The last chapter is modern.

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Everyone has a dream of studying abroad, really to go out when it is for family or friends always have some inseparable emotions, take the train back home and rush back to the hospital, so that she tossed her legs soft, casually washed into the bed, woke up in the middle of the night only to find that she had a fever.

Yang Mo struggled to take the medicine, covered her "thump" heart, slept until dawn, and went to work the next day with a pale face.

"What's wrong?" Ding Jiajia was the first to see that her face was not good.

"There's something uncomfortable in my heart."

"Don't scare me."

"It's okay," Yang Mo waved his hand, "I haven't rested well, just take a nap at noon." ”

As long as she was busy, Yang Mo seemed to forget the discomfort on her body, there were many patients in the morning, and their hands and feet kept sweating, "Doctor Yang, your 703 patients are not very good." ”

Yang Mo's heart jumped and turned her head, "What's wrong?" ”

"I saw him throw up in the toilet."

Yang Mo's eyes jumped, remembering what Liu Cheng asked her before, could it be that the condition really recurred, and after finishing the work in hand, Yang Mo went to the neurology department.

"I just made a film, it's fine," Ding Jiajia said, "It may be caused by an upper respiratory tract infection, and it has nothing to do with neurology, so I asked them to hang up the internal medicine number." ”

"You didn't see the Liu family?"

Yang Mo shook his head, "No, I may have missed it when I came!" ”

"If you go back now, you might be able to meet them again."

has come here, Yang Mo is still thinking about Liu Cheng's film, "Let's go," Yang Mo looked at Ding Jiajia, "Go and watch the film on your computer." ”

"I'll just say that you care about Mr. Hao, and you still don't admit it, the office of our department. What do you come in for? ”

Ding Jiajia sneered at Yang Mo, Yang Mo didn't have the heart to reply and quickly called up Liu Cheng's film with the password, "It's okay." "I watched it three times over and over again, Yang Mo said." The recovery was good, no bleeding and edema. ”

"I said it's okay, but you still don't believe it."

As soon as Ding Jiajia's words fell, he heard someone laugh and say, "Doctor Yang, I'm coming to see your 703 again." ”

"Don't talk nonsense."

Yang Mo breathed a sigh of relief, she thought that she would see Liu Cheng in the Department of Internal Medicine, but she didn't expect that the Liu family who watched the film had already left. When patients recover and go home, they welcome new patients into the hospital, and it's not uncommon for them to be separated over and over again. I'll say hello when I meet by chance in the future, that's all.

The jokes of 703 will also go away, but Liu Cheng is really the strangest patient she has ever seen, he always seems more transparent than the average person.

As soon as she got on the subway, Ding Jiajia called, "Have you done a Holter ECG?" ”

"Nope." Yang Mo said, "Tomorrow, it doesn't matter, it's okay, my dad is always like this." I couldn't find anything. ”

"Come back, I'll bring you a DCG, you're not sick once or twice."

Yang Mo smiled, "Tomorrow, I'll do it tomorrow." ”

When the subway was running, the lights in the carriage were shaking unsteadily, and Yang Mo hung up the phone and looked at the billboard outside the carriage in a daze.

"You're sitting on this too?"

Someone suddenly asked with a straight look, Yang Mo subconsciously looked up, and immediately saw Liu Cheng in sportswear.

Somehow, her heart jumped for joy.

"yes, you take the subway too?" Yang Mo wanted to stand up and let Liu Cheng sit down, but Liu Cheng shook his hand.

People who didn't dare to go out before have already dared to take the subway.

Liu Cheng nodded, "I want to go around." ”

He obviously has a map in his hand, she really admires him, she has been here for more than ten years, she has never bought a map to look at, he, a person with memory loss, knows how to do this, obviously he is very adaptable.

There were many people who got off at the station, and Liu Cheng sat next to her.

"Where are you going?"

"Went to the National Museum."

He said with a straight look, as if he had just learned the name.

Speaking of the National Museum, his face was not very good, as if he was preoccupied.

"How? Are there a lot of people? ”

"Not much."

"I heard that there is a large-scale exhibition of ancient artifacts these days."

"Ancient," he chewed on the two words carefully, "then, what is it called?" ”

Yang Mo was just about to say the name of the city, and when he saw Liu Cheng's gaze, he felt that what he wanted to hear was not this, "You said ancient and modern?" ”

"Ancient and modern."

He repeated, with no special expression on his face.

Yang Mo looked at Liu Cheng, "I heard that you are not feeling well today?" ”

"It's okay," Liu Cheng said, "I've already checked." ”

"You still have to pay attention," Yang Mo still kept admonishing, "Your situation is not suitable for you to come out and walk around by yourself, and you will have to call someone in the future." ”

Liu Cheng did not respond.

