The picture in my head flickered instantly, and it was chaotic.

In the end, all the memories of the hustle and bustle slowly sank, leaving only one fragment.

When I was about three or four years old, there was a snow-white hospital, snow-white floors, snow-white incandescent lights, snow-white walls, and nurses in snow-white coats.

Wearing a mask, a pair of eyes are extremely familiar.

Those two words were already brewing in her throat at that time.

Mom... It almost burst through my throat. But suddenly the picture was shattered, disappeared in an instant, and instantly pulled her back to reality.

"Who are you?" Chu Yan asked with her eyes, her tone was cold, with a cold air.

Yun Mo's lips trembled, her eyes were full of tears, and her emaciated body leaned almost weakly against the door. She took a step forward, wanting to reach out and touch Chu Yan.

But before he stretched out his hand, Yun Tianyue's whole person fell to the ground in an uproar.

At this time, Chu Yan and Yun Mo, who were immersed in their own emotions, let go of other emotions first, helped Yun Tianyue up, and went to the bedroom.

Chu Yan stayed by the bed, the kind of wet towel wiped the sweat on her cheeks for her, Yun Mo held the first aid kit, put it aside to open it, and took out the ointment swab.

After a long time, Yun Tianyue gradually calmed down and fell asleep in a daze.

Chu Yan took the ointment in her hand, lowered her head and quietly applied the ointment to Yun Tianyue's bruised arm.

She wished for a little longer, a little longer, to wirelessly move back the time she had seen her biological mother until she was in her twilight years, and she would talk to her mother face to face after death. Instead of now, let her face her biological mother who "came back from the dead" again, Yunmo.

But the ointment was finally applied.

She held the ointment in her hand and wanted to put it back in the box, but as soon as she stretched out her hand, she was snatched by Yunmo, "I'll come." ”

"No, I'll do it." Chu Yan also robbed.

Under the two of them, the medicine box suddenly toppled to the ground. There was a sound, and Yun Tianyue on the bed frowned, turned over and fell asleep with his back to the two of them.

Yun Mo squatted on the ground and quickly packed up the medicine box. Then he gave Chu Yan a look and motioned for the two of them to go out and talk.

The bedroom door was closed, blocking out the sound of the living room.

"Chu Yan, you have grown up. It's also beautiful, it's so good..."Yun Mo looked at her, relieved and safe in her heart.

Chu Yan bit her lip and looked at her. The expression is unpredictable, and he doesn't say a word. She never wanted to see her again, and when she was young, she was full of love and nostalgia for her, but later, she inadvertently knew that she was gone and didn't want anything anymore. Don't want yourself and Chu Che, don't want your father, don't want this family, and left resolutely.

She doesn't love herself, why do you still love her?

So, over time. But now, Chu Yan only has hatred in her heart. That deep hatred spread little by little, destroying all the good things in the past.

"Chu Yan, what's wrong with you?" Yunmo approached her, bent down to look at her cheek, and asked with concern, wanting to reach out and touch her shoulder.

But before her hand got closer, Chu Yan took a step back. The body is cold and spreads indifferently.

"If you're gone, why are you coming back?" That's what she said.

Yun Mo's body stood straight and coldly in place, closing his eyes, "You're the second person, ask me so." It turns out that I came back, so annoying. Yun Mo lowered his head, and an inexplicable smile rose on his lips.

"It's more than hate, I just hate that you died when I was three years old." Chu Yan raised her head, and suddenly met Yun Mo's eyes without fear.

As soon as these words came out, Yun Mo was completely nailed to the spot.

She looked up at her in disbelief, "Is that how much mom makes you hate?" She asked tremblingly, her eyes widening, and her heart swelled with cruelty and indifference.

"It's not." Chu Yan replied very quickly, "I wish my biological mother was not you." ”

Yun Mo barely stood on the soles of her feet and took a few steps back. ear

"If it weren't for you, Dad wouldn't be in New Zealand right now, he wouldn't be sick, and his relationship with Uncle wouldn't be what it is today. Chu Che won't ...... either" The words behind him choked up and couldn't speak.

"Chu Che? What happened to him? Yun Mo was very nervous, looked at Chu Yan and asked.

Chu Yan sneered again, "Chu Che? He's been well taken care of, but one thing you don't know is that he has a bad heart. Even Tang Que's mother didn't know about this matter, only my father and I knew. It was brought out of the mother's womb, and although it has been well cared for all these years, the doctor said that it has reached a certain age. If you don't change the heart......"

"I've never heard of this before..."

"Of course, these were found out in New Zealand later, and even the people on this side of the house don't know." Chu Yan's sentences were like poisonous needles, piercing the tip of Yun Mo's heart.

Yun Mo finally couldn't bear the tears that spewed out, covered her face, and fell limply to the ground. Whimper, crying bitterly.

The room was so quiet that only her muffled cry was heard.

"It doesn't matter if you hurt us. Because we're all young, it's going to get better little by little over time. But... You almost killed your father..."Chu Yan also knelt on the ground, tears falling from the rain. "You know what happened to him after you left?"

Chu Yan kept using the word you, and not a mother shouted out.

"How is he now?"

"It was nice to have Tang Que's mother to take care of her. But the damage you caused is an eternal scar on Dad's heart, and it won't be good. And every time he thinks of you, he tears open his scars, and so on, he will never get better. Chu Yan closed her eyes, every time, she carefully hid, and saw that her father had a stomachache, his face was pale, his lips were bruised, and his whole body was sweating like rain.

Every time, I saw him hurt all over his body on a rainy day. He never shouted, never screamed, but he often bit a wooden stick with a row of deep tooth marks.

"The only pain in my heart is that I am sorry for you and Chu Che. Kid, I'm sorry... Mom, I'm sorry for you. Yunmo looked up at her.

"Nope! The only person you're sorry for is Dad. Chu Yan screamed, even at this time she was still refuting, resisting, and not admitting.

"Chu Yan, you are still young. You don't know about adult things. Yun Mo leaned closer, wanting to take her hand and soothe her emotions.

"I don't know? I know everything. Don't argue about your guilt anymore! You're a complete liar, bastard! Chu Yan cursed loudly, her brain was so hot that she forgot that there were some things she couldn't say. The moment she realized it, Yun Mo had already reached out and slapped her.

This sound, crisp and loud, resounded in the living room.

The world was plunged into a roar and everything was back to normal.

Chu Yan stood up slowly, turned around expressionlessly, reached out and wiped away a handful of tears as she walked, pushed open the door and left.