Alan almost broke down: "What the is the anti-thief strategy?" Your dad just looks down on me like that? ”

Seeing his devastated expression, Lin Moxin smiled lowly, and then raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder: "Okay, don't you make trouble?" I just want to study piano music now, what did Professor Harry say you forgot? As long as I continue my studies, I will not be far from my dream, and as you know, my dream since I was a child was to be a pianist......"

"Dreams don't conflict with love." Alan looked at her fixedly.

Lin Moxin froze.

"Moxin, we know each other, I'm not a strange man who suddenly broke into your life, the relationship between the two of us has always been so good, we have a tacit understanding in everything, if you don't have a man you like in your heart, we can really try."

Looking at Allen's rare expression of such seriousness and sincerity, Lin Moxin clenched the hand hidden in his sleeve, and said with a smile for a long time: "Allen, this is really a good mention, but I ......"

"Do you have a man you like? Who is it? Which teacher or professor are the students of our college? Or maybe it's a successful businessman next to your brother? Allen's royal blue eyes stared at her: "Whoever it is, since you haven't been together, I can continue to chase you." ”

"I'm actually not that good, Alan, we've been good friends for so many years, and it's really not worth it to have real feelings for me." Lin Moxin's smile gradually became a little embarrassed.

"It's up to me to decide whether it's good or not." Alan smiled and hooked her shoulder again, lowered his head to her face and said, "We are both marriageable age, Moxin, my pursuit of you is sincere, you can know how much I love you if you think carefully about what I have done for so long." ”

"Love?" Lin Moxin paused.

Alan also stopped and looked down at her: "You don't believe it? ”

Lin Moxin was silent for a while before smiling: "What is love?" We are all still young, the love we talk about is actually nothing more than excessive hormone secretion, the word love, maybe only two people stay together until they are old, and those who have gray hair and never abandon them all their lives are qualified to mention. ”

Alan was stunned.

Lin Moxin in front of him is not like the girl he usually knows, she is like a noble and holy angel in front of the piano, she is a straightforward and lively girl when she leaves the piano, but she has been studying hard for the past two years, sometimes she looks dull, she does not have the aura when she was a child, but it does not affect his liking for her, so many years, he always likes it, when he knew that she returned to the United States and knew that she actually came to his college to study, he was excited for several nights and did not fall asleep.

But Lin Moxin's current expression suddenly made him feel a little distressed, she was obviously a girl who always made people feel happy, how could she feel distressed?

Alan looked at her silently for a while, and said softly: "If you can't accept it now, I can wait, Moxin, I don't want to affect your mood, what you experienced when you were eighteen years old was just a ridiculous farce, that is not love, even if you have been in China all these years, maybe you have experienced many things, but these will only make you grow, you have not experienced real love, don't deny its existence like this." ”

Lin Moxin lowered his head and looked at the shoes on his feet, and said lightly: "I didn't deny it, as you said, I really can't accept it now." ”

With that, she lifted her eyes, stopped looking at him, and walked forward.

Looking at her figure, Alan slowly followed her, but did not reach out to put his arm around her shoulder, and whispered beside her, "Moxin, your heart...... No one. ”

The two of them walked out of the conservatory, Lin Moxin was silent for a long time, and it wasn't until she got into his car that she said two words lightly: "No." ”

Alan laughed directly, and was about to reach out to pat her on the head, but seeing the indifferent look on her side face, he paused, withdrew his hand and didn't make another move.

The two went to eat the newly opened Malatang nearby, Lin Moxin still wanted more spicy and spicy, and the owner of the small shop he looked at was happy next to him.

"Little girl, are you still so spicy when you live abroad? Have you ever lived in China before? ”

Lin Moxin didn't answer, just raised his eyes and smiled at the boss, then lowered his head and continued to eat.

Alan sat opposite her, using chopsticks to pick up the noodles and vegetables and kelp in the bowl without a little chili, he didn't like to eat these, but every day he saw her eating happily, as if he was full, looking at her spicy red mouth, I really wanted to go up and kiss it.

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In the next week, although there were few performances in winter, because Lin Moxin was a particularly outstanding student in the college, the professor would still find opportunities to take her to various performances often.

