Chapter 193: What is forgotten are unimportant memories
"Huanhuan?" Seeing Tian Shaoyin turn around and leave, Ling Yanbing frowned slightly, the name he just said was so familiar, as if he had really heard of it before.
It seems that she really had a little flower dog named Huanhuan before, and she has a deep relationship with it, but she can't remember when it was or where it was.
"Ah...... It hurts......" Ling Yanbing hugged her head tightly, feeling like her head was about to crack, as long as she thought about it, it hurt terribly, could it be true?
"Did I really ever have a little flower dog named Huanhuan? Why can't I remember it at all? "Finally gave up, the more I thought about it, the more my head hurt, it's better not to think about it, maybe there is no such paragraph in my memory, it must be a mistake in Tianshaoyin.
Soon the door of the ward was pushed open again, and it was Tian Shaoyin who walked in with Chen Xuan, the chief physician who had operated on Ling Yanbing before.
Chen Xuan came to the hospital bed and did a simple examination, electrocardiogram, and brain waves were basically normal.
"Doctor Chen, how is my wife?" Tian Shaoyin asked anxiously.
Chen Xuan frowned, as if there was something unspeakable, "It's nothing, Tianshao, you come with me, I will tell you some things to pay attention to in your daily life." ”
"Okay," Tian Shaoyin hurriedly walked out.
He knew what Chen Xuan meant by frowning, there must be something inconvenient to say in front of the patient.
Tian Shaoyin followed Chen Xuan's footsteps to the infirmary.
"Doctor Chen, if you have anything to say, just say it, how is Yan Bing?" Tian Shaoyin asked directly, he just wanted to know what the truth was.
Chen Xuan's face was solemn and said: "That's the case, although Miss Ling is awake and she is not blind or amnesiac, in fact, she still has a blood clot in her brain, which may directly compress the nerves. ”
Tian Shaoyin hurriedly said: "Then you can operate on her, the current medical technology is so advanced, it's just a blood clot, it shouldn't be too difficult to remove, right?" ”
"No, things are far from being as easy as you think," Chen Xuan shook his head, "Tianshao, I want you to be clear about one thing, that is, although surgery can be performed, there will be certain risks, so I hope you can consider it carefully." ”
Tian Shaoyin frowned, and asked urgently, "Doctor Chen, if you do surgery, do you have a good chance of success?" ”
Chen Xuan sighed lightly, "Seriously, it's not very big, there is only thirty percent hope, if the operation is not successful, she may be directly brain dead, become a vegetative person, or die directly." ”
"That means you're more likely to fail, right?" Tian Shaoyin sword eyebrows said coldly.
Chen Xuan nodded, "Yes, that's the case." ”
"If that's the case, then I can't take this risk! Absolutely not! I've already lost her once, and I can't afford to lose a second time! Tian Shaoyin's hands were clasped tightly together, he didn't want to experience the pain of losing her again.
Chen Xuan sighed helplessly: "Tianshao, I can understand your feelings, there have been many such cases in the hospital before, and the patient's family would rather watch the condition deteriorate step by step than gamble on the 30% hope of success." ”
"Physician Chen, what would have happened to her if she hadn't had surgery?" Tian Shaoyin was anxious to ask, wanting to know what the consequences would be.
Chen Xuan said directly: "If she doesn't have surgery, because there is a blood clot that compresses the cranial nerves, she may have frequent headaches, and she may lose part of her memory when she is strict, it may be when she was a child, or it may be now, or she may forget it all." ”
"I don't have surgery, even if she will forget part of her memory, even if she will one day completely lose her memory and forget who I am, I don't want to gamble with her life!" Tian Shaoyin said decisively, he couldn't lose her again, that kind of cone-like pain, he had already tasted it, and he didn't want to experience it a second time.
Chen Xuan said in a deep voice: "Whether we do surgery or not, we are not reluctant, but if we think about the future of the patient, we can give it a try, after all, it is not that there is no hope at all, in case it succeeds." ”
"But what if it fails?" Tian Shaoyin frowned and asked, "I can't afford it!" I can't afford to lose! Physician Chen, thank you for your advice, I hope you can keep this a secret and don't let anyone know about it, especially my wife, I don't want her to live with a burden. ”
Chen Xuan nodded, "Tianshao, please rest assured!" We'll be sure to keep it a secret! ”
Tian Shaoyin walked out of the infirmary quickly, even if there would be other consequences if she didn't have surgery, at least she could still live, she could still smile, and she would have the opportunity to open her eyes and look at the beauty of this world.
