82_82690 Shi Run's lips and teeth trembled, and he took out the piece of cloth, and the crooked blood words on it:

Xiao Zheng, Mom doesn't want anyone's kidneys, I never thought that the price of living would hurt you and Run, son, Mom shouldn't wake up, I'm sorry......

Every word, with all his strength, the more he went to the back, the more weak he became, and the last word dragged a long trail of blood.

Those who cut off their hearts and bones will never stomp.

Shi Run looked at it in a daze, his eyes were about to split, and he finally lowered his head and cried bitterly.

How could it be......

Mom really didn't know that she was going to donate a kidney to her?

But Ye Li said......

Shi Run hugged his head, whimpered and sobbed, kept shaking his head, shaking his head desperately......

Ji Yunan's gloomy eyes looked at the last three unformed words on the cloth for a long time, and Xue Zheng was completely defeated by these three words.

I want my mother, who has worked hard and suffered all her life, to live a good life, even if she is not tortured by illness for a day, in the end, what I get is the three words that my mother said to her son before she died: I'm sorry.

When the mother apologized for her life and apologized for dragging her son down by her life, she said son, I'm sorry.

Xue Zheng's mood, collapse, and despair, no one can understand.

There was silence in the carriage.

Ji Yunan opened his mouth dumbly: "Mom didn't know that she was going to have a kidney transplant, I was afraid that the old man would think too much, so we told her to have a major abdominal surgery, and she would be cured." She woke up in a coma for many years with a will, because she missed her son, and later cooperated with us for active treatment, because she wanted to bring her grandson to her son, and she had the will to live if she had hope. She is an old man with strong self-esteem and stubbornness, Ye Li makes her heartbroken, she regards Xue Zheng as the only one, the old man only wants to be good all his life, she is paying for all the qi qi can pay for Xue Zheng, if she knew in advance that she was using one of your kidneys to save her, this operation would not have started planning at all, and she would not have the will to survive at all. She is a mother who hopes for everyone's good, and gives her all the bad and lets her bear it. ”

Ji Yunan lowered his head heavily: "Xue Zheng only found out that you were pregnant yesterday, and when I saw the checklist in your schoolbag, I immediately called me and asked why the matching test didn't come out, and we only knew that we were abducted by that Dr. Zhang." Xue Zheng in the car has been very excited after learning that you are pregnant, and rushed to see you, whether you believe it or not, Xue Zheng doesn't want your kidney from the bottom of his heart, you are pregnant, and gave him a good reason to let go of his conscience, yesterday he actually made a decision, the child was born well, and accompanied his mother to spend the last days, so that her mother passed away peacefully. ”

She could have passed away peacefully, and the last second in the company of everyone was to remove the ventilator and close her eyes peacefully. Instead of last night, she pulled out all the tubes in her body, her skin was open, and her abdominal organs were even ...... Even exposed. After removing the breathing mask, her brain is starved of oxygen, and the organs of her body will fail one by one, the process is very painful, she is very painful, life is better than death but she does not make a sound, through a soundproof door, even the sleeping maid outside did not wake up, her determination to end her life is so big. During the forensic examination, it was found that she had broken her tongue, how painful it was, her fingers scratched the sheets and scratched the fractures, she was dead with her eyes open, and there were blood stains on her eyeballs......"

Ji Yunan couldn't say any more.

Shi Run seemed to be suffocating in tears, covered his face with his hands, and kept shaking his head mechanically: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I don't know that's the case, at that time I didn't know who I could trust, all of you were lying to me, Brother Nan, you pretended not to know the match between my kidney and my mother, and so did my uncle, Ye Li found me that day and said a qiē, and Ye Li said that she and her mother have always been in contact, Ye Li They are mother and daughter, and her mother doesn't want her kidney, saying that her mother spent money to specify that she wants to use me. Brother Yunan, do you know how I felt when I heard this? It's broken, I think Uncle Ye Limu's mother is a family, I'm a complete fool! All the people I believed in lied to me, I don't know who to believe, I broke with my uncle completely in the single-family house, I was angry at that time, I said not to give my mother a kidney, but then I drove alone on the street, I didn't want to live, I was desperate, since I gave up on myself, then use my kidney to save the old man who had always wanted to live, so I impulsively went to my mother's ward and told her that I would kill her son's seed and give her the kidney with both hands...... Oh my God, I thought my mom was acting, but no, I didn't know she didn't know she needed a kidney, and if I knew, I wouldn't say that, I wouldn't, I wouldn't ......"

