When I was most embarrassed, I stared at the small advertisement for surrogacy on the telephone pole, with my pocket in my hand, standing there watching, really wanting to tear off the piece of paper and dial it according to the number on it.

Standing there, she thought of Yu Dongdong again, and thought of the matter between them.

The life of vocational high school, of course, is different from that of university, compared to university, it seems to be a lot more chaotic, and many girls are fancy to learn to dress up, stepping on high heels and knocking on the road of school Gaden Gaden.

Yu Dongdong has several girlfriends, and he always likes to carry his girlfriends one after another, through the campus, the car is still the old, but the girlfriend has changed.

Gao Shengying never thought that she would become one of Yu Dongdong's girlfriends.

When there was an intersection with Yu Dongdong, it was in the class donation of the Wenchuan earthquake, Yu Dongdong donated 500, which raised the amount of donation money for the class.

Gao Shengying had no money, and looking at Yu Dongdong's smug look, she turned her face and threw a resentful and disgusted expression at him.

Everyone was very active, like a bunch of friends getting together to discuss how much money should be paid for a friend's wedding, and when it was finally decided, the person with the least donation in the class donated 20 yuan, but Gao Shengying did not donate a dime.

She thought about it, if it was less than 20 yuan, it would be better to be laughed at, so it was better not to donate a dime, and let them say whatever they wanted.

The result was indeed as expected, when the students gathered together to look at the donation slip posted behind the wall, Yu Dongdong was the first, 500, and Gao Shengying was the first, 0.

After school, everyone left one after another, Gao Shengying was the last to go, she walked behind the wall, looking at the donation list on the wall that made people interested like a report card, she just stared at the paper tightly, looked at her name, and was far away at the end, she really wanted to tear the paper off and throw it into the trash, watching, watching, she couldn't help but sob, looking at the paper, sobbing lowly.

Five hundred yuan, and now she doesn't have five hundred yuan a month's living expenses. She herself still needs help, why she doesn't help will be discussed by everyone.

"Door-slamming girl, what's the matter, what are you looking at standing here?"

Gao Shengying turned her face and saw Yu Dongdong with her hands in her pockets, she really wanted to yell at him, "It's amazing to be rich." But she didn't, she looked at his hippie smile, and couldn't stop the tears from sliding down her eyes at him.

"You're so weird, you don't want to be told if you donate twenty, you just don't want to donate, and then attract the attention of others, right, it's also weird, indeed, I didn't know you at all before, if it weren't for the recent times they kept talking about you, I wouldn't know you at all."

She looked up, just looking at him with tears in her eyes.

"Did I say something wrong?" He walked to his desk, took a cigarette from the table, leaned on the edge of the table and smoked, Gao Shengying ignored him and staggered downstairs.

On the way, I still saw Yu Dongdong, and his back seat was empty.

"Come up." He smoked a cigarette and braked in front of her.

"Well, did you hear me?" He blocked Gao Shengying's way with his car, and then opened his mouth.

She really sat up, and then heard Yu Dongdong riding the wind, and said in a very bright voice, "My back seat, only for my girlfriend, that girlfriend broke up last week." ”

Yu Dongdong's girlfriend is unobtrusive.

Yu Dongdong took Gao Shengying's hand and jumped on a bus, there were a lot of people, he kept holding her hand and walked back, Yu Dongdong was somewhat accustomed to the young master's habits since childhood, and did not consider the feelings of others at all, when he walked to the back of the car, he saw an empty seat, Yu Dongdong sat down, Gao Shengying's hand was held by him, standing next to him, he patted his leg and motioned for Gao Shengying to sit down, she just raised her head and looked out the window, and in the middle he would occasionally ask again, "Do you sit or not?" She shook her head and remained silent.

That day, Yu Dongdong took her to a hotel. She watched him press the elevator number, and the elevator number grew up one by one, and entered the room, Yu Dongdong pressed her against the wall and kissed her forcibly.

Then he looked at Gao Shengying for a moment, then let go of her and put the card on the card inserter to get power.

"Would you like to take a shower?"

"Why are we here?" She asked not answered.

"It's far from the school." He said indifferently, and then took off his shirt in front of Gao Shengying.

The room was dark, only the light was on in the bathroom, and it was the first time she had been in a home with a man in this completely confined space.

In the darkness, she felt that a wild beast would pounce on her, and then she lay there, hiding under the quilt, her clothes not taken off, but her body was like a fallen leaf on an autumn day, trembling uncontrollably.

When Yu Dongdong came out of the bathroom, she pulled out the quilt and lay on the bed, then put her hand up and kissed her lightly on the mouth a few times, and then her whole body began to slowly press down, and at this time, she heard the sound from the next room.

The voice was not loud, as if she was deliberately restrained, and gradually she heard the woman's ** voice, and the unstoppable gasp, sounding one by one, Yu Dongdong hooked the corners of his mouth, and then his whole face was almost next to Gao Shengying, and he said very softly, "The sound insulation of this room is really poor." ”

His smile scared Gao Shengying.

His hand began to reach into Gao Shengying's clothes, it was cold, her nerves were tensed, but her ears were listening to the voice on the other side.

The bed swayed and creaked.

His eyelashes swept over her face, and his breathing began to become rapid, and she didn't respond until she heard a knock on the door, and she cried out in fright, and then curled up in the corner of the bed, turning her back.

"It's not a knock on our door. It's someone who is playing a prank. Yu Dongdong looked up at the door, then turned his head to her.

But she refused to give in, grabbed the corner of the quilt, and refused to let go.

Yu Dongdong wrenched her twice, but couldn't pull her, scolded, then pulled the quilt and lay down.

When Yu Dongdong woke up in the morning, he looked at Gao Shengying, who looked tired in his whole state, and said, "Are you afraid that I will get up hard at night, and I didn't dare to sleep all night." ”

"It's not." She rolled over and got out of bed, put on her shoes, and went to the bathroom to wash her face, handful after handful.

"Gao Shengying, men and women are going to do that."

"Do you like me, then?" Gao Shengying turned his head and asked him with water still dripping on his face.

"What do you mean by liking?" He smiled dismissively.

That sentence was like Gao Shengying peeling off Yu Dongdong's chest one by one, and then found that he had no heart.

She turned around, tears welled up again, and then washed her face desperately. I really can't hold back when I want to cry, and when she looks up, her face has already been washed red by herself.

She raised her head, glanced at Yu Dongdong, then pushed him away, opened the door, and ran out.

The wind blew and blew on her undried face, and it hurt to hang on.

Yu Dongdong is really not a thing