vs 48 The heart is too soft
The Spring Festival of 94 came silently, although Zhao Guodong invited Kong Yue to his home to watch the Spring Festival Gala, but the thin-faced Kong Yue still refused Zhao Guodong's warm invitation.
Approaching the Spring Festival, every household is in their own home, unless the relationship is clear, no one will recklessly run to other people's homes to stay, and Kong Yue does not want the relationship between himself and Zhao Guodong to be completely exposed in front of the factory people, although many factory people, including the two families, have recognized the relationship between the two lovers.
On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Zhao Guodong spent an unusually quiet Spring Festival at the police station of the Development Zone, except for Zhu Xingwen accompanied Lu Weihong, secretary of the county party committee, and Mao Daolin, the county magistrate, to visit the police officers on duty at the police station of the Development Zone, there was nothing else.
Zhao Guodong sat bored in the office of the management committee, the first year of junior high school was the police station to lead the class, and the second year of junior high school should be his turn to be the deputy director to lead the class in the management committee, a class of three people, a leader or a cadre plus two staff, the main job is to guard the phone, or to receive the visiting masses, but this is the New Year, even if the people who have reacted to things, they will not choose this time to find bad luck.
A figure lingered outside the door for a long time, until the staff on duty felt a little strange and walked out of the door to find that it was a beautiful girl.
"Who are you looking for?"
"May I ask if Zhao Guodong is here?"
"Are you looking for Director Zhao? He's here, Director Zhao, someone is looking for him! ”
Zhao Guodong was so idle that his whole body was itching, and he heard someone looking for him, so he ran out in three steps and two steps, "Who?" Xiaojin? ”
As soon as his pace slowed, Zhao Guodong's face also changed several times, and finally turned into a calm face, "It's Xiaojin, come, come in." ”
No matter what happened before, after all, they were still in love, and the sour feelings filled Zhao Guodong's heart, although Tang Jin tried his best to maintain natural generosity, but both parties who were too familiar with each other were aware of each other's mood at the same time.
Tang Jin took a deep breath, and then walked around Zhao Guodong's office.
A pot of cloud bamboo on the gorgeous and exquisite desk, a row of books in a row of bookcases behind him, a set of sofas are generously placed in front of the desk, bright windows, elegant curtains, and a spacious view outside the window all show Tang Jin that the little country policeman in the past was reborn in only one year.
Tang Jin didn't know how he could get on the car and come to Jiangkou, Zhao Guodong's work changes did not hide from her for long, in fact, after Zhao Guodong's Anyuan University that night, she quickly learned about Zhao Guodong's current situation through the classmates of the police college.
"You seem to be living a good life now, don't you?" Tang Jin walked around the room before he said slowly.
"Xiao Jin, didn't you come here to talk about this today?" Zhao Guodong spread his hands and said with a wry smile.
"Why not? I just want to know how you were able to come out of the world in this year, and why did you act so plain in front of our family? Tang Jin's cheeks flushed, his eyes were like torches, staring at Zhao Guodong, and his proud jaw was slightly raised, like a fighting waiting for battle.
"What do you want me to say? In May, the bureau appointed me as the head of the Jiangmiao police station, and in October, the new police station in the development zone was built, and I participated in the competition, and then went on, but in view of the complicated public security situation in the development zone, in order to strengthen the rectification and management of the social security environment in the development zone, the police station chief was asked to join the management committee team, and I became the deputy director in a daze, and it was as simple as that. ”
Zhao Guodong's smile was also full of helplessness and bitterness, and his career was smooth sailing in the eyes of outsiders and even Tang Jin, but only he knew the inner crisis.
The May deadline is approaching, and if we do not come up with some decent results in May, it can be said that the Jiangkou Development Zone is very likely to become the first batch of targets to be laid off, even if Zhu Guoping and Hua Xingyun's factory construction plan is rolled out after the year, it is still far from enough.
A development zone with only a few enterprises and an investment of only 20 or 30 million yuan, not to mention Huayang and Wangtang, which have long exceeded 100 million yuan in development zones, is also far from the development zones in Lushan, Guanghe, Yuntai, and even Changjin and Meixian, and how to get rid of the fate of being laid off is what Zhao Guodong is most concerned about at the moment.
"It's as simple as that? Do you dare to say that you don't have anyone else to help you? Tang Jin was aggressive, and his tone was even more aggressive.
Zhao Guodong has become accustomed to being only in front of Tang Jin, which he didn't even notice himself, as long as Tang Jin gets angry, Zhao Guodong will retreat and tolerate it unconsciously.