Even if one day she really forgets him, he will not be afraid, as long as she is alive, he has a way to make her remember him and make her feel his meticulous love.
Undergoing surgery, although it may be successful, the chances are slim, if it fails, he will lose her forever, the only one in the world.
He didn't want her to be in the hospital bed like Sister Lin, who slept for fifteen years.
He took a deep breath and tried to keep smiling as much as he could, not wanting Ling Yanbing to notice that something was wrong.
After making sure that there was no trace of sadness on his face, Tian Shaoyin pushed open the door and walked in.
"Shaoyin, you're back." Ling Yanbing looked at Tian Shaoyin with a smile, she felt as if she had a long, long dream, as if she hadn't seen him for a long time.
Tian Shaoyin walked quickly to Ling Yanbing's side and held her hand tightly, no matter what happened in the future, he would walk with her and would not let go of her hand.
"Shaoyin, what did the doctor tell you just now?" Ling Yanbing asked curiously, she had just noticed the expression on Doctor Chen's face, which seemed to be unspeakable.
"It's nothing, he said that as long as you lie down in bed and rest, you can be discharged from the hospital in no time." Tian Shao smiled faintly, how could he let Ling Yanbing notice that qiē.
"Is that all?" Ling Yanbing looked at Tian Shaoyin in disbelief, feeling that this was not the case, he must have something to hide.
"Of course! Don't doubt my words, I won't lie to you. Tian Shaoyin looked at Ling Yanbing with a firm gaze, hoping that she could believe it and stop asking.
"Well, I believe you, you won't lie to me." Finally, Ling Yanbing nodded.
"So, you must be obedient, take your medicine on time, do a check-up, and when you get better, we will hold a wedding immediately." Tian Shaoyin held Ling Yanbing's hand tightly and whispered.
"Well, Shaoyin, I'll listen to you." Ling Yanbing nodded slightly, with him here, she wouldn't feel afraid.
"Yan Bing, you're pregnant, aren't you?" Tian Shaoyin said with a smile.
He still knew, Ling Yanbing looked at Tian Shaoyin in a little panic, "Shaoyin, don't let me kill our child, okay?" Even if it's not a two-person world, we can be very happy. ”
Tian Shaoyin stroked Ling Yanbing's face and smiled dotingly, "Fool, how could I not want our children?" Since you like children so much, give birth to them. ”
Hearing Tian Shaoyin say this, Ling Yanbing finally breathed a sigh of relief, it seemed that she had thought too much, she should have told him earlier and asked him to share the good news with her.
"Shaoyin, is our child okay?" Ling Yanbing couldn't help but subconsciously touch her stomach, wondering if the explosion had affected the child.
Tian Shaoyin shook his head, "It's okay, our child is only a month, and she is very strong!" ”
"It's okay, it's okay." The big stone in Ling Yanbing's heart finally settled, although something like that happened when she went to church, at least she didn't hurt the child in her belly, otherwise she would blame herself for the rest of her life.
"Come, let me listen...... Tian Shaoyin lowered his head slightly, pressed against Ling Yanbing's abdomen, and smiled slightly: "Child, you have to be good, you can't kick your mother casually......"
Ling Yanbing couldn't help but chuckle, "Shaoyin, the child is only a month old now, there shouldn't be any big moves, you shouldn't be able to hear it." ”
Tian Shaoyin raised his head, smiled lightly, and gently touched his hand to Ling Yanbing's belly, "Although I can't hear her, I can feel her storage, she is in your belly now, she will grow up day by day, and when she is ten months old, she will give birth." ”
"I wonder if it's going to be a boy or a girl?" Ling Yanbing lowered her eyes and looked at her lower abdomen.
"Whether it's a boy or a girl, I love it! Because it's me and your child. Tian Shaoyin held Ling Yanbing's hand tightly, "In the future, I will have one more baby and one more concern, and that is our child." ”
Seeing Tian Shaoyin like this, Ling Yanbing smiled happily, but she didn't expect that he had no intention of killing the child at all, it seemed that she was too worried.
With children, it is more like a home, a complete home.
Seeing her smile so sweetly, it also strengthened Tian Shaoyin's previous decision, he would not agree to the operation no matter what, he couldn't lose this qiē.
Although she may often have headaches because of the blood clot pressing on her nerves, at least she is alive, and he will always be by her side when she is in pain.
