Chapter 168 [5000 Words]
And in the night, a long figure came slowly, and the helpers in the orchard around them began to hurriedly pack up their things to hide from the rain because of the heavy rain. And the figure is not walking slowly, but it gives people a feeling of calmly and indifferently walking slowly.
In an instant, the surrounding crowd of people running around, the verdant vegetable garden and the leafy orchard became the background.
He holds an umbrella alone, as if walking in a sinuous ink painting.
When he approached, his handsome face and picturesque eyebrows gradually became clear, and when she saw that it was Gu Nancy, Ji Xinyao couldn't help but change her face, even if she was a little cold because of the sudden heavy rain, even if the person who came had the warmth that she had been extremely attached to, she didn't look at his warm gaze, and turned her eyes to look at Uncle Jian: "I won't wait for the car, I'll go first." ”
With that, she turned to leave on the other side of the pergola straight into the rain.
But she was just about to step out, her face was wet and cold, her body was almost drenched, her wrist was suddenly grabbed, and the whole person was suddenly pulled into a warm embrace.
"Xin Yao, it's raining too much, don't walk around." He grabbed her and clasped her directly to his chest.
She turned her head and looked at the man holding the umbrella, under the light of a few small lamps in the orchard of the Mid-Levels Club Garden that swayed in the rain curtain, the light outlined was so dizzying.
"It's raining, I'm not so delicate." She pushed him away and spun away.
She can't go on like this, she will go crazy if she continues like this, the pull of reason and emotion, she never knew that his influence in her heart has exceeded her original imagination, but such a pull will be tugged at the heartstrings, if she continues like this, she will definitely abandon it, she will definitely repeat the mistakes of the past!
"You let go of me!" She shook him off as he raised his hand to stop her.
"Xin Yao!" Gu Nancy frowned, stopped her with one hand, and Qing Yue's voice was patient and strict in her ears: "You can't catch a cold!" Don't make a fuss, come with me! ”
His tone and his expression all implied his concern and distress, as if he was afraid that she would really get drenched in the rain under this toss, so he directly raised the umbrella above her head, and held the umbrella for her on the side of the pergola, and at the same time took off his coat and draped it on her: "It's very cold in this kind of weather, you are wearing too little, wait for me to ask someone to prepare two sets of clothes for you." ”
"Nancy Gu! Put away your tenderness, I don't need it! She almost gritted her teeth and tried hard to push him away, but he deliberately tightened her: "We don't have a relationship anymore!" Don't be like that, okay! When did you Mayor Gu really drag the mud and water like this, a single ex-girlfriend is not enough, and now you still want to entangle with your ex-wife to the end of the world, right? ”
He frowned: "I have nothing to do with Shan Ying, including Xiaoyu!" Of course, if you're willing to listen to my explanation! ”
"What's the need! Nancy Gu, do you know what completely shattered my expectations of you? It's the kid who called you daddy! What were you doing at that time? You lean down and take the little fish in your arms and coax it gently! If she's not your daughter, why would you get to such a point and be really fun cheating on me all the time? Gu Nancy: When did I offend you? Or do I owe you something? Why do you do this to me? ”
She didn't cry or scream, but the unwillingness and resentment she had hidden in her heart for a month all surged out at this moment, she coldly questioned word by word, and her eyes were always staring at his face: "I thought the worst thing was to see you and Shan Ying together in the hotel, but that kid ...... She called you Daddy......"
"Gu Nancy, you sue me, how invincible I have to be to endure your deception and hurt me like this! If I hinder you and Shan Ying in anything, okay, I'll give you relief, that divorce agreement is my gift to your family of three! But why don't you let me go? Do you really think that I, Ji Xinyao, am so easy to bully when you see that I have been bullied all my life! Do you have to do this to me? Yes? ”
His eyes were gentle and clear in the rainy night, and he quietly watched her finally break through the gate to vent.
"Or are you Gu Nancy just as cynical, you think it's ridiculous to play with my feelings, right? You haven't had enough of it? You don't want me to give up until I'm covered in bruises and plucked all the thorns out of my body, right......"
Before the words fell, he suddenly hugged her into his arms, and the two of them were left in the pergola, and the umbrella fell at their feet, rolling in the cold wind and the mud of the rain, leaning down and kissing her in the cold ear, and whispering, "Finally willing to vent, right?" ”
She stood still, her nose full of his scent.
At that time, this man seemed to really love her deeply, he was patiently waiting for her to vent, waiting for her tears to come out of her eyes, waiting for the opportunity, to seize the opportunity to prevent her heart from being blocked, this feeling was really terrible, she didn't want that heart to gradually become blurred!