"Xiao Jin, what do you want to know?" Zhao Guodong sat on the sofa.
"I want to know that since you are so familiar with Director Liu, why don't you let him transfer you back to the city? Even if you don't want to go back to the city, why don't you tell me that you have such a close 'friend' with my family? Tang Jinying's lips were like fire, and every word was not far from the point.
Zhao Guodong was silent for a long time before he said silently: "Xiao Jin, I also met Liu Ju by chance, not the Austrian aid you imagined, maybe his existence helped me intentionally or unintentionally, but I didn't ask him to do anything at work." As for not telling you and your family, do you think that the two of us have no relationship and can continue to socialize, just because I didn't tell you and your family that I have a close relationship with the executive deputy director of the Municipal Public Security Bureau? ”
This heart-wrenching sentence immediately made Tang Jin feel like thunder, and tears flashed in his beautiful crystal eyes.
"Zhao Guodong, do you have a conscience? Could it be that if you tell me about my family, this relationship will tarnish our relationship? But have you ever experienced the care and love of parents and friends for their children? You are in Jiangmiao, I am in the city, 80 kilometers apart, it takes more than two hours by car, in the case of my parents, relatives and friends do not know you, do you say they can not object? Are you so noble that you even hesitate to show your advantages so that my parents can rest assured that they will hand me over to you? ”
Zhao Guodong took a deep breath, the curtain of the past was rising, who can forget the first love? It's like the image stored in the corner of the mind, as soon as you touch it, it will pass back in front of your eyes, maybe you are really wrong, but can you start again?
"Xiao Jin, I remember that we once agreed, persistence, persistence is victory, but the words are still in my ears, but there is no choice but to fall, I think we have all worked hard, but maybe not sincere enough, maybe not enough persistence, the matter has come to this, what can I say?"
Zhao Guodong's words are also infinitely sad, and the unforgettable paragraph ends like this? Why do you always dream back, why do you always fantasize that Tang Jin can return to his arms? Is the old love unforgettable or is the man's selfish possessiveness at work?
"You mean we're going to say goodbye, like passers-by?" Tang Jin put away the surging feelings and said in a deep voice.
"So what else can we do? Luo Shi has a husband, what can I do? Zhao Guodong let out a long breath and shook his head.
Tang Jin's originally hot heart gradually calmed down, she could see the depression between Zhao Guodong's eyebrows, but how could she say what she thought in her heart?
When the sister-in-law asked about the progress between herself and Jiang Weicai, she felt a little strange, and then under her own questioning, the sister-in-law said the scene she saw in Xicuiyuan, and the whole family was silent, and even the eyes of the father and mother, who had always been resolutely opposed, became hesitant, especially when they learned that there was no progress in the relationship between themselves and Jiang Weicai.
"Gordon, Kuodong!"
As soon as Kong Yue pushed open the office door, she realized that something was wrong, the beautiful girl in front of her seemed to be expecting something with red and swollen eyes, but Zhao Guodong was stunned.
"Satsuki?"
Xiao Jin, Xiao Yue? Tang Jin only felt that she had been punched hard in the chest, and the pain was so painful that she almost fainted, but she knew that at this time, she must not retreat, she must not be weak, let alone lose her temper, and the inexplicable anger made her hold back her sadness and pain and stare at the other party, "Guodong, it seems that it is not Luo Fu Youfu, but the king and the wife, Zhao Guodong, I really didn't misunderstand you!" ”
Zhao Guodong didn't expect the two girls to meet in such a way, so embarrassing and depressed.
"Xiao Jin, this is Xiao Yue." Zhao Guodong tried to stabilize his mind and make his expression more natural, as if he didn't hear the sarcasm in Tang Jin's words, "Xiaoyue, this is my classmate, Tang Jin." ”
Kong Yue's originally soft gaze suddenly became sharp, and no girl would flinch in such a situation, especially when she found that the other party was showing off her hostility like a peacock on the screen.
"Guodong, are you a classmate of the police college?"
"Gordon, is this your high school classmate or junior high school classmate? Textile mills? ”
The contempt in Tang Jin's words suddenly stimulated Kong Yue, "Guodong, what's the matter with her?" Your former girlfriend? ”
"It was, and it is!" Tang Jin did not show weakness, I don't know what made her full of high morale all of a sudden, at least she must not fall behind in front of such a factory worker.
