Chapter 556 [Her Heart, Her Love]
"Chen Fan, I love you!!"
At night, there was a lot of traffic on the road, but not many people heard Susan's shouts with all her strength, and even if someone heard it vaguely, they didn't care" just glanced at it casually.
No one can make everyone revolve around him.
Susan can't.
Neither can Chen Fan.
For strangers, Susan's "crazy" behavior didn't affect them in the slightest.
But for the party Chen Fan.
Susan's courageous and screaming words exploded in his ears like a spring thunderbolt.
A shiver from the depths of his soul permeated his whole body, making him tremble as if he had been electrocuted.
"Shan...... Shanshan ......"
Chen Fan trembled and hit his turn signal and drove the car to the side of the road.
Hearing Chen Fan's call, Susan turned her head, her eyes were still red, and her vision was blurred, but her flushed face raised a bright, bright smile: "Dead nerd, what's wrong?" Why are you stepping aside? ”
Without answering, Lian Fan parked the car on the side of the road.
As soon as he stopped, the members of the Dark Hall who were responsible for protecting Susan in front and behind him and the agents who were following him also parked their cars on the side of the road.
"I'm sorry, Shanshan." Stop the car" Chen Fan turned his head, his eyes were red, he looked at Susan with a guilty expression, and his voice was hoarse.
"Stupid idiot, why do you tell me you're sorry?" The words "I'm sorry" Susan only felt her heart tremble violently, so that her body trembled slightly, and there was a hint of trembling in her voice: "Could it be that you have done something to be sorry for me?" Say, what kind of hurtful things have you done! ”
As the words fell, Susan tried to squeeze out another smile, but the smile was worse than crying.
"Huh" Chen Fan exhaled a sullen breath and said softly: "You know everything", right? ”
Rumble!
Stunned to hear Chen Fan's words, Susan was stunned.
She did know it all.
Because of curiosity, because of worry" because after a shopping trip, I accidentally found Chen Fan and Li Ying's private text messages, and when Chen Fan disappeared innocently again and again, Susan finally found Su Qinghai to understand the so-called truth.
That day, Su Qinghai saw Susan crying profusely, extremely sad, and finally did not choose to continue to hide it.
That day, when Su Qinghai told Susan that she was a stand-in for the dead girl, fulfilling her promise for the dead girl.
Susan was dumbfounded, her chest pressing against a mountain and unable to breathe.
That day, when Su Qinghai told her in a serious tone: A successful man cannot have only one man by his side, "She must understand and accept everything."
Her heart hurts.
It hurts... It hurts...
Since she was a child, because of Chen Fan's fiancé, she has not been in love once, "she is full of longing for love", she hopes that her fiancé is the fantasy Prince Charming.
At the beginning, when Chen Fan appeared in front of her, the beautiful picture of her fantasy was directly shattered", so she was extremely disgusted with Chen Fan, and even the misogyny caused by the doll kiss deepened.
Later, with the contact with Chen Fan, "When the turtle fiancé in her eyes" surprised her again and again, and gave her romance again and again, she began to change her opinion of the turtle fiancé, and finally fell into the world of the turtle and couldn't extricate herself.
Turtles.
inadvertently coincided with the figure in the fantasy and became the longed-for Prince Charming.
But Su Qinghai told her that from now on, there will be not only Cinderella in Prince Charming's world, but also princesses, many princesses who are better than her.
She fell from heaven to hell, and her heart was like an abyss.
And Su Qinghai's last word of mission was like a sharp dagger, directly stabbing the last strength in her heart to pieces.
That day, "she couldn't accept the sudden turn of events.
She curled up on the sofa, hugged her head and cried, "Loudly asked Su Qinghai: Why?" Why should I be someone else's stand-in! Why can't Chen Fan love me alone? For............ Why do I have to take on this mission?
Why??
That day, Su Qinghai did not give her an answer.
Because Su Qinghai didn't know how to explain it.
Afterward... When Susan's mother, Qin Guizhen, cried and turned her face with Su Qinghai for the first time, Su Qinghai finally reluctantly compromised.
"Child, if you really feel wronged, feel that you can't accept all this, and want to leave him, I won't force you."
He left Susan so sincerely?
When Su Qinghai said these two words, "Susan was stunned on the sofa as if she had been electrocuted."
She wept silently, her eyes were empty, and she muttered the word "leave" all afternoon.
At that time, seeing that her daughter was in a trance, Qin Guizhen was frightened, and wanted to rush into Susan's bedroom several times, but was finally stopped by Su Qinghai.
Su Qinghai told Qin Guizhen in an extremely serious tone: Guizhen, haven't you always expected Shanshan to live the life of an ordinary child? Now, the road is in front of Shanshan, where to go, let her choose for herself! Let's not disturb her!
In the end, "Qin Guizhen didn't go in to disturb Susan.
That afternoon, Su -- silently wept while saying the word "leave", and at the same time recalled the bits and pieces with Chen Fan in his mind.