I don't know how he remembered, "You're going abroad?" Why? ”

"Go to the exam to beat foreigners, go to steal things, go to take a walk and see the scenery outside, and come back and be my doctor."

"Study tour?"

He used a very good word, better than she could have said.

Yang Mo nodded, "Yes, in my heart, it is a study tour." ”

"A girl on a study tour?"

Could it be that there is still sexism in his heart, Yang Mo couldn't help laughing, "Yes." ”

As soon as Yang Mo's voice fell, the subway that was moving fast suddenly stopped, and as the sound of the train rubbing on the track became smaller and smaller, there was silence around.

The lights in the carriage flickered on and off, and Yang Mo raised his head to look at the flashing lights.

"Sorry passengers, we have temporarily parked the car, for your safety, please stay in your seat......"

The newly opened metro line has been stopped more than once recently.

Yang Mo wanted to explain to Liu Cheng next to her, but as soon as she turned her head, there was a blow-like pain in her heart, which made her whole person shrink, and the carriage suddenly became very suffocated.

"What's wrong?"

Liu Cheng's greeting came from beside him.

"My heart is a little uncomfortable......" Yang Mo almost didn't dare to breathe and sat quietly, and only spoke cautiously after a while.

Liu Cheng stood up, "Are you okay?" ”

Yang Mo shook her head, I don't know if it was because the car was parked in the tunnel, she seemed to feel that the things around her were pressed densely, and the air in her body was also squeezed out.

Uncomfortable.

There is also an unspeakable fear.

The heart was beating irregularly.

Leap and leap, as if it was the last struggle.

What's going on.

"Let's call!" Someone next to me reminded.

"Where is the car parked?"

I don't know. Where the car stopped, surrounded by dark tunnels.

"Call the conductor!"

Yang Mo only felt that cold sweat kept dripping down her head, cold and cold. Liu Cheng's expression was indescribably nervous, and he clumsily pressed the phone in his hand.

“120。” Yang Mo spat out the words with difficulty.

The call was followed by a barrage of inquiries. Liu Cheng looked up blankly at the name of the subway station.

"Sir, don't worry, our ambulance has been dispatched, you tell me the specific address, you said that the subway stopped halfway? We will try to contact the subway operation department, please tell me the patient's current symptoms, and I will tell you what to do. ”

"Is the patient conscious now?"

Liu Cheng looked at Yang Mo blankly.

"She can't gasp ......"

Yang Mo looked at Liu Cheng, this moment was indescribably long. The surroundings seemed to be stagnant, and Liu Cheng's expression beside him was extremely clear, his eyebrows were tightly wrinkled, and his eyes were too dark. Everything around him was unfamiliar to him, and it made him a little flustered, but it couldn't suppress the sparkle in his eyes.

When she looked at him, his thin lips tried to curl into a reassuring smile, and then scrambled to take her in his arms.

His movements are clumsy. But thoughtful and powerful, his arms were stiff, but warm.

"It's fine." He was busy coping with his phone, but he was still comforting her, and his hand instinctively patted her on the shoulder.

He obviously didn't understand the first aid. But he helped her in his way.

The train roared, like a piece of iron trying to move forward, making a screeching sound on the tracks, and the train started quickly.

The conductor walked briskly into the carriage.

"What's wrong? Didn't call the ambulance. ”

"It's two minutes away."

"Doctor Yang," Liu Cheng lowered his head to look at Yang Mo, and immediately became anxious when he saw that Yang Mo didn't react, "Doctor Yang, did you hear it, it's almost time to stop." ”

She only felt that she had no strength in her body, and the hand that was originally on Liu Cheng's waist hung down.

"Yang Mo, wake up." Liu Cheng suddenly shouted.

It turned out that he knew her name.

The train stopped again, the door couldn't wait to open, and Liu Cheng bent down to carry her.

Yang Mo barely opened her eyes, there were dazzling lights everywhere, she couldn't hear what sounds were around her, she only heard him keep shouting, "Yang Mo, Yang Mo, did you hear it." ”

The subway station is noisy, but his back is so quiet.

The silence made her want to sleep, so she closed her eyes in the gentle jolting.

His stride was not long, and he even stumbled a little, but he held her tightly.

Let her slowly let go of the fear in her heart.

That's it.

That's it.

Yang Mo's eyes were black, and her eyes kept opening and closing.

It's as if preparing for a sweet dream.

……

"Yang Mo, Yang Mo." It's really a dream, Yang Mo opened her eyes with difficulty.

saw Ding Jiajia's face.

"Yang Mo," the four eyes met, Ding Jiajia's eyes suddenly turned red, "You woke up?" Uncle and aunt will be here today, you really scared me to death. ”

A smell peculiar to the hospital.

