87_87408 Chapter 95 It never existed

I was interrupted from my thoughts, and then Zhang Yu poured the wine from the cup back into the bottle. I found that the bottle was still empty.

I frowned and looked at the empty bottle, but Zhang Yu shook the bottle and said, "Actually, this is a kind of magical glass, it looks like there is nothing on the outside, but in fact there is a small film inside." ”

I nodded thoughtfully and said, "Can I have a glass of your new wine?" ”

Zhang Yu poured a glass of white wine and came out, which was in the cup just now. Then push it to me.

I picked up the glass and put it to my lips, but for some reason, I couldn't get the wine to my lips.

Zhang Yu said: "You still can't drink my wine." ”

I said, "Why." As I said this, I suddenly pressed the cup to my mouth, but there seemed to be another force in my hand, holding my hand and not letting me put it down. At the same time, the lips are as if they are sealed, and there is no way to open them.

Zhang Yu said: "People who drink are all worried, or they are not satisfied. ”

I nodded thoughtfully, but the power in my hand was gone. Instead of choosing to drink, put the glass down.

Zhang Yu said: "When you want to drink, come to me again." ”

Chen Yanlu came back soon, still carrying a lunch box in his hand, and he looked at Zhang Yang's gaze strangely. Before I could tell the difference, I was pulled back into the room by Chenyan Lu.

After eating, I went to take a shower. The water from the shower hit my forehead, the ends of my hair, and slid down my cheek collarbone.

The hot water made me feel a little more real.

When I wrapped the towel in the quilt, Chenyan Lu hugged me tightly, and my body was hot like a charcoal fire.

After the flame burned, I gasped and hugged Chenyanlu's waist, and then fell into a deep sleep.

Life seems to have been fixed, although Zhang Yu has not been here for a long time, but he has completely integrated into our lives.

Xia Bing moved to me and stayed in the room next door to Zhang Yu.

In the blink of an eye, three months have passed.

Finally, it was time for my wedding with Chenyan Lu.

The white wedding dress looks like a dream.

The carpet under my feet was incomparably soft, and I stepped on my high heels, carefully walking every step.

Chenyan Lu's broad palm, holding my hand, the two of us walked in front of the witnesses.

The witnesses looked at me and Chenyan Lu with a smile, and then solemnly began the old and sacred set of inquiries on the wedding, but not at all boring.

"Mr. Chenyanlu, would you like to take Miss Homi as your wife? From now on, whether she is sick or healthy, you must take good care of her and stay by her side for the rest of your life. ”

Chenyanlu nodded, looked at me gently, and said, "I do." “

Through the faint white scarf, there seems to be a trace of crystal in the corner of Chenyanlu's eyes. A strange feeling suddenly rose in my heart.

The witness continued: "Miss Homi......"

I turned my head abruptly and looked at the dense crowd of people in the audience, all of whom were smiling and looking at me and Chenyanlu, and then whispering.

Those are my friends with Chenyan Lu, and they are all blessing us.

But I feel that all the people below are extremely illusory.

Zhang Yu and Xia Bing held hands and stood at the front. Xia Bing nodded at me. Zhang Yu is smiling.

"Miss Homi, you are willing to marry Mr. Chenyanlu. From now on, whether he is sick or healthy, he will be with him......"

"I don't want to ......," I pulled down the scarf on my head, tears sliding down the corners of my eyes.

looked at Chenyanlu's face and said word by word: "I'm sorry, Chenyanlu, I can't marry you." ”

As I finished saying this, the world in front of me suddenly changed.

The crowd around them, and the world of the church, began to tear and twist.

In the end, the only ones left were me and Chenyan Lu.

The two of us stood in front of the bar at the bar, and Chenyan looked at me with a somewhat pale face.

I looked at the two glasses of wine on the bar. A trembling voice said, "Chenyanlu, it's all a dream, we should wake up......"

Chenyan said in a dry voice, "Why don't you want to let the dream continue?" ”

As soon as Chenyanlu's words fell, the world in front of me changed again, and I stood in the church again, and Chenyanlu looked closely into my eyes.

I looked at the group of people in the audience, but it seemed to see an empty shadow.

I still shook my head, and then the world changed again to the bar, inside our bar.

The dim light, through the wine glass, emitted a faint wave, reflecting on Chenyanlu's face, extremely gloomy and lonely.

Chenyan Lu has not been by my side all this time.

Although we have been together for so many years, including eating and sleeping together, climbing together, and going to the sea together, all of them have rarely been separated.

But now, when I think about it, I feel like those things are like a dream. Gradually, it faded from my mind.

What is getting clearer and clearer is that seven years ago, the seven-year dream.

Zhang Yu's words reverberated in my mind.

I said to Chenyanlu, "Chenyanlu, let the dream wake up." ”

Morning study dew was hugged by my body, and tears welled up wildly.

I picked up the glass and put it to my lips.

This time, without any blocking force, the white liquor entered the throat. It turned into a cool breath and burrowed into my body.

I felt like my whole body was getting a lot heavier. After the blur of vision, it became clear again.

It's still the bar, it's still the same location, I'm holding an empty wine glass, and a woman with white hair is quietly looking at me.