But he always shows up at the right time!
"So you're here to scold?" She let her body be held by him, and let his arm press her firmly into his arms, but she smiled self-deprecatingly: "I've scolded, vented, are you comfortable?" ”
"Gu Nancy, it took me a month to figure out a lot, the two of us have never been people of the same world, no matter the status or a qiē, I will only give you too much trouble by your side, and you will only bring me endless pressure and constraints, in fact, this is very good, we are all strangers, we are all adults, it's just half a year's time, maybe you can forget it in the blink of an eye, I can be so free, why don't you want to let me go, let me live!"
"Your qiē, please take it away and bring it to the people who need it, at least I don't need it, I can't afford it! I-"
The words were suddenly stopped, Gu Nancy leaned down, her long legs approached, lowered her head and pressed her lips fiercely.
The fit between the lip flaps until she tossed and sucked, her eyes widened, and she raised her hand to resist desperately, but she was firmly locked in his arms. The always rational Gu Nancy, Sven Gu Nancy, she never imagined that he would kiss her like this, because she was defenseless, and the dexterous tongue that invaded her mouth without hesitation drove straight in, scorching and as if she was attacking the city without restraint, as if she was not tired of holding her in her arms, lingering in her lips, and sweeping back and forth wantonly.
With the deepening of the lips and tongue, their bodies are closely attached to each other from top to bottom, Ji Xinyao's coldness was almost catalyzed by the heat on his body, and the strength of the struggle was repeatedly easily resolved by him, the heavy rain drifting outside the shed was dripping, with the wind rising, there was a trace of cold moisture hitting her back, he turned around and pressed her against the flat iron frame by the shed, not letting the rain blow in on her body for half a minute, but he was drenched by the rain blowing in the wind, and this urgency was not dispelled by the coldness of the rain, Tightly wrapped around her body, put her in the sea of icebergs and fire, and sank her, leaving her with no way out, and striking back and forth.
"Hmm......" Xin Yao was almost out of breath, and she couldn't break free, her eyes were dizzy, but her heart seemed to crack a deep hole in an instant.
His breath seemed to pass through the qiē of guò and preach the limbs, and it even drained the strength of her whole body.
I don't know how long it took, there seemed to be thunder in the chaos, and the rain finally became heavier and heavier, and the pergola in the small orchard seemed to be unable to cover the heavy rain.
In the end, his lips and tongue gently licked her red lips as if soothing, but he still did not leave as if he missed and cherished them so much.
After another gentle kiss, he finally let go of her.
Seeing that her eyes were so angry that there was a mist of ammonia, but she bit her lip and refused to fall with grief and indignation, he sighed lightly: "Xiaoyu suffered from a brain tumor two years ago, and it has not been cured for a long time, and when I saw her a few months ago, it had deteriorated. ”
Ji Xinyao's delicate face turned a little pale in the dim sky, and her clear eyes looked at him a little stunned.
He pulled the coat draped over her upwards and wrapped her, not letting her blow a trace of cold wind, with a warm gaze like a clear spring in his eyes: "When Xiaoyu first opened his mouth to call me dad, I was as shocked as you, I didn't have the habit of going around to recognize my daughter, nor did I have the same fraternity as you said, everyone has their own principles, maybe I have more principles than anyone else, and I don't want to let your relationship with me come to an impasse with this reason." ”
"At that time, after Shan Lao's reception banquet, Xiao Yu, who was alone in the hotel, suddenly fell ill, because she was Shan Lao's great-granddaughter, the person in charge of the hotel contacted me, I rushed over with Shan Lao, and when she was sent to the hospital, I knew that she was a malignant brain tumor, and she had only half a year left to live. Since the divorce, Shan Ying has not been able to contact Xiaoyu's father, and Xiaoyu has been trying to find his father since he got sick......"
As he spoke, he pursed his thin lips lightly, and there was finally an apology in his eyes: "I know that anyone will mind this kind of thing, not to mention the relationship between me and Shan Ying in the past, so twice when I temporarily sent Xiaoyu to the hospital, I hid it from you." And when Xiaoyu called me dad again, although I resisted, but Xin Yao, the principle is not worth the hearts of the people, in the face of a five-year-old child who is tortured by illness every day but can still laugh so happily, but in fact, he is about to come to the end of his life, for this title, I did not acquiesce, nor did I deny it, I just called her so. But no matter what the reason, it is inevitable that it will hurt you, this is my negligence and mistake, you can blame me and hate me, but don't deny yourself like this. ”
He raised his hand and tossed her slightly messy hair behind her ears because of the struggle just now, even on such a thunderstormy rainy night, he was still the elegant and outstanding Gu Nancy, but his eyes were deeply apologetic, slender fingers caressed her face, a gust of wind blew, and his fluffy hair lifted slightly.
