[Chapter 177: Laugh for Me]
Listening to Li Yan's words and looking at his face not far in front of him, Zhang Yurong felt that her heart was very chaotic, even more chaotic than when she encountered the most troublesome work.
'When I love you and pursue you well, one day you fall in love with me and can't do without me, the decision at that time is really meaningful to you and me! ’
This sentence was undoubtedly said by Li Yan in front of her, but in her ears, it seemed to come from the distant sky!
She didn't know why she felt this way, maybe she had a fantasy many years ago, and she wanted to hear such words, maybe when she had seen a novel or movie that had a similar picture. Anyway, this sentence fell into her heart, making her feel that what Li Yan said was right.
"Perhaps...... You're right, tonight is also a big shock to me. ”
Being held by him with his hands together makes Zhang Yurong somewhat unnatural, she is the type of man who is not close, even if it is an important customer, every time she shakes hands politely, she is always shaken by the special assistant Ke Yunyun next to her, which is one of the reasons why many people think she is very arrogant.
Being held by a different surname will make her feel uncomfortable and insecure. But I don't know why, being held by Li Yan now is just unnatural for a while, and then I can accept it. Maybe it's because she's decided to accept him completely just now, or maybe it's because of the environment and context.
And at this moment, she vaguely felt that the hand that was closed by him had been transmitted with a trace of warmth. This warmth is small, but it is so familiar! It's like ...... When the two women were bullying him, he suddenly appeared and grabbed himself behind him; It's like the warmth he felt on his back when he ran downstairs on his back; Even when he got into the car tonight, he hugged himself...... When I didn't hold my waist, I didn't have time to feel it at all, but I lifted my buttocks and said that I felt warm...... Thinking of tonight's situation, Zhang Yurong blushed a little, although she still had no expression on her face, she could feel a kind of hot heat. I also complained a little in my heart, really, this man is too much, although it is said that it is a last resort, but how can he touch other people's places? It is said that men and women do not kiss. And the same is true for another girl...... She was surprised in her heart, why did she only remember and complain until now? Didn't you feel lighthearted by him when you were in the parking lot? Or do you think that it's his wife anyway, and being like that doesn't mean that it's not a loss, but Wen Qianyi is even more at a loss?
Worse still...... She found that even now, she only complained a little about him, and did not mean to hate him or blame him! Although he had to do it.
"Hello? Are you okay? ”
After Li Yan found out that she said a word, she was in a trance, as if she was out of the world, and hurriedly called her to prevent her from being too frightened.
"What? Oh! I'm fine...... I'm just thinking...... What you say. Zhang Yurong came back to her senses, felt a little hot at the root of her ears, and hurriedly withdrew her hand. You said...... It's all quite reasonable, I can't see that you are quite knowledgeable......"
Li Yan is a little embarrassed, a little reasonable, a little learned? Compliment your husband with such words? He is a little sad for the company's senior management, it is estimated that when they have a meeting, they basically look at his wife's cold face and be criticized, and he doesn't need to praise it at all.
"What you have to do now is take a hot shower, take a good soak, and then don't think about any work, don't think about tonight, just go to bed early, and after dawn, you will be back to your usual state. Tomorrow Monday, you don't feel tired! Well? ”
Hearing Li Yan's soft voice, Zhang Yurong nodded. That's right, but that's it, like Wen Qianyi said, it's a once-in-a-lifetime experience. As for the relationship with Li Yan...... Li Yan kept squatting in front of her to talk to her, and when he saw her sleepwalking eyes, he began to regain focus, gradually revealing his usual cold and rational gaze, and he was also relieved.
"You just ...... What do you mean? Zhang Yurong frowned lightly and asked.
Li Yan was speechless, didn't he hear what I said when he was in the fugue just now? "I said tomorrow is Monday......"
"Not that! Front ......"
"What you have to do now is to wash ......"
"No, no, no!" Zhang Yurong interrupted him again, and then he already remembered and asked directly, "You say...... Waiting for you to love me well? Pursue me? …… Until one day I fall in love with you and can't do without you, will the decision at that time be meaningful? ”
"I said Mr. Zhang, your delay is a bit long, right?" Li Yan was helpless.
"Don't get out of the way! Do you think you're ...... right now Fall in love with me and want to pursue me? Zhang Yurong became serious, but she still couldn't emphasize the word 'love'.
"It's not that important question, it's important that we're like a blind date...... No, it's worse than a blind date, we got married first, skipping the link of love and dating, just like you can decide to live with me in a dizzy mind, I can also like you and pursue you. ”
"So you still don't like me now?"
