The mind is in turmoil.

With such four words, it is really appropriate to describe Du Jinse at this moment.

Pressing her cheek against the window of the cab and feeling the cold temperature of the glass, she hoped it would make her calmer.

The car slowly moved along the rafter-like road, and the night scene outside the window was constantly receding.

Some memories in my mind also flow backwards like a backward lens.

It should be said that she was destined from birth, and she will be a very lucky person.

At least, that's what most other people think.

She has a family background that is envied by ordinary people, and she has various "elders" around her: her father is the chairman of a large company, her mother is the head of the Audit Bureau, her cousin is the director of the Water Resources Bureau, and her grandfather is the principal of a key middle school......

And her cousin's identity shines even brighter - the president of the court, Chang Mingcheng.

Rich, more powerful, calling for wind and rain, left and right, born with a golden key, growing up in a honeypot.

That's how she looks in most people's minds.

Born in such a family, it is no exaggeration to say that even if you don't work hard at all, you will never mix too badly.

But Du Jinse has always been a very strong person, she doesn't care what others think of herself, she never thought of relying on her family background to determine her future.

She has no interest in business, and she has no intention of embarking on a career in office, except for liking to occasionally dance and write ink, in fact, she also has her own very clear and definite goals-

Become a police officer.

Maybe it has something to do with the fact that he has loved watching police movies and detective novels since he was a child, and Jin Se has had an almost crazy worship for the police profession since he was a child.

In her opinion, the police are the embodiment of justice, the greatest and most glorious profession in the world.

So she has been determined to be a policeman since she was a child, just like those heroes in film and television dramas, punishing crimes and eliminating violence.

So later, despite the unanimous opposition of her family, she resolutely applied for the police academy, and through her own efforts, she graduated with excellent grades and became a police officer as she wished.

Then, just a few months ago, she finally walked into the long-awaited police office building.

But she soon discovers that reality is not what she imagined.

As a police officer, she longs for being able to face to face with crimes and gangsters, yearning for a terrifying and gloomy murder scene, and yearning for fighting wits and courage with criminals, but ......

Whether it was Xie Xunxin and Zhang Qinglin, the two leaders, or other colleagues, they refused to let her participate in any case, even if it was an ordinary theft, she was not allowed to go out of the scene.

They just let her stay in the bureau, be in charge of sorting out the numbers, writing reports, and doing nothing like a secretary or even a vase.

In short, all of Jinse's previous yearning for the police profession has been disappointed.

Oh, such a tall and delicate little beauty, the most suitable is to dance and ink and chant poetry, come here, must be to satisfy a momentary curiosity, experience a special life......

She knew that her colleagues saw her that way, and she could feel it in their eyes.

She was unwilling in all kinds of ways, she looked for Xie Ju, looked for Team Zhang, and protested in various ways, but in the end it had no effect at all.

Of course, she could guess that the reason why they arranged it this way must be that there must be someone behind their backs.

That person was her cousin, Chang Mingcheng, the president of the court.

Chang Mingcheng and Xie Xunxin have been old friends for many years, Chang Mingcheng only needs one sentence, and Xie Xunxin will naturally do it unconditionally.

Although he is only a cousin, although the relationship between relatives is not too close, Chang Mingcheng has always been very fond of Jinse, just like his niece.

Reputedly...... At the beginning, my cousin relied on his father's financial resources and the power of his mother's family to climb to the position of dean step by step.

Jin Se didn't know if this rumor was true or not, she didn't care about it, she only knew that this cousin loved her very much, and she was in awe of him, that's all.

When he insisted on applying for the police academy, his cousin Chang Mingcheng was the most fierce at first, saying that the police profession was low-income and high-risk, and was not suitable for girls, and said that he admired her talent in poetry and hoped that she could become a poet......

But later, my cousin suddenly "defected", and instead supported his decision, saying that it is a good thing for young people to have faith, and they deserve respect and praise......

At the beginning, Jin Se had always been curious, what was the reason for the sudden 180-degree reversal of his cousin's concept?

Now she finally understands that he has already planned and calculated, and as soon as he graduates, he will be sent to his old friend Xie Xunxin......

Although unwilling and even a little angry, Jinse is not a very unreasonable person.

She knew that her cousin did this because he loved herself, didn't want to let herself suffer, and didn't want to put herself in any danger.

It can be said that all along, in Jinse's mind, his cousin is a fair and selfless elder who loves him.

Until...... After Zhong Yuanan's incident, she had no choice but to change her opinion of him, and she suddenly realized that for more than 20 years, she had never really known her cousin......

Du Jinse will never forget the scene of that day.

That day, as usual, she was left in the office to play the text, and then Zhang Qinglin and they received a call to the police, saying that a female guest died in the hotel, Zhang Qinglin hurriedly walked out of the scene with his subordinates, she had chased after Zhang Qinglin, saying that she hoped to follow the scene, but was rejected by Zhang Qinglin as always, he said very seriously, those who urgently need to print the text jiàn are equally important.

Then, she could only watch them drive away, and she could only go back to the office bored and continue to write Jiàn.

Even a fool knows that those texts are all formalized normative systems, and they are just to pass the time and let her enter and print......

Later, soon after, Zhang Qinglin took two people back to the bureau, at that time Jin Se thought that those two people must have come to make a record, so he excitedly welcomed out, hoping that Team Zhang could let herself make a record for them, she thought to herself that there was a danger at the scene and did not let me go, and the most basic work of making a record is always possible, right? At the very least, it's much more valuable than printing those boring and useless texts.

It's a pity that she was still disappointed, Team Zhang still refused to give her the matter of making a record, but only ordered her to send the two people to the interrogation room, and he said that he would "interrogate" them later, at that time, Jin Se was very strange, these two people were not suspects, why use "trial"?

After sending the two people into the interrogation room, Jin Se happened to see Team Zhang coming out of the Xie Bureau's office, and she found that Team Zhang's expression was very strange, but she couldn't say what was strange.

Then, what happened next that night made Jinse feel more and more suspicious and incredible.

She saw Team Zhang enter Zhong Yuanan's office and turn off all the cameras and loudspeakers in the room, which was obviously unruly, and then she heard the sound of beatings and moans coming from the room.

Team Zhang was lynching Zhong Yuanan!

That Zhong Yuanan......

Could a young man who seems to be honest and responsible be a murderer? But if he is not a suspect, why would Team Zhang torture him?

Team Zhang's interrogation of Zhong Yuanan lasted for more than an hour, and then everyone who came out of the scene returned, and Xie Ju and Team Zhang asked others, including Jin Se, to go home from work, leaving only those who were at the scene, saying that they were going to hold an emergency case analysis meeting.

Except for the people who had the meeting, everyone else left one after another, and Jin Se also deliberately walked out of the door in front of Team Zhang and Xie Ju.

However, she didn't really leave.

After Team Zhang and the others entered the conference room, Jin Se sneaked back and hid at the door of the conference room to eavesdrop.

She was just curious at the time, curious that Team Zhang usually seemed so awe-inspiring, fair and selfless, but this time he was going to lynch a young man. Of course, what she thought about the most at the time was that this case was the first homicide case she encountered after joining the work, and she really wanted to experience it first-hand and see how the seniors analyzed and solved the case, and she wanted to learn it.

Since they didn't allow herself to participate, she had to listen secretly outside the door.

It's just that what Jin Se never expected was that it was that eavesdropping that completely reversed the noble image of the police profession in her mind.

The teachings received in the police academy and the solemn oath made under the police badge all collapsed at that moment......