency! I have to go! Kim Tae-yeon hung up the phone and hurriedly woke up Sunny.

"What's the urgency?!" Sunny asked, half-open and furrowed with confused eyes and some dissatisfaction.

"I'm going to meet someone very important." Kim Taeyeon looked at Sunny and said solemnly, "Maybe you won't see you if it's too late." ”

"......" Sunny seemed to wake up, tilting his head to look at Kim Taeyeon's somewhat red eyes, "Then go!" Don't be slow. ”

Kim Taeyeon looked at Sunny suspiciously.

"Quick!" Sunny looked at Kim Taeyeon and let out a loud shout.

"I see!" Kim Tae-yeon listened to Sunny's words and quickly picked up her things and went out.

Sunny didn't know what he was thinking after watching Kim Taeyeon leave, so he closed his eyes and leaned back on the sofa again.

But a tear flowed from the corner of his eye.

……

"Mr. Li, this is your ticket."

Aerodrome.

"Well, I'm going back." Lee said into the microphone.

"Decided?" The people over there are small dirt.

"Well, I didn't know that this day had happened so much, and I'm grateful for this day, but if I had to choose, I thought, it would be better not to come." Lee lowered his head, his tone a little low.

"Pull it down, why did you suddenly become so hypocritical?" Xiaotu said mockingly.

"Maybe, haven't you been hypocritical for two days?" Lee asked rhetorically.

"Because I'm a slut!" Xiaotu smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm not getting better now, I think I still have to thank me for this disease, otherwise when will I come back to life?" ”

Xiaotu's words seem to be very cheerful, but there is a hint of sourness.

"Don't talk about it, I'll go back to you." Lee didn't take Xiaotu's words, just said a word.

"Whatever you want, but don't regret it." Xiao Tu's voice sounded, as if with magical power.

"What do you mean?" Lee couldn't help but ask.

"It's not interesting, I'm hanging, there are some things I can't say." Xiaotu didn't say anything more, but hung up the phone directly.

"This guy!" Lee said angrily.

But after a while, a short message came.

"I don't want to hear your hypocritical voice, but what I want to say is that you have done all the dreams of thousands of men to tell Platinum Taeyeon, and now tell me that you want to return to China? Are you making fun of Taeyeon's poverty? I never thought you would be so selfish? What does it mean that you don't deserve to be with her? Ah, by the way, you really don't deserve it, you're just a pure **. Silk! Why didn't you come back early, why did you go and confess to her? Now you know that you don't deserve it? Why did you go earlier? I'm telling you, you have two ways now, one is to go back, find Taeyeon Nuna, kiss her fiercely, kiss her until she can't breathe, it's best to do her tonight, and then get the certificate almost! The second way is for you to return to China, and don't say that you have seen Kim Taeyeon again, by the way, don't say that you are a sone,,, you don't deserve it! ”

Lee looked at this text message and suddenly felt a sense of weakness.

He thought that this qiΔ“ was for Taeyeon's good, but he was not worthy of Kim Taeyeon, but now Xiaotu's text message suddenly crushed the mask of justice in his heart.

What he did was nothing more than selfishness, just to protect himself.

He always felt that Kim Taeyeon would not go to the end with him, because he was afraid that he would fall deeper and deeper, and finally hopelessly fall in love with Kim Taeyeon, who no longer loves him.

"What the hell am I going to do......" Lee held his head in pain, not knowing what to do.

……

"Sometimes when you don't know what to choose, a coin toss always works."

"Wouldn't it be too childish to toss a coin? Half and half chances! ”

"I asked you to toss a coin, and I didn't make you obey the will of God."

"It's so profound, are you studying philosophy?"

"You'll understand."

……

Suddenly, Lee remembered what a classmate had said to him before.

"Really? Coin toss? Lee smiled wryly.

Taking out a coin, Lee suppressed his ridiculous thoughts and said, "Go back to the front, and go to her on the back!" ”

shout

The coin was tossed with a nice cracking sound.

"Smack!"

Lee clapped his hands and caught the coin steadily.

Front!

Lee looked at the coin in his hand in a daze, and a bitter smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"It's true that a coin toss always solves the problem."

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"Bang Dang"

There was a bang, and it was Kim Taeyeon who entered the door and accidentally knocked down the shoe rack.

"Xuan! Xuan! Kim Taeyeon didn't even take off her shoes, so she rushed in in a hurry, shouting all over the room.

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

But as Kim Taeyeon thought, no one answered.

Kim Taeyeon, who suddenly lost her soul, suddenly felt ridiculous.

"Am I being dumped?" Kim Taeyeon even had a thought in his head, Lee is an entertainment reporter, looking for an opportunity to get close to him just to get some news?

A cranky Kim Tae-yeon suddenly caught a glimpse of the food on the dining room table.

"Ah~" Kim Tae-yeon was like a treasure, "It's that I think too much, I think too much, he didn't go, he didn't go." ”

Kim Taeyeon sat down, and the simple three dishes and one soup on the table seemed to add some fuel to the fire of hope in Kim Taeyeon's heart.

"Bastard!"

I don't know how long it took, but Kim Taeyeon seemed to finally face the facts, reached out on the table and swept the bowl full of rice to the ground.

Fortunately, the carpet was spread and did not break.

Kim Taeyeon covered her face and cried, not knowing if she was crying because of Lee's departure or because she was crying because she was moved by her true feelings.

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"What the hell do you like about me?"

"I don't know what I like about you, I just like you!"

"You can't even say what you like about me, I'm really insecure!"

"Well, if you have to say it, that is, because it's you~"

"This perfunctory reason is too insincere!"

"Well, I like you because you give me the feeling of home, I like the way you cook, I like the way you wash the dishes, I like the way you tell me not to be a picky eater, and I like the way you like me."

……

The answer that comes up well is not a chance to be spoken.

I wonder if Lee will regret hearing these words of Kim Taeyeon to himself? Will it be, rush back and give Kim Taeyeon a big hug.

Like, before Kim Taeyeon left.

I don't know, because a qiΔ“ is just a hypothesis.

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"Ernie, what are you doing?"

"Eat."

"What are you eating?"

"Scrambled eggs with tomatoes, shredded pork with potatoes, beef tenderloin with green peppers, ah, and seaweed egg soup."

"So rich? Can you eat it all by yourself? ”

"If you can't finish eating, just throw it out."