97 Who said that men do not cry?
Indeed, he saw with his own eyes the thick red envelope handed by Wang Yulan when she entered the door.
The wedding of the rich is not to eat at twelve o'clock, they will continue to look for new business opportunities at the wedding, and leave each other's business cards for satisfied people, what they care about may be the income before the meal, how to get through the meal, find a partner to work with, their minds are all strategies, it is no longer a simple meal, they have been in this reinforced concrete city for many years, and they have already become sleek.
Deng Chao suddenly remembered a sentence, average the monthly income of the friends you often contact in your phone book, which is your monthly income.
Deng Chao looked at the smiles on their faces, looked at their proper dress, those smiles made him feel uncomfortable, it was a commercial smile, and that kind of smile could be measured by money.
His mobile phone rang, it was Lin Mo calling, he hesitated for a moment, and picked it up.
"Hey."
"Dawn is now in xxxx hospital." Lin Mo's words were mixed with anxiety.
"What!" Deng Chaoteng stood up, ignoring Wang Yulan's angry eyes, and quickly ran towards the door.
Along the way, he took off his suit jacket and tie that suffocated him as he ran, and hurriedly took a taxi to the hospital.
"Dawn, you must not be fine!" A feeling of fear welled up, a sense of confusion that made him panic a little.
Yang Qi was sitting on the stool in the hospital at the moment, looking at the morning light that was pushed in, and there was still a painful look on his face that had not dissipated.
Yangmo hurriedly got out of the car and ran madly towards the hospital without an image.
people of the world. It's always because of someone who is inexplicably implicated. They could be one person, they could be two people. Probably a group of people. When Dawn was pushed out, she had already been given analgesics, and the nurse pushed her towards the ward. The whole face looked bloodless, and it was horribly white.
Yang Qi was called in by the doctor and unfolded the medical record to show her, "From the CT film, she has intermediate and advanced bone cancer." ”
"Bone cancer? What is bone cancer? Yang Qi looked shocked, snatched the CT film she couldn't understand from the doctor's hand, and looked at it.
"There's nothing unusual about this picture, huh?" Yang Qi pointed to the bone fragment and asked the doctor. Suddenly frightened and cried, and asked the doctor vigorously, "Doctor, are you wrong, you can take a look again." ”
"That's right, it's bone cancer, it's already in the middle and advanced stages, and her bones have become a little darker and have no luster, which should have been a long time ago. If it weren't for the maintenance of the drug, it is estimated that such a pain would have occurred a long time ago. ”
"She's only that young. How so. Yang Qi asked dumbfoundedly.
"This disease is not age-picked, people of any age can develop the disease." The doctor was used to this, and there was not even a hint of indifference on his face.
When Yang Qi walked out of the doctor's office in despair. Ran into Lin Mo, who was rushing over, and Lin Mo hurriedly grabbed Yang Qi's hand. Standing beside her, gasping for breath.
"Yang Qi, what the hell is going on? Isn't it good to go out in the morning? Dawn! Lin Mo lowered his head. Asked while breathing.
"Lin Mo." Yang Qi called out to her, and then showed the medical record to Lin Mo.
"In the morning, we came out of the library for breakfast, walking on the road, it was fine, Chenxi suddenly couldn't walk in pain, grabbed my hand, gritted her teeth, very painful, I just asked what was wrong, she fainted, her lips were bitten by herself and bled out, blood red."
"What did the doctor say, Yang Qi, say it quickly, I'm dying."
"The doctor said it was bone cancer."
"Impossible, you think anyone who wants to get these diseases can get it!"
"It's true, Lin Mo, I've already confirmed, what should we do, I'm afraid that when I see Chenxi's face, I will be sad and want to cry."
"By the way, did you sue Deng Chao?" Yang Qi asked.
"Informed."
"Put these away, and let's go see the dawn." Lin Mo put all the things that Dawn checked into his bag, and then Lin Mo wiped Yang Qi's tears before walking to the ward together.
"I want to see a doctor!" The two people who had just walked to the door heard Chenxi shouting to the doctor, the prosthetic leg had been removed, and Lin Mo saw the mottled blood stains on it.
"Dawn, what are you doing!" The two were about to step forward when they watched Deng Chao walk in, followed by a faint fragrance, a fragrance that was incompatible with the smell of medicine in this hospital, permeating the ward.
