Section 165 Yahan, Yahan
The street lamps sprinkled sparkling waves on the water, and by the quiet small lake, Yahan was wearing a windbreaker and had been sitting for an unknown amount of time.
After midnight, the school party has dispersed, Yahan doesn't know when she came out, and she doesn't know what the result of this party is, in the final analysis, there are no more these problems in her heart, and she can't see anyone in the deserted park in the back mountain, even if the street lights are only sparsely turned on, she wants to cry, but she can't cry.
I remember the year she first became a teacher, she came back from England, at the age of nineteen, and others said she was a genius. This title can't hide the youthful and immature atmosphere, because of the relationship between the family, she entered the Sacred Heart Academy as a teacher, and as soon as she came in, she was a very important position, and people were very polite to her, but she knew the discussion behind them, the reason why she entered here was nothing more than to be a vase, with the investment of the Zhang family, it didn't matter what the work was, and no one cared if she could do a good job.
So she permed her wavy curly hair, wore old-fashioned glasses, restrained her old swagger, wore mature high heels and stockings, and treated everyone equally harshly, at first some people may think she was a young little girl, but gradually it was gone, the students knew that she punished people strictly, and the teachers also knew that she never showed mercy in official affairs, plus a hard enough background and backstage, no one dared to mess with her. Every time she secretly heard people call her a "disgruntled old virgin", she always felt a little proud in her heart.
During that time, of course, there were times of depression and disappointment, every time she would come to this pond in the back mountain, the sun poured down and watched the carp spit foam in the water, threw down the bread foam and rushed up, when the moonlight was like water, looking at the sparkling waves on the water surface, listening to the quiet sound of the world, every time she could calm her emotions, but this time, it seemed that it didn't work.
Now that I think about it, my acquaintance with Jiaming was actually in the summer of the year I first returned to Jianghai, when I first met, I was suspicious of his grades, and his attitude turned out to be extremely bad, heh, I later learned that that guy was actually making a bomb. When he encounters robbers during the summer camp, he behaves valiantly but hatefully along the way, but after a lot of accidents, the matter is resolved satisfactorily...... In the martial arts hall, he behaved extremely cowardly, but whenever he competed, he just hid, but not many people could really take advantage of him.
Liar, from knowing him to now, think about it carefully, I have never really seen him clearly, why does a child who is seven years younger than himself have such great skills, he can use guns, kill, computer, compose, guitar, piano and even dress up as a woman perfectly, who knows what else he will do, from beginning to end, he has never shown a complete self in front of her, but he still likes him.
It's been a process of illusion entanglement all the way, but it's a bit ironic when analyzed, "I didn't think about lying to you or anything......" In front of her, he said everything frankly, without any shame or guilt. Yes, he didn't know his own thoughts, he didn't know that he liked him, there was never a commitment between them, there was never a responsibility, they were just friends. And while she was indulging in this cognition and stupidly waiting for him to grow up so that she could confess to him, he had slept with two good friends, started a family, and was ready to face all the challenges of the outside world.
But even when he grows up, she is still seven years older than him, and this age interval cannot be changed.
There will be obstacles for three people to be together...... You should be separated...... It's your heart...... In the end, all this statement is nothing more than his own jealousy, but one thing is clear, I don't want to be friends with him anymore...... I don't want to be just friends, but all these expectations will not come true one day, I am seven years older, and it will be seven years late......
“…… If you think about it, it's actually obvious, isn't it? How many high school students have you seen living together like us......" should have thought of this a long time ago, but I still stupidly thought that the three of them were just friends, best friends, and would not be together, thinking that I had only to wait now, thinking that I was coquettish like a little girl in front of him, thinking that he suddenly understood, and even thought that maybe it could arouse his desire, and for this, he even had a shameful spring dream in his bed. In fact, no matter how long you wait, it won't be you who can be with Jiaming.
"You're the head of the wooden fish...... You're a pig......"
With a choked cry echoing by the pond at night, poignant and trembling, Yahan staggered to her feet and took a few deep breaths.
Perhaps many years later, when I recalled this most precious memory, a long, long time ago, when I was just out of the age of a girl, I once fell in love with a boy who was seven years younger than me, and I liked to stick to him, calling him Brother Jiaming, like a poor cat......
