Chapter 42: It's Not a Dream

The flowers bloom and fall, the clouds are rolling up, the beach is quiet again, the two almost perfect **, still lingering together, under the three degrees of the wind, even if Su Qiang has been a wife for a long time, she is also exhausted by the tart, feeling that she has no strength in her body, she barely supported herself, went to pick up the clothes she threw aside, and whispered, "It's not early, let's go back!" ”

Su Qiang tried her best to calm her mood, however, in front of this little man who had just galloped across her body a few times, not to mention keeping her mood calm, it was extremely difficult to keep her voice calm, she had just picked up her clothes, but she was hugged by the little man from behind again, and a somewhat greedy voice came, "Let's do it again......"

"Don't ......" Su Qiang's body softened for a while, her refusal did not get any effect, and she herself quickly surrendered to the little man's crazy attack.

After four lingerings, Liu Gang also felt that he had no strength in his body, panting in his mouth, and the only thing he did was to turn over and let himself lie on the wet sand, and let Su Qiang lie in his arms. Su Qiang wanted to put on her clothes, but found that she had no strength to stand up, so she could only lie obediently in Liu Gang's arms, enjoying the warm and firm chest.

"Qiangqiang, divorce and marry me, okay?" Lying down for a while, feeling that his breath was even lower, Liu Gang gently stroked Su Qiang's tender back, and said softly.

"This is a mistake on our part, so you should treat this as a dream!" Su Qiang struggled to get up.

"The thing is, it's not a dream! At least, I can't take him as a dream! Liu Gang hugged Su Qiang's body and didn't let Su Qiang get up.

"This is not a dream...... Liu Gang's words made Su Qiang's body tremble slightly, and in her heart, she hoped that this was a dream, however, the exhaustion of her body and the traces of passion on her body let her know that this was not a dream.

"Divorce, marry me!" Liu Gang hugged Su Qiang's body tighter, although the relationship between him and Su Qiang was only a ** combination, but, as a man, a responsible man, he thought he had a responsibility.

"Where's your girlfriend? What did she do? Su Qiang stopped struggling and gently lay on Liu Gang's chest.

"I'm no longer qualified to love her! Thankfully, I haven't harmed her yet, and she can find her happiness again. Liu Gang's body spasmed slightly, thinking that Hao Meng had resolutely rejected him, and he was glad for a while.

"Men indulge themselves occasionally, there's no need to take it too seriously, after tonight, forget about me!" Su Qiang comforted Liu Gang, more like comforting herself. She struggled to get up, and although she felt that she was desperately reluctant to give up her broad, firm chest, reason told her that it was not her own, and that she had to leave. Although she hated her husband's cheating, she knew that it was impossible for her to divorce, not to mention anything else, she would not be able to pass the level of her parents, and besides, there was no possibility of union between her and Liu Gang at all.

"I can't forget." Su Qiang's eyes were full of determination, looking at this look, Liu Gang couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart, he was not unfamiliar with such eyes, and it could even be said that they were a little unforgettable.

"It's not me who you can't get rid of, it's Xiaoxue!" Su Qiang shook her head, she was very reluctant to mention this name.

"Xiaoxue, do you know Xiaoxue?" Liu Gang's heart trembled suddenly, and a familiar smile quickly appeared in his mind, but his heart suddenly became heavy, "You kept calling her name just now!" Su Qiang couldn't help but feel a pain in her heart, a man was venting on his body, but he was calling someone else's name, even if she knew that there was no possibility between them, it still made her linger.

Laughing snow! Liu Gang chewed on the name in his mouth, Xiaoxue, Ling Xiaoxue, was the first woman in his life, speaking of which, his first time, the situation was similar to Su Qiang, Ling Xiaoxue was a postdoctoral fellow in psychology, his first psychiatrist, the special surname of the troop mission, so that most of the soldiers were under great pressure, and after the first mission, they routinely arranged for a psychiatrist to conduct counseling, and Ling Xiaoxue at that time had just obtained a postdoctoral degree from abroad and was assigned to them. Ling Xiaoxue's soft voice soothed the little fear in his heart, and made him feel a kind of love.

Every time he returns from a mission, he can always see that quiet and peaceful smiling face, no matter how irritable his heart is, as long as he sees that smiling face, he will feel extremely quiet, gradually, he has a trace of attachment to Ling Xiaoxue, however, there is no love factor, he just regards her as a big sister who can talk to his heart, or even a mother, he has lost his parents since he was a child, and he grew up with the master, what he lacks is maternal love. Ling Xiaoxue also takes good care of this little boy, even if it is not working hours, she is very enthusiastic about this little boy who likes to find herself, and if there is anything delicious, she will call Liu Gang or bring some to Liu Gang.