"I want to see a doctor." Chenxi cried intermittently, a little uncontrollable, breathing seemed to be difficult, Deng Chao hugged Chenxi, tightly, as if to be embedded in his body, he could feel Chenxi's fingers pinching her back, Lin Mo and Yang Qi stood at the door, Yang Qi suddenly stood back, and whispered to Lin Mo, "This kind of scene, I'm afraid I can't suppress it." ”
"I'm here! Dawn, I'm here! Don't be afraid. The morning light gradually quieted down in Deng Chao's arms, and Lin Mo turned around to see Yang Qi's tears falling.
"Let's get out." Lin Mo said in a hoarse voice.
"Lin Mo, there are four of us in a dormitory, Sula has left the school, Chenxi is sick, and there are only two of us left. When I first moved into the school, when I was choosing a room, I was asked whether I would choose a six-person room or a four-person room, and I chose a four-person room because I was afraid of noise, but now, I was afraid of quietness, and I would rather have a few of us in the dormitory. ”
"Me too." Lin Mo said.
In fact, everyone can't know in advance what will happen, God is smart, if everyone is avoiding what may happen in the future, it may be like an electrocardiogram that is no longer beating, there will be no joy, anger and sorrow, there is no taste of peace, everyone's life is a line, God has no fun. God's pleasure is to see how people on earth react when he pulls the line.
"Does it hurt?" Deng Chao asked while holding Chenxi.
"It hurts." Her tears fell on his shoulders, wetting his shirt, and Dawn was like a child in need of comfort.
"Superman, it hurts me so much that you hug me." Dawn couldn't stop crying on her face. A smile bloomed, although Deng Chao's arms were tight and made her lack of oxygen. The chest is stuffy, but. Her heart is so warm, at this moment, she feels that she is so close to Deng Chao's heart.
Deng Chao let go of Chenxi and wiped her face, he wanted to ask about Chenxi's body, but he didn't dare to ask, so he said, "Are you hungry?" It's noon, so I'll go down and buy you something to eat." ”
"Don't!" Chenxi hugged Deng Chao tightly, and then said, "I'm not hungry, let me hug me for a while." ”
When Deng Chao came out of the ward, he saw Lin Mo and Yang Qi sitting in the hospital corridor, Deng Chao walked over and asked, "Thank you, Yang Qi." Lin Mo. ”
"How's Dawn?" Yang Qi asked, his eyes red.
"It's being infusion." His face was dyed with gloom for a moment, and he couldn't blow it away.
Lin Mo stood up and looked at Deng Chao fixedly for a long time. watched Deng Chao slowly show a bitter smile at her, and said to her, "Nothing will pass." ”
"Deng Chao, I'm sorry. Dawn's business. You already knew, right? Lin Mo said and looked at him, from his expression that was not shocked. She's already read it.
She looked at Deng Chao's eyes with tears shining in her eyes, rolling in her eyes. I was suffocated by him and didn't flow down.
"Who of you paid for the hospital? How much does it cost? He asked.
"Money is money, relationship is relationship, I don't think Chenxi wants it, you spend money on her, besides, there is me, I am her husband, with me, there is no need for you to spend money."
Seeing that neither of them reacted, Deng Chao counted out a thousand from his pocket, and then said, "Lin Mo, you take this money, you are all students, and you spend all the money of your family." ”
Yang Qi took the money from Lin Mo's hand, then counted six sheets, and said, "This money is for the money that just treated Chenxi, I will take it, and you can take the rest back." He gave the remaining four hundred to Deng Chao, and Deng Chao sighed and put it back in his pocket.
Yang Qi didn't say that the money for medical treatment is more than 2,000, and most of the money in her card is not the main one who needs living expenses every month! Otherwise, there is really not enough money. "Where's the medical record, show me it." Deng Chao said and stretched out his hand.
Yang Qi and Lin Mo were stunned and did not speak.
"If you don't give me this medical record, who else are you going to give it to!" Deng Chao smiled reluctantly, and Lin Mo and the others felt distressed.
"Deng Chao, you are ready." After Yang Qi finished speaking, he slowly took out the medical record sheet from his bag.
Looking at the results on the medical record, Deng Chao pinched it tightly, and his eyes seemed to be dripping with fire, and he burned the medical record sheet in front of him.
