162 Virgo: It's hard to forgive someone

It's been half a year since graduation, Lin Mo realized that he was in a mess, half a year passed in the blink of an eye, when he took the bus, he met his college classmates, and now he is a little white-collar worker, with a capable hairstyle, seeing her, with a little excitement in his eyes.

"Lin Mo, what a coincidence, I met you here" Lin Mo smiled indifferently at her, but someone screamed like a sudden explosion in her ears, "By the way, Lu Yifan didn't go to Shanghai, he was here, I saw him a few days ago." ”

Lin Mo stood on the bus, holding the railing and stagnating, there were many people walking bustling on the road in front, suddenly a sudden brake, Lin Mo was shaken backwards by inertia, and his arm was scratched by a barb on the car that he didn't know where, and suddenly there was a red blood mark on his arm.

"Oops." It was the voice of her classmate, she stood there, watching her classmate take out a tissue in her bag in a hurry, the feeling seemed to be not her, she was like a bystander, until she saw her classmate's gaze on her arm holding the pendant, she looked for it, only to find that her arm was bleeding, and only then did she feel the pain.

"Are you alright?" The classmate turned his face to look at the driver hatefully, and then gently wiped the color on her arm with a tissue, it felt very warm, just like the blood she was bleeding at the moment, if it wasn't for the bright red blood that flowed out, she really thought she was dead.

In the light, her forehead with a slight bead of sweat was shining, Lin Mo hugged her classmate's waist with her hand, and put her head on her shoulder, she saw a big smile on the corner of her classmate's mouth, "No wonder Lu Yifan likes you, you are so dear." Give a feeling. ”

Lin Mo should have laughed, but when he heard this, his heart was extremely bitter, like an overflowing container, about to drip water.

Lin Mo leaned on her back, remembering the matter of squeezing the bus with Lu Yifan, when she was not sitting, Lu Yifan would always put her hand on her waist, on the bumpy car, every time. Due to inertia when carrying her outward. I can feel that Lu Yifan's powerful arm is bent back, it is very safe, even if he squeezes the bus together, there will be a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Thinking about this. The corners of Lin Mo's eyes were a little sour. I heard the bus stop in a trance. At the next stop, he was about to get off the train, Lin Mo sniffed, smiled and said, "Thank you." I've always had a poor sense of balance, and I can't stop at the bus stop. ”

"It's okay, your arm is okay." Her gaze fell faintly on Lin Mo's arm, and then fell on Lin Mo's face, and asked, "Didn't you rest?" The eyes are red. ”

"Oh, I'm tired all day, I just took a nap on your back and had a little dream." Lin Mo said with a smile.

The classmate laughed twice, and in her laughter, Lin Mo felt a woman's appreciation, but she felt that it seemed to be her own illusion, how could such a self be appreciated by others.

Jumped out of the car, waved goodbye to his classmates, and heard his classmates smile and say "bye-bye." ”

In fact, when she heard the name Lu Yifan, her heart still couldn't help but throb, yes, once, they were also a couple envied by others in college.

In the past, every weekend, in order to kill time, Lu Yifan would take her to travel around, and spend time on the road, they held hands, walked on the wide boulevard and enjoyed the scenery along the road, she chattered with Lu Yifan about some things that there were and didn't, Lu Yifan smiled and listened to her childish words, the weather was very hot, but they always held hands from the beginning to the end, the time was very fast, the two chatted like that, and they arrived at the place.

"Already there? How far have we come, are you tired!" Lu Yifan always asked with concern.

Lin Mo shook her head with a smile, the starlight in her eyes was shining, Lu Yifan always looked at her with a smile, handed over the water in the bag, and let her drink.

Walking home, Lin Mo turned on the light, nestled on the sofa, and didn't want to move.

She remembered that Lu Yifan walked to her side very quietly, his steps were very light, probably because she listened with her ears pricked up, or knew that he was standing in front of her, she was nestled up, without saying a word, with her back to him, lying like this.

She sat up suddenly, looking at Lu Yifan about to say something, her lips trembled, but her eyes gradually moistened, tears stored in her red eyes, as if she was going to drip blood in the next second, looking at Lu Yifan was a little distressed, but after a few seconds, she lay down again, and finally didn't say a word.

I don't know, who has ever said that Virgo girls have cleanliness, either physical or psychological, compared to physical, Lin Mo seems to have more spiritual cleanliness, she can't accept Lu Yifan's cheating, it seems that from the moment he cheated, her feelings for him were imperceptible.

Remember those photos? Lu Yifan washed out all the photos of them playing together, in the silent night, alone, looking at the photos, crying and laughing for a while, like a fool.

Half a year, the wound still hasn't healed, when she hears Lu Yifan's name, her heart will swell slightly, when she sees Lu Yifan's face, her heart seems to be a rising tide, and when the tide rises, the pain makes it difficult for her to breathe, so when facing Lu Yifan, she is mostly silent, and she doesn't even look at him.

The future they had fantasized about at the beginning, now, like a gorgeous and easy bubble, gently poked, with vows, fantasies, and dreams, all come to naught.

"Where does the time go, and I get old before I cherish it." Humming softly, listening to the time like a falling leaf slowly, slowly falling from the branches, did Lu Yifan decide to give up, yes, he hasn't been here for a month.

Hearing his words again, it was from the mouth of a classmate, in fact, in the past six months, she didn't know if Lu Yifan had a job, and she didn't know what kind of work he had if he had a job. At his urging, she moved and walked over to eat.

seems to have learned from the last time she drank porridge, Lu Yifan always waits for the dishes to be less hot, and brings them to the table, Lin Mo always eats quietly, without saying a word, the atmosphere is extremely depressing, she can feel Lu Yifan's gradually lost feelings, she wants to open her mouth to say something, but every time she looks up, she speaks in her throat, and tears unconsciously want to flow down.

This silence finally angered Lu Yifan, he broke out silently, and the way of the outbreak was like this, withdrawing from her sight, in the silent night, I couldn't smell his breath, the room was big and empty, and in countless sleepless nights, I finally fell asleep in a daze, and I would wake up suddenly. (To be continued......) R1292