87_87078 "Nuan Nuan, are you sure, do you want to do this?" Mu Zeshen held Yan Nuan's hand tightly, his hand was trembling, and even his dark eyes were stained with fear.

It was as if the end of the world was coming, holding her hand tightly.

Yan Nuan felt a pain in her heart, and Mu Zeshen's expression made her a little afraid to look at Kuo again.

This man should be as strong as an emperor, he should be high, he is Mr. Mu of Nancheng, and he should be the person she looks up to all her life.

Even though she no longer looked up to him, she never thought that he would step down from the altar.

The two of them are like this today, and there is no room for recovery.

Yan Nuan gently withdrew his hand from his palm.

Mu Zeshen looked at his empty palm and smiled dismally: "Nuan Nuan, can't you really accept me?" I can be nice to you, you can do whatever you want, as long as you are by my side. ”

Yan Nuan gently turned her head away and didn't look at Mu Zeshen.

Mu Zeshen said softly: "I really, I am seriously thinking about how to be good to you, spoil you to the sky, let me do things that I haven't done before, and make up for the regrets left behind, give you the most luxurious life, give you the happiness that Yan Nuan has not enjoyed, and give it to you one by one, I will learn about the things you like, and swear, use my best to achieve your wishes, you can't accept me, it doesn't matter, I can wait, I can even tolerate that kid from the Ou family in your heart." ”

He paused, and his voice was hoarse: "Nuan Nuan, I have really failed in my life, and I don't understand a lot of emotional things, but I am really studying, and what I lack is just that you give me a chance." I, Mu Zeshen, have never been so low to anyone in my life, don't these things mean anything? Can't they impress you in the slightest? ”

Yan Nuan closed her eyes, bit her lower lip, shook her head blankly, and said in a dumb voice: "Actually, you don't know me at all, really, when I was in the Mu family before, I always read some financial books, that's because you like it, but what I like is mystery novels." I hired a tutor in the U.S. to teach me an MBA because I thought it might help you, even if I wanted to be a lawyer as a kid. My clothes are all plain beige, and that's because your room is decorated in gray white. When a person expresses himself in a private space, it is his favorite color. I used to put a lot of effort and care into it, just to ......"

Yan Nuan said as she spoke, her voice choked, like a sour thing blocking her throat.

"It's useless to say these things now, what I mind, it's not the thing that died at that time, it's that I want to come to the Mu family, so it's my own responsibility to die, I can't blame anyone, but it's different now, I like him, I don't want to have anything to do with you, I don't want to ...... at all"

Mu Zeshen's face became paler and paler, but he said strongly: "Nuan Nuan, you are not her, how can you be her, you are just too tired, take a good rest, you won't say this." ”

"Mu Zeshen, you knew it before, didn't you? Otherwise, when you are in the cemetery, you won't say that on purpose, when you see the photo of me and Yan Feng together, you will know who I am. Yan Nuan said gently, her dark eyes were like black holes, and even the light was swallowed up.

"Self-deception is not the solution to the problem. How to escape, I can't escape the fact that I used to be Mu Yannuan, and I was abandoned by you at the most critical moment, do you know what I said to you in front of the camera at that time? ”

"What?" Mu Zeshen subconsciously asked rhetorically.

"I said." Yan Nuan smiled slightly, "Dad, save me, I don't want to die!" ”

deliberately softened his voice, but he became hoarse because of the sourness in his throat.

Mu Ze looked at Yan Nuan's little face that pretended to be calm with deep determination, and his eyes were full of desolation.

He seemed to see Mu Yannuan at that time leaning weakly against the snow-white wall, holding his last breath and begging him for help.

But he chose Mu Qi.

Mu Zeshen laughed lowly, his laughter was bitter and ugly, and he muttered, "Nuan Nuan, don't you leave me some leeway?" ”

"Now it's you who don't leave me room for anything." Yan Nuan looked at Mu Zeshen, who was lost and depressed, and said softly: "Mu Zeshen, anyway, whether it is Yan Nuan of the Yan family or Yan Nuan in the old city now, it is not your daughter, you just let me go, you want me to be what you have fun with, don't say that I used to be Mu Yannuan, that is, I am just a simple Yan Nuan, this kind of thing is too deceitful." ”

Mu Zeshen's face turned blue and said: "What kind of amusement thing, have you ever seen anyone take such pains for a thing?" I want something for fun, and someone will deliver it as soon as I want to. But what I want from beginning to end is you, just you, why do you keep twisting my meaning? Nuan Nuan, since God has brought you back to life, it is to give me a chance. ”

"Mu Zeshen, you said that my mother always can't see her mistakes, why don't you, God brought me back to life, not to give you a chance, but to give me a chance. …… Come and run away from you and correct my mistakes. ”

Yan Nuan said lightly: "Mu Zeshen, don't forget, there is a human life between us. You owe me a life. ”

Mu Zeshen seemed to have been hit hard, and his tall figure was a little cringe in an instant.