Knock knock, just at this time there was a gentle knock on the door outside, and then Xuan Xixi walked in.
"Huh?" Ling Yanbing looked at Xuan Xixi in surprise, she didn't expect her to come here.
"Yan Bing, it's great that you're awake!" Xuan Xi walked over briskly, smiling happily.
"Yan Bing, you talk, I'll go out first."
Tian Shaoyin knew that Xuan Xixi was Ling Yanbing's best sister, and there would definitely be a lot of things to say between the two of them, so he walked out with interest.
With a good friend like Xuan Xixi with her, she can also chat with her to relieve her boredom, so that her life in the hospital will not be too lonely and boring.
"Hey, why did you come here all of a sudden?" Ling Yanbing felt a little puzzled.
Xuan Xi pursed his lips and smiled, and sat down on the edge of the bed, "Actually, Tian Shaoyin asked me to come, he called me early yesterday morning and said that you were hospitalized, and then I called Wei Ying, and he sent me here non-stop." ”
"It turns out that Shaoyin asked you to come." Ling Yanbing was quite surprised.
"Yes, what he said on the phone at the time was quite good!" Xuan Xi cleared his throat and deliberately learned to be rude, "I know you are her best friend, I want you to come here to take care of her, I can't trust others!" ”
"Did he say that?" Ling Yanbing couldn't help but smile.
"Well, that's what he said!" Xuan Xixi nodded fiercely, "Thank you for trusting me and letting me take care of you!" ”
"Xixi, your brother is also injured, and I have to trouble you to take care of me, I'm really embarrassed." Ling Yanbing felt a little reluctant.
Xuan Xi pouted and said, "My brother is just a small injury, how can I compare with you!" Besides, he is a man, and a man should have to face that qiē by himself, and you are my best friend, of course I want to accompany you. ”
"Sorry, thank you." Ling Yanbing sincerely thanked her for having such a good friend with her.
Xuan Xixi said meaningfully: "Yan Bing, speaking of which, you really have a relationship with this hospital, this is the second time you have come here, the last time I accompanied you here to remove scars, this time I am in this hospital again." ”
"Scarring?" Ling Yanbing's eyebrows furrowed slightly, and she looked at Xuan Xixi with some confusion, "Xixi, how did I forget why I came here to remove my scars at that time?" ”
"What? Have you forgotten? You came here to get rid of your scars, it's not all because of ......" Xuan Xixi suddenly wanted to speak and stopped, she looked at Ling Yanbing suspiciously, did she really not remember?
"Because of what?" Ling Yanbing couldn't help but ask.
"Nothing." Xuan Xixi waved his hand, not planning to continue.
Ling Yanbing subconsciously looked at her left shoulder, "I only remember that there was a scar on my left shoulder that looked like a butterfly, but I don't remember how it left that scar, do you know?" ”
"You really don't remember?" Xuan Xi asked tentatively.
"I can't remember." Ling Yanbing frowned, "I don't know why, as long as I think about it, my head hurts, it hurts badly." ”
Xuan Xixi sighed helplessly, thinking that it was better to forget, anyway, it was useless to keep that memory from fifteen years ago, after all, Xiao Ruoshui has not been seen yet, he must have forgotten the promise made fifteen years ago and married her.
"Hey, we're best friends, I must have told you about the origin of that scar, right?" I couldn't think of it all the time, Ling Yanbing could only ask Xuan Xixi, after all, she was her good friend.
"You only wanted to remove the scar because the scar was too ugly, and as for how the scar came about, it was actually because you accidentally fell on a bicycle when you were a child." Of course, Xuan Xixi also knew the origin of the butterfly scar, but since Ling Yanbing had forgotten about it, maybe it was providence.
After all, Xiao Ruoshui has disappeared for fifteen years, and she may have forgotten her a long time ago, and there is no need for her to keep that memory anymore. Just let a qiē forget about jì.
"Falling on a bike?" Ling Yanbing was skeptical of Xuan Xixi's words.
"yes, I fell on a bicycle!" Worried that Ling Yanbing would continue to ask, Xuan Xixi continued: "Okay, Yan Bing, don't think about the past anymore, what you have to do now is to take care of your body, be discharged from the hospital as soon as possible, and then marry Tian Shaoyin and hold an extremely grand wedding." ”
"Hmm," Ling Yanbing also gave up, maybe what she forgot were unimportant memories, so forget it if she couldn't remember it. R1154