Thirty-nine degrees.

Gu Yufei frowned, put down the thermometer, went to pour a glass of water, took the antipyretic medicine again, sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out his arm around Qin Muyan's neck to help him up, but as soon as he was helped up, he snorted and unconsciously raised his hand, but the water cup in her other hand almost fell.

"Don't move!" She scolded him sharply, then let him lean into her arms, put the fever reducer in one hand into his mouth, and fed water to his mouth with the other: "Eat the medicine and drink the water." Fantasy"

Qin Muyan didn't seem to be conscious all the time, and didn't drink water, until the bitter taste in his mouth spread, he twisted his eyebrows fiercely, and Gu Yufei directly fed the water to his mouth a little: "Come, drink the water." Ahh

Out of instinct, he finally obediently took a sip of water, swallowed the medicine, and she fed him a few more sips before stopping.

Gu Yufei put the water cup aside, and was about to help him to lie down, but Qin Muyan suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged her waist, and he didn't know where he got the strength, so he suddenly hugged her into his arms.

Gu Yufei was defenseless, the whole person fell directly on the bed, was held in his arms, and at the same time as he fell, he also pressed him down beside him, holding her like a rare treasure, and unconsciously pasted her forehead with his lips.

She struggled for a moment, but felt him hug her tighter.

"Qin Muyan! What are you doing? You let go of me! ”

"I'm sorry......" he whispered vaguely as his lips pressed to her forehead.

Gu Yufei froze for a moment, staying quietly in his arms, his body close to each other, and he felt the scorching temperature on his body.

"I'm sorry......" he whispered, still pressed to her forehead.

"Yufei......" he sighed and hugged her tighter, but his eyes were always closed, and he didn't know if he was awake or just whispering in a dream.

He whispered her name in her ear, Gu Yufei closed his eyes, and for about a minute or so, he stayed quietly in his arms, feeling the hot temperature on his body, and the smell of wine on his body gradually dissipated, and the smell that belonged to him alone.

"Yufei...... I'm sorry...... Yufei ......"

Gu Yufei's eyes gradually turned red, but he suddenly pushed him away, quickly stood up and took a step back by the bed.

Qin Muyan was pushed and lay directly on the other side of the bed, but there was no other reflection, he still looked very uncomfortable, and he said vague words in his mouth.

Seeing that he was not pretending to be asleep and did not wake up, Gu Yufei looked at him coldly, looked at him for a long time, and then leaned down to straighten his body, let him lie down well, covered the quilt, and put ice cubes in the towel on his forehead again.

When she was done, she turned and walked out of the bedroom, closing the door and not planning to look at him again.

I turned around and walked to the living room, but I didn't feel sleepy.

Looking at the time hand on the wall, Gu Yufei's gaze couldn't be taken away for a long time.

Wisdom will be hurt, and love will not live.

These are the eight words of how delicate they are, but they make her feel so in line with the current mental mirror, so sad.

Yes, just sad.

It's not heartache, it's not entanglement, it's not love, it's not hate, it's just sadness.

It's just that she can't cry, and she shouldn't be sad either, right?

She can take the previous nine years of relationship as her own wishful thinking, but can a word of sorry erase his harm to Qingqing? After all, he is the biological father of the child, and over the years, whether deliberately or unintentionally, whether he can come or can't come, he has missed too much.

Even if he has nothing to do with Ning, he just wanted to misunderstand, hate, and even disgust her with a sentence on the phone, even if these misunderstandings are explained clearly.

But she was tired.

Qin Muyan, our fate ended a long time ago, when I don't want to catch it anymore, why do you bother to look for it again?

Gu Yufei looked at the clock on the wall, all these years, even she didn't know how time had passed.

And how her heart has become scarred little by little.

But she doesn't want to say it, she is not a person who likes to express too much in words, most of the time she is used to forbearance, many times, some relatives and friends say that her personality is not like Gu Nancy at all, but people who really know her say, Gu Yufei, you and Gu Nancy are really similar, the things in your heart, no matter how turbulent your heart is, but on her face, you can never see her heart.

Just as she has never loved or hated, no one can see how bloody and even blurred her heart was.

tang

So, Qin Muyan, why do you have to say this sentence I'm sorry, it makes me uncomfortable.