At this time, Ji Xinyao could still think of a glimpse that used to be like that, this kind and humble man who was enough to make any woman fall for him, high and perfect as a god, as if such a dusty man was standing here, and the wind and rain seemed to be one, without a trace of defilement, but it could purify this qiē filth.
She thought that no matter how much she couldn't let go of Shan Ying's cunzài, if Xiaoyu stood at her feet with teary eyes and called her mother, she wouldn't ...... So cruelly push the child away...... What's more, he is still a child who is struggling with his illness and has a "father's dream".
So, in front of Xiaoyu that day, he couldn't deny it to his face, and he had to explain to her later, but she had already escaped?
But......
What can we do?
All the once qiē were abandoned on the streets of G City that seemed to be a time tunnel, and those gentleness gradually receded in the shuttle time.
Maybe they're all wrong.
In any case, after all, they never completely trusted each other, just as she didn't want to mention the past in front of him, just as he didn't want her to misunderstand and hide Xiaoyu's affairs, Gu Nancy is a perfect man who can control a qiē, he knows what is the best way, and even he gave her so much beauty and trust, in fact, whether he really trusts in his heart, or just trusts him, this may not have an answer.
In fact, he could have sued her early, so why did he come to this point......
She pursed her lips and looked at him calmly: "Thank you for untying the knot in my heart, the question that I have never been able to figure out finally has an answer." Now, can I go? ”
As if he had expected that she would not forgive anything for such an explanation, he did not retreat in the slightest because of her indifference that had gradually calmed down.
At this moment, Ji Xinyao suddenly felt that she was very mean, she looked at him coldly, the dappled rainy night, the dim pergola with only a few glimmers, she looked at her coldly, he seemed to be able to tolerate her, and looked at her patiently and firmly.
She knew that there must be something holding him back that day at the wedding or on the eve of the wedding, maybe it was Xiaoyu, or maybe it was something else.
She also knew that he wouldn't deliberately hurt her.
That wedding was planned by Gu Nancy for a long time, and the luck he promised her was the wedding for her, maybe it was the gears of fate, or maybe the bride who stood under the different eyes of everyone that day was overwhelmed after all.
People from two worlds had to be squeezed into one world, so the whole world began to become smaller, including her heart. It turns out that she is just a vulgar and vulgar woman, after paying her sincerity, but she just wants a stable and complete heart that belongs to herself.
Greedy? Perhaps, but what woman is not greedy.
Who says life can't be dramatic? In fact, life is ridiculous.
She had to admit that everything Shan Ying had done to her for so long had succeeded, and finally let her completely explode on that day, whether Shan Ying wanted to fight for it through the child, or just how much she thought about it, after all, she succeeded, didn't she?
She tore off the coat on her body and returned it to him: "Give back the clothes to you, lend me the umbrella, thank you." ”
With that, she stooped down and picked up the wind-blown umbrella in the pergola, and held it above her head, knowing that he was watching her, always watching her.
But she still walked away alone without looking back.
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Ji Xinyao returned to the villa in front of the Mid-Levels Hall with an umbrella all the way, although her heart was not calm, but her reason was still there, she glanced back at the sky and the rain curtain, and handed the umbrella to the staff next to her: "Mayor Gu is over there in the vegetable garden, his umbrella is borrowed from me, you go and pick him up." ”
"Okay."
It wasn't until the staff took the umbrella and asked someone to drive to pick him up that she turned around and walked in quickly.
But as soon as she walked in, she suddenly bumped into a person's chest, and the person held her shoulder: "Xin Yao? I was about to pick you up, I heard you say that you were going to the farm, and I waited for you for a long time thinking that you were blocked by the rain and couldn't come back, how did you come back? Do you have a cold? ”
Xin Yao shook her head, raised her hand and ripped off Lu Han's hand on her shoulder: "I'm not wet, how about it, has dinner started?" We're ready to go, right? ”
Lu Han pointed to the weather outside: "Let's not mention that it's dark now, and it's raining so heavily, the Mid-Levels Hall is on the mountain, the road is slippery in the rain, and there is no way to drive, we have to stay here for one night tonight and leave tomorrow morning." ”
"Tomorrow morning?" Ji Xinyao turned her head to look at the rain outside, her eyes frozen.
This kind of weather is really inconvenient to go down the mountain, it is simply fatal.
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[There will be a turning point tomorrow, don't worry, the plot won't go in the direction of tangling, and the heroine won't be grinding and chirping, so I'll continue to see what Gu Da does~]