391. Fanwai - Marriage first and love later: Qin Fei got himself

There was nothing to say all the way, and Ah Duo and Dai Li also fell asleep in the back seat of the car because they were sleepy because they had been in the hospital for a day.

Qingqing also slept in the child safety seat.

After returning home, Qin Muyan got out of the car and gently picked up the child, and carried her upstairs with the speed and posture of not waking up the child as much as possible, and because although the child's fever had subsided, Yufei was worried that the child would have something to do at night, so he put the child directly in their big bedroom and did not send it to the children's room.

Ah Duo and Dai Li got out of the car in a daze and helped Gu Yufei into the house, until she was also helped into the bedroom, Gu Yufei turned around and asked them to rest early.

"You should go to bed early, too." Qin Muyan was originally sitting on the edge of the bed watching Qingqing sleep, but when she heard them walk in, she glanced back, then got up, walked over, and made a gesture to help her to sit down on the bed.

Gu Yufei didn't resist the touch, raised his arm and was supported by him, sat on the edge of the bed, looked back at Qingqing, and then reached out and touched his daughter's head, withdrew his hand, and said softly: "Fortunately, this time it was sent to the hospital in time, I don't ask for anything else, I just want her to spend her sixth birthday safely, and the body's resistance has become closer and closer to that of an ordinary healthy child in the past few years." ”

"When Dr. An Rui said that Qingqing was a child with Down syndrome, I knew that Qingqing's physical condition and condition were indeed good. If she's lucky, she'll grow up to look no different from other children, just a little slower. Qin Muyan said: "I just hope that when she grows up, she won't pass it on to the next generation, otherwise it may be an endless trouble." ”

"The doctor carefully examined her, and her Down syndrome is very mild, and with good treatment, all these things that need to be worried about us, including hereditary, will be cured." Gu Yufei insisted.

Qin Muyan only glanced at her: "If you want to completely cure it, there is only a fifteen percent possibility." ”

"Even if it's a 1% possibility, I can't give up, Qingqing is a good example among children with Down syndrome, and I believe that my daughter will definitely be able to create miracles..6zz."

Maybe every woman believes in her children so confidently, and of course Qin Muyan also believes it.

He just looked at the determined gaze in Gu Yufei's eyes without the slightest wavering, nodded clearly, and said, "Yes, my Qin Muyan's daughter can create miracles." ”

In fact, it's not a miracle, Qingqing is indeed a special case, maybe she can really recover in this 15% chance.

I don't know if Qin Muyan's words that rarely echoed her moved her, Gu Yufei reached out and gently squeezed her daughter's little hand, and then lifted the quilt on Qingqing's body upwards for her, and then turned her head and looked at Qin Muyan, who was standing next to her, also looking at Qingqing.

The scene when he walked out of the hospital with his back before, she still kept it in her heart at the moment, so she looked at him like this, as if there was a bit of inquiry and confusion in her eyes.

She hadn't shown such a confused expression for a long time, when Qin Muyan withdrew her gaze and glanced at her, she happened to meet her gaze, first stunned, then raised her eyebrows, and raised the corners of her lips as if she were nothing, as if in front of a sleeping child, he could no longer be as cold and ruthless as before.

People's hearts are made of meat after all, not to mention the eleven years of relationship between them, and now with a lovely daughter, how can he be so indifferent.

He smiled faintly, put his hands in his trouser pockets, shrugged his shoulders when he turned around, and said casually: "I'll go to the study to use the computer, you rest early." ”

Just as he took two steps in the direction of the study, Gu Yufei suddenly opened his mouth to stop him.

"Qin Muyan."

He paused, his handsome eyebrows raised slightly, and he glanced sideways at her, with a little doubt in his eyes.

"If you are with anyone other than Ji Xinyao, you are just a general, for the sake of Qingqing's need for father, can't I be your 'general'?"

There was no meaning of begging in her words, and there was not much pity, just for everything, she didn't use the child to force him anything.

He just couldn't figure it out, after so many years, he could be with any woman, why was she the only one?

Once she thought that because she was Gu Nancy's sister, he really just regarded him as a sister, but this concept can be changed, with the birth of the child, two years, if he is just because he is not used to the change in the relationship, it is impossible to treat himself like this all the time.

