Nancy Gu's Monologue (11)
Gu Nancy stopped before leaving, and only looked back at her: "She didn't say a word of explanation, Wen Qing, this farce started by you, do you want to continue to make trouble and make it look bad for anyone, or settle the matter, you choose." 8”
For the sake of the old man's love for her face, he didn't pursue it this time, but Ji Xinyao's slap last night couldn't have been in vain.
Moreover, it seems that he must stand on Ji Xinyao's side to have some deterrent power in the Gu family, otherwise with the old man's temper, how can Ji Xinyao stay in the Gu family?
As soon as Gu Nancy walked downstairs, he heard a commotion downstairs, as if Yufei was arguing with them, he stopped for a moment, listened to the general situation, and then walked down to stop this farce that happened early in the morning.
After saying some words for Ji Xinyao, and because today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, although the old man is biased towards Wenqing, he doesn't want to make trouble early in the morning on this kind of day, so he deliberately temporarily rests and calms people.
And when Ji Xinyao put her hand on his lap to show her worry because she noticed that he was tired because he hadn't slept for two nights, Gu Nancy looked at her sideways: "I'm fine." ”
After that, she promised her mother that she would watch him rest, and at that moment, the warmth and intimacy of this kind of home made him moved again.
After returning to the room, Ji Xinyao changed her cautious and quiet appearance when facing her father and the old man, and began to chatter about his body, and even asked Wang Ma to warm up the milk.
Originally, Gu Nancy had always hated to drink milk the most, but this woman looked like a matter of course, holding a hot milk cup and shaking it in front of him, her eyes were full of smiles, and the trace of gratitude that she didn't say but hid in her heart.
I don't know what kind of mentality comes from the bottom of his heart, so he said something like this: "You are really more and more like a dutiful wife." ”
She scolded him for being amorous, and he just smiled, thinking that there was really no need to do anything because of her, so he planned to rest.
Hearing her close the bathroom door and take a shower, Gu Nancy, who was already lying down, opened her eyes again and looked sideways at the milk on the bedside table.
He didn't like the taste of milk, because when he was very young, he had a bad cold, and his family gave him warm milk to drink, but he vomited for two days in a row after drinking, and then he was insensitive to the taste of milk, and it has been more than 20 years.
Seeing that there was still a slight heat on the glass, thinking of the smile in Ji Xinyao's eyes and the soft expression on his face just now, his heart warmed, and he sat up unconsciously, picked up the cup, and took a sip.
There will always be an inexplicable wonderful and particularly disgusting thing in this life, for Gu Nancy, milk is one of them, I haven't touched it for more than 20 years, I taste it today, but it is rare to taste something different, this milk is not very strong, it should be that Wang Ma knows that he doesn't like this taste, so he deliberately washed it very lightly, and then think about the way Ji Xinyao was holding this cup of milk just now, a trace of inexplicable smile curled at the corner of his mouth, and he simply drank this cup of milk, and finally gently put down the cup, He glanced sideways at the closed bathroom door, raised an eyebrow, and smiled again before lying down again.
However, on this very day, when he began to gradually accept this woman who suddenly appeared in his life, gradually became accustomed to the existence of this nominal wife by his side, and felt that she was getting closer to his own life little by little, she suddenly said the incident that he had not wanted to mention for five years......
He pressed her under him, but she showed a frightened look again, although Gu Nancy is not good at talking about feelings on weekdays, but he knows that there will inevitably be feelings under human contact, and some feelings can accumulate little by little, just like Ji Xinyao in front of her, maybe she is not conspicuous or outstanding in the crowd, she is not a talented and talented woman, she is just an ordinary little woman, she is just a little tougher than other women, a little bit independent, a little more principled, and a little more real, He doesn't admit how attractive she is to him, but what he can admit is that he has begun to accept her.
But her resistance made him a little angry, not to mention anything else, they are already married, he is a normal man, and he has not had sex for two or three months after marriage, it can be because of strangeness, but it is impossible to go on like this for the rest of his life, is it possible that she really thinks that he is Yanashita Hui can never touch her? Could it be that he should go out and find other people's women to have so-called extramarital affairs?