That afternoon, she remembered the first time she went to the street with Chen Fan, "Chen Fan secretly shot to help her repel the robbers", but pretended to be timid and hid behind her.
She remembered that during Chen Fan's military training, for Yu Xuan, he violently beat the armed police and was finally taken away.
She remembered that Chen Fan had forgotten her birthday and had not sung a birthday song at the birthday party, but had given her a gift, but she opened it and found that there was nothing, and finally ............ only to find out that Chen Fan gave her three promises.
That gift was the favorite gift she had ever received in her life.
And Chen Fan also sang a birthday song to her personally.
It's just that she didn't know that that day, the man who had come out of hell, squatting on the street, reminiscing about the dead master, tears and hoarse voice sang that birthday song to her, but was ridiculed by the people on the side of the road, and finally pretended to tell her that her eyes were in the sand, and cried in shame, "It amused her that she also remembered that on the day of the freshman party, she fell on the stage, looking aggrieved and helpless, but in the end she was moved by a text message from Chen Fan."
And on that night, although she changed her attitude, the turtle fiancé who did not fall in love at that time, wearing a black mask, like a wounded lone wolf, danced a dance that could not be considered a dance, but could shock the heart and soul.
Later, she learned "the man who shook her heart."
It's her fiancé.
It's the turtle.
Perhaps, ......, the impression of the turtle began to change at that time?
She didn't know, she only knew that since then, "the turtle seems to have really changed, and the accident of the trip to Hangzhou, the SS competition, the basketball game, and the martial arts competition shined............
Changed again and again.
Surprise after surprise.
Later, she followed the man back to Yanjing and returned to Lao Chen's house.
In Yanjing, she witnessed the strength of the old Chen family and the demeanor of the extinct old generation of Chinese soldiers in the old lady of the Chen family.
She also saw the saber who was once invincible on the battlefield in Vietnam, and "gave up the bright future for her woman and silently guarded her woman for twenty years."
Twenty years is like one day!
At that time, she felt that being able to marry Mrs. Chen's most important half-cut, and to be able to marry the son of the saber "Being able to be the daughter-in-law of the old Chen family is the greatest happiness and pride in her life."
That afternoon, she remembered a lot...... A lot......
But ......, what she will remember the most was that morning.
When the man, who was as strong as the god of war, learned the news of his old lady's death, he bent over and squatted on the ground "holding his head in his hands, trembling all over, like a wounded lone wolf" and choked silently.
She was distressed.
She couldn't help but crouch down, like a mother, and hugged the strong man in her arms, crying with the man, trying to reduce the pain for the man.
Later, she followed the man and returned to Lao Chen's house again, and saw the old man who had left peacefully.
As the daughter-in-law of the Chen family, the man who accompanied her, her father-in-law and mother-in-law, knelt down in front of the old man and knocked his head three times.
However, what she never dreamed of was this.
In that sad morning, in that intensive care unit, when the heart of the man like the god of war was cut like a knife.
The old Chen family.
The old Chen family, who had lost the old lady of the Chen family, but still stood at the top of the pyramid of power in the republic, was torn apart.
Her man was kicked out of Lao Chen's house.
Oh no, it was kicked out!
was treated as a lost dog and kicked out hard!!
At that moment, she was in a trance.
She couldn't even believe it was true.
But when her man, smiling, took her hand, and kowtowed again to the bed of the veteran soldier who had shed blood for the republic.
She knows.
That's all true.
That moment.
She was worried.
She worries about whether her man will be able to withstand the pain.
Subsequently, she found that her man was calm.
Afterward.
The man shouted: "Chen Jianguo, today's shame, in the future, I will definitely pay back a hundred times one day, I, Chen Fan, will make you regret it!" I swear!!! The oath of the oath.
At that moment, she knew that her man's heart was broken.
When she was taken by the man's hand and stepped out of the intensive care unit, she didn't dare to look back, nor did she dare to look at the man's expression.
She just held the man's cold hand hard and tightly, and told herself in her heart: "He is my man, I will protect him for the rest of my life!" When she learned the truth that afternoon, she stopped crying when she recalled the unforgettable scene.
Leave?
No!
Her determination turned into a steel knife that cut off the thought of leaving.
She chose to stay, and then learned about Chen Fan's situation from Su Qinghai.
When he learned that Chen Fan did not have the protection of the old Chen family, he was like a lost dog, struggling to breathe in front of many enemies and evil forces.
She no longer blames her, her man often disappears and does not return home at night.
She knew that her man really had a lot to do.
When I learned that those excellent women stood up to help their men at all costs when their men were most in danger.
The anger in her heart was unwilling.
Ashes.
She even ...... There is a little self-blame.
Blame yourself for not doing something for your man when he was most helpless and in need.
She couldn't help him.
But...... But I don't want to be a drag oil bottle.
Therefore, she chose to pretend to be crazy and stupid.
She no longer goes to abundance, to rob.
She just wanted that man to put down his burden and burden and show a bright smile when he saw her.
She wanted to be his spiritual harbor.