Deng Chao sat on the stool, in a daze, looking at the people walking back and forth with his eyes flashing.
"If you want to cry, cry, the morning light can't see it, you're going to suffocate yourself like this! Lin Mo gently put his hand on Deng Chao's back.
"I'm going to the bathroom!" Deng Chao stood up and walked towards the bathroom with a little swaying footsteps. Walking on the way to the bathroom, Deng Chao was already in tears.
The eyes of the people around him all looked at him, he walked towards the bathroom, saw Lu Yifan walking towards him, pulled him hard, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"I'm going to the toilet! Lin Mo: They're over there. When the tears in front of him dissipated, Lu Yifan's face in front of him gradually became clear into Deng Chao's face.
"Are you alright?" Lu Yifan looked at it with some concern and asked.
Deng Chao shook his hand, looked up at the bathroom not far in front of him, and washed his face with tears again, he once thought that his love was enough to support this qiē, and he was enough to bear all the pain, but now he found that those pains were not worth mentioning at all. It's as if he fell into the water, he was still swimming hard, looking for the shore, and was sad because he couldn't poke his head out, but now, when he came out with difficulty, he thought that he had finally seen the light of hope, and when he raised his eyes, he found himself in an ocean, far away from the shore, and that state of mind was hopeless, so desperate that he wanted to sink into the water again, and he wished he had never poked his head out and saw that terrible moment.
He looked up at himself in the mirror, his eyes were already bloodshot, and they were gradually red and swollen, and when he saw the medical records in his shirt pocket in the mirror, his tears were about to well-up again.
Deng Chao opened one of the single compartments, sat on the toilet, and suddenly covered his face and cried.
Intermittently, the voice was getting louder and louder, the pain in his chest was throbbing, the feeling was very empty, he couldn't describe it, he just felt that every breath was painful.
Lin Mo looked at Lu Yifan who came over, still looking back, seeing her, and asked, "What happened to you here?" Who was hospitalized? Where are you hurt? He circled Lin Mo and looked fine, before saying, "I just saw Deng Chao walk into the men's toilet in despair."
"Where is the men's bathroom, take me there." Lin Mo dragged Lu Yifan and walked with him first. When I got close to the men's restroom, I could already hear intermittent crying.
"There's a man crying inside!"
"It's a lot of crying!"
"In the hospital, what else can I do......"
"Don't worry about people, maybe you should be the next one to cry!" ……
Deng Chao cried for a long time before he sniffed, feeling a little catharsis from the sadness in his heart, and then pushed open the door of the single compartment and saw Lin Mo and Lu Yifan standing in front of him.
"This is the men's restroom, how did you get in?" Lin Mo could hear the hoarseness in his voice, and his crying touched his tonsils, and his vocal voice was affected.
He staggered to the sink, the knocking sound of leather shoes on the ground hurt people's hearts, he held a handful of water, washed his face, and then looked at himself in the mirror, looked up, looked at Lin Mo and Lu Yifan from the mirror, and said, "I just want to find a quiet place to stay alone." ”
I don't know if it's water or tears, flowing wantonly along his face.
He pulled the paper from the side, wiped it very slowly, then turned his head, looked at Lin Mo and Lu Yifan, hooked the corners of his mouth and asked, "Am I okay?" ”
Lin Mo stepped forward, hugged Deng Chao gently, and said, "No one said that men can't cry, there's nothing to be ashamed of." ”
Deng Chao leaned down and slammed his chin on Lin Mo's shoulder, and Lin Mo couldn't bear the weight of just one bit.
"Lu Yifan, don't mind, I'll lean in" He opened his mouth very slowly.
Lu Yifan didn't speak, walked over and patted Deng Chao's shoulder.
Yang Qi saw it, and Yang Qi, who walked in, said, "Chenxi is going to be discharged from the hospital, and she insists that she is fine." ”
"No, you can't leave it to her." Lin Mo said.
"Mobao, you send her back, don't tell her about her illness, just say that it was because of the bone pain caused by the prosthesis, I fainted, in fact, I already knew, at that time, it was just bone pain, and the doctor told me that I might turn into bone cancer, but I had no ability, I had no money, and I kept using medicine to drag it out, so it became like this." Deng Chao's voice was so hoarse that he was about to lose his voice. (To be continued......)