It turned out that no one could warm her seemingly strong heart surrounded by a fence wall.

She watched the man sitting there, like a statue, she blinked and watched, watched, and then suddenly saw a man walking towards her, shouting her name over and over again, hugging her tightly, that hug was so strong and powerful, Sula had a feeling of being regarded as a treasure, and the tears that kept sliding down blurred her eyes, no matter how she looked, she couldn't see the man's face clearly, she could only vaguely see the man's outline, she was like a blind man, touching his face, trying to piece together his picture in her mind, And then she heard what she thought was the most beautiful love story in the world.

I would rather stand behind you and love you silently.

The face, very vague, very unreal, like a reflection in the water, came and went, as if her coughing could change the texture of the water, losing that warm face, suddenly, a huge ball of light engulfed her, turning all illusions into nothing, and there was only a faint and pale circle of light left in her brain, like a blind person without eyes.

When Sura opened her eyes, she saw the light on the balcony spilling in, it was beautiful, shining on her eyes, warm, she was indeed in the hotel, what happened last night, she didn't know which ones were real, which ones were illusory.

She picked up a cigarette and smoked quietly, the room was filled with a faint smell of tobacco, her mind was very empty, she couldn't find the edge of the emptiness, she couldn't remember what happened last night.

She rubbed her weedy hair, snuffed out the cigarette in the ashtray, stepped out of bed, squeezed out the hotel toothpaste, began to brush her teeth, and looked at her unformed self in the mirror.

The mobile phone rang, it was Dong Wenwen calling, Su La raised the corners of her mouth, smiled, and picked up the phone while brushing her teeth.

"Lala, are you okay? I didn't sleep at night last night. ”

"Have you explained it clearly to your Chen Jiajia? How to explain it, I, Sura, am a stranger, a dust girl, isn't it? She sneered.

"Sometimes, there is really a lot of helplessness, Sura, you are still young, and when you reach my age, you will understand which is more important."

"In a nutshell, I'm very light in your heart."

"No, Sura, I'm thirty-two, not so much youth, not young anymore." His voice was low, and Sulla couldn't help but wonder how he was calling her at the moment, and then the smile on his lips grew even bigger, mocking, with contempt, and a little bit of pathetic.

"Do we know each other? I don't know, in that case, don't contact me in the future, okay? I said a long time ago, last time, come out, what will you say to me in the future, now it seems that it is clear what you have chosen" Sula looked at her mouth with toothpaste foam open and closed in the mirror.

"I told you a long time ago, she is a shrew, I don't love her, Sura, I only like you, you are like medicine, giving me the confidence to be a man."

Sura laughed and said, "If I were your viagra, it would definitely be inferior, and it often didn't work when you needed it most, you always said that you didn't love her, but you just wanted to stay by her side, you knew it, she knew it, but she had to use power to contain each other, forget it, I won't play this boring game with you." ”

"Sura, sometimes what you desperately want is what others are caught off guard!" Before Sula hung up the phone, she heard Dong Wenwen say something with some emotion.

Sula heard the door open, and when she came out of the bathroom, she saw Ni Kaitong standing at the door with breakfast, really, it was Ni Kaitong.

She sat on the bed, suddenly nervous.

"Are you awake?" Ni Kaitong asked.

"Well" she finished washing, and then lay on the bed again, for a long time, looked at the face of Ni Kaitong, who was a little unfamiliar, and actually popped out of her throat with such a sentence.

"Ni Kaitong, I'm out of love." It's like when I first entered college.

"Oh," he replied faintly, for a long time, and then continued, "He's not worth it, come and eat." ”

After eating, Sula was watching TV on the bed, and occasionally giggles rang out, Ni Kaitong sat on the chair, looked at Sula, swallowed his saliva, and then got up and went to the bathroom.

That night, Ni Kaitong didn't leave Sula, Sula didn't open his mouth to let him go, and he couldn't refuse her invitation, although she didn't say that you stayed, but she didn't say let him go.

"I drank too much yesterday, did you send me here?"

Ni Kaitong slept on the bed with the courage to do so, and then looked at Sula who was staring at the ceiling. "Yes"

"You're going to sleep?" She then asked.

"Can't sleep." He opened his eyes and looked at Sula at his side, and finally couldn't help but turn over and hugged Sulla, because he was afraid that Sula would push his heart and thump.

"Why?" Sura smelled the smell of Ni Kaitong's body, and a smile slowly appeared on her face.