Yang Mo opened her mouth, "What's wrong with me?" ”

"How old are you to coronary arteriosclerosis and acute infarction of myocardial ischemia, don't go abroad to study for a doctorate, stay in the hospital, and move to me after being discharged."

Ding Jiajia's chattering voice came.

Yang Mo nodded.

Ding Jiajia looked at Yang Mo with suspicion, "Do what you say, or I'll move to your house." ”

Hearing that she woke up, colleagues in the hospital came over to talk one after another.

After lunch, Yang Mo had the opportunity to ask Ding Jiajia, "It was Liu Cheng who carried me out of the subway station." ”

"Yes, this Liu Cheng is really amazing, he has been carrying you across a street and met an ambulance and refused to go, followed the car to the hospital, I heard that I fell a few times on the way to carry you, and someone took a photo and posted it on the Internet."

All she remembered was wrapping her neck around her neck and listening to him keep calling her name.

Liu Cheng's illness is not completely healed, and she doesn't know if she will pull the wound on her back like this.

"Is he alright?"

"It's okay, I was still here the day before, and I made a mess in the house, saying that I was taking care of people, and I couldn't even pour water."

Yang Mo could think of Liu Cheng's hurried appearance.

"You told me when you left. Let you recuperate. ”

Ding Jiajia stayed with her until the evening before leaving, Yang Mo fell asleep in a daze, and then woke up to see someone standing by the window.

"Who." Yang Mo's voice was hoarse.

"It's me." The man by the window turned his head.

It's Liu Cheng.

"What time is it? How could you come over. ”

"I was afraid that you would forget to close the window, so I opened a crack. It's windy outside. ”

Yang Mo propped herself up in surprise, "How did you get here?" ”

"Take a taxi."

It's rare that I have even learned to take a taxi, or I have gradually regained my memory.

"When I'm cold, I'll call the nurse for help."

"Will you?"

Suddenly, being questioned like this gave me a strange feeling in the dark.

She shouldn't be, with her character, she usually makes do with it, and she won't be seen through by Liu Cheng like this.

"Go to bed early. The car is still waiting below. ”

What a habit is it to let the taxi wait downstairs.

"Where you took me last time."

Liu Cheng is talking about the National Center for the Performing Arts.

"When you're ready, we'll go to the theater."

It's just going out to watch a drama, and he said it very solemnly.

She explained that stage play is avant-garde play. Liu Cheng said directly that listening to the play sounded weird.

"Or that one?"

"Yes," I don't know if it's wrong, Liu Cheng's eyes showed a look of suspicion, "What's wrong?" ”

Blame her for not explaining. There are large theaters and small theaters in the National Theater, if you see a small theater, you will go to see the big theater, how can you always watch one, Liu Cheng finally bought it, she couldn't bear to expose it at this time. "No, that's good."

"Then you rest."

Yang Mo watched Liu Cheng walk out.

After a while, the room was quiet again, Yang Mo listened carefully to whether there was a car downstairs, and she felt funny for a while, why didn't she ask for Liu Cheng's mobile phone number.

Liu Cheng is sick, and she is also stupid, how can it be convenient to contact her.

Tomorrow, tomorrow must be asked.

Unexpectedly, Yang Mo has not seen Liu Cheng since then, and Ding Jiajia only swallowed when he was discharged from the hospital, "Mr. Hao is sick again, and now he is finally better, and I am also relieved." ”

Her parents were worried about her body, so they directly let her take her home to recuperate, and she was raised white and fat in a month's work, and she basically didn't do anything at home except reading books or checking information on the Internet. Liu Cheng didn't come to her, she finally persuaded her parents to go to Liu's house to thank Liu Cheng.

Mother Liu and Liu Miao were still so enthusiastic to welcome their family into the house.

"Xiao Cheng is out, and he will be able to go home in a while."

It's really unfortunate that I didn't expect to meet him when he wasn't at home.

Yang Mo sat for a while, and when she heard footsteps at the door, Liu's mother hurriedly greeted her out.

Yang Mo's heartbeat couldn't help but speed up.

He came back, he shouldn't have forgotten to ask her to go to the theater before, she specially bought two tickets to see the big theater.

"Who's coming?" A slightly idle voice rang out.

Yang Mo couldn't help but be happy in her heart.

"Dr. Yang."

"Which Doctor Yang?"

"I just told you, Doctor Yang who has always taken care of you, you child, Dr. Yang is sick or you rescued him, why can't you remember."

Yang Mo was almost stunned, he forgot, could he? Did he forget?

Yang Mo shook her hands anxiously, raised her head and looked out.