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Early the next morning.

Before six o'clock, Qingqing was woken up by urine, a three-year-old little girl, who had been trained by her mother to go into the toilet and take off her pants by herself, so she crawled out of bed while rubbing her eyes, and stepped on a small stool to get out of bed.

When she walked out of the study, the living room was quiet, and Qingqing usually slept until half past six before getting up, so Gu Yufei habitually went out for a morning run an hour before the child woke up.

Qingqing didn't know if her mother was there, so she just rubbed her eyes and walked into the bathroom next to the bathroom, but as soon as she walked in, she suddenly saw a tall black shadow standing by the toilet.

Qingqing slowly raised her head in a daze and looked at the tall figure.

Until the person seemed to hear something, and when he turned around, he saw the little girl standing in front of the bathroom door, and immediately hurriedly lifted his pants, lest the little girl see that the child was not suitable.

Qin Muyan woke up early in the morning, and he didn't know where he was, but he drank too much wine last night, held it all night, opened the bedroom door directly, groped his way into the bathroom, and planned to finish going to the toilet.

As a result, he heard movement behind him as soon as he was halfway through the toilet, and when he turned around, he saw his own daughter staring at him with wide-eyed glass beads in surprise.

He quickly fastened his trouser belt, flushed the toilet, and then looked back at the little girl who was still wide-eyed, still a little pale and cold, and finally eased up when he saw Qingqing.

"No wonder my mother wants to be with Uncle Lin...... Qingqing suddenly spoke, provoking Qin Muyan, who was recalling how he got to this place last night, suddenly paused.

"You don't even have such a weird posture to go to the toilet." Qingqing pursed her lips, with a look of special disdain for her father, and stretched out her finger to the small toilet next to her: "You shouldn't go to the toilet like this, I'll teach you!" ”

Saying that, the little girl ran to the toilet, opened her small toilet lid, and then neatly took off her little pants, sat on it with her bare little buttocks and peed, and raised her eyes with a smile while peeing at Qin Muyan, whose face was already half dark: "It's right to pee like this!" Mom taught me! ”

Qin Muyan's face turned black in an instant, and he sighed with tears and laughter, and he had to admit the fact that he should be at Gu Yufei's residence.

His head was still a little dizzy, and he reached out to support the door, barely standing firmly, watching the little girl stand up and lift her pants after going to the toilet, and only felt sad in her heart.

Qingqing is only more than three years old, but she is already self-reliant to the point that when her mother is not at home, she can do her own things obediently without crying or making trouble.

"Qingqing." Qin Muyan's voice was a little weak, but he looked at the child as gently as possible, and asked softly, "Where is Mom?" ”

Qingqing lifted her pants, flushed her small toilet with water, then turned her head and looked at Qin Muyan with an innocent expression: "I don't know!" Mom says you're sick! Do you want to get an injection? ”

Saying that, Qingqing suddenly turned around and ran out of the bathroom, Qin Muyan saw that the child was running so fast, turned around and followed out slowly, but he leaned weakly against the wall outside the bathroom, and saw his daughter running into the study, took out a children's medical bag in the toy box, took out a bunch of toy models of medical equipment from inside, took out a needle-shaped puppet and ran over, and held it high: "I'll give you an injection!" Soon the illness will be cured! ”

From beginning to end, Qingqing still didn't call her father.

This kid is really similar to Gu Yufei's temperament.

Qin Muyan was about to walk over and touch his daughter's head, but as soon as he took a step, he was a little dizzy, he paused, and was about to continue walking, but suddenly heard the sound of unlocking the card from the top of the door.

When Gu Yufei walked in the door with some dishes, Qin Muyan turned his head to look at her, his eyes were faint and unwavering, but his eyes were a little colder than when he was awake before.

Gu Yufei didn't expect them to wake up so early, and after the morning run, they went to buy some greens, because Qin Muyan's high fever was too strict, he should drink some vegetable porridge, but in this place in the United States, not every place has porridge to buy, after all, this is the food that Chinese are used to, so she bought some vegetables and planned to come back and make them herself.

At the moment when she touched Qin Muyan's faint gaze, she closed the door behind her, as if nothing had happened, and said calmly: "Is your body still uncomfortable?" ”