However, she knew that Qin Muyan would not give her an answer.

Qin Muyan didn't speak, just remained silent and looked at her.

Gu Yufei tilted his head: "We are not such young children anymore, I have insisted on many things, and I have also been domineering, but in the end, I will gradually know how to let go and take a step back under the tempering of time, you have always been a smart man, if you really play with your brains, I guess my brother can sometimes."

You have always known how to be roundabout and tortuous and enterprising, but in my relationship, and even in my marriage, why did you become a stone? Do you have to stick to maximizing all the damage? Do you really feel happy about doing this? ”

Qin Muyan maintained her previous posture, just looking at her, still silent.

There seemed to be a fog in his eyes, making it impossible to see his joy and anger, and even not even knowing what he was thinking.

It's really hard to see through him and see through his heart sometimes.

And Gu Yufei used to be very keen to peek into her heart, but most of the time it was in vain, and now he seems to be far away from her, far away from her, far beyond the distance of eleven years.

But it seems to be very close, very close.

When she was close, she only had to stand up, and she only had to walk four or five steps to stand on his side and hug him.

"You've changed." Qin Muyan said lightly: "If you were a few years ago, you would only stubbornly choose self-esteem, and would rather stalemate like this, and you would never put down your posture to say these words to me." ”

Gu Yufei stared into his eyes: "People change, and many times, it's not a good thing to be too opinionated, so I learned to look down." ”

Qin Muyan glanced at her with a smile, suddenly changed the topic, and asked, "I heard that you got into the habit of smoking two years ago. ”

This is the past that Gu Yufei is most reluctant to mention, in the years when Qin Muyan deliberately avoided her, she inexplicably learned to smoke, and she would smoke a small pack of women's cigarettes almost every day until she became pregnant.

When she looked back at home, in order to cover up her pregnancy, she even smoked in front of the Gu family and Ji Xinyao, but later Ji Xinyao took her cigarette away after knowing about her, and then Gu Yufei knew that she couldn't smoke too hard because she was pregnant, so she gradually stopped touching that thing.

Until Qingqing was born, she had completely quit smoking.

She thought that Qin Muyan didn't pay attention to her life at all in those years, let alone know her changes, and thought that he never knew about the bad habits she had contracted in those two years.

Gu Yufei lowered his head slightly, which was considered a default.

"Don't smoke in the future, women smoke a lot of harm." Qin Muyan said again, just looked at her, and then said, "What you just said, I will think about it, you can sleep." ”

With that, he looked at her again, then turned and walked into the study.

*

Qin Muyan slept on the sofa in the study this night, and didn't come out all night, Gu Yufei knew that Qin's recent major cooperation cases were in a state of late payment, and he needed to improve the handling, so as not to cause losses to the company due to annual profit losses.

Qingqing had been injected and taken medicine in the hospital before, so she slept soundly this night and didn't get up all night.

Gu Yufei woke up at six o'clock in the morning, reached out and touched her daughter, and saw that she did not have a fever, her body temperature was normal, and she was sleeping soundly, so she quietly uncovered the quilt, carefully held the back of the chair and the table, and finally walked into the bathroom by holding on to the wall.

She vaguely heard the sound of Qin Muyan making a phone call from the study, and seemed to hear him talking about his grandmother or something. Suddenly thinking of the Qin couple and the old lady who had lived near the Qin Group for a few days and then left, she didn't ask them if they had returned to China or where they had gone.

Because the sound insulation of the room is very good, but the wall on this side of the bathroom is a little empty, so in the quiet moment of the early morning, she can faintly hear a little sound in the study next door, and she can't hear the specific content of the call, and she doesn't plan to listen to it again.

She went to the toilet to wash her hands, washed her face by the way, turned around and was about to walk out of the bathroom, but she didn't notice the water stains that had just been drenched on the tiles under her feet.

Qin Muyan was answering the phone in the study, his parents took the old lady to Argentina for more than two weeks, and they didn't plan to return to China, but planned to come to Boston to see them again.

Just as he was talking about the time of pick-up, he heard a noise from the bathroom, and vaguely heard Gu Yufei's low scream. He put down his words, got up and walked out.