86_86322 sent such a single chapter.,It's probably to chat.,Say something.,It's a little embarrassing to chat.,And I've been thinking about it for a long time.

I want to be honest and honest, in fact, I am a person with obsessive-compulsive disorder. These days, insomnia and jet lag can't be adjusted, mostly because of him. In my now exhausted body, he has eaten away again. I'm always compulsively thinking about it, and suddenly a thought comes to my head, something or something that is everyday and I think about it. Or repeatedly recall some inconsequential things, infinite loops, and you can't get out of it when you die. The content of these ideas had no practical meaning, and I tried my best to resist them, only to explode more and more.

Or, when I'm thinking about it, the thoughts that come up in my head will make me think of many, many very bad things, lying in bed, thinking about it as a night, with my eyes open until dawn. It's not that I don't have energy, it's that most of the experiences I spend on.

At a very young age, I had the rudiments of obsessive-compulsive disorder, yes, every time I went out, obviously the door was closed, I would come back and check it several times, and every time I went in to change my slippers, I had to turn around and touch the sneakers a few times, so that they were more complete. Every time I put on a dress, I have to follow a specific order, and if the order is not right, I take it off and put it on from the beginning. Passing by a place, it didn't matter, but I looked back a few times......

When it came time to face the entrance exams, I was very young, but I tried to lose sleep all night, and I spent a night in the hallway, and I tried to talk to my family...... But they don't have much of a culture like you. Scold me for being insane and thinking crankily. On the strictest occasion, I tried to be overwhelmed by my own forced thinking, and hit the wall with my head for more than an hour, very helpless, but no one could help me, so I could only cry by myself.

Ever since I said it and been scolded, I had to hide it. Fortunately, I understood it and knew that it was obsessive-compulsive disorder. Later, the family finally got the hang of it...... Took me to see a so-called psychiatrist, but I didn't mention it again, just prescribed medication, and described OCD as depression, and I almost became fat after taking medicine. When I was older, I came into contact with some Taoist things, and while I practiced, I tried to use Taoist ideas to fight him. All along, the adjustment is not bad.

It's just that after this operation, he should be physically and mentally weak, and his mood and body are not as good as before. Sometimes I lay in bed all night, and I didn't close my eyes, and his energy was consumed. I knew I shouldn't have done this, but I couldn't help it, and I even thought of him and my family. It seems that I don't want to, what will happen if I don't break it, and I think of misfortune. So...... Pierced in the underbelly, I can only obey this demon.

More or less, modern people have some obsessive personality, but not strictly, unlike me. This question has bothered me for a long time, and it has made me afraid to find a partner. Because obsessive-compulsive disorder and depression are genetically inherited, the most famous, there is a Cui Yongyuan, his mother can't sleep, he can't sleep, and his daughter can't sleep.

But I will never give up, the book is writing, and I am still persevering, I have not yet given in, I have survived so many storms last year, and I can't be defeated by myself. Next month, go to the registration to see a psychiatristIf there is a psychiatrist in the book friend, you might as well give me some advice......

And before I put it on the shelves, it should be one change a day, and if the condition is good, there will be two changes, and I am trying to adjust it...... After discussing with the editor, Marven agreed very tolerantly. As for saying that someone left me a message on QQ, saying that they were worried about me being a eunuch, or running away to other websites. I want to say that before Zhu Youshi finishes the book, these worries are all meaningless, since I have written it, I will try my best to write it well, unless the results of the book after it is put on the shelves are unsightly, and the website wants to cut me, then I can't ...... it.

And,This also has an advantage.,It's that it can be put on the shelves later.,Friends who like it.,You can browse more free chapters.,And I can also drag the number of words.,One more a day.,I'll do my best to complete it.。

Besides, some old readers have left me a message on QQ recently, please forgive me, at this time, it's not that I don't want to reply, but I don't have the energy to reply......

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