In the past two years, Lin Moxin has won a lot of awards, just came out of the music recital hall, and saw a familiar high-end car parked outside the door, she smiled, threw the backpack behind her, walked down the stairs to the side of the car, opened the door and saw Lin Qifan in an iron-gray suit, as if he had just participated in some activity, and when he sat in the car, he asked: "Today is the weekend, why haven't you gone out for a walk for a long time?" I'll just take a taxi back by myself. ”

"I've been at home with my children for a long time, and the weather has been bad for the past two days, so I don't plan to go out. You usually live in the academy and only go home on weekends, so I will pick you up when I know you're performing here today. Lin Qifan took her small bag and put it in the back seat, glancing at the skirt on her body: "You liked to wear skirts the most when you were a child, and you didn't wear them much after living in China a few years ago, and now you seem to have changed your hobby back." ”

"I didn't want to wear it, but the professor said that there will be some important people present at today's performance, even if I have to change my costume, but I still look good before changing clothes, so I bought a dress, how about it, does it look good?"

Lin Qifan turned his head to look at his sister beside him, smiled and stretched out his hand to straighten her earrings: "Good-looking, you are very suitable for wearing a skirt." ”

It's rare to hear Lin Qifan praise himself like this, Lin Moxin smiled and looked at the street scene passing by outside the car window: "Is my mother still helping me find a blind date?" How many times have I told her, I'm not you, not as lucky as you, saying that a blind date really met a destined one, not to mention that you didn't know each other because of a blind date for a long time, and my mother really can't think about it, why are you in such a hurry to marry me off? ”

"I heard that Alan has a showdown with his father?" Lin Qifan said suddenly.

Lin Moxin suddenly rolled his eyes speechlessly: "Yes, I didn't expect it at all, he has always been the fart worm when he was a child in my eyes, although he is tall and handsome now, but he is still the same as when he was a child in my place, and I can't love him at all." ”

"Which man have you had feelings for in the past two years?" Lin Qifan sighed.

Lin Moxin raised his hand and scratched his forehead: "Maybe...... It takes time, slowly, there will always be a suitable one, but I'm not in a hurry. ”

"Moxin, when you returned to China, your parents guessed that you were emotionally injured, so they didn't deliberately ask you anything, you said that you wanted to study piano music, and you were sent to the conservatory without saying a word, but your matter Qicheng told me on the phone, Gu Xiuli, you should really let go." Lin Qifan said softly while driving.

It's been two years, and I haven't heard this name for a long time, and when Lin Qifan mentioned it, Lin Moxin just smiled faintly: "Why did you suddenly say this?" I know my own affairs. ”

"Did you really let it go?" Lin Qifan looked at her.

"Of course." Lin Moxin replied without hesitation.

Lin Qifan looked at her again and didn't say anything more, until the car was about to drive near Lin's house, he said: "Alan is actually really suitable for you, I can see that you are very happy together, you just can't step over the hurdle in your heart, Dad doesn't agree with you and Allen, because he knows that you won't agree, he is protecting you, so he wants to scare him away with the majesty of the eldest father, but Moxin, the final decision is still up to you." ”

Lin Moxin lowered his head: "Brother, I don't want to talk about relationship issues now, I used to be too attached to feelings, I thought that endless efforts could be exchanged for what I wanted, and then I knew that I was wrong, so I now pick up my dream again, I just want to play the piano, I just want to go on step by step like this, as for the rest, let it be, I don't want to force myself to work the relationship anymore, and I really don't have that mind......"

The car stopped outside Lin's house, Lin Moxin unbuckled his seat belt, turned around and picked up his backpack, and got out of the car without saying a word.

Looking at Lin Moxin's quiet back, Lin Qifan sat in the car, looking at her with endless distress in his eyes.

He still remembers that two years ago, when he knocked on the door of the hotel room in Boston, Lin Moxin's somewhat timid eyes, the relationship she longed for failed, she went home like this, she felt very down, she wanted to go home but didn't dare, he didn't say a word at the time, just pressed her into his arms, and then Lin Moxin cried.

He heard Lin Qicheng say on the phone that she never shed a single tear from beginning to end.

But she finally cried in his arms.

Whether the love is deep or not, whether the injury is serious or not, only she clearly understands that how decisive she is when she leaves, how big the wound in her heart is.

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