Seeing her eyes, he blurted out: "You just haven't forgotten An Yueze?" Or is it because of Qin Muyan? ”
At that moment, he didn't think about why he would ask this sentence, but this was one of the nameless fires that suddenly jumped into his heart.
"Nope! I have nothing to do with Qin Muyan! ”
"That's because you haven't let go of An Yueze in your heart?"
"I ......" she was dumbfounded, and he could see from her eyes that in just over two months, even if she hated that person and hated that person so quickly, she didn't let go of that relationship so quickly.
Originally, Gu Nancy could more or less understand her feelings, people's hearts are flesh and blood, no matter how many things are, it is impossible to say that they will give up, but she doesn't know what kind of wind she smoked, and she didn't know where she heard about him, and suddenly said: "Don't you have people in your heart who can't let go!" I haven't put it down for five years! I'm not a cold-blooded animal, so I can't say forget it! Is it fair for me if you do this......"
He didn't expect her to say these words, and he didn't expect this woman to dare to mention him in front of him what happened five years ago.
In an instant, all the love that arose because of her was extinguished, and he returned to calm, but in the calm, he suppressed the anger in his heart, and looked at her lightly.
Over the years, except for Qin Muyan, who returned to China this time, from time to time to mention his past before he abandoned business and entered politics, no one dared to mention Shan Ying in front of him, let alone mention his past in the United States in front of him, the so-called five years ago has become a taboo for him that no one mentions.
But Ji Xinyao blurted out his incident in order not to let him touch her.
Maybe not just angry, but more because of the contrast in her words......
She's right, even if it's been too long, even if she may not love anymore, why did you still want to be mentioned five years ago? Is it really put down? Or is it self-deception?
How unfair is this to Ji Xinyao?
Even if he is the mayor of a city, even if he has such a high status, even if he is her legal husband, he is qualified to do to this woman when he does not really take this woman to heart?
Nancy Gu, do you know what you are doing, what you are thinking, or what you are waiting for all these years? He looked at her indifferently, let go of her, and turned to go to the balcony.
Originally, it was just that he was suddenly disturbed by layers of thoughts, but Ji Xinyao obviously said the wrong thing because of impulsiveness and reflected in time, and hurriedly put on his clothes and came over to apologize.
Ji Xinyao is not the kind of woman who wants to save face, in fact, she is not wrong, although he is extremely shocked that these words will be said by her, but she is indeed not wrong, and it is indeed unfair to her.
The two of them were originally people of the same world, maybe he just unilaterally felt that he could accept this marriage, but ignored her feelings and whether she accepted it, which was not appropriate, and he suddenly felt a little selfish.
So, he decided to let her go and let her return to her original life, and he, as much as possible, did not affect her normal life.
This is the only respect and ...... he can give her at the moment Fair.
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After some time.
There have been some problems on the government's side recently, Gu Nancy found out that Secretary Gao had private dealings with those people he was secretly investigating, he had already noticed that Secretary Gao was wrong, and he had withdrawn some of the rights in Secretary Gao's hands little by little a long time ago, it seems that his precaution was right, this time the case of migrant workers making trouble, Secretary Gao deliberately expanded when he was not in G City.
And when this qiē happened, although Gu Nancy was on a business trip and couldn't rush back in time, he sent Su Tezhu and others to strictly guard G City and settle the matter.
People in politics say that they are not busy, they are really not busy, and they can also receive a national salary if they have nothing to do all day, but they can be said to be busy, and they are really busy beyond words, running around all day, flight after flight.
Until the urban construction exhibition in F City, the urban construction exhibition is located in the convention and exhibition center of the fifth ring road of F city, he only needs to be there, cut the ribbon and say a few words.
There were a lot of politicians and reporters present that day, Gu Nancy only talked a few words with some relevant people after he arrived, and then left in a hurry on the grounds of important matters, and he didn't notice that Ji Xinyao, who he hadn't seen for a while, was also here.
It wasn't until later that there was a small party near the convention and exhibition center, and he was about to go over with several other politicians, but it was raining outside, and he didn't let the staff follow with the umbrella, but walked out with an umbrella alone