A tall, familiar figure walked over with a gentle and sophisticated smile on his face, "This is Dr. Yang." The smile spread to the eyes, an indescribable affinity.

Yang Mo only felt that something in her heart suddenly shattered.

The person in front of her was familiar to her, but it felt strange to her.

Liu Cheng said and stretched out his hand, "I have heard my mother talk about it for a long time, and I want to thank Dr. Yang, please sit, please sit, this is an uncle and aunt?" Looks so young. ”

Liu Cheng spoke fluently, his voice was crisp, and he reached out to pour tea for his father, his movements were skillful and very likable.

Those eyes even lingered on her, devoid of rustiness, caution and depth.

That Liu Cheng, Yang Mo's ticket for the National Center for the Performing Arts was stuffed back into his trouser pocket, and he also had a coping smile on his face, "I'm here to thank you." ”

"No thanks, Dr. Yang is too polite, the first hospital is not far from here, I will invite Dr. Yang to dinner another day." Liu Cheng smiled meaningfully as he spoke.

This Liu Cheng.

Only she felt that time had stood still. Only she found it strange.

The person in front of her was so different from the one she knew.

Coming out of Liu's house, Yang Mo called Ding Jiajia's phone, "Have you seen Liu Cheng recently?" ”

"Yes. The recovery is good, I drove over. ”

"What do you think is the difference between this Liu Cheng and before?"

"Different? No, I don't. Pretty good. ”

Even Ding Jiajia thinks so.

"Yang Mo, what's wrong with you?"

"No," I don't know where it was raining, and there was a faint bitter smell in the wind, "No." Yang Mo hung up the phone.

No.

No one thinks Orange is the same as it used to be.

"It's a good family." I heard my mother's voice beside me.

Yang Mo nodded.

"That Liu Cheng doesn't look like a patient, is he really a person who woke up after being in a coma for more than a year?"

"yes."

"Liu Cheng's mother said that Liu Cheng is now recovering the same as before."

Everyone felt the same. Liu Cheng is still the same Liu Cheng before he got sick.

But the Liu Cheng who asked her to go to the theater and was so stiff in his gestures, the warm Liu Cheng in his arms, and the Liu Cheng who came to the hospital in the middle of the night in order to close the window for her.

The wind blew on her and made her feel a little cold. Yang Mo shuddered.

Look up and see a sky full of stars.

Liu Cheng has changed, not only forgetting her, but not the person she met.

Just for a moment, there was one less person around her.

Why didn't anyone find out?

There is one less person, why don't they panic. Why can they still live as before, why can they still smile so naturally?

It's as if nothing happened.

Obviously, there is obviously one person missing.

But they were not sad.

She wanted to ask, but there were smiling faces in front of her.

They were all laughing at her.

Was she dreaming, or was everyone joking with her?

Why did she feel sour in her heart? The footsteps are so heavy, the road in front of them is so dark, so bumpy.

Liu Cheng, where have you been, or is it.

Where are you.

Everyone doesn't know you, they don't remember you, why do they let her remember.

Why, this may be a puzzle that will never be solved.

……

Yang Mo's eyes suddenly turned dazzling white, and then there was a quiet pitch black.

The scene in front of her disappeared suddenly, and Yang Mo suddenly woke up, where is she? Modern or ancient? In front of her was a yellow curtain, and her hand firmly grasped Zhou Chengling.

The chest is still indescribably suffocated, as if it will faint again in the blink of an eye, how long has it been since this moment? She already had the belief that she would die and wanted to go with Zhou Chengling, but she didn't expect to dream of modern times.

She finally understood why she felt that Zhou Chengling was familiar, why she suddenly appeared in ancient times, maybe everything was not what she thought at the beginning.

Maybe she didn't come here because of Yang Molan's unwillingness.

Liu Cheng, Zhou Chengling, why didn't she think about it earlier.

The cheeks in front of her were a little thin, and he lay there quietly, silently.

Even if she didn't make the slightest sound, she knew that he was here, by her side.

She couldn't afford to miss it again.

Here she can laugh for him with impunity, see his shadow from other people's eyes with insolence, cry unbridledly, and grieve unbridledly.

Zhou Chengling, you are here.

Just because you're here.

She believed that she was only here because she was in love with the people here, that she was only here because she wanted to laugh with them, that she was going to stay here, that she was going to die here, that she would be buried here, that she was going to sleep with the people she loved.

No, it's not enough, it's reluctant after all.

Reluctant.

Yang Mo stretched out her hand to ring the bell next to the bed.

The person she loves most is right in front of her, and she can't let him go anymore.

Zhou Chengling has gone through two lives, and she knows what she wants.

"I want you. So you can't go," Yang Mo lowered her head in Zhou Chengling's ear, "This is what you owe me, and I owe you." ”