In another place, T-ara, as a newcomer, did not have a full schedule, and when she returned to the dormitory, Li Juli locked herself in her room, and she really regretted it now. Li Juli doesn't know why she is like this, in short, her heart is really full of remorse, just today when she entered Liu Xinyu's waiting room and saw Liu Xinyu, she really regretted it.

I broke up painfully, thinking that becoming an idol was what I wanted, but now I made my debut as an idol with the idol girl group T-ara, but after seeing Liu Xinyu, she regretted it. When she saw Liu Xinyu and Liu Xinyu smiling and chatting with others, but she turned a blind eye to herself, Li Juli only had deep remorse in her heart.

After meeting Liu Xinyu, Li Juli's whole person was not good, she didn't talk much, but she basically didn't speak much, and she endured it desperately, so she didn't cry. But she felt that her heart was really like a knife, and there was no way to erase that pain, and she now knew that her love for Liu Xinyu was so deep. But this love was cut off by his own hands, and he lost the greatest happiness in his life. Back in the room, Li Juli buried herself in the quilt, and finally, after enduring tears for a long time, she burst the embankment and couldn't stop it anymore.

In the living room, Park Ji-yeon was excitedly saying: "Ah, Xinyu OPPA is really handsome, I didn't expect to exchange numbers with him, it's so happy." ”

"Ah, little dinosaur, how are you. You've been yelling for a day, and I'm dizzy when I hear it. Xian Enjing on the side said, this little favor, she has been shouting all day long, really, she knows that she is a "star", but she doesn't have to be like this, right?

"Hey...... Ernie, are you jealous? But I won't share the number with you. Park Ji-yeon said with a smile, at the age of seventeen, she was still happy. Carefree.

"Yes, yes, yes, I'm jealous. Slowly get excited here. I went to wash up. Xian Enjing said helplessly, she had no way to do anything about this help. Xian Enjing got up and prepared to go to wash, although the itinerary was not very full. But for them, it's still quite tiring.

"Huh? What about Cyioni? I want to share it with her. I didn't expect that the 'star' of Ernie was so deeply hidden, I didn't even know it. Park Ji-yeon said that today's performance in "Popular Ballads" made her believe that her sister is a "star" like herself. Saying that, Park Ji-yeon was about to get up and go to Li Juli to analyze her happiness, she felt that only Li Juli, who was also a "star", understood her feelings.

"Alright, Ji-yeon, you Cyglioni are tired and have already slept. It's good for you to be happy. Quan Baolan said, and also entered the room as she spoke, she was in the same room as Li Juli. Soon, Park So-yeon and Park Hyo-min also left the living room one after another, leaving no one to share their excitement and very depressed. Soon, however, she remembered the Internet, and she immediately went online to vent her excitement.

After Quan Baolan entered the room, she saw Li Juli nested in her bed. And the suppressed crying made her not know what to do for a while. At the beginning, he instigated his friend to break up, and in the past half a year, Quan Baolan knows. My friends are not happy, and my friends have been using practice to make themselves not in the mood or experience to think about each other. But now seeing his friend so sad, Quan Baolan doesn't know whether his original agitation was right or wrong.

Sighing, Quan Baolan still walked up and lifted Li Juli's quilt, and Li Juli saw that it was Quan Baolan. Crying and saying: "Baolan, it hurts, my heart, it hurts." ”

"Jihyun. I'm sorry. Quan Baolan didn't think about right or wrong anymore, looking at the sad Li Juli, she apologized, and called her real name.

Hearing Quan Baolan's words, Li Juli didn't answer, but she slowly stopped crying, vented, and felt better, but she didn't speak, and the room fell silent.

"Sapphire Blue, I regret it." After a long time, Li Juli spoke, with a thick nasal voice in her voice.

"I'm sorry. Jihyun, I'm ......" Jeon Baolan apologized again.

However, Li Juli did not let her continue, but interrupted her and said: "Baolan, in fact, you don't have to apologize, this is also my own choice." The main thing is that I don't trust our love that much, or rather, I'm not that confident. ”

"No, Zhixian, you don't have to be like this, I ......" Quan Baolan saw Li Juli's appearance and said in a continuous voice. Quan Baolan still knows her friends very well, she is not a showy person, but she is a confident person, Li Juli is still very confident in her appearance. And now, Li Juli's words made Quan Baolan very surprised, thinking that she was going to do something.

"No, Baolan, you don't need to be like this, I'm serious, it's really that I don't trust our love enough, I think, I'm older than him, I'm afraid that he will dislike me one day. Moreover, I watched him slowly gain popularity, and more and more people liked him, which made me feel very insecure, and it was precisely because of this that I chose to break up and make my debut. At the beginning, I also wanted you to think like this, I wanted to catch up with him through my efforts and let him see my shining point, but I didn't expect that I haven't started chasing him yet, he is already like this. I looked at him today, I really regretted it, watching him chat with Ji-yeon, watching him chat with So-yeon, but he didn't look at me, I really regretted it, these turned out to be mine. His gentleness, his smile, his affection, these are mine, but I pushed them away myself, and I destroyed them myself. I really regret it now, and I know now what I want. But I had ruined it all by myself, and I knew I couldn't go back. There's no going back. Li Juli said, she didn't cry, she just said it very calmly, but her voice was full of loss and remorse.

Quan Baolan looked at his friend and didn't know what to say for a while, and Li Juli had already spoken again: "Baolan, do you know? My heart is like a knife now, but I don't know why, after crying just now, I can't cry now. ”

That night, Li Juli fell asleep in Quan Baolan's arms. (To be continued.) )