Love after marriage: Qin Fei gets himself (27)
Qin Muyan doesn't love you, I'll love you, Qin Muyan can't give you a warm and down-to-earth home, I'll give it.
This is a sincere and simple sentence for Gu Yufei, there is no exaggerated romance, no show-off tenderness, just a very simple telling her that what she lacked in the relationship of unrequited love in the past eleven years of unrequited love, what was left behind, he could let her have it immediately.
If it was five years ago, maybe Gu Yufei would still insist on loving someone like a moth to a fire, but now, she really needs a warmth, a warm home, a husband who knows cold and hot, of course, first of all, he must be able to accept Qingqing and like Qingqing.
Obviously, Lin Qifan is in line with all of this.
Gu Yufei lowered his head, looked at his hands that were gently clasped at the conference table, and then stretched out his ten fingers, looking at his nails, not knowing what he was thinking. looked directly at his finger for a long time before he suddenly smiled: "Brother Lin, do you know why I have never been able to let go of him for so many years?" Wheel"
Lin Qifan looked at her, did not speak, and waited quietly for her to continue.
"Actually, even I don't know why, people say that there is no reason to really fall in love with someone, maybe Qin Muyan is not the best man, including my brother, he can't be said to be the most perfect man, everyone will have shortcomings, everyone will have their own attachments, I used to think that as long as I stood by his side and walked with him like this, it was enough to go on with him, until I was pregnant, until I got married, until Qingqing was born, I didn't know that it was such a painful thing to fall in love with someone who didn't love you."
As she spoke, she gently gathered the fingers of her hands, clenched them into fists, raised her eyes, and looked into Lin Qifan's calm eyes: "Love or not love is a kind of torment, let go of the pain of cutting flesh, and my life in the past two years of marriage is too peaceful, I am almost numb to be calm, I feel that it is enough to go down with Qingqing alone...... Ga"
"And now? Do you suddenly say so much that means that you are willing to waver? He asked.
Gu Yufei shook his head with a smile, paused again, then nodded hesitantly, and finally suddenly sighed helplessly: "I don't know either." ”
"I'm just ......," she looked up at him, "I'm tired." ”
Lin Qifan looked at her clearly: "So, your exhaustion is also the opportunity for me to take advantage of the void?" ”
Gu Yufei laughed "poof", raised his hand to pull the hair that fell on his face to the back of his head, leaned back in the chair with a smile, and looked at Lin Qifan, who was always calm and impatient: "We are not young, and sure enough, even talking about things like feelings can be like a symposium, you are right...... The best of my innocent days have really slipped away. ”
Then she laughed again, pulled her hair, stroked her smooth forehead, and said with a smile, "It's a pity." ”
Lin Qifan just looked at her, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, patiently listening to her nagging alone.
He knew that whenever Gu Yufei encountered some problems, she would suddenly talk more, just like now, a person muttered a lot of irrelevant words to herself, and she would not be quiet until she figured it out herself.
After a while, Gu Yufei stopped laughing, just leaned back in the chair and looked at Lin Qifan's eyes: "Like I said, it's really painful to fall in love with someone who doesn't love you." Since you think it was a mistake for me to choose Qin Muyan, isn't it a mistake for you to choose me now? ”
"We're different."
"What's the difference? It's not all so bloody to fall in love with someone who doesn't love themselves, haha, it's like the plot of Qiong Yao's novel in the nineties! ”
Lin Qifan looked at her first, then stood up, walked over, stood behind her seat, slowly leaned down, put his hands on her shoulders, lowered his head and said softly not far from her ear: "What you chose is a person who desperately wants to escape." And what I choose is a woman who has experienced vicissitudes of life, wants to have a warm home, and wants to have a home of her own. ”
A warm home......
Gu Yufei lowered his head, looked at his palms, and saw that his palms were hot, so he hooked his lips and did not refute.
Yes, two years of marriage, two years of strangeness, she no longer has any hopes and illusions about this marriage and the eleven years of love, she just wants to live with Qingqing in a down-to-earth and peaceful manner, Lin Qifan gave her one more choice.
"Are you serious?" She wasn't too subtle or coquettish, but looked back at him directly.
