72 Ni Kaitong, I admit that you love Sula more than I do
"What are you doing?" Tears of the morning light slid down onto the pillow.
"It's okay, I just feel sorry for you." With that, he kissed her on the lips.
Heart-wrenching, heart-wrenching, these two words knocked on Chenxi's heart, it really hurts.
"No matter how well I disguise myself, I am now a disabled person after all, I can't deceive others, I can't deceive myself, and besides, I can't deceive others."
Chenxi really sometimes wants to ignore that she is disabled, so she feels that at least the gap with Deng Chao is less.
However, if her body is not disabled, then there will be no accidents, and like this, she will not be able to meet Deng Chao.
She sometimes even hypocritically thinks about whether she didn't meet a good man in her previous life, and then makes a wish, hoping that she can meet someone who loves her in the next life, and she can give up everything for this.
"Chenxi, you don't know how good you are" Deng Chao hugged her from behind and whispered in her ear.
When Ni Kaitong came back, he didn't want to see people for a long time, as if he had a disease, a disease that only wanted to be alone.
When he went to the street with Amber Beibei, he couldn't stand the strong light, and his pupils shrank violently like a cat.
"What's wrong with you?" An Beibei turned her head and asked inexplicably.
Ni Kaitong stood at the intersection, like a child crossing the road, dazed and at a loss.
Fate played a big joke on him, giving him happiness and slapping him hard at the same time, he was like a doll, being played with by fate at will.
An Beibei chirped in Ni Kaitong's ear like a sparrow, he drank an ice drink, his head still chaotic.
People are really different, just like at this moment, sitting across from him is Ambebe, not Sula, and no matter what he is, the two images cannot overlap.
An Beibei also seemed to see the difference in Ni Kaitong, and asked him while eating the sundae: "Why do you feel that you are old and distracted, what do you think?"
Ni Kaitong raised his eyes to look at her, the corners of his mouth were reluctantly pulled, and then he smiled and said to her, "I rode a bicycle some time ago, and my brain was cooked by the sun." ”
Amber listened to his slightly playful words, but did not see the endless gray under his eyes.
Sometimes, we think that time will take away a group of people, however, it only takes one person, and the rest of the people have to go on, and that person continues to live in a place you can't see.
The world is so big, but it's also so small.
When he returned, he saw a lot of people, except for Sula.
When I met Xu Zhi'an on campus, he was stepping on his shoulder bag and preparing to go to class, when he saw Ni Kaitong, raised his eyes, and watched him walk briskly around him.
Xu Zhi'an and Ni Kaitong both knew that because of Sula, there was no possibility of them being friends with each other.
: Ni Kaitong, I admit that you love Sula more than I do.
Xu Zhian finally chose the communication method of text messages, which may be the best way, he looked at Ni Kaitong, who had been sleeping on the desk, took out his mobile phone and looked at it, and then stared at the screen for a long time.
He admitted that he lost, but he never managed to tell Ni Kaitong generously, in fact, he lost, not in giving, but in Sula's heart.
There was no place for him in her heart, no matter how much he tried to squeeze in.
: We would have been an enviable couple, if it weren't for you.
When he saw this text message sent by Ni Kaitong, he swallowed his saliva, his throat was dry and hoarse, but he couldn't swallow anything, Sula was like a thorn stuck in his throat, very sharp and thin, but the pain it brought to him was beyond measure.
: Actually, I have a lot to say to you, but we don't have a chance to sit down and talk anymore because of Sulla.
When the teacher called out to Ni Kaitong, he stood up and walked onto the podium, and then began to roll call.
"Sula," he said, looking up in the large classroom of the number three hundred, as he called out her name.
Then he bowed his head and crossed Sulla's name heavily.
He had almost forgotten what she looked like, and he missed her so much that he really couldn't remember what a person looked like.
It's like a photo where you touch it every day, and after a long time, you don't even know what it looks like.
When Yang Qi came back from outside, he said, "The squad leader has a new girlfriend again." ”
Dawn looked up from the computer and looked at the bed board that had long since lost the smell and smell of Sula.
Lin Mo showed a surprised expression and then raised his head and said, "So, it's really hard to say whether you like it or not."
Time passed as always, repeating day after day, thinking that it was all the same as yesterday, and it was different from yesterday.
When Chenxi opened the computer in the computer maintenance department, she was told that the system had been restored, and she opened the text and looked at it, but did not find the manuscript of the novel she had worked so hard to write for a month.
: I can't find something.
: The system has recovered, and I can't find it, it may be that you put it on the C drive before.
In just one sentence, it was announced that the original manuscript of the novel she had spent so long writing was gone, which meant that she had thought that she had a lot of income, and she flew with wings, and even more, so many days and nights of her stay up and hard work were in vain.
When she just threw away the manuscript, Chenxi stared at the empty document in a daze, unable to write a word, there were always those characters in the story dangling in front of her eyes, but she couldn't move the pen, she didn't know how she wrote down 100,000 words in the first place, so, now, she couldn't write a word.
During the time when she had just lost her text, it was true that she couldn't write anything as if her thoughts had been truncated.
It was one of the rare times when she didn't have a notebook by her side.
It wasn't until she decided to give up, decided to jump out of that story, and started all over again, that she had the inspiration to do it again.
Chen Weidong is a person who can hide things, and his affairs are rarely said to others, but later, Deng Chao learned that he had entered the juvenile detention center.
In fact, the work of the security guard is very easy, but it is such an easy job, in Chen Weidong's view, it seems to be very busy, other people, when they are free, or in the middle of the night, they will be lazy to sleep, but Chen Weidong is not, with two copper bell-like eyes, a night is a night, he can endure hardships, but at night in summer, mosquitoes are the most disturbing, it's okay to fall asleep, and those who can't sleep become the target of mosquito attacks.
Where there is light, it will pierce.
The room lit with mosquito coils was filled with a faint smell all night, and every time, when he got up from his chair early in the morning, he felt sleepy and about to fall.
That day, there was a very beautiful and fashionably dressed girl standing at the door of the porter, saying that she was looking for Chen Weidong, she was Chen Weidong's sister, Chen Yue.
Chen Weidong is very fond of her sister, his sister has been smart since she was a child, but she can't use the right path, when she was young, she brought the certificate of merit to her home every year, and when she took the high school entrance examination, the test was a mess, and the adult asked later to know that she bought the certificate from the stationery store and awarded it to herself