Li Yan shrugged: "It's like you didn't want to live with me for a long time before." ”
Zhang Yurong thought about it, everyone used to think that it was just a temporary combination, in order to meet the wishes of the elderly, they all went their own way, and they didn't think about winning the hearts of many parties, and they didn't think about getting closer.
"You are so beautiful, rich, filial, and capable, it must be easier for me to like you than for you to like me."
Seeing that he counted a bunch of his own advantages, Zhang Yurong felt comfortable for a while, after all, everyone likes to listen to good words. But she is also aware of her shortcomings, especially when several girls who are not inferior to themselves gather together tonight, and their respective advantages are immediately highlighted. "But...... My position, not being able to make it public for the time being, all of this will put pressure on you. ”
"It's pressure, it's a challenge."
"I'm not feminine......"
"Who said that? With big breasts and big butts, who said you weren't feminine? Li Yan said with a smile.
Zhang Yurong frowned, this was too vulgar. She looked at Li Yan in a daze, and knew very well in her heart that the conversation between the two people just now would be so harmonious and harmonious, in fact, it was just because Li Yan was comforting her, afraid that she would have psychological problems if she was greatly stimulated, so she actually said something nice, and both of them said something that they usually couldn't say.
But reality is reality, and the relationship between two people cannot grow by leaps and bounds all at once. Feelings need to be cultivated, and surnames need to be run-in. And tomorrow when you wake up, you will go back to your main surname. Including showing the other person's unpleasant side.
But in any case, tonight's conversation is very rare for her. It can be regarded as a rare open communication between two people, just like entering his room today, it can be regarded as a contraction of the relationship between the two!
Li Yan ...... Thank you. Zhang Yurong, who was relieved, saw that he had been squatting in front of him, and showed a smile: "You can get up, it's so tiring to squat like this." ”
Looking at the pretty face that has been like an iceberg for a long time, and the rare smiling face is as beautiful as the snowlotus blooming on the glacier, I can't help but stare at her motionlessly.
Seeing that he couldn't move, Zhang Yurong was a little surprised, and hurriedly held his arm, "Your feet are numb?" ”
Li Yan shook his head: "No, except when I went back to your house, the two of us were alone, and the number of times you smiled at me was too little." I remember that the last time I picked you up and made you laugh once when I didn't have to be so busy. I just saw you smiling, I didn't prepare a camera, so I could only look at it for a while longer, and remember it a little more. ”
Do I have such a stingy smile? Zhang Yurong frowned slightly and thought for a moment, "Why am I laughing if it's okay?" Silly smirk? I haven't seen you smile at me sincerely. Although he said this, he was also a little moved and moved by the smile he remembered every time he remembered.
She also knows that this is her own shortcoming, she can't be as affinity as Yueyao, she can't be like Wen Qianyi, who always has a charming smile and makes people feel like a spring breeze, and she can't be as youthful and birdlike as Yu Xiaodi.
Li Yan immediately laughed: "What are you kidding? Do I smile at you less? It's just that every time I laugh by myself, I seem to be stupid, and sometimes I don't bother to communicate with you. ”
Zhang Yurong was a little embarrassed...... "But I feel like you...... Every time, it's either very obscene or very deceitful, and it's not a comfortable laugh at all. ”
"Forget it, this problem, we can only slowly exercise and run in slowly in the future. If you can laugh for me today, even if you don't thank me for saving my life, it's worth it. Li Yan stood up.
Help me? Thinking of the "means" used to save lives, Zhang Yurong didn't want to mention it again. snorted, put down the cup, and stood up: "Yu Xiaodi's matter, you have to take care of it yourself." If you really like people, don't give up. When the time comes, bring it up with me, and I can divorce you and let you get her again. ”
Seeing that she was serious, Li Yan was a little funny: "Yu Rong, she is five years younger than you, and there is already a generation gap." I am an uncle to her, she may just be curious and infatuated with me, just because she is young and innocent, and her likes and dislikes will be clearly revealed, and she looks more flamboyant and high-profile. As she grows up, graduates and walks out of society, facing her life, how much chance do you think she will like me? ”
Zhang Yurong seemed to understand, "So that's the case." But you big perverted wolf can endure not touching other little girls, and you can be regarded as responsible. ”
"Alas, it is said that virgins are a little more difficult, and I don't want to hurt people, and I don't want to be pestered. It's like I didn't touch you either......"
"you!" Seeing that the more he talked, Zhang Yurong said with a cold face: "I'm leaving, you are narcissistic!" ”
After she left, Li Yan's relaxed expression became serious.
(To be continued)