Lin Mo's words made Su La, who had always placed Dong Wenwen in what kind of identity, shook his head.

Yes, since you don't accept others, why do you have to drag others, it's too selfish.

Although she admitted that she had a dislike for Dong Wenwen at the beginning, after all, one day, she was moved by such a small move, perhaps, it was really a chance, when she was most vulnerable, she magnified that little bit of action, and she felt that she needed someone around her to care for herself, so that she could have something to look forward to.

After breaking up with Ni Kaitong, staying away from the city, to a strange place, just settled down, and received a call from Dong Wenwen, which is similar to the usual shush and warmth.

"How's that, where?"

"It's the same everywhere."

"Are you settled?"

"Well, I finally have a nest."

"Where is it? When the time comes, I'll go see you. ”

"5th Floor, XX Garden, XXX Road"

"Oh."

She thought that he was just asking casually, and didn't take it seriously, so that when Dong Wenwen asked, she just reported the building number, and did not say the specific room number.

One day, she came back with something, and saw a somewhat familiar figure standing at the door of Building No. 5, at that time, tired for a day, in a very bad mood, raised her eyes to see under the street lamp, his velvet-like eyes, softly reflected in her eyes, he moved his lips slightly, took her hand full of things, "How to mention so many things." ”

Because of his arrival, he reached out to take the action in her hand, and tears filled his eyes in an instant, inexplicable, I can't say, why, the moment I saw him, I felt like crying.

Perhaps, it was really her most vulnerable moment as a woman, Dong Wenwen appeared, and she once thought that she needed to be moved, and then when she needed it most, even the smallest things would be magnified countless times.

Putting down the things, Dong Wenwen looked at his watch and said, "Go out and eat something, eat something hot, and your stomach will be more comfortable." His words had the poise and thoughtfulness of his age.

She nodded, entered the house, changed her clothes and came out, tied up her hair, white leggings with a lavender-colored gown, and when she came out, she saw the light flashing in Dong Wenwen's eyes, as if she was saying to her, "It's good to be young." ”

What I ate, I can't remember clearly, but I remember that it was a very stylish restaurant, a Western restaurant that is very suitable for lovers to go, accompanied by music, the meal was eaten very slowly, the two had a chat without a match, ordered red wine, and from time to time I could hear the sound of clinking glasses, out of the western restaurant, her head was a little drowsy, I felt a slight cool feeling between my lips, with a little taste of red wine, when I opened my eyes, I saw Dong Wenwen's panicked and avoided face.

She smiled slightly, pretending that she was really drunk, pretending not to know that he had kissed her.

She saw him look like a twenty-year-old man.

He went to that city to see her many times, and every time, he waited at the door like the first time, or waited for her to get off work, or waited for her to wake up and open the door, and she always laughed at him, and did things that didn't look like a person in his thirties should be, he always laughed, and then said, "Facing you, I don't know what's wrong, I've become very clumsy." ”

That day, when I opened the mailbox and read the email sent by Ni Kaitong to congratulate her on her birthday, I vaguely remembered that she had been in this place for so long, she didn't know how to reply, and she was reluctant to delete it.

In the discotheque, the unbridled music and the chaotic environment can make her unbridled catharsis, a glass of wine into the stomach, the pungent feeling slid down the mouth, and when she walked to the toilet, her eyes were very casual and she glanced at it, and she saw an unclosed door in a private room, Dong Wenwen, who was standing there, put her hand on the waiter's buttocks with an obscene face, she was not sure, she pushed the door open, saw Dong Wenwen standing there stunned, and heard an unfamiliar voice at the same time, and said, "Come, come, don't come in quickly." ”

Dong Wenwen put down the cup and hurriedly walked towards the door, Sula looked at him with a disgusted and angry expression, and said, "Do you want to touch it?" Come, I'll touch you. As he spoke, he pulled his hand hard against her hips.

"Lala, why are you here!" As he spoke, he wrapped his arms around her waist and led her out of the disco, out of the discotheque, Sura opened Dong Wenwen's hand on his waist with one hand, looked at him with a very strange look, and yelled at him, "Leave me alone, I can go back alone." Covered with alcohol, she staggered down the street like a crab, and after walking a few steps, she turned around, looked at Dong Wenwen, who was not far behind her, and said, "Don't follow me!" ”

She stood on the road, walking backwards, roaring at Dong Wenwen, the flashing traffic lights and the lights of the traffic back and forth at night frightened Dong Wenwen, he stood in place and said, "Okay, I won't follow you, you go well." ”

Finally, I still squatted on the side of the road, my stomach turned over and I felt uncomfortable, I took out my mobile phone, and edited a text message through my confused eyes, "I drank a lot, I was in a bad mood, and I wanted to cry." As soon as she finished writing, a tear fell on the keyboard, and she pressed it one by one, and when she pressed the last number, she deleted it.