With tears streaming down her face, she thought of this, but she chuckled irrepressibly, turned around and took a few steps, and a figure appeared in front of her.
"Huh?"
"Ahh
"Whew-bang-"
In an instant, it seemed to be subconsciously turning sideways and making a move, Yahan grabbed the man's wrist, kicked with his right foot, and threw the man out with an incomparably neat over-the-shoulder fall, struggling a few times in the grass, the man groaned and got up, Yahan slowly put down his defensive posture: "Xu, Teacher Xu......"
The one hiding behind this is Xu Mo.
"Ah......" rubbed his waist hard, Xu Mo cracked his teeth in pain, "That...... Sorry, I didn't mean to...... Alas, anyway...... I saw you go out of the backstage in a very low mood, and I ...... Just follow along...... Sorry......"
While rubbing the sore spots on his body, Xu Mo was busy apologizing, and Yahan looked at him for a while and sighed silently.
"That...... I don't know everything, but ...... Don't be sad, he doesn't know how to cherish you, it's his stupidity, his loss, you ...... Don't be sad......"
"Do you want to hug me?"
"Huh?"
Startled by Yahan's sudden words, Xu Mo was suddenly stunned, but Yahan didn't repeat, his hands were in the pockets of his windbreaker, and the tears on his cheeks were still stained with classical beauty, but his gaze was indifferent. Xu Mo hesitated for a moment, then gradually walked over and gently hugged Yahan's shoulder. However, three seconds later, Yahan still reached out and pushed him away, with a slight loss in his eyes.
"Sorry...... Doesn't that feel like that...... If it were him, even if it was just a pat on my head, scold me, or even tease me, I would feel happy, and if he wanted to hug me, I would definitely feel happy, but if you hugged me, I only felt bored, and I just wanted to push you away as soon as possible, so I ...... How could I possibly like you, sorry...... Also, he's not stupid, although he doesn't want me, but he hasn't done anything wrong, don't scold him......"
The voice was faint, as faint as a little light falling on the surface of a quiet lake, Yahan turned around and walked down the mountain along the road, and after a while, Xu Mo shouted: "I won't give up!" However, there was no response, and Yahan just walked quietly, into the light under the streetlamp, and then into the darkness, towards the light in the distance......
Xu Mo slowly followed behind her, the two of them went down the mountain one after the other, after the school celebration party dispersed, the campus became very quiet, only the office building in the distance and the room with lights on, after the playground, a fat man who seemed to come out for a walk found Yahan and walked over, it was the principal of the Sacred Heart Academy. The "record" of this school celebration is good, originally Yahan has put a lot of effort, although it is already early in the morning, but Yahan has the habit of working hard in the past, at this time the fat man has not seen Xu Mo further behind, and came over with a smile to ask her if she wants to see the ongoing statistics, but when he got closer, he saw Yahan's expression and the tears on his face, and his expression became a little embarrassed. Smiling, Yahan shook her head.
I fell out of love and wanted to take a vacation. In the principal's stunned expression, Yahan said lightly. I'm sorry.
She fell out of love, and her heart hurts......
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“…… When the train pulls into this strange city, it is a neon that has never been seen before...... Has anyone ever told you that you sing hard to listen to, has anyone ever cried when you sing......"
"It's hard to hear you singing and make people cry, Shasha, help me hit him!"
"Good!"
"Wow...... Spare your life, Lingjing, you want me to use a song to express my feelings...... Don't deceive people too much, you two perverts, don't think I can't take care of you......"
Bang bang bang...... Boom Boom Boom ......
A man and two women rolled over on the big bed, caught in a charming melee, and the fight was turned upside down, however, after taking off the two girls to their bodies and leaving only their underwear, the fight came to an end temporarily, today is the day of Aunt Shashalai, and according to the recent habits of this small family, when a girl reaches her menstrual period, another girl often accompanies her to rest together, in order to show the virtue of being blessed and enjoying hardship, although their definition of happiness and hardship makes Jiaming a little slanderous. Because they defined these days of rest as a day of happiness, to celebrate that the two pure underage girls finally did not have to be toyed with and insulted by Jiaming, and as for the rest of the time, it was naturally the Good Friday when they used their bodies to please the tyrant Jiaming.