Ji Yunan closed his eyes deeply, and his ears replayed what Shi Run said sentence by sentence, and his eyes suddenly opened.

Ye Li.

……**……

The seventh day after my mother's death.

Xiao Xuezheng lost consciousness in the ward and was sent to the hospital for rescue, and Ji Yunan was able to cremate and bury the body of his mother, who was about to be unable to save the air-conditioning.

When Shi Run attended his mother's funeral, he didn't see him.

It was learned that he was hospitalized and unconscious.

Half a month later, Shi Run saw his back from a distance in his mother's cemetery

The person was pushed in a wheelchair, and before he was cured, he lowered his waist and put down the white chrysanthemum, picked up the harmonica, and played alone in front of the tomb for a long time.

That was the first time Shi Run saw him show his talent in music, playing very simple tunes, back and forth.

It must have been taught by his mother.

Shi Run stayed with him silently behind the tree for a long time, until a few hours later, when it rained, someone held an umbrella for him.

Shi Run touched his lower abdomen, held the white chrysanthemum that he had never had a chance to give to his mother, and walked down the mountain quickly.

These days she is calm, not for anything else, for the baby in her belly.

On the twenty-eighth day after her mother's death, Shi Run, who lived in Caicai's house, received a call from the villa, and Aunt Zhou sighed quietly and carefully: "Mrs., Mr. wants to see you." ”

Shi Run held the phone in his hand, and there was a trance in front of him, and for a long time, he silently sighed.

After hanging up the phone, her mind was not calm, vast, white, and she wanted to say a lot to him, to make it clear.

She will tell him the details of the night she went to see her mother, she will tell him in person, he can't get out of her mother's death, how to think of her, that's his business.

Whether he believes it or not, blame it or not, it no longer matters.

At three o'clock in the afternoon of the same day, Shi Run came to the single-family villa, where he had lived, and looked at it again every other month, as if he was in a different world.

In the villa, Sister Wang and Aunt Zhou were not there.

Shi Run expected him to be on the second floor, two months pregnant, with a flat abdomen and no physical discomfort, but she would be very careful when she walked downstairs.

At the door of the bedroom, Shi Run raised his hand, paused in the air, and knocked on the door with bated breath.

The door opened, and there was a burst of feminine scent.

Shi Run was caught off guard and raised her eyes, her face was pale, her eyes were pale, and she saw a woman figure standing in the door.

The long hair is messy, the cheeks are red, the fragrant shoulders are half exposed, and the clothes are very loose.

Ye Li smiled at her with a tired expression, "Xue Zheng is waiting for you inside." ”

Shi Run lowered his eyes and walked in, the bedroom where they used to live smelled bad at this moment, Shi Run covered his mouth and held back the sour vomiting in his stomach.

Nothing could surprise her anymore, and now her heart was dripping blood differently than before, it used to be painful, but now it was numb.

Brother Yu Nan said that what Ye Li said was too inconsistent with the facts.

Shi Run smiled, one thing should be the truth, Xiao Xuezheng touched Ye Li, this woman, as Ye Li said, will be hard.

The room looked like it had just finished.

Shi Run's eyes stared at the beautiful carpet pattern, and it only took a second, and the tide of his eyes shattered and became quiet.

The floor-to-ceiling curtains opened a one-meter-wide slit, and the afternoon sun shone in and fell on the long figure on the chaise longue.

Shi Run walked behind him a meter obliquely, and saw his thin and pale face, the side face was still delicate, but he was more handsome in his sickly state, the bathrobe was loose, the texture of his chest was white with red marks, his breath had not stabilized, he was panting when he closed his eyes, he looked like this after finishing with her before, one arm resting on his eyes, a lot of sweat on his forehead, shining in the sun.

The edge of the trash can next to the bed, on which condoms are hung......

It is said that it is not painful, but it is said that it is numb, but the blood in the body is still coagulated, and it is frozen in the summer.

He opened his eyes, and he looked tired, he should be tired.

Looking at the sunlight outside the floor-to-ceiling window, the eyelashes are on the side of Shi Run, so long, without blinking.

He raised his hand and pointed to the low table next to him, twenty-eight days after his mother's death, the two met for the first time, and the first sentence to her was a bit long: "Divorce agreement, no objection to signing, said that you want to kill the child?" Tomorrow Ji Lin will accompany you to the hospital. ”

He closed his eyes, the side line of his face was cast in Shi Run's eyes, and the words in his thin lips burst out clearly and slowly: "The child is defeated, in this life and this life, don't meet again if there is no need." ”

Shi Run walked to the table and squatted down, took a pen and signed.

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