"And now? How did I not know? Kong Yue had a contemptuous smile on her face, she had seen the woman in front of her, of course, in the photo, and she had also vaguely heard about this girl from Zhao Deshan's mouthless mouth, and she didn't know why she broke up more than half a year ago before she and Zhao Guodong got along.
"Who are you, you need to know?" Seeing the contempt on the other party's face, Tang Jin's fighting spirit was even higher, even if he and Zhao Guodong really broke up, it would not be the turn of a factory girl to show off her power in front of her.
"I don't need outsiders to know who I am, it's enough for Gordon and myself to know." Kong Yue had never found that her words had become so sharp.
"Hmph, this sentence should be right for me, where were you when I was good with Guodong?" A sneer appeared at the corner of Tang Jin's mouth, "Want to take advantage of the emotional crisis between me and Guodong to make a fuss?" Dream! ”
Kong Yue was shocked, but then she calmed down and said, "Emotional crisis? Will there be a crisis in real feelings? It's better to give up sooner if you can't stand the test. ”
Pierced in the wound by Kong Yue's words, Tang Jin took a deep breath and said fiercely: "If you don't even have a relationship that has had ups and downs, then it's not love!" ”
"Really? Is this the maxim you invented? Kong Yue's eyes were bright, "Is it true that every pair of lovers has to hurt each other to the point that they are bruised all over their bodies to be called appreciative love?" What a joke! ”
Zhao Guodong only looked helplessly at the two girls in front of him, one was an ex-girlfriend but was still broken, and the other was a current girlfriend, he felt for the first time that beautiful women seemed to be born enemies.
"Guodong, you tell her, who am I? Can you deny that you don't have me in your heart? Tang Jin's eyes were blazing, and all the veils were lifted.
"Very well, I would also like to hear Guodong's explanation of this matter." Kong Yue was not to be outdone, and was supple on the surface, but she could not retreat and tolerate this major issue of right and wrong.
Zhao Guodong, who was speechless, looked at the two girls in front of him with a dull gaze, he knew that at this time, he could only hurt one girl to win the other girl, and trying to curry favor with both ends would only make both girls leave him, but he was a little at a loss who to choose at this moment.
Tang Jin undoubtedly retains a position in his heart that cannot be replaced by other girls, the green and sweet of first love is like a plum treasured in the depths of his soul, and the occasional licking is always endless; And what about Kong Yue? The hazy unrequited love has become a real lover, and the longer the seemingly ordinary feelings are stored, the more you can feel the mellow richness that gradually emanates.
If you want to choose a bland and true relationship, Kong Yue is undoubtedly the best partner, but can you really cut off the love for Tang Jin? Zhao Guodong asked himself, but he couldn't find the answer.
Kong Yue's surging anger and Tang Jin's provocative gaze finally collided together, "Zhao Guodong, please give me an answer!" ”
"Uh, this ,??????" Zhao Guodong really doesn't know how to answer this question, if he faces one of them, he is confident that he can easily resolve it, but this is the opposite of the three parties, and an impartial answer can only hurt everyone!
Just as Kong Yue burst into tears and rushed away from the door, Tang Jin just coldly threw down a cold snort and turned his head away.
By now, he may really need to consider whether it is necessary to reconcile with Zhao Guodong again, and the scars of Tang Jin's once injured soul leached out traces of blood again.
The previous thoughts about Zhao Guodong seemed to have brewed into contempt for the other party all of a sudden, and in just half a year, he actually dared to provoke another girl, and the relationship is not shallow!
Although Tang Jin is confident that no one can replace his position in Zhao Guodong's mind, as long as he shows a little willingness to get back together, Zhao Guodong will return to his side, but is there any point in such reconciliation now?
Zhao Guodong never thought that he would get such an ending after a little hesitation, Kong Yue grabbed the door and left, Tang Jin actually left without saying a word, which made him also take care of one or the other, when he was stunned and rushed out, the two buses that stopped at the right time seemed to be just going against Zhao Guodong, one went south to Pingchuan, and the other went north to Andu City, when Zhao Guodong dared to come out, he only saw Tang Jin boarding the car going north, and Kong Yue had undoubtedly let the bus go south.
Barely giving Zhao Guodong a chance to think, the two buses started and left, leaving only the lonely figure of Zhao Guodong standing in the cold wind.
What a failure! Zhao Guodong, who was lying on the sofa on his back, came to a conclusion to himself, it seems that he is undoubtedly a chick emotionally, how to deal with this kind of occasion so far, he can't think of a suitable way, he doesn't want to hurt anyone, but this just hurts everyone.
(To be continued)