"By the way, when Ling Jing came on stage, Sister Yahan asked you to say something, I saw that her expression seemed to be a little wrong at that time." When Jiaming was putting on his shoes, Shasha, who was hugging Ling Jing on the bed, asked.
"Well, it's a bit of a hassle, but it shouldn't be a big problem." Jiaming frowned and laughed, "She found the condom next to the pillow, so she probably knows about our relationship, and she asked me to ask, but she is just a teacher, and she is more angry about these things." ”
"Ah......" Ling Jing's eyes widened, "then...... So what did you tell her? Say you're with me or with Shasha? ”
"I confessed." Jiaming shrugged.
"Confess, confess!"
"Well, everyone is so familiar, it's nothing to say it's a dead friend, I don't think it's okay to confess, if other people have doubts, she can help us cover it up."
"But but but but ......," Sasha said a little incoherently, "she ...... How is Sister Yahan's reaction, ...... How can you confess! ”
"Hmm, reaction...... I'm angry. Jiaming smiled, "She thinks it's me who cares and will harm you for a lifetime, and said that it will be very troublesome for the three of us to be together, in short, it will be difficult to accept for a while, but when she figures it out, the problem shouldn't be big, it's okay, sleep well, I still have to do a program." ”
After kissing the two on the forehead, Jia Ming turned off the light, pushed the door out of the balcony with a smile, and faintly heard the two people on the bed talking in whispers. Pushing open the door of the small room on the side, Jiaming sat in front of the computer and began to make a panda incense burning antivirus or a supplementary program, after all, this virus is just to clear the specific data of the network war during the day, it doesn't matter if it is too desperate.
It probably took more than an hour to complete the program and send it to the Internet in the name of "Snow Boar". Jiaming took a glass of boiling water and walked onto the balcony, there were not many stars in the sky, and the street lamps on this street had basically been smashed by the troublemakers, and a few spontaneously organized patrolmen could be seen coming in and out in the dark to prevent the Yongsheng Gang from cutting wires and cutting water pipes at night. In the distance is the light in the Sacred Heart Academy, which merges bits and pieces to form the huge outline of the school. Taking a sip of water, he remembered Yahan's current and many things before.
There were light footsteps from behind, and then there was a click, a "buzzing" trembling sound, and the massager pressed on the back of his neck, and then gently hugged him, it was Lingjing's soft limbs. "Done? Is it comfortable? ”
"Hmm. Rustle asleep? ”
"Hmm."
Stretching out a hand back, Jiaming gently hugged her, and the two fell silent in snuggling, and after a long time, Lingjing asked softly, "Jiaming, you say...... Sister Yahan, does she like you? ”
"Heh, why do you ask that?"
"I don't know...... But Sasha and I think it's possible, you also said it, we know each other so well, Sister Yahan is usually very close to you, she used to like to bully you, and now you like to bully her, well......"
"Hehe, don't be kidding, Sister Yahan is seven years older than me, I don't think it's possible to think about it."
"Of course it is, but it's ......"
"It's nothing, think about it, Sister Yahan came back from studying abroad, her family conditions are good, she is beautiful and temperamental, how can she never like a little hairy head like me. I like to doze off in class, I don't fit in, a lot of people don't like me, I'm lonely, weird and difficult, I don't know how to learn, and most importantly, I'm not handsome, even if I'm the same age as her, you will find this combination strange...... You see, if there hadn't been that mess between us, would it be possible for you and Sasha to like me now? ”
"Hehe, it's hard to ......say," Ling Jing smiled softly, "I think now, even if there is no such thing, Sasha and I will have to be ruined by you big pervert sooner or later, and we will have to willingly serve two daughters and a husband." ”
"That's just your idea of turning the effect into the cause, with our current relationship, it's easier to look at people for good, in fact, in the eyes of others, I'm probably nothing."
After a slight silence, Ling Jing hugged Jia Ming's body tightly and muttered, "It's not...... Either way, I'm going to think you're good, you're the best......"
"Heh......"
"And ...... Am I really bad singing today? ”
"No, I'm kidding, you sing very well."
"Hey, count you ...... talking"
In the darkness, the voice rang out clearly.
“…… With gorgeous looks and brilliant lights, I'm a merry-go-round in this paradise......"
The night breeze is cool, and the light chant and sing......