Although I memorized it backwards, I didn't dare and didn't have a reason to send it to this number.

Men are like this, saying one thing and doing another.

Dong Wenwen trotted over, patted her back gently, he took off his suit jacket and draped it on Sula's body, Sura just vomited a little dizzily, vomited for a while, and heard his words vaguely come into his ears, "Why do you drink so much wine." She was powerless to refute, and said, "Don't say anything, carry me!" I'll forgive you. ”

She opened her arms, coquettish like a child, there was earnestness in her eyes, Dong Wenwen didn't speak, Ren Sula's body leaned on her body, she just felt a trace of warmth and thought of what she saw in the disco, and felt that she was ridiculous.

In the end, I was just moved, and I didn't want to believe in love anymore.

Because, believing hurts, so that the heart will not hurt so much.

She finally felt that she cared about the man who had been with her for two years, even if he was in his thirties, even if he was like this, even if he was so, even if he was in pain.

In the lonely night, she asked herself, does she love Dong Wenwen? Her answer is love, even she herself can't say when she began to rely on this man, she only remembers that at first, she rejected him very much, because from the beginning she felt that his purpose was not pure, but time is really a terrible thing, as time goes by, Dong Wenwen, this person, this name, like an injection, is pushed into her body little by little, infiltrating her soul, she began to care about this man, although her love for him is not as good as her love for Ni Kaitong, but it is undeniable that she loves and sometimes is jealous of him.

Does she love Ni Kaitong? Sula suddenly felt that it was a joke for her to ask this sentence, in countless sleepless nights, she often walked to the switch aimlessly, watching the lights turn on and off, the instant light and darkness in the room, in order to offset the strong sense of loneliness that disappeared, playing boring games with herself, but, turning the switch on, there was only one person in the room, and in the end, she slept on the sofa, lonely, lonely, even breathing was lonely, at that time, she was the most afraid of death, because, she didn't know, if she died, others would find out, She still had to wait until the corpse was decomposing and the stench wafted out before she could be noticed, and that strong sense of loneliness hit her.

When I picked up the snacks, when I opened the plastic bag, I found that I had unconsciously bought his favorite snacks, stretched out my hand, I don't know, should I take it, so I put it down, took another bag, and tore the bag very hard, watching the bag crack from the middle, and the potato chips fell all over the ground, and a sentence suddenly popped up in my mind: "You, you can't even pull a bag!" Tears began to fall, remembering that when we had snacks together, he would always help her tear the bag, and then, when he woke up early in the morning, he would leave evidence of last night's failure and sweep away the potato chips scattered all over the ground last night.

Ni Kaitong likes to eat spicy, always likes to put chili peppers, even in white rice, Sula laughed at him at first, and gradually found that his taste does not know where to start is also spicy and unhappy, although he lost everything, but some of them have been changed after all.

Suddenly find that this person exists in every corner of your life, even if you have long since moved away from that city, but he has already integrated into your life, and you can see his shadow in every gesture, what a terrible fact, you are trapped in the cage of memories, unable to extricate yourself.

He also once liked to eat sweets for her, and he used to hardly touch sweet things.

He also searched the entire online store and jewelry store for a sweater chain that she accidentally said she liked, and finally bought the exact same.

Once two people smoothed out their respective water chestnuts and wanted to be together, but after all, they were just along their respective tracks, and the distance was getting farther and farther.

Or is it coming to the end of separation.

"A person always grows up in love, and when you feel that love is not the only thing in life, the word love will fade, let alone the feelings of the past!" Finally, she chose to listen to Dong Wenwen's words, abandon the past, leave this sad place, and when she was packing up her things, she floated out of the miscarriage slip sandwiched in the book, and her heart hardened a little bit, although she didn't cry, but her mood was so heavy, like the powerlessness and sadness after crying.

Sue sù herself, not worth it!

She began to keep herself busy, but always when she was free, she would shed tears inexplicably, a little nervous, Dong Wenwen said with a smile, "I really can't see it, you can't let go of your feelings so much." ”

She leaned lightly on his shoulder and said, "What can I do to make love fade!" ”

It was Dong Wenwen who accompanied her through the barren land of love. R1152