Suddenly, Liu Gang found that the tranquility on Ling Xiaoxue's face disappeared, replaced by a kind of irritability, under his questioning, Ling Xiaoxue said that she was getting married, but her fiancé was a person she didn't like, or even a little annoying, she entered the army because she escaped from the engagement ceremony and was sent here to house arrest. Liu Gang immediately wanted to help her escape, but she refused, she didn't want to run away.

Liu Gang vaguely felt that Ling Xiaoxue didn't want to escape, but didn't want to involve him, but Ling Xiaoxue didn't agree, and he had no choice, but his heart became irritable, when he was on the task, although he barely completed the task, he was seriously injured and fell into a coma, but when he woke up, he didn't see Ling Xiaoxue, and he didn't see Ling Xiaoxue until the third day.

When Ling Xiaoxue called to greet him, she heard that he was seriously injured and came back to see him, Liu Gang was in a trance when she was on a mission, she had been in a trance, she had been uneasy, at that time, his hands and feet were injured, and he couldn't stand up at all while lying on the hospital bed.

Maybe it was to vent her dissatisfaction with her marriage, or maybe it was because she thought that she had influenced Liu Gang, which caused Liu Gang to be injured, and she was sorry from the bottom of her heart, she gave her first time to Liu Gang, and Su Qiang was different from beginning to end, it was she who took the initiative, Liu Gang, who was injured in his hands and feet, couldn't take the initiative even if he wanted to, however, since that time, Ling Xiaoxue left him, left him permanently, the phone was down, the paging was down, as if, disappeared from the world.

In the end, he resolutely left the army, and it can't be said that there is no meaning of Ling Xiaoxue, but he didn't deliberately look for Ling Xiaoxue, he knew, and he couldn't find it, where was Ling Xiaoxue's house, he didn't know, Ling Xiaoxue's phone number, it was an internal phone at all, he didn't have any clues to look for, not to mention, even if he found it, what if he found it?

Of course, he also wanted to know Ling Xiaoxue's situation, and he really wanted to see her live happily, which was why when he was at the headquarters of the Wuyun County Reconnaissance Corps, he was willing to agree to Ling Xiaotian as an instructor, although he didn't know if Ling Xiaotian and Ling Xiaoxue had anything to do with each other, but the names of the two were only one word apart, and they were both in the special forces, which made him vaguely feel a kind of cordiality to Lin Xiaotian.

"I'm going back tomorrow, love her well, don't make her sad, girls need to be cared for." Su Qiang struggled to stand up, but suddenly her legs became weak, she couldn't control herself for a while, she fell down, let out a muffled snort, and woke up Liu Gang who was in thought.

"What's wrong with you......" Liu Gang quickly sat up and helped Su Qiang up.

"I ...... I'm fine! Su Qiang tried her best to get the clothes, but Liu Gang hurriedly picked up the clothes. Su Qiang wanted to do it herself, but she didn't have any strength at all, so she could only wear it to this little man who had destroyed herself all night, fortunately, her dress was not complicated, it could even be said to be very simple, as for bra panties and the like, she was directly ignored by Liu Gang, and she was embarrassed to remind Liu Gang.

Fortunately, Liu Gang didn't forget those underwear, he put on his clothes, stuffed those things into his trouser pocket, picked up Su Qiang and walked to the small courtyard, it was also late at night, it should be said that it was close to the early morning, and in the distance, there was also an occasional rooster crow.

The courtyard was quiet, people had already fallen asleep, Liu Gang cautiously entered Su Qiang's room, put Su Qiang on the bed, looking at Su Qiang, who was delicate and weak, and exuded a glamorous smell, Liu Gang couldn't help but feel a little impulsive again, but he finally suppressed his impulsiveness and took out Su Qiang's underwear and put it on the head of the bed.

Back in the room, Lu calmly slept extraordinarily deeply, snoring like thunder, and hurriedly took a shower, Liu Gang did not sleep in the room, but ran to the hall and slept on the big sofa, he really did not have the habit of sharing a bed with a man, besides, the thunderous snoring also made him unable to sleep.

Although the hall is quiet, he still can't sleep, the three women, like a marquee, appear in his mind, when he is with Xiaoxue, he feels unprecedented peace, and Su Qiang's madness, so that his body and mind have been completely indulged, but, a trace of guilt is uncontrollable, he feels that he is completely taking advantage of others, but he does not regret it, at least, what Su Qiang gave him is a kind of indulgent pleasure, a pleasure he has never enjoyed, But Ling Xiaoxue's time made him almost feel nothing, and what made him remember it was just that decisive look.

As for Hao Meng, what he gave him was a kind of warmth, a kind of stability, and a kind of happiness.

The more I thought about it, the more chaotic my mind became, and after tossing for more than ten days in a row, and tossing frantically all night, Liu Gang also felt extremely tired, and bursts of tiredness hit, and in a daze, he finally fell asleep.

(To be continued)