Lin Qifan raised his eyebrows: "What do you think?" When was I someone who liked to joke about this kind of thing? ”
Gu Yufei didn't speak, just pondered for a while before quietly saying, "Give me some time to think about it, Brother Lin." ”
When he said this, even Gu Yufei didn't expect that he would be so simple if he wanted to empathize and say goodbye to love, there was no superfluous nonsense at all, and he talked for a long time, but the result was that he just needed some time to think about it.
Really, a few years ago, she would never have wavered in the slightest.
But now, maybe people will really change, in the helpless vicissitudes of life, many things that we once deeply believed in, in the end, began to change and no longer be so certain.
Is her love not strong enough? Eleven years, almost half of her life.
No, no matter how persistent a person is, he will be tired, and he will not give up the things that he refuses to give up, when we always desperately pull the hand that we are holding it begins to hurt, the wound begins to fester, and it will eventually loosen.
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Two days later, after work on Friday, because Ah Duo called in the afternoon, saying that she and Dai Li had taken Qingqing to the amusement park, she planned to drive directly to the playground to pick them up.
Lin Qifan originally planned to invite her to dinner, but knowing that she was going to pick up the child, he patted the passenger seat next to him and asked her to take his car to the playground.
Qingqing has always liked Lin Qifan very much, and often Uncle Lin is long and Uncle Lin is short, thinking that Qingqing has indeed not seen him for a long time, so he didn't refuse, and got into his car directly.
When I arrived at the playground, I saw Qingqing, who was sweating all over her head, was hugged out by Ah Duo, as soon as she saw Lin Qifan, Qingqing waved her fat little hand at him very obediently, and when she was carried into the car, she was tired of Gu Yufei's arms, turned her head and smiled and said to Lin Qifan, who was looking at her with doting eyes: "Uncle Lin is good!" ”
"Well, Xiao Qingqing is getting more and more sensible." Lin Qifan reached out and touched her head, and when he turned around, he saw Ah Duo and Dai Li also sitting in the car, so he turned his head to look at Gu Yufei: "Send you home directly?" ”
Gu Yufei lowered her head and pinched her daughter's little nose and asked, "Baby, Uncle Lin is responsible for driving us home today, you say, should we leave Uncle Lin at home for dinner?" ”
"Yes!" Qingqing doesn't understand the politeness and politeness between adults very well, just listening to her mother's tone, she knows to answer this word.
Listening to the little girl's crisp word "want", Lin Qifan immediately smiled and said, "What? Leave me for dinner? Wouldn't that be bothering Ah Duo and Dai Liduo to prepare a dinner again? Why don't you give them a vacation tonight and we go eat out? ”
"They did take a vacation tonight." Gu Yufei hugged her daughter upward, took out wet towels to wipe the sweat on Qingqing's head, face and neck, and said while wiping it carefully: "I'll cook dinner today, you haven't tasted my craft for so many years, and today is just for you to taste." ”
"Then I'm really flattered!" Lin Qifan looked forward to it, started the car with a smile, and drove towards their residence.
After returning to the residence, Qingqing was carried up by Ah Duo to take a bath, changed into clean clothes, Gu Yufei cleaned up, and let Lin Qifan do it casually in the living room, she put on the cooking skirt herself, and went into the kitchen.
Listening to the orderly sound of chopping vegetables from the kitchen, when Dai Li took the washed fruit and the coffee of the new plant to the coffee table, Lin Qifan asked casually: "She often cooks and eats by herself?" ”
Dai Li shook her head: "My wife rarely cooks and eats by herself, I heard that she never knew how to cook before, and we only learned today that my wife can cook, I guess I learned it a few years ago, Ah Duo and I have only lived with my wife for two years, and I don't know much about some things." ”
Lin Qifan nodded, he remembered that when Yufei first came to the United States, he couldn't even cook noodles by himself, why is it so easy to listen to her voice of chopping vegetables now, it seems that he has indeed practiced.
Time can really change a lot of things, Lin Qifan smiled.
About an hour later, Dai Li and Ah Duo went into the kitchen to bring out the three dishes and one soup made by Gu Yufei and put them on the table.
Just when the two of them were sitting at the dining table and chatting, there was a sudden sound of brakes outside, and Gu Yufei heard the sound of the car, and instinctively turned his head to look outside.
I saw that outside the floor-to-ceiling window of Nuoda, the black Bentley belonging to Qin Muyan stopped in the courtyard in front of the villa.
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[What will happen...... Will the next chapter be wonderful? Qingqing is about to see a swollen dad pinch? 】
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