1016 When love is a thing of the past
Why don't you understand, there is love and pain, one day you will know that life is not different without me. The early summer sun was slightly scorching, but it was still bearable.
The mountains are covered with a thick layer of jade by lush trees, which are extraordinarily verdant and beautiful, and the birdsong mountains are more secluded, and the fragrance of wildflowers spreads.
Murong Yichuan squatted in front of Ximen Ruoxuan's grave with a solemn face, his hand gently supported the cold grave, his eyes rippled with tenderness like water, facing the lonely and cold tomb, Murong Yichuan's heart was a thousand turns, and the scenes of Ximen Ruoxuan reappeared back and forth in front of him at this moment, how many buildings and rain, the past could not be abandoned after all, he once loved so deeply, how could he say that he would forget, even if he had been replaced by a new person in his heart, but the unforgettable memory of the old man still existed, The pines and cypresses on both sides of the tomb were planted by Murong Yichuan after Ximen Ruoxuan was buried, and there was a plum tree, but now they have all grown, and the reflection of the tree stays quietly on the grave, as if it is the strands of long hair gently pulled.
The incense in the incense burner was half burned, and the paper was about to burn out, Murong Yichuan's hand still stayed on the grave, never moving, and there was still a piercing injury between his eyebrows, and his face was as solemn as the sky before the wind and rain. The breeze was gentle, blowing his long hair, which danced lightly in the wind, as if lonely was dancing lightly.
This time, Murong Yichuan didn't come to talk to Ximen Ruoxuan about lovesickness.
"Xuanxuan, I've been busy with government affairs recently, so I haven't come to visit you for a long time, are you okay down here?" Murong Yichuan's voice was very low, but it seemed to be a little choked in it, if it weren't for the ghost of Ximen Ruoxuan who was haunted by Ximen Ruoxuan's dream every night recently, Murong Yichuan wouldn't have come to see her, it's not ruthless, but it's true that because there are too many political affairs, although she forgets when she is busy, she doesn't forget her lovesickness, but that lovesickness doesn't belong to this woman who has made soil.
Murong Yichuan stiffened for a moment, sorted out his thoughts and continued, "Xuanxuan, I know that you complained that I became the emperor but refused to canonize you as the queen, not because I didn't want to, but because Taizu Taizu has rules to stay, no matter what crime the queen's family committed, they can be spared death, Xuanxuan, your family is bent on putting me to death, how can I forgive them?" You also know that I have always been a person who has kindness and revenge, your brother Ximen Donghai tied me up in Huan Gong for Murong Zhiyuan's house, if I didn't arrange it thoroughly, I would have my life. Now your brother and your family have retreated to Bashu with Murong Zhiyuan to compete with me, I will be driving in person soon, I will fight to the death with your family on the battlefield, Xuanxuan, I don't ask you to bless me to win, I just ask you not to turn your resentment against me into anger and Wanruo, the person who betrayed you is me, she always lives in your shadow, you two are my favorite people, but you are my past, she is my present and future, Xuanxuan, with you I have never experienced the pain of wanting to lose, And in the past few years with Wanru, the two of them have experienced too many ups and downs, so they cherish each other even more. Xuanxuan, when I assess the chaos of the piece, I will canonize you as the queen, I have never begged you for anything in my life, and now I beg you not to disturb Wanruo, if you still love me, please marry me and Wanruo, and make our life peaceful. Xuanxuan, tell you the truth, although your appearance and family background are much better than Wanruo, and your heart and body have always belonged to me, Wanruo's heart has been given to others, and her body has also been insulted by the royal brother, if I don't have to love her, how can I live these years, Xuanxuan, now you should understand that Wanruo is important to me, although we once had the same bed and different dreams, although her body is no longer clean, but she is still the person I care about the most, if anyone hurts her a little, even if I chase the Hades Palace, I will not bypass, Xuanxuan, You should know my means. If you go to trouble her again, make her unable to sleep, and affect the child in her womb, don't blame me for ignoring our past relationship. Murong Yichuan's gaze changed from tender like water, but slowly it was as cold as a knife, just like his feelings for Ximen Ruoxuan, from the beginning of lovesickness and love, but now to the current separation and resentment. With a flick of his fingers, he and Ximen Ruoxuan have been separated for more than five years, originally thought that the beauty would go, the heart would die, and the love in this life would be completely sunk, who would have thought that the heaven-given marriage would send an imperfect one to himself, originally just a tool for anger, but finally became his undying lover, he and Ximen Ruoxuan's love has become a thing of the past, even if they meet should not know. The lovesickness that used to be for Ximen Ruoxuan has now become a falling flower in the bottom of my heart, love is fading between the stars, and the time has faded through the fingers.
The cigarettes dissipated and gradually the incense dust, and the past was silent and the tears were dry. ・