His Adam's apple rolled a little and said, "Because it's you who sleeps next to you." ”

"I really didn't expect that I really misunderstood you at the beginning, so it feels quite embarrassing."

Ni Kaitong opened his eyes and saw that Sula's eyelashes were blinking, and he buried his head in her neck socket, "Sula, I don't care, I don't care what happened to you in the past two years, for me, nothing has changed, because you are still the person I loved as much as I did at the beginning." ”

Tears were rolling in Sura's eyes, but it didn't matter what she was going to do.

She turned her head and kissed him lightly on the lips, and was about to turn around, but her shoulders were tightly clasped, Ni Kaitong kissed her lips, tossed and turned, and then said, "I miss you, I dream about you, I want to kiss you, I want to be with you." He stepped forward, but tears fell on Sulla's eyelashes.

"Actually, so am I." Sula's words, as if to lift the ban on Ni Kaitong, he leaned over her body and kissed every sensitive area on her body, the body can't deceive people, just like at the beginning, no matter how he struggled, but when he saw her, he would be so longing, every corner of his body longed for her comfort.

Under Ni Kaitong's movements, Sula gradually turned red, the clothes on her body were peeled off one by one, and the desire on her body was brought up by Ni Kaitong, she never found that her body would tremble so involuntarily.

Ni Kaitong at this moment too, it's been two years, and at this moment his desire for the body, even he himself can't control it, men are really animals sometimes, it's nothing funny, the body sometimes tells you your original instinct, only the perfect combination of love and sex, can you experience that kind of beauty.

Each other, she and Ni Kaitong have grown up, no longer the people who looked at the problem so simply, at this time, they have understood what they are doing, he took her step by step to follow the instinctive reaction of the body, leaving aside all the worries, all the shame, making her like an animal, seeking the instinctive reaction of the body.

When the two finally came back to their senses from Yu Xianyu's death, Ni Kaitong looked at Su La, who was panting and sweating on his side, gently hugged her into his arms, and kissed her collarbone with some nostalgia.

When she was young, Sula cried on Ni Kaitong's chest, and she whimpered and said, "Tongzi, it's really impossible for us to be together." ”

Her fingers were embedded in Ni Kaitong's back, and tears fell on his chest.

"Why is it impossible, why?" Ni Kaitong let go of Sura in his arms, raised his eyes, and looked at the woman in front of him with some anger!

Sula sobbed and didn't speak, then took her clothes and began to get dressed, her heart bleeding as if her tears were falling uncontrollably on the bed.

Ni Kaitong's eyes were calm, even a little cold, like a completely sealed lake, she looked at the woman in front of her, in fact, compared to her usually, he preferred her at this moment, such a she, in his eyes, is true, and her words are worth believing. 、

He had always thought that he was a very good man, but he had become incompletely in Sula, and he was willing to exchange all his qi qi for her to stay by his side.

Sula looked at Ni Kaitong's clenched fist through tears, at this moment, two years later, she didn't want anyone to see that she cared about him, she obviously still loved him very much, but the reality, the past two years, like aquatic plants, grabbed her feet tightly, she cared too much about herself, because she clearly knew that no matter what Ni Kaitong thought, she was not the self she was two years ago after all. They have already missed it for various reasons, so they can't hold hands lightly anymore.

There was a hint of grief in Ni Kaitong's eyes, more anger, anger Her words at the moment pushed him away again, "Do you know what you're doing?" Do you know where you would be now and what would have become if it weren't for me that day? Do you know how scared I am of you alone right now? Do you know how scared I am of things that I can't control? ”

He looked at her, as she covered her mouth, whimpering and crying, tears falling through her fingers.

Ni Kaitong stretched out his hand and gently wiped away the tears on her face, and said softly, "Sue me, why can't we be together?" ”

No matter how Sula disguises it, how she pretends to be strong, in the face of the person she loves, in the face of such words, the lethality of this sentence Ni Kaitong has never been known, and to Sula's ears, it is more like reminding her that this man who regards her as important as life now, and even later.

When she finally stopped crying, she quietly turned around, got dressed, and said, "You ,,, go." ”

Ni Kaitong looked at her back, two years later, he still couldn't see what this woman was thinking, just like the first time, her eyes were so unreal, as if she had been separated from the fog, and so was her resolute back at this moment.

He suddenly felt like a duck, and after being prostituted by a rich woman, he indifferently asked, "You go!" "It's like Sura carrying her at the moment.

"Sura, I feel less and less like a man with you!" After he said this, he really took a step, closed the door, and left.

Sulla finally sat down on the floor and cried silently. R1152