Yan Nuan closed her eyes, and soon, she opened them again, and whispered, "I am Yan Nuan, so it is impossible to be with you." Those things that happened, I can't just take it as if it wasn't there, the process was so tragic, so tragic that it left a deep scar on my soul. I can't follow you and remind myself again and again that I still have that way

Scar, that feeling is too painful. Mu Zeshen, I also want to live well, just be the current Yan Nuan, do you understand? ”

"I know, you may not be blamed for what happened back then. Mu Ke later let me watch the video of the kidnapping back then, from that angle, I really can't see that I was shot and injured, you will choose Mu Qi, it is also a matter of course......" Yan Nuan took a deep breath and slowly exhaled it again, his voice soft.

"Forget it, I won't say more. In short, Mu Zeshen, you have to let me go, you have no choice, because this is what you owe me. I don't need your money or any other compensation, I just need you to do one thing, and that is to stay away from my life. If you do that, then I will try to forgive you for what you have done. ”

Mu Zeshen shook his head, his cold face darkened, and after half a sound, he said in a hoarse voice: "Then I'd rather you hate me." ”

Yan Nuan gritted her teeth: "So, aren't you going to let me go?" ”

"That's right! Nuan Nuan, you don't have a choice! Mu Zeshen stared at Yan Nuan and whispered.

watched her deep eyes gradually become desolate, and despair entered her eyes.

He stretched out his hand, touched her jade-like face, pleaded, and whispered, "Forgive me!" Warm! ”

"Never!"

**

For the next week, Yan Nuan spent the next week in Mu Zeshen's room.

Mu Zeshen's statement was that she was not well enough to leave.

The fact is that she was placed under house arrest in disguise.

Every time she wanted to leave the room, the bodyguard at the door would politely and respectfully say to her, "I'm sorry, Miss Yan, Mr. said you still need to rest." ”

Yan Nuan failed every attempt, just looked at the bodyguard, didn't say anything, and walked back to the room silently.

Mu Zeshen instructed the maid to put a lot of books in the room, and Yan Nuan used books to pass the time every day.

Most of the time I lie in bed.

Drowsy.

Her body was already at an extreme point.

Hunger strike for several days.

Mu Zeshen didn't come to see her, but just asked the nurse to hang a hanging bottle for her and inject nutrients.

"Miss Yan, eat a little more, if you don't eat, your body will collapse." Ling Ling bitterly persuaded Yan Nuan to eat.

Yan Nuan was lying on the bed, her eyes wide, looking at the snow-white ceiling, the once dark and clear pupils were now replaced by a piece of wood.

Yan Nuan asked, "Is Mu Zeshen going to let me go?" ”

Ling Ling was speechless, and said respectfully and cautiously: "Sir, let Miss Yan have a good rest." ”

Halfway through, she let out a single tone like a mosquito: "Get out!" ”

Ling Ling looked at Yan Nuan's thin back and retreated.

Outside the door, Mu Zeshen leaned against the wall with his back to the wall, his slender fingers holding the cigarette, swallowing the clouds and spitting out the fog, and the faint smoke surrounded him.

The fundus of the eyes is faint bruising, and the whites of the eyes have red streaks. Yan zhòng's lack of sleep.

It was like a dark river, filled with the breath of pain, and it lingered around him invisibly.

Seeing Ling Ling retreat from the room, he took a deep puff of his cigarette, and the bodyguard hurriedly handed over an ashtray.

Mu Zeshen snuffed out his cigarette, and he asked hoarsely, "How is it?" ”

Ling Ling hesitated for a moment, but still reported truthfully: "Miss Yan, I hope you can let her leave." ”

"Really?" Mu Zeshen replied.

He leaned his back against the cold wall.

The coolness of the wall seemed to run down his back into his limbs, making him unconsciously tremble slightly.

Thinking about Yan Nuan's room inside.

He wanted to go in, but he didn't dare to go in.

Don't dare to go in, after doing something like that to her.

Not daring to see her look of disgust at him.

When did Mr. Mu fall into such a wolf situation.

"Go, bring me the porridge." Mu Zeshen stood up upright and instructed Ling Ling lightly.

"Yes, sir.".