I turned my head and looked at Chenyan Lu, who was also holding a wine glass on the side.

His body trembled, and his eyes closed as if they would open at any moment.

The white-haired woman's voice came to my ears erratically: "You are awake, and he will be awake too." ”

I looked at her with a pale face, holding a bottle of white liquid in her hand.

Inside, it's all new sake.

Zhang Yu disappeared, I looked at the white-haired woman and asked, "What about Zhang Yu?" ”

The white-haired woman shook her head and said, "If you don't get drunk, everyone gets drunk." This dream, only you are willing to wake up. ”

I stared blankly at the white-haired woman, then looked around at all the settings in the bar.

But it felt extremely familiar, as if every decoration in it was arranged by me.

This bar is the bar of my dreams. New Wine Bar.

The white-haired woman handed me a small sign.

But it was picked up by a wide palm.

I looked at the tear-eyed Chenyanlu, but Chenyanlu looked at me with difficulty and said, "I'm sorry, I want to keep you selfishly." ”

On this sign, there are four words written that the business is temporarily closed.

After being weathered, the brand has left traces of time, as if it had gone through many years.

The handwriting on it is incredibly familiar. I looked blankly at the white-haired woman and said, "Why? ”

The white-haired woman shook her head and said, "The reality and the dream are in an instant, and all the decisions are up to you." ”

I shook my head and said, "I don't want this right......"

Stumbled out of the bar. There was no one chasing me, but I still felt like I was on the run.

Escape to the ends of the world, to the ends of the earth.

Morning Ryu chased after me.

As I ran, I felt a sudden feeling of nausea in my chest. I couldn't help but half-kneel on the ground and vomit violently.

Morning Yanlu caught up with me and patted me on the back nervously.

I coughed and cried, tears hitting the ground in big drops.

The dream woke up, and the dream should have woken up a long time ago. From the moment I saw Morning Yanlu's eyes, it was time to wake up from this dream.

I'm hoping for extravagance, because I don't want Xia Bing to die, so in my dream, there is Xia Bing.

And then Zhang Yu is the real Zhang Yu, Chen Yanlu, or Chen Yanlu.

The three of us had the same dream.

The time in the dream may be a moment of reality.

"Thank you for giving me seven years of good time. ”

I shook my head and said with difficulty, "I really almost couldn't wake up, Chenyan Lu, you are so selfish." ”

Chenyanlu hugged me tightly, and said in an excited voice, "Homi, will you marry me?" ”

I was retching again. I fainted when my brain was dizzy.

When I woke up, I found myself in a hospital bed. There was a faint voice in my ears.

"You said that you are a big man, and your wife didn't know that she was three months pregnant, and you let her go without eating for so long. If something happens, it's too late for you to regret it......" was the voice of a somewhat chattering middle-aged woman.

I struggled to open my eyes, only to find that there were only Chenyan Lu and a middle-aged female doctor in the ward.

The middle-aged woman looked at Chen Yanlu with a pale face, and kept counting and saying, "Now I need to be hospitalized for observation, the child's mother is very weak, and she needs to take care of it." ”

She said, turning her head to look at me and saying, "Huh? Are you awake? Well, now that you're awake, I'll tell you both. People in their twenties are always responsible for themselves, do you know that you are three months pregnant? ”

I was dazed, my head buzzed, and then whatever she said, it was busy, and it didn't linger in my head for a moment.

When it was just me and Morning Yanlu in the room, I stared blankly at the ceiling, thinking that this should be a dream.

When I woke up, all the qiē, the dreams within the dreams, the real dreams, all the things didn't happen.

Will I get pregnant? When I was in my dream, I did have a relationship with Chenyan Lu. But isn't that a dream?

I looked at Chenyan Lu with a pale face and said, "Why? ”

Chen Yanlu shook his head, and the confusion in his eyes became even stronger.

I was in the hospital for three days, and I was tested for I don't know how many.

Holding a thick list, the whole person is blank.

Chenyan Lu said, "Hommy, let's get married." ”

I shook my head, tears rolling down the corners of my eyes, and then said in a trembling voice, "Chenyan Lu, I don't want to see you now." ”

Things in dreams are like being completely out of touch with the real world.

Fifteen years later, the memories of me in that dream and my memories of the past seven years are completely confused.

I struggled to get up, unplugged the tube that was inserted in the back of my hand, got up, got out of bed, and left the hospital.

Chenyan Lu followed closely behind me, ignoring him, he still had a thermos box in his hand.

I know what's inside.

It's my favorite purple summer porridge in my dream.

I want to figure out what this qiē is all about.

After leaving the hospital, I immediately took a taxi and told the driver about the street where the new liquor bar was located.

The driver drove over the route I said, but there was an open space.

Not to mention bars, not even a house, not a street.

The driver looked at me with a frown and said, "Girl, are you mistaken, this place has been an empty space for a long time." ”

I got out of the car with a pale face and looked at the clearing, as if all the cognition in my mind had been overturned.

There was another sound of brakes, and Chenyanlu anxiously got out of the car, holding a piece of clothing, and draped it over my body.

He was about to speak, but he was stunned.

Looking at the open space in front of him, his expression was extremely dazed.

That street, gone.

No, it never existed