Chapter 150: Escaping the Asylum (End)
[Subtitle: Since You're a Maniac]
Changing into the black hood cedar, jeans and sneakers he had just bought, Gu Qi felt much more comfortable and relaxed both physically and mentally.
The word "wanted" is not used, but his photo has appeared in almost all local TV stations, and at most it will be in the newspaper tonight, and it will be overwhelming at that time, and it will be difficult to move an inch by then, and "emotional instability" has become his code name, the advantage is that there are not many people who dare to do anything with him, and the disadvantage is that there are many people who are willing to report him.
Gu Qi climbed into the hotel room through the window, and he didn't have to worry about the innkeeper reporting it, and a small hotel of this level didn't have an electric switch, as long as he didn't mess around in the room and didn't turn on the TV sound, no one would come to check.
If someone is moving in, just jump out of the window.
Hanging the changed clothes in the closet, Gu Qi lit a cigarette, sat down on the edge of the bed, closed his eyes and thought about the problems that bothered him.
What's the difference?
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Half an hour later, he snapped his eyes open.
"I'm sending you back......"
"Thank you for ......"
"Little Gu ......"
"Brother......
"Meow ......"
"Daddy......"
"Come back soon......"
"Come back with me......"
He thought of it, this illusion - it can be said that almost all illusions have a difference from reality, that is, all the characters in the illusion revolve around the protagonist.
For those who are self-centered, the illusion is heaven, and once you become the protagonist of the illusion, the whole world will change because of the protagonist's words and deeds.
Everyone is the center of the universe, because the universe is expanding, and no matter where you are, other planets are leaving you; Everyone is self-aware, no matter how humble you are or how inferior you are. The mode of thinking is based on "me".
Xia Rong is an extreme example, absolutely self-centered, unable to see—or rather not to look at the people around him; Gu Qi was on the other side, thinking objectively and noticing more people around him, but he still couldn't get out of it.
"Selflessness" is the highest state in Buddhism, and throughout the ages, there are only a few people who can really do it.
It is precisely because he does not have such a high realm and still has self-consciousness that Gu Qi feels that life in the illusion is normal and the interaction between other people and himself is a matter of course, so he can't think of anything different even if he tries his best.
Once the mind is opened. It's easy to explain - in the real world, he died, and the world went on as usual; In the illusion, he died, and the world ceased to exist.
"The way out is my death?" Gu Qi shook his head when he thought of this.
When the mind is trapped in the illusion, there is no difference between humans and plants, and when the mind is killed in the illusion, the person becomes a vegetative state (PVS). That is, stupor.
There are two main reasons for becoming a vegetative person, one is brain damage, and the other is lesions, but there is another reason that ordinary people do not know. That is to die in a fantasy world, not that there is no possibility of reawakening, but the possibility is very small.
If it wasn't your own death, what would it be?
Gu Qi lit another cigarette. Elbows on knees, silently pondering.
The big puzzle is solved, and the idea is open. He quickly came up with an answer, but his brow furrowed.
It's not your own death, it's something you will never do!
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Cui Hua and two colleagues walked into the small hotel, and the middle-aged woman who was watching TV at the reception desk immediately became nervous and looked at them with wide eyes.
"Don't worry, we're here...... Whoever chases and flees, flees...... The suspect was nearby, and we saw in the back alley that the windows of several rooms on the second floor of the hotel were open, so we took the trouble to take out the accommodation registration book and show it to us. Cui Hua showed the middle-aged woman her ID and sighed softly.
The innkeeper breathed a sigh of relief and put a blue-shelled register on the reception desk.
Another policeman showed Gu Qi's photo to the proprietress and asked, "Have you seen this person?" ”
The proprietress shook her head: "I don't know." ”
The policeman frowned, a little impatient: "I didn't ask if you knew each other, I asked if you had seen it." ”
The proprietress shook her head again: "I haven't seen it." ”
"Room 202 is occupied, why is the window open? Failure to register is subject to a fine. Cui Hua knocked on the register.
The proprietress shook her head vigorously this time, and her face almost shook off: "No one lives!" No, no one lives! ”
"Take us and take it lightly." Cui Hua said, turning his head to look at the other policeman, who immediately walked out.
The proprietress took the key and lightly took Cui Hua and another policeman upstairs to the door of room 202.
The young policeman wanted to pull out the gun, but Cui Hua pressed it, and the boss's key was inserted into the keyhole, because it was turned until the "horn" sounded.
Cui Hua immediately pulled her to the back, pushed the door in, and quickly scanned the room.
Only the slowly falling curtains moved.
Walking to the window and looking down, she saw a colleague lying on the ground, unconscious, but there was no shadow of Gu Qi.
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Gu Qi wore a hood, lowered his head, and walked down the street.
He had a clear goal this time, to do something he would never have done, but that incident made him feel very uncomfortable.
walked into a mobile phone store, spent dozens of yuan, bought a very old flip phone, put the SIM card he brought with him, and unplugged Song Zhong's phone.
"What do you have to tell me, say, if it can arouse my interest, I am willing to interview you, first say okay, if you want to play passive triangulation, you can only find my phone, not my person, and I will disappear forever from now on." Gu Qi said in a deep voice.
"You have schizophrenia." Song Zhong replied immediately.
"Tell me something I don't know, the source of the disease?" Gu Qi crossed the road and walked across the street.
Song Zhong immediately replied: "Your adoptive parents, that is, Xu Peirong's parents, ...... when you were six years old"
"Just because of that? Why should I be a police officer? Gu Qi interrupted Song Zhong's words.
"Why don't you be? Your hallucinations I used hypnosis to make you forget when you were a child, you have excellent grades, excellent ability to solve crimes, and you have never done anything to hurt others, so it should be strange not to let you be a police officer. Song Zhong said with a smile.
"I see, I hurt my head this time. There's a problem with your head again, that's why you think of that madhouse? You were helping me with the treatment, right? It's a great setting, so why don't you tell me? Gu Qi stopped a taxi and asked the driver to drive all the way forward.
"Setting? What is the setting? I didn't tell you because I was afraid that after you knew, it would make you stimulated, and you would have feelings of resistance to treatment, so I could only tell you when I came to ask me after I remembered that I was really helping you with treatment at that time, but the effect was not obvious. The older you get, the less useful psychotherapy becomes. Song Zhong sighed.
"Tell me everything you know, about my hallucinations, in detail, I'll listen." Gu Qi said, covering the phone.
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Several police cars drove out of the police station, and a large number of officers were dispatched from each nearby police station, and there were no lights or horns. Under the command of the walkie-talkie, quietly driving on the road.
Approaching the intersection, a deep voice sounded over the intercom: "Action!" ”
Sirens sounded at the same time, resounding through four streets. More than 20 police cars accelerated at the same time, rushed to the intersection, and surrounded a taxi.
"Flameout!" A policeman rushed over and yelled at the taxi driver.
The taxi driver hurriedly turned off the fire, his eyes wide. Raise your hands.
Several police officers rushed to the back door of the taxi at the same time, opened the door, and saw only empty seats. and a flip phone stuffed in the gap between the seats.
"I didn't catch it, only my phone." Huang Dafa sat in the conference room and informed everyone of the results.
"Where will he go?" Cui Hua frowned and looked at Song Zhong on the side, she was the person who knew Gu Qi best.
Song Zhong shook his head and sighed, "If his behavior pattern could be analyzed, we would have caught him a long time ago." ”
Huang Dafa suddenly sighed, closed his eyes and said, "It seems that he can only go back." ”
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In the community, the doors of all the residents were opened at the same time, and expressionless people came out of the houses and poured into the stairs.
"Finally...... Giving up on the real? The timing was just right, and to be honest, my guess was correct. Gu Qi stood at the door of the community, looking at the crowd walking towards him, the steel pipe slid from his sleeve to his hand.
He walked over and slammed the steel pipe into the head of the nearest person.
The other party fell, but more people rushed over and stretched out their hands to pull Gu Qi's clothes.
Gu Qi was like walking in a quagmire, every step was extremely difficult, but no matter how many enemies there were, even the whole world, it couldn't make him stop.
Went upstairs with difficulty, and came to the door of his house, Gu Qi threw away the steel pipe that had been bent, opened the door, and walked into the house.
"You...... What do you want? Zeng Yu protected Zeng Xue behind him, looked at Gu Qi with wide eyes, and his eyes were swollen from crying.
"Go to the bedroom, don't come out, I won't show mercy to your men." Gu Qi wiped the blood on his face and said lightly.
Whether it is a wife, a daughter, or a sister, they are all just characters, none of them are real, and if necessary, he will not hesitate to kill them, just like a real madman.
For a madman, the world is a huge madhouse.
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The back door will only be the last thing Gu Qi wants to do - kill Miao Yi!
Miao Yi stayed with him until the last moment, so the last thing he could do in the illusion was to kill Miao Yi unless he could find out the truth.
The truth is already clear, a truth that makes Gu Qi very unhappy.
He took a knife from the kitchen, sat on the sofa, picked up Miao Yi who was cowering in the corner, put it on his lap, and let its claws scratch his hand into a bloody blur.
"I'm sorry," Gu Qi's eyes were a little brighter than usual, and his voice was much colder than usual: "I'll let them pay it back a thousand times!" ”-
(To be continued......)
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